Chapter 314: It's All My Fault
The Yin-Yang Qi Bomb exploded underground, causing an earthquake. The Man in Black is definitely ...... I didn't dare to think about it, and I felt a pain in my heart, feeling that a loved one had disappeared so suddenly, which I really couldn't accept. In this canyon where we are, a few big rocks fell from the mountain, and it was really difficult to hit us, and occasionally a few small stones hit our bodies, and no one could die. It's just that the shockwave that erupted from the hole of the cave was too powerful, and fortunately it was all far away to pull me.
In less than ten seconds, the earthquake passed. I looked at the hole that had been covered with stones, and I really only had two lines of tears. The whole body seemed to be emptied, and my heart was extremely depressed, feeling as if I owed something to the man in black. Suddenly, I felt a wave of grief and indignation come from my heart, and a sadness that I could no longer suppress rushed to my heart, and I cried out loud. This cry seems to have been suppressed for thousands of years, which reminds me of the scene when I first met the man in black, the scene of the first battle with the man in black, the stupid appearance of my fledgling who is not afraid of tigers, and the continuous teachings and guidance of the man in black along the way.
At this moment, I felt that I had lost my own master. Although I regret that I took this path, I have never held a grudge, and I have never even thought that it was because of the fault of the man in black. In my heart, I like to call him the man in black, because he is always dressed in black. It also reminds me of the first time we met. Whenever I think about it, I always compare it to the present. He is indeed like my master, without him, I would never be able to get to where I am today.
The cry reverberated in the valley unscrupulously, and my heart was about to break. I never imagined that my relatives or friends would one day be so far away from me. I let go of my throat and vented the sadness in my heart, saying I'm sorry, I'm sorry, we shouldn't be here.
Ji Yuan walked over, squatted down and helped me and said, "Don't be sad, when Lao He came, he already knew that he couldn't leave, but he didn't dare to tell you, everything is fate." I looked at Ji Yuan with a handful of snot and tears, Ji Yuan continued: "Before coming here, Lao He had already calculated a hexagram for himself, knowing that he came here, it would be the last time to accompany you on an adventure, don't be sad, he knows the way he wants to go, he told me that he has failed all his life, knowing you is the greatest luck in his life, it is you who make him feel that there is still warmth in this world, he has no regrets, and he has nothing to worry about." ”
I cried louder and I didn't really know what to say. Ji Yuan sighed and continued: "Everyone has their own way in their hearts, you should be happy, you see him in the end, he is still so Ling Ran, there is no sadness at all, he told me that seeing you grow day by day is the happiest thing for him." I trembled and said in a hoarse voice, "It shouldn't have been like this, if....if I had been... Can you go over and help him....hand... I'll be able to get him out. ”
Dorjee also knelt on the ground and cried in a mess, Ji Yuan's eyes were full of tears, he patted me on the shoulder and said: "Don't think about it so much, he has his own way in his heart, he took the road he chose, he has no regrets, he has been running around for most of his life, and he has found a feeling of home here with you." "In my heart, I regret it, I regret it incomparably, if I can go back to the past, I will definitely go back to save him, and I won't let him break the queen for us alone.
Even if he dies, he is willing, at least he will not be as sad as he is now. Maybe time is the best healing medicine, but the image of the man in black can't be dispersed in my mind for a long time, and I know that I have already regarded him as my own relative.
Enough crying, enough grief, I picked up my knife and came to a big rock blocked at the entrance of the cave, this stone had just fallen, and I wanted to write something in honor of the man in black, but I didn't know what to write. There was a blank in my mind, and in the end, I really couldn't think of anything, so I wrote on the stone: "He Qingqian's tomb." "Five big words.
Then I took my knife and shouted to the valley: "Don't avenge this, swear not to be a man, not to avenge this, not to be a man, not to be a man, not to be a man, not to be a man." This sentence echoed and reverberated in the valley for a long time, as if it was also telling me that I should take revenge on this party, no matter what the other party was, he would definitely not die a good death.
We made a simple gesture to our luggage and left here. Without taking a step, I looked back, as if my most precious thing had been left here. There were five people when they came, and only four people were left when they left. I really can't accept it, I can't accept this reality. Seeing that there is one less person around me, I always feel that the man in black is behind, and he has not yet followed us, we have to rest here and wait for him.
We didn't go far until the sun went down in the afternoon. I look back three times at a time, and other people are like this, always feeling like they are falling behind. In the evening, we didn't eat, so I lay in the tent, my mind blank for a while, and messy for a while. I still couldn't accept this reality, as for how and when I fell asleep, I don't know, I just knew that the sun came out the next day and I opened my eyes.
On the way home, I was always unable to adapt, and now there were only four left in the team of five people, which I never expected, let alone acceptable. Ji Yuan looked at the mountain in front of him and said, "After crossing this mountain, we will reach the county seat, and we can go home." I nodded, and walked forward like the walking dead.
When we stood on the top of the mountain, I saw the county seat of Wenchuan County, a ruin, crowded with people, I finally understood, what did the Yin soldiers we saw come to do one day, I didn't come up in one breath, and a mouthful of blood spurted out with a "poof". Then I felt that there was darkness in front of me......
When I woke up, it was already afternoon. When I opened my eyes, my two lines of tears fell, I felt that the man in black was killed by me, I felt that all these people were killed by me, if it weren't for me, if I didn't have to come here, I wouldn't have killed the man in black, I wouldn't have caused the earthquake here, I wouldn't have died so many people....... I was carried down the mountain by Ji Yuan and the three of them, because of the earthquake, we didn't leave that day, but lived here in Wenchuan, and fortunately I had a tent. Dorjee, Ji Yuan, and Li Hao were all busy saving people, and I was lying in the tent with my stomach full of thoughts, more self-blame, feeling that I was a failure, and I really couldn't bear it.
When Ji Yuan and they came back, they brought me a little food, but I couldn't eat it, so I asked Ji Yuan weakly and said, "Old Dao, is this all because of me?" Ji Yuan said categorically: "How can you say that, if it weren't for us, when his paper puppet came out, the yin and yang two gas bombs exploded on the ground, it would not be a simple earthquake, and the shock wave of the explosion, the people here were directly washed to death, where can I still see this scene of saving people?" ”
I can't accept Ji Yuan's words, I always feel that it's all because of me. Dorjee comforted me and said, "Big brother, don't blame yourself, if it weren't for us, more people would have died." Li Hao also echoed and said: "Yes, yes, if something explodes on the ground, not only will we die, but everyone here will also die." In this situation, at most, it is just some people, and we are saving people. ”
I smiled wryly and said, "If only I died." Ji Yuan immediately changed the topic and said: "It's all to blame on those who made it, now the most important thing for us is to heal our injuries and find out the mastermind behind this, don't forget, before we came, there were still people who went there, that big paper puppet, it won't attack us for no reason, where is it for hundreds of years, why did we just go and attack us?" There are also yin and yang qi bombs in the body, which is clearly a trap, and we still fall for it. ”
I nodded, and said hoarsely: "Yes, we can't die yet, we still have to take revenge, He Senior's revenge has not been avenged, how can we die?" Dorjee handed me some water, I took two sips, coughed twice, and said, "Let's go, let's get out of here right away." Ji Yuan stabilized me and said: "Don't worry, don't worry, you recuperate first, let's talk about it, we are saving people here now, we can still save people here, and besides, the traffic here is cut off, and the phone can't be called, let's stabilize it first."
I nodded, and lay down, and they were all back in the tent to rest after a tired day. In the middle of the night, the rescue continued, but it was not as busy as during the day, at this time, I suddenly heard a bell ringing, at first I thought it was someone's child or the kind of bell on the bicycle, and I didn't pay much attention to it. But when I heard the third sound, I felt that something was wrong. This is the Soul Bell.
I thought to myself, "Who is still summoning spirits in the current catastrophe?" This is definitely not trying to recruit the soul of your own family or anything, this TM is not even the first seven, and now you will summon the soul, the motive is too obvious, it is definitely a crooked way, and it is something that is done by people who are plotting against the wrong people. With so many dead people here, it's definitely a paradise for crooked ways, especially those who want to collect their souls for their own use, and now is definitely a good opportunity. "I decided that I couldn't let those people succeed, so I dragged my tired body, got up with difficulty, and walked to the outside of Dorjee's tent with no strength, there was no one inside, I walked to the edge of Ji Yuan's tent to see that there was no one, could it be that I went to find the spirit?"
I walked to Li Hao's tent again, since there was no one in Li Hao's tent, I thought, they must not be looking for the conjuring spirit, but to save people, otherwise they would not have brought Li Hao's waste material. There was another "bell bell" sound, crisp and pleasant, but in my ears, it was indeed extremely harsh. I moved back to my tent, took out my bag, looked at it and saw that it was all the tools, put it on my back and went out.
There was a dizziness in front of me, and then an aftershock. I squatted on the ground, looked around at the sound of a sparse commotion, my heart twitched, shook my teeth and stood up, thinking: "It's all this time, since you still want to engage in crooked ways, it's really intolerable, if I don't kill this kid today, it will be in vain." ”
There was another sound of the conjuring bell, and I followed the sound and struggled in that direction. At night, there were only a few lights, all in the form of bonfires, and several emergency lights were far away from me, and I thought to myself, "The farther away the better, and the farther away the better." ”
The ground was very bumpy, all rubble, and I struggled to walk in the direction of the bell. Be very careful, for fear that a little action will alarm the other party. Now in my situation, even if the other party runs away, I have the heart to chase it weakly, so I can only play sneak attack. Behind a half-collapsed house, I could faintly see two dark shadows, and the bell was coming from behind them.
I thought to myself, "How can I deal with myself now?" "But I didn't think about it that much at the time, thinking that even if I couldn't deal with it, I could scare them away and disrupt their plans. So, I walked cautiously in their direction. Be very careful at every step, for fear of alarming them, even if you give them a surprise attack, it is good to kill one of them. When I quietly detoured to the back of the house, I saw two people, and I couldn't see clearly, after all, it was too dark. I used the ruins as shelter so they didn't find out.
I opened my eyes quietly, and I didn't see any spirits swimming around or heading towards them. They seemed to be whispering something, too far away for me to hear a word. I was dizzy again, I felt that my physical strength was really unbearable, and I don't know if the injury in Yanjing last time was not healed, or the internal injury that I was angry with this time was too serious, or the new injury of the old injured family now, in short, I think this time is even more serious than the time in Yanjing.
I pulled my knife out of my backpack with difficulty, and for the first time, I felt that it was too heavy for me to hold some of it. There is no way, now I can only bite the bullet, when I think that those people are here to collect souls, and how much the death of these people has something to do with myself, my heart is a sense of grief and indignation, and a small force inexplicably swells up. Turning on the Scattering Method, he rushed out with a dodge and swung a knife at the two of them.
The speed is on par with when I was at my peak, absolutely. I am sure to take down these two people in one move, but the follow-up strength is insufficient, and I don't know how long I can hold out. Unexpectedly, the other party also took out the knife, and the speed was also very fast, since I blocked my knife, between the lightning and flint, I was a fierce split, one of them also held the knife to block a few times, and the other took a step back. I really didn't expect that they were also masters and could take on my surprise attack.
At this time, my heart was a little cold, because I had no follow-up strength, and my internal organs were churning again, and I thought, "It's over." ”