Zixi still pressed his hand on the playing cards, looked at the frightened Tianmei and Inla, and said seriously: "I didn't lie to you, I mean it." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

I saw Zixi's expression, there was no joke, although I didn't know what he said, but I also guessed the rough, I said, "It's when I was a child, right?" ”

Zixi glanced at me deeply, as if he had met a bosom friend, and he said: "Su San, you are really an excellent forensic doctor, and even the things I did when I was a child did not escape your eyes. ”

Tianmei came back to her senses at this time, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said with relief: "Hey, scared the baby to death, Teacher Zixi, I thought you had killed people now, but how could you kill people when you were a child?" ”

Zixi picked up the cards again with both hands, shuffled them again and again, and said while washing: "At that time, I was not sensible, and I was only in the fifth grade of primary school. ”

I saw Zixi frowning, looking painful, as if recalling unpleasant things, so I said: "It's all in the past, primary school students will not be held criminally responsible, even if it is really like what you said, you will not be held accountable, and it has been more than ten years since the incident, so I won't mention it." ”

But Tianmei chased after her, and she asked Zixi, "What about later?" ”

Zixi put the card down and said, "This is my own story, would you like to hear it?" ”

Neither Inla nor I spoke, I didn't want to touch Zixi's wound, but Tianmei hurriedly said, "Yes, willing." ”

Tianmei's impatient appearance made me feel a little uncomfortable, what is there to hear about people's painful memories, but Zixi is willing to talk about it, and I can't stop it. At this time, I felt strange in my heart, why did Zixi rush to tell him about this sad thing when he was a child as soon as he heard that I was a forensic doctor?

Zixi saw that no one of us objected, so he began to say: "My home when I was a child was in Napoli City, and I remember that it was summer at that time, and it was indeed summer, and it was a bright summer. ”

"Phuket and I sat on the edge of the Niini Bridge, a small steel bridge over the Nabula Railway, built to facilitate the movement of people between the east and west sides of the railway. We would take off our slippers and swing our feet through the rusty steel railings of the bridge, dangling in mid-air. There were people pushing bicycles past us all the time, and no one would squint at us, so even if it was dangerous to sit like this, who would care about the safety of children with dirty faces and ragged clothes? ”

"The train is coming, whistling past us under our feet, and we will sing nursery rhymes loudly, as if the rolling train will take away our songs and take them to distant places we don't know. At that time, we didn't know how far away it was, but I did know that there was a sea in the distance, and it was drawn like that in color comic books, the blue sea, and there were shaking drifting bottles in the sea, and the drifting bottles contained mysterious notes that had never been opened. ”

"The sound of us singing aloud together can still be heard clearly in our ears: Mother, change my flower clothes for me; Mom, tie my new shoelaces; Mom, carry a small schoolbag for me; Because I want to, I'm going to a distant land. ”

"The tawny mist of the evening was slowly swallowing away at the silhouette of the city, and a train was fading away, and the black railroad tracks were lying like snakes at our feet, and I casually said that if I jumped from here, would the train take me to the ...... too"

Boogie stopped swaying her feet, her thin face was pale, her long eyelashes flashed, and she looked at me suspiciously, "Will it take far, far away?" After saying that, Boogie added with certainty, yes, definitely, far, far away. ”

"I seemed to feel a little uneasy in my heart, like the tulle wings of a dragonfly touching the mirror-like surface of the water. I think. ”

"Later, one day, Phogie really fell off the bridge, but it was during an argument with me, and when she fell, there happened to be a train passing quickly from south to north, and later, in addition to leaving some blood stains on the railway, it was found that Phuket's body had been crushed to pieces by the train. No one could understand my despair at that time, but then the police came with their dogs, and so did Boogie's mother and my mother, and apart from reprimanding, the rest was mutual suspicion. No one thought that my badly shattered little heart needed to be soothed, and for me at that time, Phuket was my most important friend. ”

Tianmei's eyes looked at Zixi motionlessly, as if she was deeply attracted by a story like Zixi that she had never heard before, and she asked Zixi gently: "Teacher Zixi, does it have anything to do with you if Buji fell off the railway bridge by himself?" ”

Zixi continued: "At that time, we were only in the fifth grade of primary school, and although we were in different classes, Phuket was my best friend and the only friend I had. Our family is very special, we live in a makeshift tin house on the side of the railway, cold in winter and hot in summer, unable to block the cold wind and mosquitoes. Buji's mother, Dongmei, was a buyer of waste newspapers, and every day many of her various waste newspapers and old books would be carried home, and they would be buried in a small fence fence with waste wooden planks in front of her house, and the wooden boards were crookedly written with red paint, "Idlers are not allowed to enter, and theft is shameful", which was the first time I inscribed for someone. ”

"Boogie is always very shy when things happen, she said, you can write it, Zixi. Aunt Dongmei handed me the paint brush, and she said, Buji, you are really useless, write a few words twisted and pinched, Zixi, you will write. It's true that the handwriting is not beautiful, but I have an unprecedented sense of accomplishment in my heart. ”

"Every evening, as soon as Aunt Dongmei puts down the bulging snakeskin bag, we can't wait to open it to see if there are any old comic books we have picked up. Despite that incredible environment, we have a collection of more than 300 comic books of all kinds. We think that these comic books are alive and have a great deal of fate with us, and we were lucky enough to meet them when they were abandoned by their owners. ”

"Seeing how happy we were when we got the comic books, Aunt Dongmei would take the trouble to teach us that comic books can't just look at pictures, we must read more words, recognize more words, and only be useful when we grow up."

Sometimes, she will also say, when you grow up, you will be admitted to the same university, graduate and work in the same unit, and then you will ...... Aunt Dongmei would look at us carefully left and right at this time, with a rare and mysterious smile on her dark brown freckled face. ”

"Although I can't fathom the words that Aunt Dongmei omitted, I know from her happy smile that it must be something that makes her feel happy."

"My mother, by the way, dresses up beautifully every day, her lips are painted red, there is always a strong fragrance on her body, and although the material of the clothes is not good, it is quite decent. She often played with the black hair and long false eyelashes on her head in front of the glass mirror that Aunt Dongmei sent to her who hung by the window. ”

"I've never seen my father, but I know that I also have a father in the words that my mother often says, and my mother said, Zixi, everything my mother does is for you, if it weren't for your damn father, how could I be so hard."

"Later, I learned that my mother was in that business, and there was no such profession in society, and people called them chickens behind their backs, and they would vaguely call them eldest sister and miss in person. In front of acquaintances, my mother is always secretive, for fear that others will know what she does. ”

Speaking of which, I vaguely felt Zixi's honesty, he seems to like to tell, as long as someone is willing to listen, he can talk about the past non-stop, I know that he must be doing this to reduce the burden on his depressed psychology, and his current sunny image may be his own efforts to create in exchange.

But I still don't know what Boogie's death has to do with him, if you want to say that it is possible, that is, when the two quarreled, Zixi pushed Boogie down, but the railway bridge has a guardrail. (To be continued.) )