Chapter 106: A Painful Break

Chapter 106: A Painful Break

No matter how long the road is, there is an end, let alone a way home.

"Home...... Saber, get off, we're home. As the bus slowly stopped, Xu Tianshi greeted in his heart and stepped off the bus first. The air at night should be cool and comfortable, but after breathing the pure natural air of the last days without a trace of pollution, I always feel a little uncomfortable when I smell the air of peacetime.

This is the provincial capital of the province of Celestial Empire's chicken mouth. Cities in the north are not as hydro as in the south, so they are mostly powered by thermal power. Imagine a few large chimneys spewing smoke into the sky around the clock that pollutes the atmosphere. Comparing this air with the countryside in remote mountainous areas, the gap is self-evident.

The discomfort of the air is naturally not pleasant. It's okay usually, after all, I'm used to breathing. But now it's different. Xu Tianshi, who was aroused by the wound in his heart by Barcelos's departure, only felt that his mood was getting worse and worse. A bad mood brings more sad feelings.

Home, home, home. Everyone has a home, but where is my home? Upstairs of that luxury apartment? Yes, there is my father, mother and sister, and in the eyes of others, that is my home, right? No, there is only my sister there, but there is no home.

Only when people who share the same feelings live together can it be called home. The mellow love between husband and wife, the inseparable blood affection between parents and children, and the inseparable brotherhood between brothers and sisters. This is home, real home. Without these, the so-called "home" is just a room, and the members of the house are just acquaintances.

Obviously you don't like me, obviously you have always hated and even hostile to me, so why should I be a tenant in that room? Ah, I know, it's because of my sister. If it weren't for my sister's pleading, I would have been thrown to the countryside to my relatives you never cared about, right?

All you need is your sister, and I'm just an by-product of your sister's making, or an inferior by-product. Maybe when I was just born and even when I was young, you loved me too. But since when did you give up on me? Obviously, there has never been a crack in your relationship, and you still love your sister so much! Is it just because I believe in time? No, no! That's how you've treated me for as long as I can remember! At that time, I didn't have time for faith!

I don't understand, I don't understand!

"Sister North, the master seems to be very sad......"

"Sister Essien, let's just watch now." We can only watch. Do we know the master's past? No, we don't know anything. We are only the Godhead of the artifact, but not the gods. Even God is not omnipotent. Indiscriminate comfort will only make the owner more sad.

Some things can only be changed from the roots. The gods saw it as a taboo, and the gods called it ...... Reverse cause and effect, change the day and life.

Xu Tianshi was unaware of Aesinos's conversation. He walked slowly onto the elevator and watched the numbers of the elevator change one by one, and finally fixed on nine. Sadness, pain, and doubt filled his heart, and he suddenly hesitated. He didn't realize that there was a hint of anger and ...... in these feelings Eat one's heart out.

Should he get out? Should he go back to that room and continue with his tenant's life?

Go back, my sister is still there.

In the living room, Xu Tianshi's parents were discussing something.

"Hey, you say, how about we send that kid to the countryside?" Mother Xu suddenly mentioned this matter again.

Father Xu frowned and said impatiently: "What's the matter, it's not that you don't know what Tianqing's girl said at the beginning." Do you want to make the sky clear and roll your eyes at us? Besides, it's not good for my career. ”

Mother Xu patted Xu's father unhappily and said, "Go, tell you about business." Wasn't Tianqing still young at that time, but now she should be sensible, and she will definitely not stop us. ”

Father Xu frowned deeply, thinking about the feasibility of this proposal. But in the end, he shook his head and said, "Still no." If I send him down, my political enemies will definitely make a fuss about it. After a while, when he graduates, I will find him a job in the countryside. ”

Mother Xu was still not dissatisfied and said, "Wait a while, you can wait?" ”

"Come on, it's not been two days, so what about the ink." Father Xu's originally good mood suddenly became very bad.

Simply because he remembered his son.

Xu Tianshi opened the door silently, silently took off his shoes and prepared to go back to the house.

Did he hear the conversation between his parents?

Don't underestimate the physical fitness of innate martial artists. Although he doesn't have such mysterious things as true qi, in the era of peace, the end of the law period, the innate martial artist can already be said to be the top master. Their five senses are in no way inferior to those of some animals.

"Get me a job in the country? No need, I'll go with my sister wherever she goes to college. Anyway, the world you are familiar with has less than two years to live. Xu Tianshi thought silently in his heart. How long has it been since I've spoken to my parents? I can't remember.

Who can understand the pain in my heart?

He didn't want to make trouble with his parents anymore, but trouble always came to him.

"Stop!" Father Xu angrily stopped the young man.

Xu Tianshi paused, turned back calmly and asked, "What's the matter?" "This is a long-lost conversation with my father?

Father Xu pointed to his hands, and his anger became more and more angry: "Immediately throw away the bits and pieces in your hands to me!" You're not ashamed, I'm ashamed! It doesn't matter if you're embarrassed, our family can't afford to lose that person! ”

What does the boy have in his hands? Much more. A pair of hidden dragons, a pair of Aesinos. As an artifact, you must be with your master at all times. This will increase the intimacy with the master, and it will be more comfortable in battle. It's like a gal.,I'm dumbfounded with my sister.,The favorability will naturally go up...... It's just that Aesinos's human form and weapon form are too conspicuous, and they can't live or die in the hidden dragon. In desperation, they could only be transformed into two rings.

The ring is in the shape of a cute panda head, with two small green curved blades on either side of the head, like the tips of the Aeginos Blade. Although the appearance of rings and bracelets is very conspicuous, no one at this age will say anything about wearing some jewelry or something.

A burst of anger rose in Xu Tianshi's heart. Finding faults? I'm in a bad mood and ready to find fault and scold me? Do you have to beat me up to make you happy? Can your weak fist cause me a trace of pain? Don't break your own hands!

Does he hurt? It was, and it still is. It used to be a pain on the **, but today it is a deep pain in the heart. The physical pain can be endured and passed, but what about the heart?

Father Xu looked at his son with disdain, and said coldly: "What's the matter, you won't accept it after saying two words?" I'm your dad! What's wrong with saying that you have two sentences? Do you dare to fight back? ”

The boy's fists clenched tightly, clenched tightly. The knuckles are white and blue with great force.

Bear with it, endure it and it will pass. For the sake of my sister, bear with me.

"What kind of eyes are you? How dare you look at me like that? What do you think your TMD is? Do you still dare to stare at Lao Tzu? I really hate to raise you evil seed! Father Xu roared madly, and Mother Xu watched coldly.

"Then don't raise it." Xu Tianshi seemed to reply calmly.

Endure? Endure? Endure?

Why endure it! Usually if you don't look at me, forget it, I still have a sister. But why do you have to hurt me? Why! Am I not human? Am I not your son?

Father Xu was stunned for a moment, and then roared even more frantically: "You still dare to talk back? You tmd me out,! He said that he should get out, but he picked up the ashtray on the side of his hand and smashed it with his head and face.

Xu Tianshi didn't dodge or dodge, and let the thing made of tempered glass hit his head. Unsurprisingly, the ashtray shattered, but he was left intact.

Is it really intact?

Father Xu looked at his bloody hands in disbelief. This thing is not human, absolutely not! Even if ordinary people don't die, they still have to break their heads and bleed! But he didn't even break a piece of skin! This thing is a monster!

"Dad, what are you doing!" Xu Tianqing rushed out of the room in her pajamas and pointed angrily at her father. She went to bed early, just so as not to look at her parents' faces. Every day, she couldn't go home with her brother. Few people go to the evening self-study hall in school, because they are all children of the powerful. But my brother is different, my brother doesn't want to come back early, that's why he came back so late. Every day she had nightmares about her brother arguing with her father, of her brother being injured by his father. The injured brother was in a trance and ignored him...... She also knew that her brother was jealous of herself, because she had robbed her of her brother's favor. But I don't want that either! If you can, you can give these things to your brother!

I thought it would be another nightmare, but who would have thought it would be true!

You can lose anything, but you can't lose your brother!

Xu Tianshi looked at the debris on the ground silently, suddenly lifted his father's collar, and asked coldly, "Why do you do this to me?" Am I not your child? "Since that's it, since it's all like this, let me ask you clearly! I want to know why, I want to know why it all is!

Father Xu did not answer, but raised his hand like a mad tiger and slapped the young man's face. "You little bunny still dare to do it? You think you're something! I really regret that I didn't strangle you to death in the first place! Xu's mother also cursed ugly words in her mouth, punching and kicking her son.

Xu Tianshi let his fists and feet be added, but just looked at Father Xu coldly. Does it hurt? It must be them who hurt, I, I don't hurt!

Xu Tianqing's eyes were blurred, and he stood there at a loss. Who will tell her what to do? What could she do to keep her brother from leaving? My brother must hate me to death now, hate me for robbing him of his favor!

"Say." Xu Tianshi's fist nails pierced his palms.

"I won't say it, you still dare to beat me? You try it, Lao Tzu, I won't arrest you, Lao Tzu, I won't be surnamed Xu! ”

"It doesn't matter to me what your last name is, I just need a reason."

"Come and hit me, you TMD try it!"

Do it? Do it to your own parents? That's right, I hate you, I hate you so much that I want to kill you! You gave all your love and all your feelings to my sister, and all I was left with was white eyes and ignorance! How many times have I woken up laughing and crying from my dreams, because I dreamed that you talked to me! I don't expect you to treat me like a sister, I just want to get a little bit of fatherly and maternal love, just a little bit is enough!

Why, why are you so stingy!

I just want a little bit of care......

"Tell me why, and I'll leave right away. You don't have to bother with it, I'll go by myself! Xu Tianshi clenched his teeth.

Ah, yes, it turns out that the reason I've been staying here is not just because my sister is still here, but because I've been longing for affection...... What did my persistence get in exchange? Blind, ignorant, disgusted, looking at me like a thorn in the flesh, eager to drive me out at once.

Humans, forever fantasizing about what they can't get.

Father Xu smiled angrily: "Okay, I want to know why?" I'm telling you, because Lao Tzu doesn't like you, because you're a waste, because you're a piece of trash! Satisfied? Get out of here when you're satisfied! ”

Xu Tianshi weakly let go of his hand, this is the reason? That's why I've never had father's love and mother's love?

I don't believe it!

"No, definitely not this one! Say it to me, say it to me! Xu Tianshi's eyes were bloodshot and he screamed frantically.

"Because you were picked up by us!" Xu Mu's voice was as sharp as a blade scraping on glass. In her mind, such words must make him sad, surely! This monster, just let him die!

Xu Tianshi looked stunned, I wasn't born to them?

"Who are my birth parents?" The young man kicked his father, who was still about to commit violence to him, to the side and grabbed Xu's mother's neck. Father Xu's head hit the foot of the table, and the huge force made him faint directly.

Haha, I'm not biological, that's fine, that's it! I want to know who my biological parents are and who they are!

Xu Tianshi was like a drowning man grasping a straw and holding on tightly.

"Dead ...... Finish! Mother Xu was like a word squeezed out of her teeth, making the young man like five thunderbolts.

Dead, dead? Dead, it turned out to be dead......

Xu Tianshi let go of his hand in despair. The five fingerprints on Xu's mother neck were so clear, and the lack of oxygen made her faint.

"Since you are not my parents, we will never have anything to do with each other again!"

Xu Tianqing knew that this was just a deception by his parents, just to make his brother sad. How would they know how much harm they had done to their brother? And how would they know that the brother had always wished he wasn't biological? But she knows the truth, she knows! At one point, they really thought that their brother was not their biological child, and went for a paternity test without telling their brother. But the results of the appraisal disappointed them, my brother and I are their children, their own flesh and blood!

Why, why are they all your own flesh and blood, but you do such a thing to your brother!

Xu Tianqing looked at her brother's relieved look, and tears finally fell.

Brother, why did this happen...... No, you still have me, and I still have me! I, absolutely not like them, absolutely not! Even if the world abandons you, I won't!

Die, die together!

"Brother, let's go together!" Xu Tianqing suddenly shouted, using all the strength of his body. It's okay like this, so that I can be with my brother and never be separated again! The pain in my brother's heart is soothed by me. My brother's thirst for the love of his parents is filled by me!

After Xu Tianshi's godless eyes saw his sister, a glimmer of light flashed again. Yes, I still have a sister, although not a pro...... Ha, this room is not home, and I've done enough of this tenant! It's just, that's how it did to my sister...... Okay? Follow me, is it really good for my sister? I'm not biological, but my sister is! Let my sister go through the same pain as me, the pain of losing the love of my parents...... No, no!

The boy shook his head firmly: "No, you stay." ”

My sister wiped away her tears and smiled: "Then I'll die." "If you do not depart, I will not forsake you. If you want to leave me, I have no point in living. Brother, do you think I ever felt the love of my parents? Did I really get it? We are brother and sister, the same brother and sister......

Xu Tianshi was stunned, he knew his sister's character, and it was all light. Since my sister really said that, then she would definitely do it.

"Alright, let's go." It was impossible for him to let the only person who was good to him leave this world like this, or because of an older brother who was not related to her by blood.

Is this a relief for the siblings?

No, it's ......

A painful rupture.