Who are you? She asked, ever since Mora had 'woken up' her. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info That person will often appear in her dreams, and sometimes she will feel that it is not a dream. She remembered everything here clearly, and on the other side of her in the dream, the black-haired girl didn't say anything, floating naked in the purple mist of the dream.

Who are you? How many times has she tried to ask that? I don't remember clearly, and I don't even know why I asked that. Does who she have anything to do with herself? Why should I care about her? There was someone in the darkness telling her to understand, to ask, and the purple mist made her feel a deep fear—yes, fear, a fear she had not felt a few years ago. She tried again and again to get close to the black-haired girl, but was finally pushed back by the fear, and finally, the dark-haired girl spoke.

"You don't have to come here," the black-haired girl replied lightly, "This is the realm of the gods, and it's too far away for you. You don't have to grudge into the incomprehensible, after all, the world is all there is to you. I prefer you to live in your own world, I'm to you... Pointless. ”

"Who are you?" She didn't give up and continued to ask the question. She wanted to know that she had a feeling that the dark-haired girl had a lot to do with her. She didn't understand why she thought that, but if she knew who she was, everything would be solved.

“... I'm a demon god, and I don't have many titles given to me, so there's only one thing I have to say. "Discord is eternal"... It's not a meaningful name, but I like it. Human beings are always repeating meaningless things, and the world of order will one day be destroyed, and only the world of chaos will be eternal - such a world has no concept of destruction. ”

"There's no point in that kind of world." She was puzzled.

"This flower snow leaves... Well, the material world is wonderful. Obviously something created by the same variable, theoretically the same as atoms, the difference between individuals should not be so great. But you seem to have completely deviated from the path of human beings, but you do not desire a life form that is different from that of humans. It seems to be contradictory everywhere, but it is the most reasonable form of existence. Is this what humans are? It's a shame that I don't feel that way. Well, how long has it been since the world over there? It must have only been for a moment, and I've been locked up here for more than 20 million years. ”

"More than 20 million years?" She was amazed. For some reason, she didn't have a trace of doubt about the other party's words.

"Ah, the speed at which time flows between worlds is different. Perhaps while one world is slowly developing, another world has gone through the whole process of germination, development, and demise. And then from the beginning, continue to develop, and finally perish. As a benchmark for speed and slowness, it is the flow of time that seems to be absent in the cracks of the world. I'd be glad I don't have the same feelings as humans yet, or I might have gone crazy by now. If you only need to turn off your senses and then immerse yourself in thinking, the course of life, the development of history, and all the legends will fly in your mind, and after the time has passed, you will find that a long time has passed. ”

"Why are we able to communicate like this?" This flower is very puzzled.

"Because we were supposed to be one... You are one of my countless spiritual individuals. It wasn't supposed to have the same symptoms as me, but Mora channeled the power from within you. Of course, this wasn't enough for you to communicate with me... But as it happens, you are special in your own right. You are different from any other individual, you are my spiritual individual at the same time as you are my spiritual individual, and you are also 'my spiritual individual of my creation created by my creation'. As troublesome as it sounds, the explanation is that you are the daughter of my daughter's creation, my daughter, and me. ”

"This..."

"It wasn't that long ago that I was... Or rather, I created my daughter 20 million years ago. With my permission, she followed another god, and then she used the power I gave her to create me who lived as a normal human being. As an ordinary human being, I have no personality, and as a god, I have no personality. Under the environmental influence of the material world, as a human being, I have made different and great choices, which have led to the emergence of countless branches in the world, that is, to allow the world to flourish. One of them I gave birth to you, and you live an ordinary life. And before I was sealed, I walked my spirit into all the worlds where 'me' existed, and you were one of those beings who gained one of the spirit bodies. You can use my power because of that. ”

"So... I suddenly felt the reason why I lost my feelings a few years ago..."

"Because you have obtained a part of my spirit body, which will control your emotional system, but you are now more perfect than me, you not only have human feelings, but also can control them freely, and it is your own desire to lose your feelings, it is your own choice."

"Myself...?" She felt it was hard to breathe.

What the hell is she? Why is it here? Painful, stuffy, difficult to breathe, it should be just a spiritual body, but you can clearly feel your state. She touched her chest, gasping, crying bitterly, as if she was venting some feelings, she wanted to escape, she wanted to get out of here.

“... Why... Want to tell me...? She shuddered

"I want you to be free, that's your own desire." The black-haired girl said coldly in an emotionless voice.

"Freedom...? Didn't you make me like this? You almost drove me crazy, if it weren't for you..."

If it weren't for you, I would have left this world without any regrets, and no one would have remembered my death.

"That's the price you have to pay, maybe you're going to be miserable, you're going to be unacceptable, but it's going to be necessary. The cold wind outside the prison doesn't feel good, but it symbolizes freedom. ”

"Shut up! You... You..."

"Like those who want to kill themselves? Flee this world like a coward? Knowing that the victim is himself, why do you want to bury what you have? I didn't take anything from you, it was you who took away your things. Knowing the truth, but still pretending to run away and participating in suicide parties, but not getting used to the attitude of those people, isn't this yourself? Recognize your posture... You are a human being and a god. You will grant other people's wishes, but you will not ask for anything in return, and you will not even care about the good or bad words of others. This is the attitude of the gods, you see yourself as what you do, so be more clear. ”

The brunette girl came to her side. The black-haired girl, who she couldn't get close to no matter how hard she tried, is now embracing her into her arms. Amazingly, those painful feelings disappeared in this moment.

"Try to think about it, how you felt at the time..."

"I..."

The truth, it doesn't matter, thinking, analyzing, suddenly not knowing why I am doing this, why I want to know what I am thinking, and then smelling the purple smell, immature and green, rotten smell, like an apple that has rotted before it is ripe, mixed with that faint, faint mournful sound.

I vaguely feel it, what is it? Yes, this state, this feeling. Yes, that's her. This is who she really is, what she hopes for, what she expects from her! This is the incomparable future, it is right, it is looking forward to something to become like this, and finally disappointed, and then despair, reborn in despair, and she became her again. This is what the girl longs for, her spirit has long been abnormal, and the cold wind is blowing.

"Now... Open arms... Hug yourself..."

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"Hey, are you listening? This flower, this flower? This flower snow leaves? Snow leaf sauce? ”

"Huh?"

She suddenly realized that she was still in the storefront, and she gasped for breath and looked around to find herself in a safe place. When she saw the face of her former friend, she finally calmed down and straightened her hair, which had become messy at some point. The cold wind blew in the dilapidated storefront, and she suddenly felt very enjoyed, ignoring her friend's words, and strode out the door.

It was drizzling outside, the cold wind was blowing on her cheeks, and the sickly system made her little face reddened for a moment. She stood stunned in the rain, ignoring the cries of her friends behind her, and opened her arms to the sky, as if to welcome something. She burst out laughing, smiling so happily that even her friends were on the spot because of her open laughter.

Yes, she was free.

"Crane Ten Nights." She suddenly called out her boss's name.

"Yes?" Tsuru Juya, who was immersed in cooking, raised his head, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Also, see Ye."

"Here it is." The black-haired little girl beside Tsuru Shiye happily raised her hand in response.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, what does it feel like to be alone in an empty place for 20 million years?"

She thought so.

However, that doesn't matter. She's decided.

Let me fulfill your wish and save you, my mother.