251. The Sudden Self

"Have you heard of Angel Dust?" Xuan Yu asked.

When he was outside the punishment station before, Mu Yun still heard some teachers' reprimands, "This thing is addictive if you eat it, the teacher reminded you, don't you know?" ”

Xuan Yu looked at the wind chimes above his head blankly, and said quietly: "I know...... Those adults don't understand our world at all. They just teach us a lesson. However, some people's own conduct may not be so good, if they can quit alcohol, smoking, and gambling, then I will be convinced, but I have grown so big, there is no adult who can really do it. If they can't quit, why should we be asked to quit? ”

"This ...... These are two different things. Mu Yun explained: "We are still young...... Again...... Besides, angel dust is harmful to health. ”

Xuan Yu shook his head, "You don't understand, this is the same thing, isn't smoking harmful to health?" Isn't alcohol abuse bad for your health? Adults know it, but isn't it the same as always? ”

Mu Yun was dumbfounded and speechless.

"Mu Yun ......" Xuan Yu looked at Mu Yun and suddenly asked, "We have been talking for so long, are we friends?" ”

Mu Yun was stunned for a moment, "It should be counted." ”

Xuan Yu put his hand into his pocket and took out the half of angel dust, "I tell you, I tried it, and it is not harmful to the body, believe me or not." ”

Mu Yun was silent and did not answer.

Xuan Yu asked again with some disappointment, "You don't believe me?" ”

Mu Yun said: "It's not that I don't believe you, I don't believe that old man." That guy doesn't look like a good guy. ”

Xuan Yu smiled bitterly, "I don't know the difference between good guys and bad guys." Do you say I'm a good person? ”

Mu Yun hesitated, if according to Xuan Yu in the game world, he was fierce and cruel, he would definitely not be a good person, but in reality, Xuan Yu was pitiful, seemed to lack love, and was extremely disgusted with people who drank and smoked, but she tried hard to become that kind of person. It can't be said that she is a bad girl, at least a girl who is willing to fall.

Xuan Yu smiled coldly and took out a fruit knife from under the blanket.

"What are you doing?"

Xuan Yu didn't answer, "Instead, the candy of the angel dust is all in half." He looked back at Mu Yun's eyes and said, "Since we are friends, then you don't have to care if I'm a good person or a bad person, I'll give you half of the angel dust I have." ”

Seeing that Mu Yun didn't answer, Xuan Yu said again: "I want to fly, I hope to have someone to accompany me." ”

"Am I a fool?" Mu Yun smiled bitterly, "This one is addictive." ”

"Yes," Xuan Yu didn't deny, "but do you want to fly with me?" ”

Mu Yun swallowed his saliva, not knowing what to do, Xuan Yu shook his head helplessly, "Friends or something, it's all a lie." Seeing that Mu Yun insisted on refusing, she put the half of the candy that had been bitten by the old man into her mouth.

Mu Yun looked at her like this, not knowing how to stop it, and not knowing what kind of scars she had in her heart.

Miao Zi said: Everyone has two sides, but these two sides of Xuan Yu are too extreme, and it is difficult for him to imagine that two completely different and even contradictory personalities can be contained in a weak body like this.

Xuan Yu closed his eyes, first frowned, and then his tightly locked eyebrows slowly stretched out again, a blush gradually appeared on his face, and his mouth opened slightly, with a slight hint of sexy gasp. His chest floated together, followed by a long sigh...... What kind of comfort it was, Mu Yun couldn't appreciate it, but after eating half of the angel dust, Xuan Yu seemed to be a different person, when she opened her eyes, the pupils bloomed with shining brilliance, and they were no longer gray and lifeless.

After a while, she suddenly lifted the quilt on her body, unfolded her curled feet, lifted the blanket under her feet, and carefully pulled out a golden wig from under the blanket. She was originally a very ordinary student with short hair, but after wearing a wig, Yanran has become a fashionable girl, but her immature face still has a hint of innocence.

She opened a drawer under the small coffee table and there was a purple dress and black stockings neatly placed in it, she didn't say a word, in front of Mu Yun, took off her school uniform, then put on the stockings, and then put on the skirt, as if Mu Yun didn't exist at all.

Mu Yun looked stupid, sitting next to her in a daze and watching her change clothes, watching her take out the cosmetics in the drawer, paint her eyebrows, apply lipstick, and apply foundation, even the last bit of innocence was all covered up under the heavy makeup.

Unexpectedly, this time Mu Yun didn't have a nosebleed, and even any reaction that a man should have disappeared without a trace, not that Xuan Yu was not beautiful enough, after makeup, she was incomparably beautiful, much more beautiful than those big beauties in adult magazines. But Xuan Yu's actions made Mu Yun incomprehensible, and at the same time made him feel an inexplicable sadness, although he didn't know all the reasons for Xuan Yu's self-willingness, but he understood that although Xuan Yu wanted to pursue a different self, he lost himself while numbing his nerves. He was powerless to stop it, and he couldn't agree with it. Because that's the way Xuan Yu chose to change, is there anything wrong?

After Xuan Yu finished dressing up, he looked at the slightly unfamiliar face in the small mirror, and muttered, "This is the real me." ”

Mu Yun shook his head, "That's not the real you......"

"It's me! It's me! Xuan Yu shouted loudly, because of the effect of Angel Dust, Xuan Yu seemed to have become the omnipotent female mage in the game again.

Mu Yun said coldly: "It's not you, it's just yourself in your imagination." ”

Xuan Yu sneered: "The self in my heart, isn't it myself?" ”

Mu Yun was speechless, maybe the role of Angel Dust was to make humans release their own nature, Xuan Yu suppressed her heart, so once her nature was released, she would feel that it was all worth it. For the sake of change, for the sake of attention, she will stop at nothing.

After putting on makeup, he became a completely different person, so that no one would know who the real Xuan Yu was, and even if he overplayed, he didn't need to worry about being blamed by others.

Xuan Yu's face suddenly sank, "Time is running out, garbage player, today's Angel Dust is only half effective, I don't know if I still have the courage to do such a thing again." So, you accompany me. ”

"With you?" Mu Yun was stunned for a moment, and pretended to be humorous and said, "That's not good, I won't sell my body." ”

"Say what?" Xuan Yu took Mu Yun's hand, "Since you don't fly with me, go crazy with me, just once, I want someone to accompany me." ”

Mu Yun was sweating profusely, what were you doing with her, what were you doing with her? It's not going to be my virgin, is it? Happiness came a little suddenly. But ...... "No, I can't take advantage of people's danger, Xuan Yu is not sober yet." Mu Yun said to himself.

Xuan Yu's eyes flashed and stared at Mu Yun, "What is taking advantage of people's danger?" What do you want to do? ”

Mu Yun smiled awkwardly: "Oh, I'm talking to myself again, I mean, I'm not a casual man." (To be continued.) )