Chapter 53: Distance
Lin Yiru and Talia have known each other for a long time, and I was really taken aback, and after being surprised, I also felt a sense of loneliness in my heart. Why didn't they tell me about it, knowing me
"As for why Talia didn't tell you, I think maybe you Chen Zaihai didn't let her say it. To be honest, I was really surprised when I first met the two of them in our camp. Lin Yiru recalled.
"That's why Talia called you Yiru," I muttered to myself.
"She's still calling me that after all this time? It's a little nostalgic. She chuckled softly.
This smile is not easy to detect, and if you don't know her well, you can't even feel that she is smiling. But I'm different, I can feel the corners of Lin Yiru's mouth rise slightly. In the faint light of the oil lamp, she was very ethereal, not like the things of the world. It seems that she is not without feelings, maybe she is just not very good at expressing it.
I don't want to interrupt this beautiful picture, Lin Yiru was under a lot of pressure along the way. I'm in a very troubled situation right now, and she must have put a lot of effort into it. Beautiful faces, which are already unsmiling, have been making it harder to see a smile lately. Now this is a very difficult atmosphere, I really can't bear to spoil it.
"After hearing about what happened at that time for so long, the two of them really haven't changed at all. It's always the same as the happy enemy. Lin Yiru sighed.
"Did you have any more contact with them then?" I want to know about these pasts that I don't know about.
"Chen Zaihai won't say anything, he won't have anything to say to me." Lin Yiru unconsciously played with his right hand curling his hair.
I've noticed that Yutong also has this kind of small movement, and only in this strange place is that the sisters are so similar. It is worth mentioning that Yutong is different from her sister, she has short hair, only a little longer than her ears. Eighty percent of these habits were learned by her from Lin Yiru.
"Where's Talia?" I asked.
"What do you say? You should know how many women there are on our team, and we can't mix with the nurses on the medical team. Of course we lived together after joining you. Lin Yiru said.
As soon as I heard it, I said that there would be some inconvenience in expeditions with women, who had to change their clothes and take a bath. You can't ask them to change their clothes on the street and not take a shower for a month, just like us big bosses. Therefore, special tents are often arranged for female team members.
Thinking that Talia and Lin Yiru are of a very high level, it is very likely that they will live in the same tent. Just thinking about the way these two beauties sleep together holding each other, I can't sit still. This picture is really eye-catching
"Su Zhenpeng, I'll say it in advance. The scenario you imagined didn't happen at all. Of course we have a special bed, how can we sleep together, and it's not Yutong. Lin Yiru glanced at me.
Ah, how did I get what was going on in my head again? Isn't this even more serious than Chen Zaihai! I scratched my head in great distress, it turns out that she will sleep with Yutong?
"When did I start talking to myself?" I rested my elbows on the table in front of me and held my forehead.
"You didn't say anything. But what you're thinking is written all on your face, please don't let me see it when you think about some strange things in the future. She sighed deeply, looking helpless. And even if I sleep with Yutong, you will never see it, so die. ”
The train kept crashing into the rails, and the conductor who distributed the oil lamps went back. All around was the chatter of passengers, and the environment was not significantly better than in the daytime. I looked at Lin Yiru very embarrassed, can you see my expression clearly when the light is so bad? Or are you sensitive to expressions because you don't have any expressions yourself?
"I didn't think so, you read it wrong." In the end, I chose to play dumb.
"Really? Then I'm wrong. Lin Yiru acted very indifferent, stood up, picked up the blanket beside her, and walked over to me.
I panicked, what was she going to do? Approached me without saying anything. I could clearly feel my face getting redder, could it be that she was wearing me and wanted to cover it for me? Indeed, as soon as night falls, the temperature around me drops all at once. But this kind of thing is usually done by men, right? This is not in line with her character at all, usually Lin Yiru doesn't care about me so obviously.
While my mind was in a mess, she was getting closer and closer to me. At this time, how to behave and grab the blanket and help her cover it? Or obediently accept her kindness? Without a choice, Talia's hair ran over my cheeks, tickling at first, and then I was completely immersed in the quiet scent of her hair.
Ah, it really doesn't matter what. I can be treated like this by such a cold-faced beauty, even if I will be captured directly by the Red Guards later, I closed my eyes a little intoxicated
"Su Zhenpeng, what are you smirking disgustingly with your eyes closed?" After a few seconds, the touch on his cheeks disappeared, and Lin Yiru's curious voice came from the front.
The touch on my cheeks was gone, but nothing else had been added to my body. Wait, is that blanket not for me, but
I knew at once that I had misunderstood something, and I was like an idiot! I immediately looked at the seat behind me, and sure enough, Yutong and the two of them had an extra blanket on them. That blanket was the one in Lin Yiru's hand just now.
What an obvious thing, how could Lin Yiru be so good to me! I'm stupid by myself, looking forward to something, and I'm just embarrassed and thrown home. If I had let her know what I was thinking, I don't know how much I would be despised, and I would have been able to jump off the train.
"No, nothing! It's just that I think of some of the old past. I quickly covered it up.
"It turns out that you have women before, you are really unseemly." Lin Yiru said with admiration. But I can clearly feel the irony.
"What the hell do you see in my face," I said helplessly.
She tilted her head slightly, and said calmly, "Isn't it something related to women?" ”
I have to admit that her observation skills are really very good, and she does have something to do with women, but I can say that that woman is you! Loosening the strength on my forehead and shoulders, I tried to make myself a little more comfortable in my seat.
"Ahh Did you think I was going to put a blanket on you? Lin Yiru looked at me playfully.
Absolutely right, this woman is so powerful, I doubt she can read my heart. After she finished speaking, I felt a shock to the tiger's body, and the whole person froze. Before this, I had little experience working with women, and the only one I had had a deep conversation with was Talya.
But for me, there is little difference between Talia and Chen Zaihai. Before treating her as a member of the opposite sex, I will always treat her as a good brother like Chen Zaihai, who can be born and die together. I'm never nervous when talking to Talia, and even though she would make similar jokes to me later, I was able to deal with it easily, and sometimes I could fight back.
However, this set is obviously not applicable to Lin Yiru, although she and Talia know each other, they are essentially two completely different people.
Talia and Chen Zaihai are similar in many places, they are straightforward and easy to understand. And Lin Yiru hides everything very deeply, speaks in a roundabout way, belongs to the kind of woman who is very scheming, and she can't understand it at all. I still don't know what she meant by the phrase "watch your back" when she told me. I asked her several times on the train, and she just smiled meaningfully and didn't answer me at all.
Looking back now, I find that I want Lin Yiru to be such a person. There were still a lot of them in that era, they were very high-level, they participated in many big projects, and they presided over many big conferences. Many of the things in it are top-secret events that must not be revealed, even now. They look at people differently, and they enjoy the kind of superiority that everyone is drunk and I am sober, but I don't call you superior.
Lin Yiru belongs to people, and she must know a lot of things I don't know about this matter. If the whole event was a huge whirlpool, then I am still on the edge of the whole whirlpool, constantly being sucked in. And Lin Yiru has been in the center for a long time, watching me get dizzy.
"Don't make fun of me, I don't even know how to react." I looked at her wearily.
Talia: That's right, I do have a crush on Lin Yiru. But there is more longing than admiration, in fact, I yearn for someone like her, and I want to become as unfathomable as her. It's a bit like how children worship adults nowadays, they imitate them, they want to be adults.
"Really? If you say it directly, I can't find one for you. Lin Yiru deliberately showed some regret.
"It's all said that don't tease me. You're different from Talya, there's no reason to do that, right? I continued.
After saying this, I closed my eyes and stopped talking, I can't see through Lin Yiru, no matter how I grow, the gap between us will not decrease, this was already known when I came back. Our mission ultimately failed, and I lost everything, and in the end I didn't even have a place to stay. So far, I only hope to find Chen Zaihai and them, to see people alive and corpses to death.
Lin Yiru didn't move there, and she thought I didn't have the value of talking. The time has also broken into the middle of the night, so it's better to get a good night's sleep, and the opportunity to sleep so leisurely will be very rare in the future.
Just as I was about to fall asleep, I remembered the sound of soft footsteps beside me. It went on and on my side, and I thought it would be a flight attendant coming over to check the ticket, but it ended up stopping at my side.
I wanted to open my eyes a little strangely, but before that I felt a warmth on my body, as if something had covered me. No, really
When I opened my eyes, I saw Lin Yiru standing next to me, looking at me with a smile that almost ordinary people would not notice.
"Tell me, Talia and I live in a tent. We had a good relationship in college, and she was a non-talkative senior to me. "She pulled the edge of the blanket for me." So there are some things she'll tell me. ”
My mind went blank, what did Talia say to her? Why would she do it? In an instant, I was overwhelmed by these questions, can this be considered a sudden happiness?
"It's not too early, the train will be back tomorrow. Rest well, there will be no real leisure time in the future. Lin Yiru sat back across from me silently.
I said, "Feeling the warmth of the blanket, I whispered to him.
"What's wrong?" There were some tired voices, and it seemed that she was about to fall asleep too.
"Talia has always called you Yiru, can I call you that in the future?" I asked, expectantly.
"Yes, if you're not afraid of being caught by Yutong and criticized," Lin Yiru replied in a low voice.
"That's right." I smiled wryly.
It doesn't matter what it's called, I feel the same warmth in my heart as I do in my body, and that's enough. The vibrations of the train seemed to gradually become rhythmic at this time, and the other passengers were no longer so noisy.
Is the distance between me and her a little shorter? With such doubts in mind, I fell asleep
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