"Why?" In the face of my question, Lu Shan was silent, as if he was very reluctant to recall this paragraph, and the look on his face also showed pain.

And I was silent that peeling off the wound is not something that everyone can face, and I also decided, if Lu Shan is unwilling to say this paragraph, I will not listen.

But after Lu Shan smoked two cigarettes in a row in silence, he finally spoke: "That year, I was 20 years old, and it has been more than 3 years since I entered Lagang Temple, nearly 4 years ago, I said before that I am very talented, maybe inherited from my mysterious missing parents, but in the first two years of entering the temple, I have never seen Baima. ”

"Huh?" When Lu Shan recounted his entry into Lagang Temple before, he didn't mention Baima, and when he said so, I also remembered this stubble, so it was also full of questions.

"It's because, although I was very talented at that time, I was not qualified to meet the Holy Son and the Holy Maiden until the third year of entering the temple, when Lagang Monastery prepared a mysterious sacrifice event, and I met Baima and Tao Bai at the same time." Lu Shan licked his lips and told me about this paragraph.

"What mysterious ritual?" Originally, the key to this passage was definitely not a sacrificial activity, but I didn't know why I had an instinct to grasp this.

"Oh, I'm a little unclear about this, you know that every religion has its own heritage and culture, like the culture of Tibetan Buddhism, which also believes in various Buddhas of Western Bliss, while Taoism has its own various immortals, and that sacrifice" Lu Shan said this, frowning slightly, and then organized the language and said: "I feel that the sacrifice is not what the Buddhists believe in, but something close to some things mentioned in the Taoist culture, and the sacrifice is said to be a sacrifice to some immortals who came out of a mysterious place, In short, it is the biggest secret of Lagang Temple, and I don't know much. ”

Lu Shan said this, shook his head, and my heartbeat was 'knock', 'knock', 'knock', 'knock' beating a little too obvious, as if there were some scattered clues in my mind kept forming, suddenly closed the temple Lagang Temple, originally a kind and sincere temple, out of the greatest lama has transformed such an evil temple, in Lu Shan's narrative almost all evil, to this point even the faith has changed a little?

However, I couldn't come to any conclusion for a while, but Lu Shan asked me on the side: "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, you go on." At this time, I believe in the miracle of fate even more, Lu Shan and Tao Bai, who seem to have nothing to do with us, rashly broke into our lives, so far, where is this? Destiny is arranged for everyone in life? Which one is not a tangle of cause and effect? Which one doesn't have its own mysterious meaning?

Lu Shan didn't know the emotion in my heart, but continued to say: "That time we met, I was finally qualified to see that mysterious sacrifice, and it was also at that time that I saw Bai Ma in full costume, and Tao Bai, who had grown up next to her and was almost 10 years old, was also dressed up and stood around the two of them in full costume, all of whom were the most powerful high-level members of Lagang Temple, and their expressions were also respectful. ”

"Then do you recognize Bai Ma?" I asked, how excited should I be after so many years of hard pursuit, once I can see it? If it was me, I would definitely not be able to shout about birth, and then rush up to recognize each other, I was looking forward to this scene, so I asked Lu Shan.

Lu Shan shook his head and said, "Where is there recognition?" When she was dressed up, she stood on a high platform so holy, just like a real goddess of heaven descended to earth and I was just an ordinary monk in Lagang Temple, and I had the rules and precepts on my body, even if the monks of Lagang Temple did not obey it so much in private, but she was a holy woman, did I dare to have any blasphemy thoughts? Chengyi, I don't have your kind of chic, maybe the person you care about, whether it's a beggar or an emperor, you may be the same as always, in this regard, you Lao Li doesn't seem to be burdened by worldly human feelings, but I really can't. ”

"You mean, the moment you saw Baima, you felt ashamed of yourself the moment you first saw her as a child?" I couldn't help but raise my eyebrows and asked, indeed, I can't understand Lu Shan's psychology in my heart, Lu Shan's summary of the characteristics of our Lao Li lineage is really correct, right? This is also Master's education to me as an equal since I was a child, and everything has a heart of awe, so everything is equal in our eyes.

"Yes, it's that kind of psychology that makes me very excited for a while, but I don't dare to recognize each other, in the past, I got along with Bai Ma at a close distance, and it took a long time to eliminate my sense of distance, but when she appeared in front of me, the invisible distance opened up again, so that I didn't dare to recognize Bai Ma in such an excited situation. However, how can so many years of longing and friendship be fake? In the end, I still mustered up the courage and was ready to call Baima's name" Lu Shan said this, paused, and his emotions were a little excited, as if he had returned to the old days and saw Baima again.

"So, what is Baima's attitude?" It turned out that they finally recognized each other, and I was curious to see the road mountain that was really pursued, what kind of attitude would Baima have?

"Heh, we didn't recognize each other." Lu Shan denied me at this time, and without waiting for me to ask, he continued: "Actually, Bai Ma found me at the first time, and when I wanted to recognize me, she looked at me and didn't speak, but I could read the kind of warning in Bai Ma's eyes, telling me not to recognize her, and even when everyone didn't pay attention, she shook her head gently at me. ”

"So? But what about Tauber? Such a young child may not know anything, wouldn't it be exciting to recognize you? I asked.

"Tao Bai is Bai Ma holding him, he naturally recognized me, I saw that he was almost about to open his mouth to call me, but then I don't know why, but he didn't say anything anymore At that moment, I don't know what Bai Ma did?" Lu Shan shook his head and said that Tao Bai didn't recognize him at that time.

"Could it be that Baima has sensed that something is wrong with Lagang Temple?" I couldn't help but ask, otherwise such a move would be too weird.

"No, Bai Ma didn't notice the wrongness of Lagang Temple at all, I was older, I entered Lagang Temple earlier, if" This, as if poking at the sore spot of Lu Shan, he suddenly became very painful, in such a night, I turned my head, and saw that because of this pain, his whole face was red, and the green tendons on his neck also bulged.

"What the hell?" I couldn't help but ask.

"It was Baima who wanted to protect me in the year when she said goodbye to me, she officially became a high-ranking saint, and what is a saint, naturally a holy and immaculate existence, not to mention that Lagang Monastery has the precepts of us practicing lamas on the surface, just say that her identity as a saint, how can she allow a friendship with a lama like me Although this kind of feeling, Baima and I have never said it through, just like friendship, companionship and such feelings, but the saint is high and cannot approach anyone." Lu Shan explained it to me.

"But, before, you had five years of getting along, didn't Lagang Temple know?" I wondered, if Lagang Monastery cares so much about Baima, how could there be such five years?

"Heh, I know, but those five years were deliberately let Bai Ma practice for five years, and the five years of entering the mortal world did not dare to let Bai Ma be older, for fear that Bai Ma would really be contaminated with some worldly feelings, after all, there would not be so many when he was a child. And Baima and her younger brother can't be separated, so the five years that Baima practiced like that actually left Lagang Monastery and lived on the grassland, accompanied by a few great powers, but they didn't monitor, and during the five years that went with the flow, they would only appear when Baima was in danger and notified them in a special way. Lu Shan explained it to me.

"So good?" I can't imagine that Lagang Monastery had such a laissez-faire for five years.

"Okay? What does it mean to be good? That's because they need purer souls, not ignorant souls, you know what I mean? The people on the other side of Lagang Monastery believe that only when they have entered the world and seen the suffering of time, can they fully stimulate compassion and compassion for the hearts of the world, so that the soul can be more holy, pure and God bless such a person with great mercy, and her soul power will be more powerful. Lu Shan explained this to me, and when he said this, his fists were already clenched.

"I see." Seeing Lu Shan like this, I didn't dare to continue to ask, so I could only say lightly, I feel that Lu Shan's pain and hatred now are like a scorching fire, and I feel the pain that burns my soul when I sit next to him.

"In short, this is the case behind the scenes, and Bai Ma prevented me from recognizing her, in fact, it left a deep wound in my soul at that time? I thought that Bai Ma said goodbye to me at that time, not only the difference between me and her, but also the fact that she was saying goodbye to my friendship with her, and the two never recognized each other, but even so, how could I forget the warmth she brought me, the hope she brought me, and the initial throbbing that brought me, and the traces engraved in the depths of my soul. So, despite the pain, I still didn't have the courage to leave the Lagang Monastery After I met Baima for the first time, because my status can also be seen often, but it has completely become a relationship between an ordinary cultivator and a high holy woman, and this pain lasted for more than a year, and when I was 20 years old, it has been 4 years since I entered the Lagang Monastery, and everything has changed. Lu Shan's hands began to tremble.

"What has changed?" In fact, I am still imagining the pain of Lu Shan at that time, but I don't want things to change again.

"Lagang Monastery is going to have the greatest sacrifice and the most sacred event, and in that event, the declared slogan is to make the saint eternal and let her mercy shine forever in the world." Lu Shan's face distorted, and he gasped for breath when he said this.

And I, suddenly, also had a feeling that I could not listen to it, and I had foreseen that this would be a terrible tragedy.