"Do you hear that? You shit. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info don't be too presumptuous. ”

Among the countless purple clouds, the white hair on the forehead was so conspicuous. Kokoba looked at this strange girl who suddenly appeared in his consciousness in amazement, and it took a full minute to understand why she appeared here. Kokoba shrugged his shoulders and buried his face in his knees nonchalantly, maintaining a minimum of mental form, and did not need extra energy to pay attention to her. And Cecilia, who trespassed into the heart leaf consciousness body, unceremoniously 'grabbed' her hand and put on a warm smile.

"Get the hell out of this world, and you'll understand your own quest. It's impossible for this thing to hold you up, deliberately dispersing your huge spiritual body, in fact, you are trying to find a feeling close to death. It's really funny, do you think this will end everything? I tell you, it can't end, gods are such things, your sins, your stupidity, your future, everything will not stop, it will only increase. And a little bit of the god's self-realization, then be carried your own cross, even if you are not ready, you can't escape... Because this is the path you choose for yourself. ”

"It's a pity, Queen's family," Kokoba shook her head, "I don't quite understand why you're doing this. Who is self-righteous? What can you do by trespassing here? I don't have the meaning of survival, my current posture is no different from another posture, rather... This is the safest place where I can use countless 'selves' to survive the dangerous times. Your war has nothing to do with me, please come back. ”

"Really? Even if you don't want to, you can't refuse the call," Cecilia said casually, "I'm here to tell you one thing. ”

"Using Xue Ye's consciousness to forcibly link my consciousness, it seems that your mastery of the soul is really perfect, don't you feel guilty about playing with other people's souls?"

"Let's be each other at this point." Cecilia put away that smile.

"I have," Kokoba smiled slightly, the smile that was indistinguishable from the mask was really disgusting, "The person I hate so much is this cold consciousness, without a trace of emotion, the purple mist contains countless knowledge, but there is nothing called emotion. Honestly, if I was jealous, I might turn into a terrifying monster. ”

"Really? It doesn't matter what kind of thing it is," Cecilia snorted coldly, "Whether you want to do it or not, this is the only way for you now." Remember, when you meet an illogical, unreasonable, and unreasonable guy like me, nothing good will end for you to be crooked. Your next journey is ready. ”

"Where?"

"It's mine."

――――

"There have been a lot of people who have asked for this recently, and you're certainly not the first, so please don't be worried. Rest assured, if we trust each other, the process will be faster. ”

The doctor said to her.

She looked at the doctor. There was a hint of doubt in his eyes.

"This Scarlet Leaf, fifteen years old, isn't it?" The doctor asked.

"Yes."

Don't even bother to say a word, Scarlet Leaf copes with the doctor's question.

Anyway, she said goodbye to her current self right away.

Reinventing life, which is now a toy for the wealthy—to create a new body, to exchange it with one's original, and to even be able to rewrite one's own memories at will. And Scarlet Leaf chose to come to this hospital for such an operation. It's an add-on of technological development, it's so convenient, as long as you don't like yourself, you can start over.

"Since I have chosen to "reinvent my life"... Are you dissatisfied with your former self? Sitting directly across from her, the doctor was a little confused, "As far as I know... You're not the type of person who wants to "reinvent your life." Can you tell me why you chose to abandon your current self? ”

"Is this also a necessary part of the operation?" Scarlet sneered, "I don't think doctors should ask about this kind of privacy, right?" ”

"Well, there is no need to answer Scarlet Leaf, but if we do, our next operation will be smoother and more convenient," the doctor seems to have long been accustomed to the various tempers of patients, rich people have strange tempers, and Scarlet Leaf is not too difficult. He just smiled and said, "It's okay if you don't want to say this, so what do you expect from the "new you"?" ”

“... What else can be expected? I think the application form has been filled out very clearly. ”

Scarlet Ye frowned, she was a little uncomfortable with the doctor's inquiry.

"No, no, no, this is a patient-doctor exchange, and in fact we never look at what is written on the application form, because we think what I say is credible compared to that," the doctor smiled and waved his hand, "Is that okay?" Scarlet leaves, this will give you a life you hope for more, after all, surgery still takes time"

“... Whatever you like. ”

Scarlet sighed and stroked her short blonde hair.

This scarlet leaf, fifteen years old.

"Two years ago, your father passed away, and you live with your mother and brother, right?" The doctor looked at the scarlet leaf and asked lightly.

"Can I not ask about this kind of thing that I can already see in the form?" Scarlet glanced at the doctor in disgust, supporting her chin with her right hand, with an impatient look on her face, "Can you stop the conversation without nutrition?" ”

“... Looks like you're not in a good mood today, Scarlet. The doctor closed the medical record and glanced at her long hair.

"Maybe that's the case, can we officially start doing something that belongs to the doctor?" Scarlet Leaf said unappreciatively, "For example, the negotiation of "recreating life" or something. ”

"Well, if you wish so."

Faced with the cold scarlet leaves, the doctor was helpless.

"This scarlet leaf, why are you this scarlet leaf?"

Scarlet leaves, which are the scarlet leaves of scarlet leaves. Once upon a time, the name was so important to her. At one point, she felt like she was nothing but the name.

"Shakespeare is enough, doctor." Scarlet Leaf suddenly felt crying and laughing, "Am I really here for surgery?" Or did I go to the wrong door and go to the cross talk association next door? ”

"So, what kind of life do you want to have?"

Faced with the doctor's sudden serious question, Scarlet Leaf was stunned for a moment. She pondered for a moment before she spoke:

"It doesn't matter what happens."

With that, Scarlet turned her head to the side.

"Well, don't be so casual," the doctor smiled, "then I'll ask you a little bit of this question, and you'll just answer it, and it will be easier." ”

"Please."

Accustomed to Scarlet Leaf's cold attitude, the doctor curled the corners of his mouth slightly.

"So, do you know about this teenager?"

As he spoke, the doctor took out a crumpled photo from his jacket pocket, carefully unfolded it, and placed it in front of Scarlet Leaf.

In the photo, it's Scarlet Leaf and another teenager. He also has the same purple hair as Scarlet Leaf, and has such a similar face. Even others can see the relationship between these two. In the corner of the photo, the words "15th birthday, congratulations~" are written in black marker, and the round handwriting is reminiscent of the scarlet leaves pouting on the photo.

“... yes, probably, someone very important to me, right? Scarlet snorted softly and looked down at the person in the photo, "Even if it is, I don't remember it now, is there anything wrong?" ”

"Do you want to keep the memories?" The doctor lightly pointed his index finger at the table, "Or rather, because the steps to preserve memories are cumbersome and costly." So if you choose to give up this part of your memory, we can tailor a body that is better than the average person. ”

"What a poor and sour look, your hospital," Scarlet said disdainfully, "you can't make rich people's money like this." ”

"I'm sorry, but because the technology of "recreating a life" itself is not very mature and requires a lot of official checks, it is difficult to achieve a balance between the two sides, after all, "recreating a life" cannot be a simple organization for transforming human beings, but it has to consider ethical and moral factors," the doctor explained. ”

"Nothing, I didn't care."

Scarlet Ye stared at the doctor's face, but at this time, she didn't put on a look of disdain anymore, and exhaled deeply.

"Two years ago, I lost my most important family member."

"Oh?"

"My parents are dead," Scarlet continued, "and after they died, I sensed something. I felt like I remembered something, I always felt like I had forgotten something, it was like something I had experienced before, but I couldn't remember it. ”

"It's a sense of déjà vu, right?" The doctor said, "It's something that everybody can have, and it's not your exception." ”

"No, after you showed me this picture, I'm even more convinced that I've forgotten something," Scarlet flatly dismissed the doctor's point of view, "this person... I've seen it, not just before, and it's definitely on a good relationship..."

"Can you tell me why you think so?" The doctor tried to ask.

"Is this also the duty of a doctor?"

Scarlet Ye smiled, but it was not the iceberg-like sneer before.

"I think he and I (pointing to the boy in the photo), perhaps... Family, right? ”

"Oh? This person, is that heavy or? For you. ”

The doctor's smile disappeared unconsciously.

"Yes, this man... Maybe it's really someone important to me. ”

Scarlet pressed her index finger against the photo.

"This person is really important, so important that without him, I would not be me anymore. That's why I'm here, and I want to forget about this, forget all of this, because of this inexplicable memory, I'm really irritable right now. Didn't you ask me why I wanted to have surgery? Here's why. ”

“... Well, as you wish. ”

The doctor sighed and wrote something in his notes.

"What's wrong? After I made this choice, the doctor looked worried? Scarlet Ye was keenly aware of the doctor's changes, she raised her head, and her eyelashes trembled, "So, doctor, what about you, if you were to choose, would it be this memory that might be precious, but useless, or would it be a bright future that could shine at any time?" ”

“... What a wayward child..."The doctor was stunned for a moment, then put down his pen, "My words, of course... It's going to be the same as you. ”

"Oh?"

“... I'd rather get away than that stuff. Compared to the future, I still miss the past, the days with that person, the days when we laughed together, cried together, hurt together, and even connected hearts at all times. I really hope that one day will come, that day. ”

Closing the notebook and calmly speaking his thoughts, the doctor pressed his right hand to his chest.

"You think so, don't you? Scarlet leaves. ”

“... What about your past? Scarlet asked suddenly.

"Oh, is that also a doctor's obligation?" The doctor smiled lightly, "Still, it doesn't hurt to talk about it. ”