Chapter 54: Unnoticed Words

Thinking back to being on the train at the time, Lin Yiru may have noticed the change in my mentality, so she did it. I did change a lot, and before I knew it, I was slowly moving closer to Chen Zaihai and the two of them.

But every time I think of them, I can't reverse a sense of despair. There is always a big stone in my heart, and I can't breathe, but I don't say anything, and it will pull my heart to sink all the way

I don't know what I could do to live other than to find them, and I can't imagine what I would do if I couldn't find them. Maybe they will continue to look for it until they are old, or they may give up everything and go with them.

In any case, Chen Zaihai and Talia are the most important comrades-in-arms in my life, and without them, I would have slowly rotted in that dark and damp underground, and I couldn't simply let them go.

It can be said that I was in a very bad state on the train at that time, and we were worried about Nie Chuanhui's self-destructive tendencies and wanted to keep an eye on him. But when I became in this state, I realized that the person concerned may not want others to stop him at all.

Pulling the blanket Lin Yiru gave me, I quietly glanced at the seat behind me. Yutong was sleeping soundly against that kid, and both of them were wearing blankets that Lin Yiru had taken.

What was this kid's mentality like at that time? What did you think when you pushed Chen Zaihai away in the end? I'm a little curious.

Of course, I can't pull him up and ask him directly, and it won't be good to ask in the future, and it's too cruel to deliberately expose other people's scars.

Allow me to call her Yiru, maybe just to give me a goal to keep going. I have a crush on her, but from what I know about him, she should treat me differently, at least not to the extent that I do. Then the reason for her doing this is obvious, she just needs me to live. Although I don't know why, this woman is very obsessed with my life and death, but I can also clearly feel that she doesn't like me very much.

There are so many things I don't understand. Even after I learned so much truth from that underground, the situation still didn't change, and the puzzles even became more and more numerous

It was very late, and the passengers who liked to chat were falling asleep. I couldn't hold it anymore in the end, and the two pairs of eyelids kept fighting

"Su Zhenpeng, I will help you achieve your goal. So until then, don't put on that face again, okay? "I seemed to hear it before I fell asleep, and Lin Yiru on the other side said such a sentence.

"Okay, okay, I promise you, I'm sleepy" Actually, I don't know if she said this, I just said yes casually in a daze, and fell asleep

The reason for this episode on the train is that I inadvertently took advantage of Taria. I was talking about it on the train, but I was actually repaired very badly.

"Can you explain to me what's going on?" Talia blushed and buttoned up her clothes.

I apologized right away, and if it weren't for the fact that the corner was so narrow, I would have wanted to apologize on my knees. "Didn't I say it again Talia, this is really a misunderstanding! I was in a daze just now, and my hands were just right."

"Who's asking you this, I know this better than you! If you really mean it, I guarantee you won't make it out of this cab alive! Taria's face turned redder. Let me ask you again about the current situation, didn't we fall from this train somewhere? ”

As soon as I heard it, I thought about it, and that's what Talia asked when she called me up. I was so nervous that I forgot to explain to her in the first place.

Once I had calmed down, I first filled the campfire with some charcoal to make sure it continued to burn. The temperature outside is still very low, and we have to make sure that our body temperature is normal.

Then I gave Talia a brief explanation of the whole process from waking up to find the inexplicable sand, carrying her up, and making the fire. She herself was surprised, and of course, the sudden free fall made us all think we were dead.

"So we're alive thanks to the sand?" Talia cowered in front of the campfire.

I said yes, when we first woke up, the two of us were almost buried in the sand, and there was still a long way to go from the messy pipes below. Normally, we would have been hit continuously, and finally we would be covered in blood near the bottom of the hearth.

"You saved me, don't talk about it for the time being, is it a desert outside?" She said incredulously.

What did I save you, and I won't say it for the time being? Without you, I would have come up a long time ago, and I fainted irresponsibly at a critical time, and I was in big trouble here! Is that how leaders behave? I complained in my heart with great dissatisfaction.

"Didn't I just bring you up? You're almost exhausted, and you haven't regained consciousness, so you don't dare to run out casually. I said.

"What about the others?" She asked.

I don't know how to answer this question, Talia values her teammates and we've lost a lot of lives along the way. Talia blamed herself. At this time, she is really likely to run out to find them regardless of her own safety.

"I don't know, it's going to be a lot of trouble for me to take care of you alone." But in the end, I told the truth, I couldn't lie to her at all, and it was clear if there were anyone else in the vicinity. Even if they went out to scout, they would be exposed quickly, and in the end, it would only provoke a more violent reaction from Talia.

Sure enough, after hearing this, Talia immediately began to pack her bags, looking as if she was about to go out to have a look. I stopped her directly and said what do you want to do at this time? The situation outside is unknown, and it is dangerous to go out so casually. And I don't know if you're hurt. I haven't fully recovered my physical strength now, and I can't take care of you if something really happens. Now it's best to recuperate first and regain your strength.

I could see that her steps were still a little unsteady, and she almost fell down when she tried to stand up, so I quickly helped her up. Her body trembled slightly, and her physical strength was simply overdrawn. But Talia still wanted to wave my hand away and climb out of the cab herself.

"Chen Zaihai and the four engineers are uncertain, and you still tell me to rest?" Talia said excitedly. "What if they are seriously injured and can't move? Let's not go to them. Aren't they just going to die? ”

"You calm down first, if you are planted in it at this time, won't they be even more hopeless?" I grabbed her hand and dragged her back. "I can understand how you're worried about their feelings. But now is not the time to be impulsive, what's wrong with you, aren't you usually very calm? Why are you so impulsive now? ”

But Talia didn't listen to me at all, and tried to climb out on her own. Fortunately, she was very weak now, and she was no match for me in terms of strength, so I pulled her back very easily. I've been trying to convince Talia since then, but it hasn't worked very well. She was determined to go to Chen Zaihai and them.

"Can you tell me why you are so impulsive and don't want your character!" In the end, I was really helpless. It didn't take long for me to come to my senses, and I didn't have the physical strength to search for Chen Zaihai and them. I don't know the situation outside, what else can wait for us except to die?

"Su Zhenpeng, do you know how many people we had when we first met?" Talia asked, a little choked.

I suddenly felt like I was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say anything. Of course, I know how many there were, three full squads of engineers plus three of us

"Counting the twenty-four of us, what about when we were on the train? There are only seven left, right? As a conductor, don't you think I'm a piece of crap! She cowered in the corner and clasped her knees in her hands, her shoulders shaking slightly.

I know she wasn't shivering because of the cold this time. Talia had been blaming herself all the time, and I realized that she had always thought it was her responsibility to lose so many of the engineers who had protected us.

I knew that these were not at all the results that one person could undo, and she did her best. No one could have predicted what would happen in this place in the next second, and even if Ivan was in command, I don't think the result would make much difference

But oh know that even if I said that, Talia would only think that I was comforting her, and she wouldn't listen to her. Therefore, if one of the people around me is counted as one, they are all troublesome masters, and this can only be the case

"Okay, I got it. Talia, stay here and I'll go out and find them. I'm recovering faster, and I'm able to deal with anything faster than you. I reluctantly decided. You just have to rest here. ”

"Of course Talia doesn't have to go, Lao Su, don't toss around." A voice suddenly rang out at the entrance to the cab. "I don't know your bones? It's okay to pretend with Talia, I'll forget it. ”

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