"So, can I ask you now why you taught me this strange knowledge back then?" I stared directly into Lin Yiru's eyes and said.

It was now nearly evening, and we were passing through a golden field. The sun was setting outside the train window, and everything was dyed gold. It's been cloudy outside for the past two days, with little sun, and the scenery outside should be very beautiful at this time. The golden wheat fields in autumn and the sunset that poured down, Yutong and Ah Hui, who had not seen such a scenery for a long time, were completely fascinated.

At this time, Yutong was pressing on Ah Hui's shoulder, looking at the scenery outside with an excited face. And Ah Hui didn't have any complaints, Yutong was already very petite, and for him, an engineer who had been tempered and sharpened, these dozens of kilograms were not worth mentioning at all. He easily propped Yutong up, looking like a father carrying his daughter, and he always felt a little strange.

"Nothing strange, huh?" She was acting lightly, and her expression was as blank as ever. "It's just some geological common sense."

Her attitude towards me seemed to have changed back to her original indifferent appearance, and she didn't seem to be more cold than before. This can't help but make me a little angry, what's the matter with this woman? Is turning a face as fast as flipping a book? No matter how you think about it, there is a problem here, and her evasive attitude makes it difficult for me to accept.

"Isn't it that simple? If I hadn't reminisced about that time, I probably wouldn't have remembered that time at all. I pressed on. The knowledge you taught me was biased, and now it seems that it is all the geology that occurs beneath the surface of that area! How do you know? Why are you telling me again? ”

This time she looked straight back at me, and her eyes suddenly became very complicated, and I was a little dumbfounded for a while. I could feel that she knew a lot of things, but now she should be hesitating, hesitating whether she should tell me. We, who have long been regarded as treason, should not be bound by some bullshit secrecy at this time, and what is stopping her from telling me the truth? I don't understand

If you have to describe it, 80% of Lin Yiru's eyes are hesitant now, and the remaining 20% are something else. I don't know how I feel it, but it's a mixture of sadness, pain, helplessness, despair, and so on. I could almost see her own struggle in those eyes, and I could hear her most helpless crying. What's going on? Why can I feel so much emotion just by looking at me?

I was sucked in by that five-point look

That despair, that helplessness, my heart was being torn apart, and the unbearable pain was rolling over me. In an instant I saw almost many, many images, and they flickered so fast that I didn't even know what each one was depicting, but I knew that they were continuous, and they were constantly thinking that I was conveying those terrible feelings, and that all the negative feelings were about to consume me.

Much like the dreams I've been having, the eerie black, it devoured my parents, and then me. Obviously only 20% of the emotions, what is the matter with Lin Yiru, this woman!

"Brother Su? Are you alright? "In the dark I heard a voice calling me, but it was very dim and elongated so clearly that it barely looked like a human sound.

"Hey! Su Zhenpeng, don't scare people! Why did you cry all of a sudden? This time the voice was closer to me, and its owner was not only calling me, but also began to grab my shoulders and shake it constantly.

This time I finally came back to my senses and got out of that state of being in a daze. At this time, I realized that the person who called me just now turned out to be Yutong. Everyone looked at me with a very worried look, except for Lin Yiru, who seemed to have known that I would become like this.

"Chief Su, you're finally fine, we thought you were evil just now!" Ah Hui's reassuring voice reached my ears. "I was in a daze all of a sudden, no matter how I screamed, I didn't respond, and finally I cried inexplicably. I said, Chief Su, what happened to you just now? ”

What the? I'm crying? I immediately wiped the corners of my eyes, and the feeling of wetness on my fingers didn't fool me. Sure enough, I cried, but, why? What reason do I have to cry? Is it Lin Yiru's problem? The look in her eyes just now really made me care, and now that I'm coming back to my senses, the wonderful feeling just now still lingers.

I glanced down at my watch, and the hour hand had gone nearly a quarter of a turn, and I had been there for a full fifteen minutes! This gap made me a little overwhelmed for a while.

"Are you alright? What happened to you just now? This time it was Lin Yiru's voice, and her expressionless face also showed a little worry.

"It's nothing, it's just a little dazed." I didn't say the real reason. "Don't worry, I'm fine."

In the face of Lin Yiru, I really can't say what I thought just now, and now she herself has no abnormal performance. What was the look in her eyes just now? My delusion, in fact, she has no problem at all? My mind was a little confused, and I kept pinching my eyebrows with my hands to try to ease the feeling.

"Actually, it's not that I can't tell you why I taught you that knowledge at the time." Lin Yiru saw that I was fine, so she continued. "Do you still want to hear it now?".

I shook my head and thought I'd better forget it. Whether or not it was my hallucination, let's put this matter aside for the time being. I can't be wrong with that kind of look, and I always feel that if I have to let her say it now, nothing good will come of it. And I'm not in the mood to ask any questions, and I can't stop the throbbing in my heart.

Could it be that Lin Yiru did it on purpose? She knew that I would definitely become like this, so she had the audacity to say that she could tell me? Forget it, we're all grasshoppers on a rope now, there's no need for her to play with me, I should think too much. I tell myself not to doubt my teammates at this time.

"Oh well. Actually, I don't particularly want to say it. She said with a soft breath.

"Sister, did you still give Brother Su a separate lecture at that time? Isn't that all about dating? ”。 At this time, Yutong joked with a grin.

Lin Yiru was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't expect her sister Hu to say that. Maybe I'm mistaken? Why do I feel like her face is a little red? Shy, unlikely

"Yutong, don't talk nonsense, it's not what you think." She explained solemnly, and the flush on her face disappeared without a trace like a flash in the pan. "I have my reasons for doing this."

It seems that I'm still overhearted, this woman is very purposeful. will not be so simple and emotional, then she has no obvious feelings to show.

"That's right, after all, the object is Brother Su. No matter how you think about it, my sister's vision will not be lowered to this point. Yutong looked very understanding, and nodded a few times in cooperation. Didn't this guy know that he had just said very, very rude things

"I'm really sorry for you sisters, I'm such a rough person. Academically average, performance is also average, and it is also a national government's surrender. "I've been teased so many times, even if I've developed a certain level of immunity, now I can make some jokes." How can you be worthy of Miss Lin?"

"Brother Su! You still have this past! We don't know" Yutong was extremely surprised, looking at me with eyes that seemed to be looking at an unknown person, and Ah Hui's reaction was similar.

Ah, I forgot, I haven't told anyone in my past except Chen Zaihai, even if it's him, I have casually brought it, but I haven't told many details of the year. That kind of thing is like my black history, and I want to keep it sealed in the depths of my memory, after all, it doesn't bring me anything but pain.

Although the boxes I saw in the underground river reminded me of a lot of things, I didn't tell Lin Yiru about them. After all, it's just suspicion, and I don't need to tell anyone about the danger of exposing history. It's not too late for me to look into these things.

"It's nothing, before I went to the Meteorological Bureau, I had been working as an errand runner in an agency in Chongqing." I said casually. "It's no big deal, don't care."

At this time, I found that Lin Yiru didn't show a surprised expression, didn't this guy have anything that could surprise her? Although I feel at ease knowing everything, this sense of superiority from a high place also makes it difficult for me to get along with her. The emotions that are occasionally shown will also be suppressed quickly, I said Lin Yiru, don't you feel tired of living like this?

What is it that has been oppressing you and making you choose this strange lifestyle? Again, this recurring question came to my mind.

"Well, time is running out." She abruptly changed the subject. "How many more stories do you have? Can you finish today? Sooner or later, we'll all have to go back to that place, and you're the only one who knows the most about it. While there is still time, let's say as much as we want. ”

I sighed softly and said to myself, am I really the one who knows that place best? Probably not, on the surface, it may be so, but in reality? Lin Yiru: I really can't understand you more and more