Chapter 105: A Sad World

Barcelos left the Super Red Lotus Regiment quietly, just as he came quietly. His departure did not bring much sadness to everyone, because everyone had very little intersection. I don't even have much contact, so how can I talk about feelings?

Xu Tianshi felt a little sad. He knew what Barcelos convicted, but he couldn't do it. Although he has always wanted to kill the demons so that the world will not be destroyed. However, he also has selfish intentions. For the sake of his sister who is far away, for the sake of the people who trust him, he must do this.

People with strong beliefs are ruthlessly trampled on, but selfish people like themselves are mixed up. He didn't know why.

Is it true that people should not have faith?

Is it true that people only need to think about themselves?

He didn't want to be like that, but he couldn't be Barcelos either.

Such sadness will always be with him.

The crowd didn't care about the gangsters who fled, or the survivors who abandoned them. Ordinary people live extremely hard in this world, and even those who are capable are living in secret. Without protection, they can only live like refugees in ancient times, counting one day at a time.

This is also the biggest punishment for them.

The rescued girl's name is Nie Yan, and according to her own words, she is a God Blessed One. Xu Tianshi and the others wanted to keep the girl, but the girl refused him. In the eyes of the girl, there is a generous figure that is far better than the young man in front of her. Even if he didn't have a strong force, he didn't say a word, and he was even trampled on his dignity.

But he saved me.

If it weren't for him, the maiden would have been insulted. Although she is a powerful God Blesser, her tutors have always influenced her from childhood to adulthood. She was born into a traditional scholarly family, and her parents' discipline of her was also very traditional. Chastity, which was already just a noun in peacetime, was extremely valued by young girls. She doesn't know, if she loses her virginity, will she still be qualified to live?

His father is dead, his mother is dead, and all his relatives have died at the hands of mutants. Originally, the only driving force that drove her to live was revenge. But now, she suddenly understood something she didn't understand before.

People can't live on hatred alone.

Nie Yan was very polite and thanked everyone one by one and said goodbye. Especially Zhenyi and Luo Ya, they are the objects of her gratitude. Just because she's tied to the bed doesn't mean she can't feel it. She also knew that it was the two little girls in front of her who saved her and everyone. Then, she moved and quickly chased after the departing Barcelos.

Silent Savior, haven't you already saved a young girl?

The direction signal is gently activated again. Between heaven and earth, there was only the sound of insects and wheels pressing against the ground, and it sounded so lonely.

The matter was settled, and the people of the Super Red Lotus Regiment returned to the state of idleness just now.

"Xiao Xu, why are you going?" Uncle Qian Yuan was adding a buff, but found that Xu Tianshi had left his seat.

"It's nothing, I'll go back to the house and get something." Xu Tianshi said with a low mood.

"Done. Go and go back quickly.,Everyone is waiting for you to open the monster.,You can't beat the boss without T.。 Uncle Qian Yuan smiled heartily.

Xu Tianshi's heart warmed and waved his hand. He understands what Uncle Qian Yuan means. The uncle clearly saw his depression, but did not comfort him with pale words. Uncle just told him in an uncle's way that he was needed here.

"Boy, what men need is to believe in themselves! There's no t, isn't there still Uncle Ben and me! Kamina snapped his thumb to his chest, comforting the lost in his way.

But big brother, you're a weapon war! It's still a weapon battle with only a blood-colored suit, hey!

Xu Tianshi turned around and imitated Uncle Qian Yuan, and smiled "boldly": "Just take something, as for it!" "Only those who are needed have hope of living, don't they?

When Chu Yuan hurriedly caught up with Xu Tian, she knew that Brother Xu was going back to the past. Although he has the comfort of his partner, he needs the encouragement of his sister more. As long as you see your sister's smile, no matter how bad your mood is, you can immediately get better.

When will I have such a status in Brother Xu's heart......

Xu Tianshi closed the door, and with a slight movement in his heart, he disappeared from the future. A second later, he magically appeared from a distance, with a look of relief on his face. Feeling the sudden disappearance of the young man and his sudden appearance, Ke Yi sighed slightly in his heart.

"Heavens, how long will it take for you to completely change......" Although after the punishment of the near-death experience, the status of these people in the last days has been raised a lot in his heart, but it is still a distance from the highest in his heart.

It's not going to work, it's not enough. We, we want more and more......

Xu Tianshi opened his eyes, and there was the dark path in front of him. A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he muttered to himself: "Today, 30,000 didn't come." Ha, is it because my popularity in school has improved? "It's impossible.

That's right, this is the path where you can meet 30,000 people almost every day. The future 30,000 has already become a demon, but now he is still the righteous gangster. Ever since that time he knocked him to the ground, he had rarely come to trouble the boy.

Teenager, are you really a m's? Do you still think about it if people don't come......

"Saber, let's go, let's go home." Xu Tianshi said to the void beside him. Those who know think he's talking to a swordsman rank hero, and those who don't know think he's a psychopath.

When Chu Yuan went back to the past some time ago, a rank suddenly appeared, just like the one in "Fate/Staynight". At the same time, she was able to stay for a lot longer in the past. So after going back to the past, the boy always liked to call Chu Yuan saber......

In fact, as a heroic spirit, in addition to Ke Yi's invisibility, there is another advantage, that is, you don't have to buy a ticket when you take the bus. Don't look at Xu Tianshi, he has a lot of money now, but he is very picky. Besides, the money is a bit shady......

You know.

With a shook, the bus repeats its daily work again.

Along the way, Xu Tianshi looked at the lights flying by outside the car window, and suddenly felt a little lost in his heart. The sadness of Barcelos' departure evoked a deep, deep wound in his heart.

"Saber, do you think those lights all represent a family?" Xu Tianshi suddenly said to Chu Yuan in his thoughts. This is the last train, and although there are not many people on the bus, it is not nothing. When you speak, people will definitely treat you as a psychopath.

"Brother Xu, it should be......" Chu Yuan's voice was also a little low. Xu Tianshi's sadness reached her heart through the connection of thoughts and feelings, and reminded her of her home.

Mommy and Dad......

"I really want to know what is going on behind those lights now......" Xu Tianshi sighed silently.

He longs for affection. It's not his sister's affection for him, but from his father and his mother's affection. These, he never got. He didn't know why he didn't, obviously he and his sister were born to their parents! What would he be like now without his sister? He didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

Is it really enough to have a sister?

Whenever he saw his classmates being picked up by his parents after school, he was the only one who went home alone, did he really not envy it? Whenever he sees other parents with their children on the street, laughing and laughing, he really hasn't been sad or painful?

He's had, he's had all of them. It's just that he hides these deep in his heart and keeps hypnotizing himself, as long as he has a sister, it's enough. But he wants, he wants what he can't get! The last days fulfilled many of his desires, but could not satisfy this ...... His most urgent desire.

Barcelos's unwavering belief in himself made him ashamed of himself. Once upon a time, he also wanted to be such a person. He wants to be a person who exists to save others, and he longs to see the satisfied smiling faces of those who are being saved. Because, except for his sister, no one saved him, no one tried to save him.

It was also because of the existence of his sister that he thought he had been saved. The wish of the past was buried deep in the bottom of my heart.

The departure of Barcelos resurfaced the deep desire in his heart, and at the same time evoked the deep wound.

Father's love, mother's love...... It turned out to be such a distant and intoxicating word.

At the same time, it is also a word that makes people's hearts twist.