"So what? What did you do next? Are you really like what you said in the neurotic book "No One Can Dance in the Abyss", and just give up? Jiang Yi said drunkenly, his body swaying on the seat, as if he was about to sit unsteadily. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"That'...... So what else can I do, you say? …… All the roads ahead of me have been sealed, and I have ...... Hiccup...... It's hard to move an inch, I, I can only step back! Yuan Xi's eyes were cloudy, and he burped unabashedly, threw away a mouthful of dried beer bottles, and hammered the table heavily, and the plates with takoyaki and kebabs on the table all jumped up to the rhythm of his pounding of the table, attracting sideways glances from the people around him.

"Coward! Coward! Jiang Yi was delirious and hammered Yuan Xi on the shoulder, not light or heavy, Yuan Xi stumbled backwards, and almost fell from his seat, I don't know if he was really angry or just joking at 1: "Lao Tzu gave her to you, and you let her go like this because of this ridiculous reason made up by a third-rate novelist, what are you kidding me?" ”

"What a resurrection from the dead, what a little boy who summons a crow, you TM when reality is a fantasy novel! When I was in college, I thought you kid was a little nervous, and now you're really nervous for me? Jiang Yi scolded and said, I don't know if it was because he was drunk or angry, his face flushed with a sickly flush.

"Do you believe it or not...... Believe it or not, I'll die for you right now! Yuan Xi also stood up tremblingly, smashed half of the beer bottle in his hand casually, and waved the beer bottle with half of the sharp edge at his neck: "If I commit suicide, the world will reset, and I can prove to you that you are not lying!" ”

Yuan Xi roared out in this voice, and the food stalls that were still noisy just now suddenly fell silent for a moment, and almost everyone looked over.

"Hey, hey, little brother, don't mess around!" The owner of the food stall, who had been silently enduring the two drunks playing nonsense beside him, was shocked and hurriedly came over to persuade him.

"Brother, what is the threshold in the world that can't be crossed, why bother not getting along with yourself!" Several other drinking men on the table next to him were also startled when they heard Yuan Xi's words.

"Is something going to happen?" Passers-by heard Yuan Xi's undisguised voice, and also stopped to watch.

"He's just joking, this kid is a coward, anyone dares to commit suicide, he doesn't dare!" Jiang Yi waved his hand around indifferently, signaled the others to retreat, stepped on the chair and poured half a bottle of beer on his head, as if he was choking, and spit out Yuan Xi, who was still waving the broken wine bottle, on the face of Yuan Xi, who was still waving the broken wine bottle, Yuan Xi was still fierce just now, and now he was also sprayed by this mouthful.

"You...... You're the coward...... This! Do you know how much I love her? How much do I love her? I...... I don't care if I, I die for her! I've died so many times for her, it doesn't matter if I come back now! Yuan Xi, who had already experienced death several times in the airport, really stabbed his head with a wine bottle without hesitation, and the edge of the broken wine bottle was no less sharp than a dagger.

But Yuan Xi's hand was suddenly clasped by Jiang Yi, who reacted quickly, and was caught in the air, not stabbed at all, Jiang Yi was also taken aback, and most of the wine woke up in an instant.

"Damn, you kid is really playing!" Jiang Yi muttered vaguely.

"Do you think I'm playing fake?" Yuan Xi sneered disdainfully: "What I have encountered is not something you can understand now!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Yuan Xi felt that the world was spinning in front of him, his eyes were full of gold stars and fell backwards, his face was punched in the face by Jiang Yi, the whole person sat on the chair and fell backwards, the back of his head just knocked down the trash can placed next to the table, all kinds of garbage and miscellaneous toilet paper chicken bones fell from the trash can to his face, a disgusting fishy smell came to his face, Yuan Xi was lying in a pile of garbage, I am afraid that he has never been so embarrassed in his life.

"Two, two, take it easy, don't go overboard!" The owner of the food stall stood aside in fear, for fear that the two of them would be in a hurry and something else would happen.

"Sometimes I feel that her vision is really bad," Jiang Yi said coldly, his clenched fists trembled, and he stood in front of Yuan Xi, who was lying on the ground like a corpse, his face was cold: "Tell me, what do you have that you are worthy of her love?" She is destined to fly very high and far away, but a coward like you does not have the courage to fly high side by side with her, you can only lie in the mud like two leper dogs and brag like me here, and then make up some absurd reasons to make excuses for your weakness. No matter how big or great your dreams are, no matter how far away you are, you are just a coward lying in the garbage heap and only daydreaming! ”

"Hahahaha......" Jiang Yi sneered, his voice was like a wounded wolf: "It's so funny, that Yuan Xi, who is usually full of spirit and confidence, is now going to end his life because of the ridiculous cowardice in his heart." ”

"Giggles......" Yuan Xi just lay in a pile of garbage and laughed the same oozing, he didn't know whether it was tears or beer in the corners of his eyes, he didn't have any defense, because he understood that any defense at this time was powerless, without personal experience, no one would really believe what happened to Yuan Xi at that time, and they would not approve of Yuan Xi's choice at that time.

And now, Yuan Xi suddenly felt that the whole world was so big, but he was so lonely and lonely that he seemed to be the only one left, no one could understand him, no one could stand side by side with him, and there might not even be anyone real, and even everything he experienced now might just be a dream that would be shattered in the next moment.

Is the world real or false? Who am I? Where do I come from and where am I going? The questions that only philosophers would usually rack their brains to think about were now really put in front of Yuan Xi, and within a few days of this, Yuan Xi began to doubt everything he saw. Maybe it's really as Jiang Yi said, all he saw was that he suddenly went crazy? If it were to be explained in this way, it would be much more reliable than what he had always believed.

How that night ended Yuan Xi has no memory forever, he only remembers that he was lying in the garbage like a defeated dog, and Jiang Yi's punch did not "wake up Yuan Xi" as Jiang Yi himself thought, but on the contrary, it sent Yuan Xi deeper into the abyss. After that, Jiang Yi, who probably sobered up first, dug Yuan Xi, who had long lost his mind like a dead dog, out of the garbage heap and sent him back to the cramped apartment they shared with difficulty.

Yuan Xi's whole world blurred the line between reality and fiction in half a dream, and his mind echoed like a nightmare that morning, the conversation in the waiting hall, two slender shadows like ghosts said absurd conversations in the endless long night, the heaven and earth above the void were dark, and the blood moon and the black sun were intertwined with immeasurable enchanting ups and downs:

"I'm sorry, this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to go abroad with you."

"What are you kidding?"

"I can't go."

"Why? Didn't you say it before? We've been planning together for so long, and we've been dreaming about it for so long, and now you're suddenly changing your mind temporarily? ”

"I suddenly found that the city of Linyang is so inseparable for me, and those foreign places are too far away for me."

"Such a ridiculous and far-fetched reason? Don't play, okay? The plane is coming soon, we're on our way to England, and it doesn't matter how you joke with me. ”

"No kidding, I'm real...... Can't go. ”

"Can you tell me why? Stop being perfunctory. ”

"I can't tell you for a while, you won't believe it."

"Have you been lying to me all along?"

"You should be ...... I'm lying to you. ”

"You know I won't forgive you, if you're playing with me for real......"

"I know, if you want to go, go quickly! It's good to go, don't send it! ”

"You still know me...... That Yuan Xi? ”

"I ...... Hey, hey, of course I'm not, the Yuan Xi you know......"

"He never existed!"

Yuan Xi felt as if he was lying on a withered yellow meadow, countless dark shadows swaying around him and peeking at him with vicious and fearful eyes, surrounded by thousands of white and graceful pigeons, which cooed and landed beside him, not knowing what they were pecking at.

Yuan Xi barely raised his sleepy eyelids, I don't know if it was an illusion, he actually saw in front of him, among the countless pigeons flying, those white pigeon feathers flying all over the sky actually formed another squatting in front of him, the person's face was sometimes blurred and sometimes clear, just half squatting in front of Yuan Xi, staring at himself with a complex look that seemed to be relieved and unwilling, and in the deep darkness behind him, there were countless hideous faces whispering bewitchingly.

The other Yuan Xi held a dagger with a cold glow in his hand, his hand was trembling up and down, as if he wanted to use the dagger to stab himself in the chest, Yuan Xi was now like a ghost pressing the bed, and he couldn't make any movements and reactions at all.

The man's gaze was bright and dim, and he raised the dagger several times with great determination and put it down with difficulty, until at last he only stood up with a long sigh, but threw the dagger in his hand aside.

Jingle, the crisp sound of the dagger landing sounded in Yuan Xi's ears, and countless white pigeons were startled by the sound and flew high...... (To be continued.) )