Chapter 192: High-character unrequited love
When I woke up, my dull eyeballs moved slightly, and my pupils gradually regained focus. The chaotic hazy state of my mind vanished in an instant, like a purified ghost, and I realized that my consciousness was clearer than ever.
"Ugh!" Frowning my brows, rubbing my temples, the inexplicable scene once again drilled into my mind, obviously I didn't know the owner of the voice, but she silently roared at me with inaudible words, and finally the familiar figure flashed, and the sad and sad eyes made my heart ache.
โฆโฆ What's going on?
I looked at my hands with a slight consternation, a little unclear, but I could be sure that the unwelcome visitor in my body had left, or had fallen back into a deep sleep.
I took a sharp breath of cold air and bounced off the hospital bed, that I had this kind of nightmare, scared myself into a cold sweat, it seems that I should keep my distance from the Shiling people, it has been getting more and more abnormal recently.
Wait, hospital bed?
Suddenly waking up from my dream, I found myself in a hospital room, receiving an infusion. I don't know how I got here, just as I realize I don't know a little bit about myself. Who am I? Shen Shuiyue.
Shen Shuiyue, is she really just an ordinary college girl?
When I was half-asleep just now, I vaguely remembered a conversation with my other selfโa broken memory, or rather, a fragment of fluctuations, hidden in my body, that did not belong to me, but could not be expelled from.
But now that I am sober, I find that I can't have any negative emotions about that self at all, it is so aptly integrated into my flesh and blood, small and subtle but with a harmless disguise, as if cells breathe with my blood, beating with my heart, as if it were one.
Blood......
Blood...... I woke up suddenly! "What did I do...... So much blood! The scene of the loss of Shiling people is once again vivid.
Just when I felt like I was about to fall apart like a puzzle smashed on the ground, I seemed to hear the call again: "Shen Shuiyue......"
"Shiling people"! I coughed a few times, my limbs were weak and limped on the ground, my mind came to my senses, but my body seemed to be imprisoned on the ground by invisible chains, and I couldn't even turn my head.
I came back to my senses, but no matter how much I was looking forward to it, I could no longer hear the call that seemed to be out of nowhere.
I wondered, thinking it was my own auditory hallucination.
It was vaguely the voice of a man he was familiar with, but when there were no outsiders, he always hated me and called me "classmate Shen or stupid girl", not "Shen Shuiyue".
And most importantly, he was clearly ...... by me in front of my eyes My heart fell into the great abyss.
The next moment, I suddenly realized that this doubt had diluted my sadness and pain, and reawakened my faint hope.
Are the Shiling people still alive? This is an extravagant hope that even I find ridiculous.
With this hope came an inexplicable throbbing, a burning liquid flowing out of my eyes, and I began to cry bitterly.
The words that Shi Ling once said echoed in my ears: "Don't underestimate the world, stupid girl. โ
It's not like I've never had this idea, after all, there is so much difference in our strength. But in order to overcome my past, I chose to enter this foggy world like a moth to a flame, and chose to bring people who believed and protected me.
I thought I could protect him as much as I could, and I could die with him at the worst.
There is such a huge difference in the strength between me and the other party, why should I be so digent, I am just a small ordinary person, what ability and qualification do I have to be a messenger of justice to save the world? I think we are best friends with each other, I know very well what Mu Tongtong's reaction will be, I have no regrets, full of confidence, but after all, I didn't even get what seemed the easiest thing to do.
Shi Ling died before me, and I lost everything.
"Don't underestimate the world, stupid girl." I wept and howled, I struggled, my teeth chattering, as if I wanted to tear apart everything that had not been done.
Something was holding me to break, and I suddenly stopped all my frenzied venting and sat up straight. "A true warrior, dare to face the bleak life, dare to face the dripping blood." I wiped away my tears and said to myself coldly, "This is my choice, I can't move forward." I stood up on my limp knees.
Maybe it all comes from that voice, the voice in my body, so gentle, kind...... And resentful, cruel! Maybe it's a hallucination, after all, the sequelae of the loss of control of extrasensory ability is that in addition to my headache, I will be dizzy now, I began to wonder if God deliberately tossed me, after so many tragic things happened, still dragging a body of illness to continue to live? It's just that although my personality is that I don't care about many things outside my body, I don't care about them, but my heart ...... Another part is not admitting defeat, I don't believe that God can fix me again. I want to ask Mu Tongtong in person, how can you do this to me!
The doorbell sounded as if it were urgent, but I was immersed in my own world, and there was a long way to go, but there must be a relative end, and I believed that there would be a definite answer to my doubts.
Truth and life and death don't matter at this point, and the only thing I can do is to follow the path I have chosen. With my painful experience, I am confident that I can make Mu Tongtong never forget this taste of loss.
Whether it's for the sake of those who have been harmed by themselves, or for their own sake. Even no one can save it, at least not let Shi Ling's innocent people die. I promise, I swear to God, when I'm done, I'm going to cut a gap in my neck and go to the Shiling people!
Shiling people...... Where are you? I want to see you, even if it's to hell.
Ding, ding! The doorbell rang as if it were urgent, and I opened the door angrily, and what I saw happened to be the person in the dream, although the expression was different, and it was full of idiotic smiles.
"I shouted you outside and didn't hear you hear it several times! I'm so glad to hear your voice so energetic", a lazy voice made me like Fenglunyin, seeing me standing with tears streaming down my face, Shi Ling didn't even bother to say hello, let the door open, and unlike what I imagined, his attitude was very calm, or rather, it made people feel a kind of determination and inhibition.
Followed by the familiar raunchy, commonplace lazy body, Shi Ling let out a long breath and lay on the bench, and then subconsciously shrank into the bench. "Are you alright?" I observed the words and looks, and noticed that Shi Lingren's face was too pale, and the emotions that I wanted to complain and vent immediately turned into concern, and I was afraid that the previous incident would cause lifelong harm to Shi Lingren. "It's fine, it's just a little bit of a headache." Shi Ling exhaled a long breath, "In normal times, I would definitely swallow a few painkillers, but now that I'm here, there are police on duty, so I did a comprehensive examination, and the results of the examination are ...... Although it looked bloody, the injury was only minor.
As a result, the doctor had agreed that I could be discharged from the hospital, but whether it was Sister Xiao Mo or the teaching director, I was not allowed to return to work because of the troubles, so I could only stay in the general courtyard of the military region until I panicked and grew moldy. He actually said something like 'But I see that you almost treat this place as your own home, and squeeze here at two ends in three days', or 'I know that I can't let Shi Ling people go alone, and run to all kinds of Longtan tiger's dens twice in three days, just to check whether the cranial nerves are okay, this guy's lack of risk awareness has reached an outrageous point,' I really can't agree with this. Fortunately, even the lunch box was paid by the police. Otherwise, this time it will be a big loss! โ
Ordinary otaku also know how to order takeout, what will the miser of Shiling do besides boiling water to make noodles? Oh, and the flask will be boiled!
"Oops, it hurts!"
"Who told you to tell the truth! Feed! He made a menacing expression: "I keep ringing the doorbell, can't you get up and open the door?" โ
"I'm a patient. You took out the wire on your body, opened the door and came in by yourself! โ
"Pick the door and don't lock it? You're going to call the police in and arrest me? โ
"You can't call people!"
"Stupid girl, who made me like this, you almost cut off my children and grandchildren, you have to make up for your mistakes for three meals a day, including washing socks...... Don't pounce, it's not so fast to make a promise! โ
"Hey! ....... said it was an accident, and it wasn't intentional, so why do you keep blaming me? โ
"I'm happy!"
"You ......." I reluctantly found that although the relationship has become better and the distance between us is getting closer and closer, the relative opportunities for quarrels have also become more.
I obviously feel guilty and don't want to quarrel with Shi Ling people, but in the face of Shi Ling people, I am usually silent, as if I have been beaten with chicken blood, and my sharp teeth play a 100% role. Is this this guy's unique way of comforting people?
"I ...... Sorry, I, I can hardly believe it, you almost died. โ
I reached out and ripped off Shi Lingren's shirt and rubbed it, there was really no wound! And then...... Quickly raised his hands and shook his head violently, my body language was very clear, I didn't dare to do this if I borrowed courage from the sky, just let Shi Lingren's wound rupture, it was enough to make me tremble, if he really hurt something, he would not be killed by me after that, or because Shi Ling people would break off my friendship with me from then on, and then I would go to seek death myself.
Apologizing will only make this verbose guy more annoying, so don't mess with a man with a long tongue and a mother-in-law, the ability to think about it will make you want to die. So...... I hugged him and screamed, crying with joy, so good, so good!
"Oops, I've been having some weird dreams lately, like I'm thinking about something important, in short, the quality of sleep was not good, but now it's getting worse, and even the scene of the stupid girl throwing herself into her arms has been imagined, and it looks like I need to lie down again. Don't bite!
Rushing forward again, I gnawed and bit Shi Lingren's neck, and the latter did not know whether it was pain or anger, and he trembled all over. But Shi Lingren's statement at this time made me confused.
"You say it again?"
"It was Lin Youya who saved me." Shi Ling resigned himself to resting on the bench. "Ah....... it's her...... What"?
โโฆโฆ I heard her voice, and at the last moment she rushed out of the rubble, laughed a few times, and saved me. โ
I was taken aback, and looked at the pale, bandaged man, suspiciously. Although my own eyes and ears claimed that the Shiling people who appeared in front of me were real, I didn't believe it.
I didn't see with my own eyes what happened to Shi Ling after I accidentally killed someone, but I don't think it was Shi Ling who defeated that Lin Youya with his pure appearance. Seeing the other party's face cloudy, my heart twitched hard for no reason, and I asked myself if my courage was not small, but now Shi Lingren's gloomy expression made me swallow my saliva.
โโฆโฆ I'm all confused by you. โ
Shi Lingren reluctantly climbed up, "...... I don't know why she killed me and saved me, probably because of the uneven distribution of the spoils? But...... It doesn't matter anymore, does it? There is only one truth, and you can understand it as long as you end it all. โ
โโฆโฆ So where is Lin Youya now? โ
Shi Ling walked back to the bench on his own, "...... Let's die. Or rather, the soul is gone. "Dead?" My voice rose awkwardly, "It's not funny at all, I'm ...... I dreamed! "Although I was mentally prepared for this outcome, I still haunted this man's words.
"What do you dream about...... Hit the jackpot? "Then you can rest!" Shi Lingren poured me a glass of water, and spontaneously began to return to the routine of preparing for the cage. "It's nothing, it's just a damn nightmare....... "Gritting my teeth, I've given up my body, I won't be stupid enough to turn my back to the suspicious-looking Shi Ling Man, but the latter makes my class enemy-like gaze stand on end, and it looks a little immobile." Nightmares are nightmares? I thought it was an intermittent mental disorder! โ
I took a deep breath, if everything in front of me was still the scene of the nightmare, and that the man was also a fake, a bait created to make me fall into the trap of emotion, then everything would make sense. "It's you again, trying to deceive me in my dreams? All along, I've been holding back my bad breath very unpleasantly. "I gritted my teeth, but I still couldn't hide my anger, and I didn't want to swing my fist over." Feed! Why are you hitting me? Who will pay for this handsome face being damaged? Shi Lingren's voice was both aggrieved and a little angry, rubbing his beaten cheeks and complaining, could it be that I was mistaken?
No, it must be! After all, Shi Ling people have become yin and yang since they appeared, although they were not normal before, but now they are even worse. Unless......
The door was slammed shut and locked. My reaction made Shi Lingren suspicious for a while, and he half-got up and looked around, "Me? .......Hmm......." Obviously, I was about to ask what was going on, but before Shi Lingren finished speaking, he asked me to bite it right, and suppressed him firmly in a domineering manner, Shi Lingren wanted to resist and struggle, but it made me more excited, and pulled Shi Lingren's shirt and belt with a slight tremble. "What are you ....... crazy about?" After working hard for a long time, I finally took advantage of my distraction to take a quick breath, Shi Lingren glared at me with a blue face, rubbing his aching wrist. "Damn, I'm crazy? .......Hehe! I'm really crazy to let you push me away again and again! "Admit it! You like me too! Your refusal is nothing more than an attempt to indulge in the past. "Things have come to this point, Shi Ling is not a fool, of course he knows what will happen next, but he gave up struggling, just stared at me helplessly.
"It's forbidden! Housing prices in the capital are so expensive, don't think I'll support you for the rest of your life! โ
Well, this is Shi Ling people unmistakable. There is no lower limit to speaking to a certain level, and Shi Lingren's reaction made me very dumbfounded, and more often than not, I was unhappy, although I knew that if it was a fake Shiling person, I would not stop the precipice. To be honest, I still feel very aggrieved, flat-mouthed, I'm a female college student blooming in youth! Knowing that it was wrong for me to be angry, it was just a nightmare, but Shi Lingren's personality made it difficult for me to say words of apology, so I turned my head and wanted to walk back to the hospital bed, but I used too much force, my head was dizzy again, and my footsteps were unsteady and I almost hit the bedside table. "Hey, hey, hey! You ....... don't just walk around before you recover! Shi Ling hurriedly supported me, muttering angrily.
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"Ahem, ahem!" Someone leaned on the door and chuckled, "Looks like I'm not here by luck......"
I jumped up with a soft snort, and my cheeks flew away. Sister Mo's words made me feel very weak, but Shi Ling was still lazy. "I knew you would show up, your WeChat betrayed you! I want to catch the rape in bed, hum! Oops*! โ
"Be content if someone likes you!" Sister Xiao Mo is obviously joking, otherwise, with the skills she showed at the time, it is estimated that it is barely possible to dismantle Gundam empty-handed, and it is easy to dismantle a man with a poisonous tongue. "I'm here to reveal the conclusion of the case." "You also need to say that the streets and alleys that have been rumored early have smelled it. Wait for me to go up and down the circle of friends...... Behind the whistleblower is a high-end community, that is, the scene of the previous bizarre murder, the ground is bloodstained, messy, police investigation shows that it is a cult member who used civilian explosives to commit mass suicide......." turned off the video, Shi Lingren casually threw away the disposable paper cup, "Recently, it is an extraordinary period, and there are people who have died in accidents everywhere, and the police have long been busy. Not to mention ......"
"So what do you let us do? The scene collapsed, and after the large-scale excavation, only a large area of blood was left, no body, no murder weapon, and the two of you entered the intensive care unit as soon as they came out. The police investigation is stalemate. What's more, most of the police force was transferred to the security of the Olympic Games, and the rest of the people have been sitting on the wax for the endless vicious cases that have emerged for a while, and the way of handling the case has left all their worries behind, after all, it only happens in film and television dramas! Sister Xiao Mo frowned, "There was originally an eyewitness, but unfortunately Hongfei didn't know his whereabouts!" โ
I also opened a few videos, either ridiculing the security loopholes under the police lights, or gossiping about the inner world of the murderer, obviously the self-media knows that the public does not want to see a dry transcript report. So they had to add their own oil and vinegar...... As for the truth? Who knows, who cares!
However, the video mentions a witness who has mysteriously disappeared.
Witness? It's Li Nan. I thought we were all in this together. Sure enough, people's hearts are not ancient!
"Li Nan couldn't have shown up from the beginning, you forgot that little girl from the Liu family, probably Huiguo...... And it's not an excuse for inaction! Shi Lingren decisively turned on the taunt mode, "What about Detective Yu Zujia?" Cowardly? โ
Things were even more difficult than we expected, because the evidence was insufficient, and Yu Zujia's boss did not give him a letter of assistance in the investigation of Li Nan at all.
"It's not that I'm worried about the eve of the Olympics, but I'm surprised!" On the other end of the phone, Yu Zujia was indignant about this, but I felt excusable...... Besides, the whole scene was packed and compressed, and after so many days, there may not be even a single hair left.
Yu Zujia couldn't help it, because after getting to the bottom of it, he was recommended to study in the party school, and he didn't have the opportunity to participate in the closing of the case.
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