Yuan Xi seemed calm but his face was stiff, he sat up slowly, folded his hands on his thighs, his hands were still trembling slightly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He saw that on the watch on his wrist, it was already ten o'clock in the morning, and the time was inadvertently delayed by a minute, but Yuan Xi still didn't understand what this meant, could it be that he was reborn like this...... Or is there a limit? What would have happened if he had been reborn until half past ten? Could it be that he will be reborn on the plane, and die as soon as he is reborn? Dead and reborn? This infinite loop? Further on, Yuan Xi felt that it was close to a paradox, and he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

What should he do now? Yuan Xi sat in his seat with a chill all over his body, his expression was sometimes hideous, sometimes indifferent, sometimes painful, he had never experienced countless ups and downs in life and death like this half an hour in his life.

If he continues to board the plane, what awaits him is undoubtedly another death and another reset of the world, and it is of course pointless to continue to try like that; Do you want to "fight your wits and courage" with that terrible guy again? Yuan Xi doesn't have any bottom in his heart now, the tragic situation of Luo Ruyan and other passers-by is still vivid, he can't have any chance of winning when he fights with that monster-like boy! That boy seems to be harmless to humans and animals, but in fact he is a demon who eats people and does not spit out bones!

So what else can I do now? What else can be done? Yuan Xi felt extremely helpless in his heart, and he no longer had the pleasant and relaxed feeling that he had planned to go abroad with Luo Ruyan at the beginning. The seemingly gentle and beautiful fate suddenly showed such hideous fangs to Yuan Xi, which simply shattered all his fantasies and dreams in an instant.

"Your face is very bad, what's wrong? What happened to you? Luo Ruyan, who was sitting beside her, put down the book in her hand and looked at Yuan Xi with worried eyes, Yuan Xi noticed that the cover of the book she was reading this time showed "No One Can Dance in the Abyss", which seemed to be a book written by a Polish, and the author's long list of names in English characters was completely unfamiliar to Yuan Xi.

No one can dance in the abyss? Yuan Xi has now realized that there are indeed some forces behind the scenes that can tamper with the real world at will, are these things, this book what that guy wants him to see?

Yuan Xi was sure that the power he felt did not come from the seemingly weak and delicate young man, but after the innocent smile of the young man, there was actually a deeper and more incomprehensible force that was driving all this to happen, Yuan Xi's intuition told him that his continuous resurrection, the inexplicable actions of that young man, and the incredible everything that happened today, in the final analysis, were inseparable from that force!

"I'm fine, by the way, what is the book you are reading?" Yuan Xi diverted the topic to Luo Ruyan stiffly, he tried to act as if nothing had happened, but his hands were still shaking uncontrollably.

"Why are you suddenly interested in the book I have? Didn't you say before that we should watch less of this kind of chicken soup for the soul? Luo Ruyan half-jokingly asked, as a girl, she does like to buy all kinds of books that are full of gorgeous writing and full of words that seem to make sense but have no meaning, in her eyes, the content of these books can inspire herself, "so that she can see the world from some unique angles".

But in Yuan Xi's eyes, this is the hypocrisy of a little girl, after Yuan Xi casually browsed a few books, he all criticized these books into a big and useless "chicken soup for the soul" in one go, Yuan Xi even joked to Luo Ruyan before, if you read too many of these books, you will really fall to the point of having a big chest and no brains.

"Uh...... In fact, now that I think about it, drinking chicken soup once in a while can also refresh my mind. Yuan Xi said with a dry smile, but every time he saw Luo Ruyan's delicate face beside him, Yuan Xi felt a tightness in his heart, and he couldn't help himself from thinking about Luo Ruyan's distorted and scorched black face in the black flames "not long ago". The human heart is always against your will many times, and the more you fear something, the more you hate it, the more you long for what you have suppressed in your heart forever, the more you roar and roar to come to your heart, to devour all your hopes.

"Are you really okay? Do you need me to call you a security guard or a doctor? Luo Ruyan couldn't ignore Yuan Xi's ever-changing expression and flickering evasive eyes that were not in a normal state now, and asked worriedly again.

"I don't have a problem, don't delay any longer! We're really running out of time! Yuan Xi's voice suddenly rose a little, and now the half-hour that was constantly passing was a talisman for Yuan Xi, and Yuan Xi had no doubt that in half an hour, death would come to him from any impossible angle.

"There is still half an hour before the plane arrives...... Luo Ruyan said with a puzzled face, but Yuan Xi's anxious and eager gaze made her realize that Yuan Xi was not joking, so she could only say uneasily: "Okay, okay, then I'll talk about this book, I also saw this book by chance, obviously its cover is not special, but I just bought this book with an impulse in the bookstore for some reason......"

Luo Ruyan showed Yuan Xi this book translated from Poland, the cover of the book is gray, a delicate white tutu girl dancing solo under a dead tree, white and golden hair swirling behind her head, the sky above her head is a dark cloud in the middle of the night, no moon and stars in the sky, and the girl only shows a curvaceous side face on the cover, wearing a strange mask that resembles a fox and a deer, quite exotic.

There is also an elegant string of Polish text on the cover, which does look quite forceful, belonging to the kind of book that will attract Luo Ruyan's attention at first glance.

"There is no exaggeration, the author of this book, a 28-year-old Polish girl named Youanna, who suffered extensive burns and disfigurement all over her body at the age of 16, and was on the verge of suicide at one point, and this book is about how she overcame her inner demons and rediscovered the meaning of life."

"The meaning of life or something, it may seem empty to you, but it's a very, very important question for Yoanna. Her dream since she was a child was to become a dancer, her idol is the well-known Russian ballet dancer Ulanova, but she was suddenly burned and disfigured, which not only made her unable to wear dancing shoes for a long time, but also made her face no longer charming. In her own words, Stave Street is a cage that she has set up for herself that can never be overcome, by the way, Stylum Street is one of the more famous streets in Warsaw, it seems that it is named because the street is particularly tortuous, and her home is on this street......" Luo Ruyan said and involuntarily danced with her eyebrows, and began to talk to Yuan Xi about the details of the book.

"Let's talk about the point," Yuan Xi had no choice but to interrupt Luo Ruyan without giving her face, but Yuan Xi's heartbeat was a little faster because of some of the words mentioned by Luo Ruyan, "an insurmountable cage"? Of course, Yuan Xi now remembers the sentence "This city is your cage" that the teenager has been emphasizing, and sure enough, this book is inseparable from those things hidden in the dark, and it is even possible that this book did not exist in the previous world, and the force behind the scenes was just to convey some information to Yuan Xi, and it was not impossible to fabricate this book and force it into reality.

But the details and branches of this book are also so real, so that Yuan Xi can't find any sense of disobedience at all, Yuan Xi specially used his mobile phone to search for this "stave street" on the Internet, and found that there is really such a street with a name full of disobedience in Warsaw, Poland. Could it really be that evil force that could really create a street in a foreign land thousands of miles away that didn't exist at all just to deliver some information to Yuan Xi?

"Okay, okay, listening to me share the content of this book, but I don't even have the patience for this, really," Seeing Yuan Xi start to flip through his phone again, Luo Ruyan pouted with some dissatisfaction: "Then go straight to the point - what attracts me more is the process of Iana rediscovering herself and the meaning of life, she is not as indomitable as the protagonist of some other inspirational books and finally realizes her dream." She talks a lot about her abandonment and despair in this book, and the writing is beautiful and exquisite. She has also tried by all means, but she found that some things can never be changed through hard work, this world is not how hard you work will give back to you how much, more often, you need to give up, give up the 'wrong, impossible' path that you have tried your best to pursue, and only after breaking can you stand on your own. ”

"Giving up, saying it so lightly, just casually giving up her dreams, just because she thinks she can't be? Why do I think this is actually an excuse for cowards to comfort themselves? Yuan Xi sneered, Yuan Xi already somewhat understood the meaning of "that guy", what do you want me to give up?

The renunciation she speaks of is not an act of cowardice, but another silent protest in the face of a harsh reality and a hopeless future. As she said: 'Since you have fallen into the abyss, don't expect anyone to appreciate your self-righteous dance steps, in the abyss, everyone is the devil, and the devil cannot dance.' Since her dream of becoming a dancer was no longer possible, she also became a charred black devil in the eyes of others because of the fire, and her physical fitness also plummeted. To continue to insist on the impossible dream is self-deception for her, she wants to realize the value of her life through another method......" Luo Ruyan said this, suddenly stopped, looking like she wanted to say something and stopped.

"I don't think you'll want to hear what follows." Luo Ruyan smiled bitterly and said: "This is actually a super invincible book, it looks like that in the front, and when you see the back, you will find that the author is a crushed neurosis." ”

"You said that, but it made me more curious, what happened next?" Yuan Xi had already been mentally prepared, since it was a shady book that he wanted to see, it would not be surprising that it would unfold later.

"She committed suicide by slitting her wrists the day after she finished writing the book, and that's how she realized the meaning of her life," Luo Ruyan said with a smile.

"Huh? What the heck? Isn't this chicken soup for the soul? How can you commit suicide without saying a word? Yuan Xi really didn't expect it to be such a divine turn.

"I looked at it in front of me, although I was a little disappointed, it was still like that, but when I saw this last chapter, I was really going to vomit blood, I searched on Douban, and its rating was only 2.3. Luo Ruyan shook her head and smiled, Yuan Xi knew that she had the habit of buying books when she saw the cover of the book to her liking, but buying such a "bad book" may really be beyond her ability to bear.

"Even if she committed suicide, if she had some pretty high-end reasons for suicide, like some philosophers in history, it wouldn't be like this, would it? Looking at her previous remarks, she still looks like a more thoughtful person, could it be that suicide is just a casual suicide? Yuan Xi asked puzzled.

"Just listen to what she said in the last chapter of this divine turn, after I finished reading it, there were only four words left in my mind: 'The medicine can't be stopped'!" Luo Ruyan couldn't help but laugh and read out the last paragraph of this poisonous chicken soup to Yuan Xi in a matter-of-fact manner, she practiced recitation when she was in college, and it sounded quite charming:

"O people who read this! I'm honored to tell you that you've been scammed hahahaha! Only a fool from hell would read such a broken book here, thank you for wasting your precious afternoon reading my crazy man's idiots! Tell you, I don't have any self-immolation, I don't want to be a ballerina, I won't have any autism and go to **** drugs! That's so stupid, so stupid! Do you know what I'm living for? I'm not here for those ridiculous reasons! Do you know what I'm living for? Hahahaha!

I'm telling you! It's ridiculous that I'm only alive to deliver such a simple message to a bastard I don't even know, thousands of miles away, maybe thousands of years later!

Do you know what the hell I'm going to say? The unknown listener: Someone asked me to tell you, just give up, the best choice for you to be in the prison you have created for yourself now, chasing that dream that does not exist will only make your life a tragedy like mine! Came to an abrupt end in one of the most unlikely corners!

It's so funny, I've lived since I was a kid to write such a book, just to let some hateful person hear such a sentence, hahahaha.

Now that I'm done talking, there's no point in my existence, it's time for me to go first, hahahaha.

I heard death knocking on the door.

Hail to my listeners, my readers, I am waiting for you in hell.

Maybe I'll be able to dance in the abyss! ”

Luo Ruyan's recitation was quite expressive, and there was really a female psychotic atmosphere, so that the people who were waiting for the plane nearby all cast strange eyes when they heard this movement, which made Luo Ruyan's face also embarrassed and blushing after reading.

But Yuan Xi didn't feel the slightest embarrassment, he just felt that from head to toe it was like being splashed with a basin of ice water with a temperature below zero, it seemed that Yuan Xi's side was shrouded in that unsolvable haze all the time, as if there were really countless pairs of eyes from all directions, from a height of several thousand meters to the abyss in the center of the earth, were staring at him with a playful and vicious gaze. Regardless of how they knead themselves, how they deceive and play with themselves, and how they weave their own absurd fate, they are all happy.

Because he knew that this book really existed for him to hear and see, that indescribable power could really be added and smeared in this world at will, and anyone would be accustomed to their changes, but only Yuan Xi could see how deformed and distorted this world had become.

In the face of such an enemy, such an opponent, he had no chance of winning from the beginning.

Can he only be like the one who wrote the book, just like the one who wrote the book, so helpless, desperate, and self-defeating to accept his fate that has been determined?

(To be continued.) )