If you can die here, it will also be a relief. It's not that I haven't thought about this kind of result, if you die, you will die, at least it's better than you suffer now, I think even if the soul is imprisoned in **, it's probably the current pain. The only difference is that I'm still alive and can breathe and talk.

I don't have the stamina anymore, and if I can't solve them with one move, then I'm definitely going to lie here. In fact, for me, life and death are not so important now, there is a saying: mourning is greater than heart death. I just feel that my burden is so heavy, my responsibility is so great, and my sins are so great. Although Ji Yuan also has some truth in what they said, but what if I don't come to Sichuan to buy shares? Maybe it won't be like this.

Maybe it's in the dark. When the earthquake didn't occur one day, I had already seen the Yin soldiers crossing the border, who would have thought that this would be the result at that time? Legend has it that during the Tangshan earthquake, many people saw the Yin soldiers borrowing the road that night. This happens every time there is a great calamity. It's just that I didn't expect that I would be the fuse of today's incident, what a sin it is, I estimate that if my soul reaches the underworld, I will definitely go to the eighteenth layer of hell.

I couldn't lift the knife in my hand, I felt dizzy in front of me, and my chest was heaving even more. I seemed to see that the other party's knife had already looked at me, and just as I closed my eyes and waited for death, I suddenly heard a familiar voice say in surprise: "Brother Qin, why are you?" I don't think the figure looks familiar. Taken aback, I opened my eyes, panted and leaned over to take a closer look. I'll it, it turns out to be this kid of the guard. After doing it for a long time, the water washed away the Dragon King Temple. Zhao Yang in the back also came up, and said with a smile: "Brother Qin, if you haven't seen you for a few days, you will give us this meeting gift." "I wasn't in the mood to give him a beating, a wave of tiredness swept through my body, and as soon as my legs went limp, I fell forward. The guards quickly helped me, Zhao Yang stepped forward in surprise, and said with a smile: "Brother Qin is not strong, I haven't seen it like this for a few days." ”

I really didn't have the strength to say anything, panting, the guard put his hand on my wrist, and then said, "Don't talk nonsense, Brother Qin has an internal injury, it's very serious, hurry up and help." Zhao Yang sighed, and came up to support me without saying a word. I commanded the two of them, carried me to the place where we lived, and after putting me in the tent, Zhao Yang began to blame the guards and said, "Why are you so heavy, our great nobleman." The guard said helplessly: "It's not whether I'm good or not. ”

I lifted my strength and said, "It's all because of me, you... How are you here... Village? Zhao Yang went to bring me a glass of water, and the guards helped me up to drink a few sips, and then put me away before saying: "We received a notice from Sun Lao, saying that something big is going to happen here, and we want to come over to help quickly. ”

Zhao Yang said: "Natural disaster [***], we can't help it, watching those many people die tonight, I want to count how many people have died, and it's better to go back and recover my life, not to be scolded by Sun Lao, right?" I waved my hand and said, "No, it's... It's all my fault, it's all because of me...... It's out of this file. Zhao Yang said in surprise: "Brother Qin, are you so deep now?" Can you attract the power of heaven and earth? ”

I really want to stand up now k Zhao Yang was stunned, or the guards had eyes, and Zhao Yang said, "Brother Qin, what the hell is going on." I sighed deeply, thinking about the dead men in black and those who lost their loved ones in the earthquake, and my tears flowed down again. I didn't speak, my eyes closed, my chest heaving violently.

I raised the guard and grabbed my hand, and he continued, "Brother Qin, what's wrong with you? What's going on, isn't it a bit big this time? I shook the guard's hand and said with difficulty, "It's all because of me, I have to come... Sichuan, if you don't come, maybe... Maybe there won't be such a thing. So, I told them about the experience of our trip to Sichuan, and when I told them about the man in black who broke off for us, I couldn't cry anymore, and I couldn't talk anymore.

After a long time, the guard held my hand and said, "Brother Qin, I don't blame you, if it weren't for you, if it weren't for He Senior, there would be more of us who would have died." Zhao Yang also said: "Yes, Brother Qin, you have done your best, even if you don't do it, maybe someone will do it, why did you go there and there was a problem?" It must have been ambushed, this is definitely a trap. ”

The guard diverted the topic and said: "Brother Qin, this is angry, the old injuries from the past and this anger have erupted together, this has to go back to recuperate and recuperate, it will take a long time before you can use force, so as not to leave permanent sequelae." Zhao Yang said: "Do you have any way to stabilize it first." The guard shook his head and said, "No, at least not now, I have no materials for my injury, what can you do about your old fairy?" ”

Zhao Yang sighed and said, "I've asked a long time ago, but I don't have any materials." I said lightly: "No, I can't die, let's talk about it when we leave here later." The guards asked, "What about Dorjee and Lao Dao?" I said weakly, "The disaster is gone." I asked, "Which soul bell do you use to count the deaths?" Zhao Yang said: "Yes, this idea is what I thought, Gao Ming, right?" ”

I smiled awkwardly and said, "There are so many ghost ideas, you can use any weird trick." The guard said with a smile: "If we take the usual road, I'm afraid we won't be able to go today, as long as we can count, we can give Sun Lao an explanation when the time comes." I asked, "What did he ask you to do here?" Just say there's something? The guard nodded and said: "Yes, the specific situation was not said, we rushed back from Xiangxi, and the butt was not yet firmly seated, so we rushed here non-stop, saying that you are here, afraid that you are in danger, let us take it, we were halfway to Wenchuan, suddenly there was an earthquake, the road was blocked, we were afraid that it would be late, so we came on foot." ”

I nodded and thought, "It seems that this grandson has always calculated that we are in this difficulty, and this old grandson didn't tell me earlier, is this really a catastrophe?" I sighed again, and Zhao Yang said: "Elder Sun asked us to come, he must have more or less known what was going to happen here, and he didn't stop you, which means that this matter is definitely going to happen, besides, you saw the Yin soldiers crossing the border that day, which has already indicated what is going to happen here." ”

I said with difficulty: "Maybe, but this responsibility is too big for me to bear." The guard looked at me and said, "The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, Brother Qin, if it were me, I guess it would be inferior to you." "I was lying down, aching and sore, and I thought: I might as well have been killed with a knife.

It didn't take long for Dorjee and Lao Dao, plus Li Hao to come back with his tired body, and when they saw the guards and Zhao Yang, Dorjee and Ji Yuan were also shocked. After asking the guards about their intentions, Dorjee and Ji Yuan also scolded. Anyway, I listened to their scolding, and I felt a little more comfortable. Li Hao looked at the four people with a confused expression, and he didn't know what to do. I said to the guards: "That's Li Hao, the stubborn lord of the capital, the rich second generation, the rich man, follow us to see it." ”

As soon as Zhao Yang heard it, he naturally became familiar with the words, and began to introduce himself and his origin. I thought to myself, "It's still the same." Li Hao, who also made it for a while, didn't know what to do. After all, Li Hao can be regarded as a person who has seen the world, and he quickly became acquainted with Zhao Yang. The guard walked to Lao Dao's side and said, "Daoist Ji, Brother Qin is seriously injured, we must get out of here quickly, find a doctor for him, and slowly recuperate." ”

Ji Yuan nodded and looked at me and said, "Yes, we will definitely leave tomorrow, and we will carry him out." The guard also nodded and said: "Yes, he can't afford to delay now, even if he carries us, we have to carry him out of this place, now this other party is a cemetery for him, and he won't leave for a second longer, if he leaves sequelae in the future, it will be worth the loss." I laughed and said, "It's okay, I'll be able to go by myself tomorrow." The guards looked at me and said to Ji Yuan: "Let's just say it, we had a little misunderstanding just now, and the injured Brother Qin fought with injuries, hey." ”

Dorjee was stunned for a moment and said, "Damn, isn't it, you don't have long eyes." I said a little angrily: "Dorjee, don't blame the guards, it's my own reason." The guard sighed and said: "It's all our inconsiderate, Brother Qin is compassionate....... I immediately stopped the guard and said: "Okay, it's all over, it's all my own life, even if I die here, it's nothing, maybe I should die here, Elder Sun asked you to come, just collect my body." ”

Dorjee said angrily: "What are you talking about Brother Qin, you can't die, your death is behind me, when will I die, you say it again, before I die, I will definitely not let you die." Ji Yuan sighed and said: "Okay, okay, don't die, I went to see our car just now, and it was not damaged, but the road out was blocked, tomorrow we will clean up the road and drive the car out, and then go as far as we can, if you can't go, you have to carry Qin Ze out, he is very injured now." ”

The next day, Li Hao stayed behind to take care of me, and everyone else went to clear the road and drive. Because the car was parked in a relatively wide place, but the road in that place was blocked by rubble, the car should be fine. I watched them all leave, so I asked Li Hao, "Li Hao, do you regret it?" Li Hao looked at me and was stunned for a long time and said, "What do I regret? I never regret it. I smiled and said, "One day in KVT, I'll beat you, don't be angry with me, I'm ......" Li Hao interrupted me and said, "Brother Qin, what are you talking about now?" If you hadn't woken me up at that time, I would still be drunk in the capital now, and I have seen and learned a lot of things by following you all the way, especially this trip to Wenchuan, although it ...... Although He seniors are immortal, but I think it's all my own choice, there is nothing to regret, if I had the ability at the time, I would also be like He seniors, one life, four lives, for the lives of all the people here in Wenchuan, I think it's worth it, even if no one knows, I think it's worth it. ”

I looked at Li Hao and felt that he had grown a lot in the past half a year, at least after leaving us in the future, he would not be the same as before, at least he would be a useful person in society. I smiled and said, "It seems that I beat you that day, but it wasn't in vain." ”

Li Hao touched his head and said: "Of course, I don't regret it at all, if I hadn't followed you at that time, I guess I would have finished like Garfield, I'm thankful that I didn't die." I said lightly: "After going back this time, you go home, don't follow us, our work is too dangerous, one is not careful, you still have parents at home, your parents are such a son as you, they still want you to send them to the end, you are growing up now, I think they are also very happy." ”

Li Hao said with a smile: "Of course, I told them that I was practicing with a master here, and I told them about it during the Chinese New Year, and my mother said that I grew up, and since it wasn't when I caused trouble, I called them." I nodded and said, "When I go back in the future, I will be more filial to your parents, it is not easy for them, don't live like before, waste your youth." ”

Li Hao nodded and said: "Don't worry, I have completely said goodbye to my previous me, this disaster relief has made me see the preciousness of life, but also the fragility of life, and I feel how stupid I was before*." If my parents still have children, I will follow you to hone in on it. "I laughed, this is the first time I have laughed so happily in the past few days, I think the man in black is gone, Li Hao has indeed grown up, this really makes me very happy. I could tell from the look in his eyes that he wasn't the pompous kid anymore.

It didn't take long for me to see Ji Yuan and Dorjee returning, and then I began to pack my luggage and told me, "The car has been brought out, and the guards and Zhao Yang are waiting for us over there." I nodded, my whole body was still sore, and when I stood up, Li Hao supported me, and I concentrated all my strength on my legs, so that I had some support and would not fall down.

I can't go down, every time I think of my daughter, I feel full of strength in my heart, I still want to see my daughter, I haven't watched my daughter grow up, how can I die here. I can't die, I haven't avenged the man in black, I haven't avenged the dead people here in Wenchuan, how can I die here? I have to live, I have to get out of here alive.