Zixi took out all the things that his mother did to make chickens, which shocked Tianmei to be embarrassed and speechless, Tianmei lowered her head and quietly continued to listen to Zixi talking: "At that time, I only cared about playing with Boogie, and I was not interested in paying attention to what my mother did, but later this secret was spread to the school, and the eyes of my classmates towards me suddenly changed, and later, the teacher also alienated me intentionally or unintentionally. I could www.biquge.info feel that my identity in school had become very sensitive, and from that time on, I knew that being a chicken was not only something to be looked down upon, but also a crime. I started to resent my mom a little bit, she brought me humiliation. ”

"But the good thing is that there is Phuket, we are the best neighbors, as long as I am with her, I am very happy, we often go to the bridge in the evening after school to watch the train, this is the scene that touches our hearts the most. The boundless thin railroad tracks that stretch into the sky, the long carriages with green, white, and black skins that can't see the edges, and the rumbling sounds from far to near and from near to far, are all standard configurations in this scene. We look forward to the day when we can get on the train under the bridge and go to an unknown place, where there are so many mysterious people and mysterious things, this is our most beautiful and beautiful dream. ”

"Once I said to Phuket that I really wanted to get out of here and never come back."

Boogie took her legs in from outside the guardrail, sat cross-legged on the bridge, and the sun was shining on her face, and she frowned slightly and said, Is it because your mother is doing chicken business?

My chest was tight, my face was suddenly filled with dark red blood, and I turned to look at Boogie with wide eyes, it turned out that she knew this kind of thing. Boogie looked a little frightened, and she said, what's wrong with you, don't look at me like that. ”

"I've been incoherent for a long time, tears of grievance came out of my eyes, I said, it turns out that you think so too, it turns out that you pretend not to know, it turns out that you are not a good person, it turns out that you are lying to me like them, what else do you know?"

"Boogie cried and said, this is the truth, I am not lying to you, I am just afraid that you will be sad and do not want to mention it. I grabbed Boogie's little shoulder and shook it constantly, and I said, don't want your fake tears, I'll ignore you in the future. ”

I let go of her and pulled my legs back into the guardrail, and the rust on the railing was rubbing against my calves, and I didn't bother to wipe them off. I said, Phuket, in the future, I want to go where I want to go, I don't want you to come to me. I was a little hysterical, and I didn't know where I could go. ”

"I turned around angrily and was about to pull my legs away, but Boogie hugged me from behind, crying and saying, don't, don't want you to go, I'm just a good friend like you, you are gone, who am I going to play?"

I turned around abruptly and roared in a heart-rending voice, whoever you play with is better than me, my mother is a chicken! I suddenly broke free of Boogie's hug, and pushed Boogie towards the guardrail, Boogie left my body and slammed into the guardrail rapidly, and the moment her back touched the guardrail, I heard a crisp 'click' sound that I will never forget in my life, and the rusty thin steel pipe of the guardrail failed to block Boogie, and Boogie fell directly under the bridge with the broken steel pipe. I shouted hoarsely, Boogie! At this moment, the sound of a train passing quickly sounded under the bridge. ”

When Zixi said this, he stopped talking, and it could be seen that his long and detailed confession was sincere, and the pure ignorant love between him and Buji could be felt between the lines, and Booji's death was undoubtedly a huge blow to him, so that more than ten years later, his memory was still so clear.

I'm still very curious, why Zixi said this today, Tianmei sat there stupidly, she seemed to have recovered her vitality for a long time, she said: "Teacher Zixi, I know, you must have lied later, so you regret it very much, otherwise you wouldn't have remembered it so deeply." ”

I don't know what kind of judgment Tianmei's statement is based on, if you want to say that it is unreasonable, it is not nothing, but at most it can only be said to be a feeling, maybe Tianmei herself has a deep experience of lying.

Zixi glanced at Tianmei and said, "Yes, I did lie later." ”

"On the night of the accident, after I told my mother the truth, she angrily reprimanded me and told me not to let people know, otherwise I would be arrested and imprisoned."

"The next day, two policemen came to my house, one was skinny and the other was chubby, just ordinary policemen, not as spirited as in the comic books, but fortunately, my mother was also at home, otherwise I would be so nervous that I couldn't speak."

"I said, we were playing a game of eagle catching chickens, and Boogie was running too fast, rushing forward, hitting the guardrail, and falling down. My mother has practiced this sentence for me countless times, and I speak it fluently, and I should not see any signs of lying. I finally managed to squeeze out such a sentence, I clearly felt tears rolling in my eyes, I shouldn't have lied, I'm sorry Boogie, but my mother stared at me with a dark face, I didn't dare to tell the truth at all. ”

"The questioning went back and forth for more than an hour, and the police asked my mother some questions, and it was clear that they had left our house with disappointed expressions. I succeeded in fooling the police with my mother's thorough practice of me, but my conscience couldn't face Aunt Dongmei, who was crying all the time. ”

"The skinny policeman came to my house several times over the next few days, and I could hear that he was implying that I was lying, and he said that he was a forensic doctor, and he found the body parts of the back of Boogie's body, and that Boogie should have hit the guardrail on his back, not as I said, that Boogie had rushed off the bridge on his own, and I wondered if the forensic doctor had seen what I had done, otherwise how would he have known that Boogie had hit the guardrail on his back? But I clung to that lie and didn't tell the truth, and the medical examiner never came to my house again. ”

It turned out that this was the case, Zixi dealt with the forensic doctor when he was so young, Zixi and Phuket were best friends, and the fact that Buji Dao broke the fact that Zixi's mother made a chicken, Zixi was so angry that he pushed Buji, and Buji broke the guardrail, fell off the railway bridge, and was crushed to pieces by the train, but Zixi later lied to the forensic doctor under the coercion of his mother, and his lie eventually prevailed over the forensic doctor, because the forensic doctor thought that a child like him might have a memory or expression error.

Hey, the ignorance and helplessness when he was a child were also forced to do so, and under the strong fright of his mother, what could little Zixi do? In fact, I can best understand the psychological dilemma that Zixi encountered in his growth, if he doesn't do it well, it will be easy to go psychopathic, looking at Zixi's honest and sunny image today, I am secretly glad for Zixi, not going to the dark, maybe it is the best ending.

Zixi silently looked at the fields and villas that swept by quickly outside the window, as if he was preoccupied, and he looked very resolute between his eyebrows, and it could be seen that Zixi's current character must be tenacious.

Tianmei didn't care whether Zixi was sad or not, she suddenly smiled and said, "Teacher Zixi, you won't see Forensic Doctor Su today, so you want to challenge Forensic Doctor Su again." ”

[The big case is coming, please continue to ......] (To be continued.) )