Chapter 193 on the wordless ending
After a busy morning, putting away my personal belongings and putting the laundry into the newly bought washing machine, I stretched a little and lay on the folding bed looking at the book list left by Shi Lingren.
"Ah, it's boring!"
I looked out the window at the yellowed leaves, in the green belt of the capital university wall, in the still barren weeds, the school workers were weeding, it turned out that it was already the second half of the year, and it had been a long time since I observed the scenery outside of myself!
I looked up, there were a few thin clouds floating weakly in the blue sky, and the chimney of the garbage disposal site in the distance was as gray and gray as ever, and the smoke column hung in the air in a daze, and the end had gradually turned into another thin white cloud, and occasionally the breeze blew, and the smoke column twisted its body strangely, and the cloud floated into the air.
I sighed, put down my feet and rubbed them, and remembered my thoughts for no reason: I haven't reported peace to my family for a long time, since my sister left us, I have always felt guilty about my parents, I didn't stay with them, I didn't have the heart to find a partner, these are what they miss, and I owe it, although I don't know what will happen in the future, but now I have felt that after a series of ghostly things, I have a lighter view of the relationship between men and women and the changes in the world, It seems that I can't live up to my parents' expectations of me. What's more, after taking up the post, the nature of the work is extremely random, and it is normal to be away from home for a few days and weeks, and there are indeed many things that need to be taken into account in all aspects.
yes, it's time to work!
I took out my mobile phone and entered the WeChat interface, with a sense of guilt to report peace to my family, I slowly calmed down, ate an apple for lunch, lay down on the folding bed by the window in the psychological counseling room, and chose a position to let the noon sun envelop the body below the head, and felt a long-lost warmth. Okay, let's fall asleep like this at noon today, forget about life practice for a while and feel the sunshine.
Stealing half a day! I nodded unconsciously, and after combining theoretical research, I also have a deep feeling for the so-called declining world and people's hearts. Modern people have too much imagination, and the key is that there is too much information stored in their heads. This has created a super adaptability of modern people. Take me personally, in just a few days, I have already completed the transformation from an atheist, a female college student to an assistant to Mr. Yin and Yang, a remnant of feudalism...... With the help of Shi Lingren, he has taken active action, while beginning to understand and learn the unwritten rules and basic knowledge of 'Mr. Yin and Yang', and at the same time start to arrange and deal with various matters of life and work after graduation in the future. Who makes me still owe a huge amount of money?
Of course, I still have to go to school and do graduation projects, after all, this job is confidential, and at the same time, I have to cramming books in my spare time, according to Shi Lingren, Mr. Yin and Yang walk in the dark and communicate Yin and Yang, so for the sake of safety, I have to receive on-the-job training in the early stage, and people like me who catch ducks on the shelves are outliers!
Autumn in the capital, surrounded by the smell of dry sunlight through the glass windows, the smell of the body emitted by the sunlight on the skin, and the smell of burning garbage leaking through the cracks in the windows, I was surrounded by this smell, my eyes closed, the pleasant smell echoed in my nostrils, and the corners of my mouth were half asleep and half awake.
I don't know if it's real or a dream, I'm lost, in a void, no, not a void, it's an infinite void, there are no people or things here, so what about me? I don't want to know if I don't exist anymore. To exist is not to exist, and not to exist is to exist. I am the void, and the void is me. I don't want to tell if it's a reality or a dream, just let it go on whatever it is, I'm not me now. The void does not seem to be endless darkness, as if there is a faint white light, it is everywhere, and there is nowhere else, I don't know whether it is pearl white or milky white, soft, soft...... Then, someone was calling my name and telling me not to wake up......
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The noon sun invaded the coolness of late autumn and woke me up, my mind seemed to be full of thoughts, and it seemed to be empty, my thinking was like walking on the ridges of the fields full of weeds and wild flowers, I couldn't read the book, I didn't dare to sleep because of the time, so I simply flipped through the old newspapers, even in the information age, these traditional media are still cherished by urban people. Sure enough, modern people are just as nostalgic as they are...... As long as it doesn't hinder their bright future.
I don't know how many times, I flipped through the third-rate tabloid "Capital Miscellaneous", or because its front-page headline was "An Unknown Female Corpse Found in the Nameless Lake of Capital University", which eliminated the so-called questioning of "system problems" and the accusation that the police handled the case and wasted money and money, the central idea of the news is that due to the recent increase in foreign tourists who have come to see the Olympic Games, coupled with the opening of many universities to the outside world, since the police dragged the net to disturb the people after the search, the nameless lake that is rarely visited by people is related to the bloody case of the tube building. ushered in a group of sightseeing and curiosity guests.
A couple spent an afternoon on a small artificial island in the nameless lake, and when they walked to the rocky area two kilometers from the core of the artificial island, they found a wild dog picking something on the silt bank! A torn arm was exposed. They took a closer look and agreed that there was a corpse buried underneath, so they called the police with their mobile phones. After examining the body, the public security organs confirmed that the victim died at least half a month ago, and that the body was basically intact due to the deep burial of the body, except for the destruction of one arm.
No one knows this case better than me, not only because I have rushed to the scene as soon as possible to cooperate with the police investigation, but also because I clearly remember that moment - at six o'clock in the evening, the bloody sunset, the familiar scenery and the familiar name of the strange person was Mu Tongtong.
On the shore of the nameless lake where the grass is like a blanket, sleeping her, I used to be my closest friend Mu Tongtong, the sun is thinning the lake, and the golden sun is sprinkled on the body that has been cold for a long time, shining with countless crystal halos. At that moment, I walked up to the body and opened the white cloth that had covered her. As the discoverer said, she was very young, and the cardamom season was still brilliant; She is also handsome, the most striking thing is that the fixed eyes, tiredly open, unwilling, resentful, helpless, these eyes contain too much content. Because, this is a pair of eyes that never blink.
At this time, the phone rang just in time.
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