250. Half a candy
Mu Yun also smiled awkwardly, it was too embarrassing for the girls in the same school to know that they had bought (human) comics. Fortunately, Xuan Yu didn't seem to think that there was anything wrong with Mu Yun reading that kind of book, and he didn't mean to be discriminatory like Miaozi. The slightly sad expression before was annihilated in the moment when Xuan Yu's smile bloomed.
Mu Yun smiled faintly, "It turns out that you look good when you smile." ”
Xuan Yu's face turned red, "I...... I'm not good-looking. ”
Mu Yun smiled: "No, in fact, you are also very beautiful, but you have hidden the truest self in your heart, as if you will hide in this cement pipe where no one comes, what are you running away from?" ”
Xuan Yu was silent for a long time, and suddenly sighed, "I don't know, it's just that every time I'm in a low mood, I hide here, I don't want others to disturb me, I just want to be a quiet person." ”
Mu Yun listened quietly, he didn't know what kind of psychological problems Xuan Yu had, but such a girl with an obviously split personality made him feel curious. Although Xuan Yu's appearance is not attractive, her world seems to be a mystery, and the more mysterious it is, the more people can't help but explore it.
After a while, Xuan Yu said quietly: "I have lived in an ordinary family since I was a child, and I have lived an ordinary life, and I have always been so ordinary, so that I have been in the same school with you for so long, and you still don't know me." I was neither good nor wrong, my academic performance was always so-so, and no one ever noticed my existence. Sometimes even I wonder if I'm just transparent...... At school, I didn't have any friends either. The only one who cares about me at home is my sister. I'm a girl like me, I'm just useless and no one cares. The outside world is too complicated......" Xuan Yu said this, pausing, she seemed to be talking to Mu Yun, but more like she was talking to herself, as if she was living in her own world.
"Sometimes I don't dare to touch the outside world, the people outside, because ...... Because I feel like they're all just because I don't exist. Only here, in this cement pipe where no one comes, I feel safe, no one bothers me here, only the wind accompanies me. She stroked the wind chimes above her head and made a rattling sound, "Sometimes I want to escape to a deserted wilderness alone, but I can't do it on this planet, because if I leave the City of Hope, I will starve to death, and I will have to come back in the end." The world is so big, but it seems that this small space belongs to me...... I just don't know which day, even this space will disappear......" She suddenly took Mu Yun's hand and asked, "Do you know what I thought?" ”
Mu Yun shook his head blankly.
Xuan Yu's expression was almost terrifying, "I thought: If one day, even my last bit of space disappears, I will leave this world. ”
Mu Yun clasped her hand tightly and comforted, "You can't think like that." In fact...... Actually, I'm just as ordinary as you, just as goalless, but after leaving this world, what will your sister do? And your parents, even if you don't have friends, at least you still have relatives. But what about me? I have nothing. ”
Xuan Yuqi said: "Don't you still have a sister?" ”
Mu Yun was stunned for a moment and explained: "My sister is not my own sister. Anyway, you're at least better than me. ”
Xuan Yu shook his head slowly, "At least you're often punished and someone is still paying attention." But I didn't dare ......."
"Why don't you dare?"
"Because my parents were very strict. If I get penalized, they'll feel ashamed. Will teach me a lesson. ”
Mu Yun waved his hand, "Hey, it's not a glorious thing to punish me, why do you envy me for this?" ”
Xuan Yu smiled sadly and bitterly, "At least someone will pay attention to it then, but I'm just a person that no one cares about." ”
"Who said that?" Mu Yun retorted: "The high priest of the Ten Thousand Gods Sect, commanding thousands of armies and horses. Do you still remember, when you were at the foot of the Giant Fern Mountain, you fought against the Silver Qilin, and your big move came out," Mu Yun learned from Xuan Yu's appearance in the game, and said in a female voice: "'Flame Flying'!" That fire set the sky on fire, what a cow. The first time I played the game that day, I was stupid, you know? ”
Xuan Yu looked at the pitch-black cement pipe in front of her, thinking back to her game career, it was indeed brilliant, and she couldn't help but bring a rare smile on her face. "I also have a lot of skills, such as: moving mountains and seas, shining with inspiration, they are all ultimates, but you haven't seen them."
"That's right, Xuan Yu is in the game, it's really too good, even Tong King Kong has to give you three points of thin noodles, do you remember, when you and Tong King Kong were fighting, that kid played tricks, first killed your mechanical spirit pet, if other people would have panicked, what kind of spell did you have at the time, and Tong King Kong was stunned on the spot, and then used a spell and lifted a big stone."
"Rock Crushing Spell, Earth-based Spell." Xuan Yu added.
"Yes, yes, yes." Mentioning a topic that both of them were interested in, Mu Yun's eyebrows danced, and his hands danced, "Then you turn around, hey, and disappear." Oops! ”
The space in the cement pipe was too small, Mu Yun's gesture was a little bigger, and the back of his head was slamming on the cement pipe.
Xuan Yu finally laughed again, "You're so funny." He changed back to that numb look, "Okay, don't comfort me, I'm fine." ”
At this time, she realized that she had been holding Mu Yun's hand all along, and she didn't let go, she gently withdrew her hand and hugged her knee again.
For a whole day, Mu Yun and Xuan Yu mingled together, talking about games, talking about school, and time passed unconsciously, and neither of them felt hungry or tired.
Seeing that it was getting dark, Mu Yun asked, "It's time to play the game, but unfortunately I'm still a red name, and I don't dare to go online these days." ”
Xuan Yu muttered, "Mu Yun, do you know why I'm playing the game? ”
Mu Yun rubbed his head, "Of course it's fun." ”
Xuan Yu shook his head quietly, "Not exactly. Only in the game can I find myself. I trained myself to a very high level so that everybody knew me and paid attention to me. Only there did I not feel empty. Because in reality, no matter how hard I try, I can't achieve anything. "Doomsday Planet" is my only sustenance. But now there it is. ”
As she spoke, she picked up the half of the candy that had just fallen on the blanket, "It can also make me forget reality for a while." I can use it during the day and I can go and play games at night...... Then I feel like I don't care even if no one notices. ”
She was just about to eat the half candy in her mouth, when Mu Yun reached out and grabbed her wrist. "Wait, what is this?"
Xuan Yu muttered, "Medicine that can make people forget their troubles." ”
Mu Yun said: "There is no such medicine, I don't think the old man who sells medicine is not a good person." ”
"Why? How can you tell? Xuan Yu asked.
Mu Yun said: "If he is a good person, why would he want to introduce you to a nightclub?" This thing can no longer be eaten, tell me, what is it. ”
Xuan Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally put the candy in his pocket, "I don't know what it is, I just tasted it once, and it feels good." They call it 'Angel Dust'. ”
"Angel Dust!" Mu Yun exclaimed. (To be continued.) )