Revised Edition, Volume 2: The Shadow Scroll, Chapter 16: A Trip to the South Island (Part II)
It was an awkward sight, and I shivered and suddenly sobered up for eight minutes. www.biquge.info Although the body is still numb, the brain is basically functioning normally although the body is still numb. Ferrari just looked at me with a smile, then at Guo Guang and Yang Lan, without saying a word. Finally, I was the first to speak and break the silence: "Since you have all done this for me, come on next, I can't hold back anymore." ”
According to my opinion, the two of them should leave with each other and give up space to us. But the two of them couldn't leave, so I had to take Ferrari to the edge of the path on the side of the tall building, and sit on the lawn. She never said a word, she always faced me with that elusive smile, and even when she sat side by side, you could see that she had always been like this.
"I wanted to say it many times, but I couldn't say it, and I had a lot of concerns." I hid the panic in my heart and spoke: "I'm afraid that this will affect the normal relationship with you, and even cause you to dislike me." ”
"Young concerns." Ferrari smiled, "As long as it's a normal woman, you won't be upset to hear that someone likes you, right?" ”
Listening to her words, I felt a little more relieved. At this point, I was much more nervous than I was when I was in the Celestial Realm, for fear that I would accidentally say the wrong thing and end badly. I scratched my head and said, "We all drank too much today, I didn't want to talk about it." Now, even if you talk a lot, I'm afraid that when you wake up, you will completely forget. Ferrari interjected, "Even if you say that I am sober now, I will never forget or pretend to forget." ”
I thought about it for a while, and said, "I've had a few failed relationships since I was fifteen. The relationship with Naito was the longest, but we ended it without anything happening. I seem to be a bit of a failure in this regard. The woman I really like, when I ask for it, I can't get a response; Naito was serious about me, but I wasn't serious about her. My love life has always been one-sided, and now I'm not small, I really want to really love someone, even once, for a minute. If I can get a response from that person, I think the experience of failure will be over. ”
"Find me for this purpose?" Ferrari frowned.
"I can only say that I just met you. It's fate......" I sighed, "Naito and I hadn't broken off yet, but I already felt that way about you." She said I betrayed her, and that's right. At least my heart has betrayed her. Such a man looks unreliable, I wonder what you think of me? ”
Ferrari raised her head and thought for a while, and said, "Yang Lan and I sometimes talk about you, and she says that you have one characteristic: you don't like to ask about other people's past, which makes the people you get along with feel very relaxed. Since you haven't even asked about my past, I don't have any thoughts of pursuing your past behavior. It's just, are you serious about me, or did you just decide it on the spur of the moment? ”
"I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I just can't say it. I have a lot of concerns, I'm afraid that people will say that I climb the high branches of my boss, and I'm afraid that you will be disdainful of people like me. I tried to say it many times, but these concerns stopped me. I replied.
Ferrari didn't dwell on these questions anymore and said, "Then what do you want to say, say it." ”
I started to be very honest with her about how I felt about her, what I thought, and so on. Ferrari listened quietly, barely interrupting me. When I said, "I'm more serious this time, it's not just about talking and just having fun." I'm here to tell you this with the idea of marrying you", she was caught off guard and let out a low exclamation, then covered her mouth and asked in a low voice, "Are you married?" You've thought it through, I've never thought about it. ”
"Have you never thought about falling in love or getting married?" I asked.
Ferrari looked confused: "I read too much, and by the time I came out, most of my classmates were married and had children. I thought that no one would ask for anything, at most I would go on a blind date with some middle-aged men. Married, and you? She said, her eyes glancing over me. I rolled my eyes and asked, "What, aren't you qualified enough?" Ferrari hurriedly shook his hand and said, "That's not what you mean, you continue." ”
I talked to her about how I liked her experience. Although he was not fully awake at this time, his tongue was very flexible, and Ferrari laughed again and again. I never knew I could speak so fluently, and it was an off-script speech. Ferrari didn't answer me a word except laughing. Anyway, I'm relieved that I'm done tonight, and I'm going to talk about it coolly, so I ignore all of this and continue to talk alone. After a while, Ferrari suddenly pushed me on the shoulder, pointed to the space behind us, and said, "There seems to be someone there, isn't it?" ”
When I turned around, I could tell if there were two people lying on the lawn six or seven meters behind us. This kind of thing is naturally only done by Guo Guang, and there is no need to identify it. At this time, he didn't have time to think about them, so he said casually: "Whatever he is, just when he doesn't exist." ”
I talked about it for a long time, and I basically finished saying everything I needed to say. After pondering for a while, he made a final concluding remark: "I said something about it today, in fact, I was mentally prepared for rejection at the beginning. How you are prepared to reply to my wishes is up to you. Ferrari snorted and said, "You're too young to understand this." This kind of very important thing needs to be carefully considered, how can it answer you on the spot, and it is not a bargain in the market. ”
I thought it would be like my first confession when I was a teenager, and I would get a strong reaction and a categorical rejection from the other party without thinking. Of course, there was also a scene where she would accept a confession and our relationship could suddenly advance. But now nothing has happened, nothing has happened, and I can't help but feel a little disappointed. Ferrari had a point, it was too hasty to accept or reject something so important. So did I make several choices before this, did I rush them all over?
I sent Ferrari back to the tall building and slowly walked up the stairs to the top of our house. Guo Guang and Yang Lan were waiting for me at the entrance of the steps. As soon as he saw me coming up, Guo Guang shouted, "Big brother is good!" It's so good today, even the stone people will be tempted, and they will definitely succeed! I said unhappily, "It's just that I didn't refuse on the spot, let's go back to sleep." ”
It's not the first time to make such a sincere confession, anyway, the first time is a miserable failure. So I don't believe that anything like being able to cheat on my girlfriend with one mouth can happen to me. Ferrari repeatedly says I'm too young, what does that mean? My heart was so disturbed that I couldn't fall asleep when I went back, and I didn't close my eyes for a while until dawn.
On the morning of the second day of the hot spring tour, I slept in my hotel room without going out. It wasn't until noon that Guo Guang and Yang Lan came back to tell me that Ferrari did not attend the meeting in the morning to decide on the itinerary for the third day. They heard that she was sick and resting in her room. Although she was probably pretending to be sick and sleeping, we all bought some things and went to visit.
Ferrari seems to be pretending to be sick, she is sitting on the bed in her pajamas and reading magazines, but she is not in good spirits and does not look sick. When we arrived, she just stared at the magazine, occasionally drifting her gaze and quickly flashing back before it touched my body. Guo Guang and Yang Lan greeted her warmly for a while and then quietly left, leaving me here alone. The room fell silent all of a sudden, eerily silent. I sat for a while, and suddenly asked, "After lying down all morning, haven't you had breakfast, haven't you eaten lunch?" Ferrari mumbled, and I picked up my bedside phone and called the hotel service to order a light meal. She said "thank you" lightly and was silent again.
I can probably understand her current mood, maybe close to mine, she is in a state of emotional instability, afraid that what she says will cause results that she doesn't want to see. After a closer look, her eye circles were still a little dark, so she asked her, "Did you sleep badly yesterday?" Ferrari nodded, and finally turned to me, "It's all your fault, I want to sleep a lot, but I can't sleep until now." ”
Is that so? I smiled and pulled the conversation away from the conversation and said something else. She seemed willing to take a break from thinking about the problems between us, and when she heard me say something else, her mood suddenly improved. After a while, the hotel brought the ordered meal to me. I brought it to her and asked, "Do you want me to feed it or do you want to do it yourself, Your Excellency?" Ferrari was annoyed and said, "I don't like to hear people call me 'Your Excellency,' and you don't know it. I apologized again and again and asked, "How do you say I can compensate you?" Ferrari said nonchalantly, "Then feed me as an apology." ”
Is it? I noticed a hint of a smile in the corner of her eye, and I laughed myself. I watched her carefully as I fed her. Ferrari looked uncomfortable and exclaimed, "Don't bother with your brains. I haven't replied to you yet, I'll slap you if you mess around. I suddenly felt defeated and smiled wryly, "Am I that kind of person?" Ferrari said: "Since there is a brother like Guo Guang, it is conceivable that the boss is bad." ”
If she says, "Men are not bad, women are not loved", does she mean that she likes me? I started lewd again until Ferrari reached out and shook it in front of my eyes and asked, "What's wrong with you?" I woke up, fed her the food in a realistic way, and chatted with her for a while. Ferrari seems to have not slept since yesterday morning, and gradually can't open his eyes. First he lay down, and finally fell asleep. I looked down at her for a moment and felt that she was breathing steadily, and she was already asleep before leaving the room.
Back in my room, Guo Guang and Yang Lan examined me and asked me what I had just done. They deliberately left me such a good opportunity, that is, they wanted me to perform the overlord hard bow scene.
After I heard this, I shouted again and again: "You don't need to look for me if you want to see the story of "The Rape of a Female Boss by a Beast Officer" in the tabloids here. We're all acquaintances, why do you all want to see jokes on me? ”
Guo Guang sighed again and again, and said: "Seeing you talk for so long last night, I thought that most of you were going to perform passionately on the spot, but I ran to listen to it, and you didn't do anything." Today I specially gave you such a good opportunity, and you gave up again. What the hell are you doing?! ”
I couldn't laugh or cry, so I had to smile wryly and ask, "What's going on in your head?" ”
The afternoon is free and easy. Guo Guang chased Yang Lan to play, and I just sat in the room in a daze. Based on reality, Ferrari is indeed the best choice, but I don't know how she will reply to me? After thinking about it all afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Ferrari. She woke up and asked me if I wanted to go to the hot springs with me.
"Adult hot springs?" I began to imagine the peculiarities and customs of men and women bathing together.
"It's separate for men and women." Ferrari ruthlessly dismissed my thoughts.
It's still early, and most people go out and don't come back. When we entered the hot springs, there were only a few old men and women soaking in the men's and women's springs. After a while, only the two of us were left, separated by a three-meter-high bamboo fence. I swallowed clouds and mist, and practiced qigong in the hot springs. The two of us were back to back across the fence, and when I ran the qigong, I could feel the breath of ferrari close at hand, but I didn't talk to each other.
After a while, I felt that the smell of sulfur in the hot spring was too strong, and I was already a little dizzy, so I knocked on the fence and asked, "Shall we go up?" Otherwise, you may pass out in here. Ferrari snorted and said, "I'm remembering." I'll be slow to change my clothes, though, so wait for me at the door. ”
I wasn't in a hurry anyway, so I went back to the locker room to change my clothes, put on a yukata and sat on the porch at the door. After a while, Ferrari finally changed into a yukata and came out, asking, "Did you wait a long time?" I shook my head and casually complimented that her yukata was beautiful (it was a makeshift lesson for me by a little whore, and of course I was skeptical of its effectiveness). Ferrari blushed, lowered her head, and walked out with me in her arms.
It was nearly dusk. The winter of Yangquan and the country are not very cold, and the sunset scenery is also first-class. I walked back with Ferrari in my arms, and it occurred to me that it would be better to just go on without parting. Looking back, if I hadn't said those things last night, maybe we could have been like this all the time, enjoying happiness that doesn't belong to us. But now that that that step has been taken, there is naturally no turning back. Am I destined to enjoy such a happy moment again?
I told Ferrari about the feeling of sadness I had just felt. She blushed a little, stopped to look at me for a while, and said, "Then I should tell you my choice, I can't just put it off." ”
"Naturally, I'm listening." I couldn't have a premonition of what was about to happen for a good or a bad thing, but my whole body trembled.
"Can you hold a basin with one hand, or do you have to use two?" Ferrari suddenly asked me an irrelevant question. I looked at my hand and held the basin with only my right hand. Ferrari said, "Change that hand." I didn't understand, so I switched the basin to my left hand. Ferrari said, "Close your eyes. ”
There are still some people here and there, and she doesn't know what she wants to do. I closed my eyes as I was told. Suddenly, a warm, slender hand took my right hand and led me forward. Ferrari's voice rang out in my ears:
"First of all, I'm a few years older than you. Don't regret it in the future. ”
When I opened my eyes, she was holding the basin with her right hand, and her left hand was on my right hand. Suddenly, I felt very relieved, and the sunset in front of me was even more beautiful. Happiness came so suddenly that I wasn't prepared for it. I looked up to the sky, sighed for a while, and then turned back to Ferrari and said, "It's a lifelong honor to be by your side." ”
Later, when Guo Guang told Guo Guang about my love words, Guo Guang rated it as a C grade. He said that I couldn't speak, and I didn't understand Western etiquette, and I was still showing off my Western style in front of Ferrari, who had been studying in New Rome for six years. But no matter what, it worked out very well at the time. Our hands tightened, and we walked side by side along the path illuminated by the setting sun.
The story of me and Ferrari spread very quickly, after all, this event is a group blind date, and if you achieve results, you must use it to advocate and prove the effectiveness of the action. The brigadier general of the Zhao family's daughter and GDI finally found the receiver, and the explosiveness of this news almost reached the point of being published in the newspaper, but fortunately, Zhao Chuanshan's forces were suppressed, so as not to embarrass us too much. On the third day of the trip, Ferrari and I were very close, but Guo Guang looked at us pitifully, and repeatedly harassed Yang Lan but still couldn't succeed. However, both Ferrari and I could see that Yang Lan had accepted him, but was still torturing him. The little lewd thief has poisoned countless girls since his sophomore year, and he deserves this report, and I won't help him.
A pleasant trip to the hot springs in the South Island has finally come to an end. People who don't know about me and Ferrari may look a little weird when they look at it, and most people will think that I want to be promoted by a female boss. I can't care about so much gossip, think for myself: In this life, isn't it just to find a partner who gets along well with you and live the lifestyle of your dreams? At this time, I have basically got everything I want, and the happiness I want can only hope for a long time. Most of the previous life experiences will be washed away by the happy life of the present and the future, and more will be washed away by the passing of time, and there will be no trace left in my heart. (To be continued.) )