I don't want to listen to it, and Lu Shan doesn't want to talk about it anymore.

However, since he decided to talk about it today, Lu Shan had to face the wound in his heart, and after a few minutes of great breath, he finally spoke again: "Chengyi, I'm really afraid that I will cry." ”

"If you want to cry, cry, those who love to cry may not be real men." I said indifferently that at this time, I feel that my attitude can give Lu Shan strength.

"No, it's not that I'm afraid that crying out is not a real man, but there is a saying in our place, don't shed too many tears for the deceased, it will make him worry, but he can't walk into reincarnation well. Although Baima can't be reincarnated, my wish is always like this, I hope she can be reincarnated, she is so kind, once the soul is liberated, there will always be a good waiting for her, so I have repeatedly warned myself that I can't shed too many tears for Baima. Lu Shan lit another cigarette as he spoke.

Now his emotions must rely on these things to stabilize.

I also had to pass a cigarette, because I knew that Lu Shan would definitely say it, but it would definitely be a tragedy, and I needed a little strength to face it, even if it was the power of a cigarette.

"Baima was made into a living weapon, the drum you saw, the drum skin is the skin of Baima, which seals the soul power of Baima, and uses secret methods to suppress Baima's soul will. Seiichi, do you understand now? After taking a puff of almost half of his cigarette, Lu Shan finally spoke to me about this fact.

Despite my expectations, my hands trembled a few times, and the cigarette I was holding fell off and hit my chest, and I quickly picked it up, and let out a long 'hiss', as if only such pain could suppress the shock and anger in my heart.

Such a beautiful girl was made into a living machine? And what kind of torture will Lu Shan face? Take this drum with you every day? I just thought that Bai Ma's soul was sealed in the drum, after all, I had seen Lu Shan's story today, and I knew that the truth was so cruel, and although I was mentally prepared.

"Actually, Bai Ma knew that he would be made into a living weapon, but at that time, I didn't know how those liars from Lagang Temple brainwashed Bai Ma She was so kind, and felt that she could sacrifice herself like this to make a group of people feel the power of heaven, so she resolutely decided to do it. It's just that she found me the day before that sacrifice. Lu Shan had already said the most painful place, and he obviously felt that his breathing was smoother, but another kind of anger could not be suppressed.

"Baima is voluntary?" I can't imagine that Baima would voluntarily endure such a thing, and I don't want to think about the cruel term, but in fact it is 'living chopping', which is simply unimaginable pain for ordinary people.

"Yes, she is voluntary, Baima's kindness and kindness will not be understood by ordinary people, and later I learned that the people of Lagang Monastery lied to her, and if she made a living weapon with her power, it would open a way to heaven for the suffering people!! She didn't think about it, and she just agreed, except that she came to me the night before the living sacrifice. Lu Shan took another puff of his cigarette, and his voice became painful again.

"She's looking for you, why don't you run away with her? Can you watch this happen? I couldn't help but ask Lu Shan.

"How could I possibly be willing? And with my position at the time, I had no idea that the most important and last secret sacrifice of this grand festival was the sacrifice of Baima alive and making her into a living vessel, and she did not reveal a word to me the night that Baima came to me. Lu Shan's breathing was a little short.

"And what the hell did she come to you? For what? And how can she come to you? ”

"We have been together for five years, and naturally there is a language that only each other understands, and she doesn't know how to leave a line in my room, which is very vague, but I can know that she asked me to meet outside the Lagang Temple, I don't know how excited I was at the time, and finally waited until the evening, I went out of the temple, and at that time, I was free to leave the temple and enter the temple." Lu Shan said in a low voice.

It was a beautiful night, not like tonight, with a sky full of stars, but with a beautiful full moon.

And the moon on the plateau, if it is a fine day, is always so big, as if only such a big can illuminate the artistic conception of the reunion of man and moon.

Lu Shan and Bai Ma stood silently on the top of the mountain where Lagang Temple was located, the silhouette under the moon, their clothes fluttering in the mountain wind, Lu Shan once thought it was a dream, a beautiful dream that he had been looking forward to all his life, he couldn't believe it was true.

The white horse in front of him, but less than three meters away, is no longer wearing the solemn costume of the saint, but has recovered a very simple dress, just like the familiar smile between the eyebrows and eyes at the first sight, and the kindness in the eyes is also the same as back then, dazzling Even if everything is the same as back then, but at that time, Lu Shan's heart was separated by a distance like a moat.

This distance made him think powerlessly that all this was really just a dream.

"Back then, the last thing I thought about was that you really found Lagang Temple and found me." Gently Bai Ma opened her mouth The moonlight shone dimly on her, and at that moment, Lu Shan even felt in a trance that she would soon leave the top of the mountain, and then drift away towards the moon for many years, without close contact, she was even more sacred.

Even at that time, Lu Shan was also a cultivator, and it took a lot of effort to calm down the fluctuations in his heart that he didn't dare to blaspheme, and said, "But, what if I found it?" The distance between us has not been shortened by seeing each other, but has become farther and farther away with the years. ”

"It's not far away, it's just that I'm the holy daughter of Lagang Temple, you are a cultivator of Lagang Temple, don't you still understand, getting close to me will bring you disaster?" Baima said softly.

Lu Shan was stunned for a moment, he never thought that there was just confusion at this level, but he was a smart person, with the understanding of Lagang Temple, he thought about it carefully, maybe it would really be so It turns out that Baima is caring about himself?

Some misunderstandings, not because people are smart, they must be able to solve the relationship that is contaminated, everything is unreasonable, no matter how smart a person is, he will be fascinated, unless the person he loves and cares about, personally, otherwise the inner emotions are always sour, and this sourness is not hate.

"But I'm not afraid of any disaster, one day in heaven is happier than in hell for countless years, if I can get close to you, what is the disaster?" Lu Shan's heart was very comforted, and under the excitement, he couldn't help but confess his feelings again.

"But I care, you understand?" Bai Ma suddenly turned his head, looked at Lu Shan deeply, and said such a sentence.

The words are very simple, but the friendship behind it is about to come out, this is the first time Bai Ma said such ambiguous words to Lu Shan, Lu Shan in the moonlight looked at Bai Ma's sincere eyes, couldn't help but stay like a dream really came true, people's first reaction was not ecstasy, but simply couldn't believe it.

However, Bai Ma smiled at him, this smile was not full of that holy light, but like laughing at him as a fool, Bai Ma was flawless, but this was the first time that Lu Shan felt that she was so full of human 'fun', so close to himself.

Lu Shan couldn't help but take a step forward, and Bai Ma also took a step towards Lu Shan Under the moonlight, it was Bai Ma who took the initiative to lean on Lu Shan's arms: "When I first saw me when I was young, I didn't guess for five years, my mind was pure at that time, but I didn't know that you are smart, tall, handsome, brave, and most importantly, you have a tough heart When you appear in front of me again, I know why I have been worried for a long time?" I also realized that although I am a saint, I am not a real god and Buddha, and I always can't see through the word of love in my heart, even if I have a more desired pursuit, I don't want to deny that you have approached my heart. ”

Two lines of hot tears fell from Lu Shan's eyes, and in this life, he never thought that Bai Ma would say these words to him, she was in his arms, but he didn't dare to hold it with his hands, for fear that if he hugged her, she would dissipate like a dream, and then he would fall from heaven to hell.

"No matter what happens in a person's life, there are always difficulties, regretful things, but the choice is still to continue. I owe you the best relationship to start with, make up for it tonight, and then, your life will go on, I heard that you are a promising cultivator I hope that you will have a glorious day, at that time, help me take care of Tao Bai. ”

Bai Ma did not leave Lu Shan's embrace, but leaned on him, and said such a sentence faintly, which made Lu Shan's heart tighten suddenly.