Chapter 32: Why Cry?

The days became tense because of the arrival of the end of the semester, and I also suspended the training at Old Man Hu because of the exam. After all, I can't let go of Xiaoyi's ridicule of me because www.biquge.info of my failure in the past. Now I don't have him to rely on, I can't secretly take a picture of the topic and send it to him so that he can do it and send it to me, I have to rely on myself.

"This kind of question that can be tested without reading a book, I don't know how you can fail the course."

"What are you doing in class all day? I don't know! “

In the face of Xiaoyi's question, I can't help but ask myself, but I still don't know what I was doing at that time, why I couldn't do anything well, I was as timid as a mouse, I don't know if I am now, if ...... If possible, can you get Xiaoyi's affirmation.

The end of the semester ended quickly, and many of the questions were passed down by us before, and there were also those who really ran into the original question papers given by the supervisor. Old man Hu assigned me homework for the winter vacation, and I took Zen Zen and Jingjing to prepare to go home with peace of mind.

I thought of hearing Meimei say that they were going to be on vacation much later than us, and most of the life in the third year of high school was like this, so I couldn't wait to use all the time. I couldn't help but go back to high school, just to see if Xiaoyi was doing well.

I just want to say, Xin Loss, Xin Loss met Old Man Hu, Xin Loss met Zhan Xiaomin, Xin Loss met Lin Dekun, and Xin Loss encountered so many things in the first half of college. They take up a lot of my time, so I don't have so much time to think about Xiaoyi.

Otherwise, I can't help but come back to Xiaoyi like this, right? Wrapped around him, like a useless withered vine, it brought him burden and pain.

suppressed his excitement and walked into the familiar campus, because the freshmen and sophomores of high school were on vacation, and it seemed so quiet and lonely. Walking through classroom by classroom, I didn't dare to get too close, too far and couldn't see clearly, so I ran downstairs and hid after class, feeling like a thief who couldn't see anyone.

"Your heartbeat is too loud, isn't it?" Zenzen, who was hiding in my clothes, complained, "I advise you to go home quickly, otherwise it will be a shame to be hit by that kid." “

"Yes, I need to be calm and calm! Hurry home! “

"What are you doing here?" I was sitting on the edge of the flower table eating popsicles and calming down when I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"......" just wanted to open his mouth, or I still pretended not to hear it, didn't know it, and watched the scenery...... In fact, my heart has turned over the river and the sea at this time, and the waves are turbulent, and I really want to find a hole to hide!

"I'm talking to you!" Xiaoyi just stood in front of me, "Eat popsicles in winter!" “

Suck~~Lick~~ The water of the popsicle flowed to my chin before I reacted and licked them back again.

"Oh my God!" Xiao Yi was completely speechless when she saw me eating.

"I'm looking for Meimei." On the surface, I finally squeezed out a sentence, but in fact, I was hugging my head and running around inside.

"Lying." He simply sat down next to me.

"I didn't!" The flour and water in the head were mixed together, and only the paste remained.

"I didn't wait at the door of the classroom after class, but I ran away, I didn't contact directly with the phone, I only bought one popsicle, where is it like waiting for someone?" He said in a light tone, unable to hear the emotions inside.

"How's it going?" I asked.

"It's fine." He looked ahead and replied in a faint tone.

"I'm fine, too." I said, and then looked at his side, so good-looking, he was so good-looking, why did he like me in the first place? Does he remember what happened between us? Remember?

"Hmm!" He smiled, and then I couldn't stop crying when I looked at it.

"You, do you hate me?" With a crying voice, I finally couldn't help but ask, because I hate myself so much, and I always have been!

"Huh? What are you crying about? He looked at me strangely, and I realized that he was not the one who remembered that I had made a big mistake.

"I'm not crying." While wiping the tears that flowed out of it, I didn't know how to explain it. Then Xiaoyi took out a tissue to wipe my face and threw away the popsicle I was still holding tightly in my hand. Then I cried even more sadly, and I was afraid that the students passing by would see it, so I squatted on the ground and endured it with difficulty.

"Don't cry, how can I hate you?" He said softly, and I looked at him in surprise, did he still remember what happened to us.

"Didn't you ask me if I hated you?" He explained that it turned out that he had heard, such an inexplicable question.

Then there is even more unbearable sadness.

"Alright, let's go eat something delicious." He said.

"What to eat?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes, and it was so funny when I remembered it later.

I used to be sad and sad, Xiaoyi always tried every means to coax me, but it was useless for him to say anything. Because I know that those are all comforting words, only by saying something to tear up the topic and say something else, can I be happy again, Xiaoyi was also distressed for a long time before discovering this rule.

"You can eat whatever you want! I invite you. He helped me clean up my snot and tears, and looked at me helplessly.

"I don't want you to invite me, I'm still sad, I don't want to eat anything." I said with my head down.

"There are roasted sweet potatoes at the school gate!"

"Okay!" On a cold day, it's warmer to eat a sweet roasted sweet potato.

"Let's go eat and eat to your heart's content."

"Yes."

"It's okay for others to say anything, it's all right, be careful when someone gets you to sell it, and you help others count the money." Xiaoyi said helplessly.

"I'm not worth anything."

"That's right!"

After a full meal and a bowl of hot soup, it became so warm all winter. I seem to have gone back to that time, Xiaoyi was still around, and I was always stupid and troublesome.

"I'm going back." I say.

"Hmm." He nodded, expressionless.

"Don't have anything to say?" I asked disappointedly.

"You're going to pay the bill?" He wiped his mouth and looked at me.

"I ...... All right. "I felt for the money in my pocket.

"Forget it, I'm so embarrassed!" He waved his hand and went to give the money.

"Then you're welcome." It is a habit to ask him to pay the bills.

"Let's go, do you want me to take you to the station?" He stood in front of me, looking up at him like looking up at the warmth of a beam of sunshine.

"I'll just go myself." I shook my head, just afraid that I would miss this dependence and not want to leave.

"Also, it's so safe and worthless, you shouldn't have to worry about any accidents."

...... I didn't have anything to say, I would have pounced on him and beat him up normally, but he's not my person now, "I'm gone!" “

Drop me off at the bus stop, and as soon as I got on the bus, he was gone, and all the way I was thinking about his smile, his talking expression, right in front of me, so close to the expression, as if we had never been apart.

"That kid sent you to the bus station before going back!" Sitting on the bus, Zen Chan suddenly squeezed out and said, "It's really hard, how did he fall in love with you at that time when such a good person spoke?" I really feel sorry for him......"

How could I let him finish his words, pressed on his bouncing belly, and he finally shut up in amusement.

How could he like me? I don't know. But I just like him, the expression of doing things seriously, the way he runs on the playground, the way he sweats on the football field, every movement is so charming.

But so what? You can't go back, can you?