Chapter 229: The Taste of Happiness (I)
What does love taste like in your eyes?
Zhang Shifei looked up at the sky, at a ninety degree angle, his neck hurt a little, it was a sunny day, I really couldn't understand why, why it was almost autumn, but the climate was still like summer, the blue and blue, there was not even a decent cloud, the morning sun was so unscrupulously reflected on his body, he was used to the night, obviously a little uncomfortable with the feeling of being embraced by the sun for so long, he narrowed his eyes.
Pedestrians on both sides of the road come and go, and I don't know why they are busy, girls in hot pants and miniskirts walked past him, leaving a burst of fragrant wind, Zhang Shifei subconsciously sniffed, a nose not breathing can not prevent the smell of girls from drilling into his heart.
Zhang Shifei once read in a book that the human sense of smell is the most sensitive organ, as long as the things that have been smelled can no longer be forgotten, can be recorded in the brain, although it is possible not to pay attention, but if you smell this smell again, no matter how long the interval is, a year, ten years, or even longer, but you will still immediately remember this smell, because it has been hidden deep in your mind, can not forget.
Zhang Shifei is now in the university town of Jiangbei District, Harbin, and there is no endless stream of girls around him, most of them are accompanied by a frustrated man, in fact, sometimes Zhang Shifei also doesn't understand the aesthetics of these beautiful girls, why do good cabbages let pigs arch This sentence has remained unchanged for thousands of years?
If Lao Li is still there, he will definitely behave very obscene when he smells this fragrance, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, thinking about the past, when he and Li Fatzi were running around together, they would whistle very obscene when they saw a beautiful girl, and laughed shamelessly after being blinded by the girl.
At that time, life was actually very good, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, people, are animals that survive in discontentment and contradictions, always dissatisfied with the current situation, or looking forward to the future, or nostalgic for the past, but completely unaware that his present is the future of the past, and in the past, he has already walked and can never come back.
Zhang Shifei shrugged his shoulders, and then continued to walk forward, the shade of the trees on both sides of the road was colorful with the floor tiles on the road, and it was very solid to step on it, this is a unique street in Harbin, and I don't know if I can come back in the future.
In fact, fifteen days ago, Zhang Shifei had already contacted Liang Yun'er, it was on the way to Fuze Hall, Zhang Shifei hesitated again and again and called Liang Yun'er, after the phone was connected, he didn't say anything, just kept apologizing, making Liang Yun'er also a little crying and laughing, and asked him on the phone, why do you want to apologize.
Zhang Shifei didn't know why he had to apologize at the time, so he made up a reason randomly, and then said to Liang Yun'er that he estimated that he would be very busy with work these days, Liang Yun'er was a smart person, and naturally understood what Zhang meant right and wrong, so he said to him very obediently, it's okay, then don't be tired, when do you have kung fu, contact me again, as long as don't forget me.
How could he forget, Zhang Shifei shook his head with a wry smile, in the end, he felt really sorry for Liang Yun'er, all because of himself, even the previous Xu Ying was almost killed by his sacrificial body, after several reincarnations, the fates of the two intersected again, but Zhang Shifei was still invisibly hurting her.
On the last day before he left Harbin, what did he say to her? He really doesn't know, but if he doesn't come to see her, it is estimated that he will regret the past in the future, in order not to regret it, only to change the present, Zhang Shifei has read the book for more than ten days, and his thoughts about some things in this world have slowly changed.
Unconsciously, he walked to Liang Yuner's school, he didn't call Liang Yun'er, but just sent a text message before going out in the morning, asking where she was, Liang Yun'er told him that she had class this morning, and she could get out of class at about ten o'clock, Zhang Shifei came to the front of the teaching building where Liang Yun'er was class, and he didn't care whether it was clean or not, he sat on the steps in front of the teaching building, and then turned out his cigarette and mobile phone, and looked at the time while lighting a cigarette, and Liang Yun'er would get out of class in about an hour, just right, Use this hour to imagine how you will use this day so that you will not regret it.
In fact, before leaving, he asked Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing, because he really didn't know what the two of them should do on this day, to say that Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing are almost equal to his master and second master, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart that maybe they would give better advice, but his hopes were disappointed again, and the replies of Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing were completely their own style.
Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei: "You still need to ask the young man, of course where is the cheapest, isn't she in Jiangbei, take her to the riverside, there is wind and water, play." ”
Yi Xinxing said to Zhang Shifei: "Don't listen to Lao Cui, he knows a fart, of course he went to the hotel!" I'm going to go today, remember, I want to pick a round bed, the kind with a turn, Kaka's old and energetic old touching. ”
Zhang Shifei really can't figure out that this round bed is hairy and touching, but even if this kind of bed can really be so touching, he won't take Liang Yun'er to go, although he can give up his surname, but Zhang Shifei really doesn't want to ask for Liang Yun'er's little stunner at this juncture, not because he is incompetent, but because his responsibility is too big now.
This is completely contrary to his previous surname, and even Zhang Shifei doesn't know why he thinks like this, he feels in his heart that he is now a person with an unknown future, and he can't ensure that Liang Yun'er is happy, and he doesn't even dare to make a promise, just ask, what qualifications does a man who can't give women happiness have to knock her legs?
Although, in those legs is the small universe of the Andromeda constellation that every man dreams of, Zhang Shifei knows that he, the Saint Seiya of the stupid bird constellation, will not be able to comprehend the legendary nebula flow for the time being, alas.
Smiled bitterly, Zhang Shifei found that he was becoming more and more like that Cui Fentou, and gradually, the expressions on his face were often used in those kinds, wooden, wry smile.
This kind of wry smile is completely forced out by life, although he can't admit it, but his psychological pressure is really too great, he can't breathe in the past few months, in fact, he can't blame him, because what he is facing is another world that ordinary people can never understand, and he can't mention it to anyone other than a few acquaintances.
In the face of this gloomy life, what expression can there be other than a wry smile? At least Zhang Shifei didn't think of it now, he couldn't go to the hotel, then listen to Mr. Cui, go to the riverside, anyway, the environment is just a carrier, the content is the most important, Zhang Shifei thought of this, so he picked up the bouquet of flowers next to him, the last day before leaving, Zhang Shifei couldn't come empty-handed, so, just before he entered the campus, he bought a large bouquet of flowers in the flower shop next to the school, there must be a flower shop next to the school, it seems that this is an old tradition, just like the black Internet café next to the school, There's nothing strange about it, roses are indeed vulgar, and he can't buy this kind of **naked flower to give to Liang Yun'er, he is very cautious now, and he also understands that if there is anything wrong with this Liang Yun'er on the last day, then he himself ** Bu Shi will die because of his love for what snake cave mountain.
Fortunately, the girl in the flower shop is very enthusiastic, especially for Zhang Shifei, a fair-skinned man with a delicate and melancholy expression, it seems that Zhang Shifei's current state is very attractive to the little girl who looks less than twenty, the little girl saw that Zhang Shifei was dressed very decently, and she was very handsome, so she took the initiative to introduce him to all kinds of flowers, and introduced several kinds in a row, Zhang Shifei didn't take a fancy to it, and in the end, he found the pink flowers in the safe by the wall, which looked very good, Zhang Shifei asked the little girl what kind of flower this was, the little girl giggled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Brother, you can really joke, you don't recognize Rose?" ”
Where do I know it, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, I don't grow flowers and raise flowers, although I have picked flowers for a while before, but I have never sent flowers at all!
In the end, Zhang Shifei still bought a large bouquet of roses, not because of its quality, but because of its flower language, each flower has its own language, and the flower language of roses is the longing for love.
Love and thoughts of love. The blooming rose gives people a longing for love, but love is not just a beautiful dream, although the flower will wither, the favorite in the heart will never wither, this meaning is exactly what Zhang wants, unspeakable words, the thoughts in the heart, just use a bouquet of roses to express it, anyway, just a bouquet of flowers, should not be with the body of love to recoil.
Obviously, the class hours in the teaching building are different, there are often students who come out in twos and threes, they either skip class or get out of class, Zhang Shifei has been to college, know the doorway here, Zhang Shifei is now smoking and the roses around him form a very sharp contrast, some girls will look at him intentionally or unintentionally after coming out, Zhang Shifei's face is very attractive, those girls have more or less a little disappointment in their eyes, maybe they are thinking, Why didn't this handsome flower giver wait for himself?
Time passed little by little, Zhang Shifei had five or six cigarette butts at his feet, smoking one after another, and in the end, Zhang Shifei couldn't figure out what the smoke tasted like, and the old man who cleaned the campus only slanted him with his eyes, and Zhang Shifei turned a deaf ear to this, and his heart was still a mess of paste.
Seeing that Liang Yun'er's time to get out of class was approaching, Zhang Shifei stopped lighting a cigarette, picked up the cigarette butts and threw them into the bag of the old man sweeping the floor, and then sat on the ground holding flowers, and was stunned, but after a while, I only heard a burst of laughter behind me, it seemed that it was another group of girls out of class, Zhang Shifei didn't look back, the laughter was getting closer and closer, and suddenly, a very familiar voice sounded, the voice was as crisp as a yellow warbler, and it sounded childish: "Huh............ Brother Zhang? Why are you here? ”
Zhang Shifei was stunned for a moment, he looked at the side, there was no other man, is this calling me? No, can you still meet acquaintances here? Zhang Shifei subconsciously looked back, only to see three or four little girls standing on the steps not far behind him, all of them were very beautiful, one of them was even more moving, with big eyes, curved eyebrows, small nose, black hair, a smile, and two little tiger teeth, Zhang Shifei suddenly said in surprise: "Fu Xuehan? Why are you here? ”
That's right, the girl who spoke just now is Fu Xuehan, who has a baby voice, I haven't seen her for a while, this girl seems to be a lot more beautiful, maybe it's the relationship between the sun, how Zhang Shifei looks at it, how dazzling, I don't know if it's the sun or what, anyway, this little girl's little face was red at this time, and when she saw Zhang Shifei and asked her, she smiled and said to Zhang Shifei: "I'm going to school here, Brother Zhang, what are you doing here?" Zhang Shifei looked at it, and saw that this Fu Xuehan was wearing a bright dress today, revealing slender arms and well-proportioned legs, two calves without a trace of excess fat, lace skirt, and bear underwear.
Cub's panties? Zhang Shifei suddenly chuckled in his heart, thinking about the bad dish, you must know that his current position is the bottom of the steps, and I don't know which grandson designed this step, it is quite steep, sitting at his angle and looking up, he unexpectedly took a clear view of the scenery in Fu Xuehan's skirt.
At the moment when his expression was embarrassed, the girls next to Fu Xuehan let out a kind of laughter, obviously, they also noticed Zhang Shifei's expression, and at the same time knew where Zhang Shifei's eyes were watching, these little girls seemed to be very fond of coaxing, and kept pulling that Fu Xuehan to ask who this is, whether it is your boyfriend and other non-nutritious topics, it seems that women love to discuss this.
Fu Xuehan's face turned red all of a sudden, she hurriedly covered her skirt and walked down, explaining to her companion as she walked: "No, no, what do you think, Brother Zhang and I have only met twice." ”
However, this explanation seemed to be completely unconvincing in the hearts of those women, Zhang Shifei hurriedly stood up, at this time, Fu Xuehan was surrounded by those girls, and had already come to Zhang Shifei's side, only to see that those girls still smiled at Xue Han: "Pull it down, I'll know that you're born after seeing it twice?" You, you, you have such a handsome boyfriend and don't tell us, for fear that we will rob it. ”
Sheng??? Facing this group of girls with mouths like machine guns, Zhang Shifei had no room to speak at this time, but he was still surprised in his heart, he thought, what is the life? No way! No way! It can't be such a coincidence! Today turned out to be Fu Xuehan's birth??
This was embarrassing, Zhang Shifei suddenly didn't know what to say, but when Fu Xuehan heard the sisters say this, she didn't explain anything, just looked at Zhang Shifei with a red face, and smiled very shyly.
Her face was red like flowers in Zhang Shifei's hand, and at this time, the flowers in Zhang Shifei's hand seemed to be pink and a little embarrassed, Zhang Shifei swallowed and spit, thinking about what he should do.
Coincidence is like you waiting for your girlfriend with flowers, only to find that a girl who seems to be interested in you happens to pass by, and she is still alive today.
Just between those little girls laughing, Zhang Shifei was silent for about two or three seconds, he knew in his heart, now he can't say it clearly, if he explains, it is estimated that Fu Xuehan will be very hurt, to say, a while ago, due to the relationship between Zhang and Fei, this Fu Xuehan was pulled into the hallucination by the damn egg demon Xiaoqi, and finally let this Fu Xuehan stay in the hospital, this matter is actually Zhang Shifei really can't help it, you know, Fu Xuehan is an outsider at all.
Now she is alive and said, she has caught up again, and there happens to be a bouquet of flowers in her hand, if she tells her, in fact, this flower is not for you, how embarrassing it should be, although Zhang Shifei is a birdman, but he also understands the truth of being a man, just a bouquet of flowers, forget it, he thought to himself, it will be wrong, be a favor, and make this kind-hearted little girl happy.
Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei took a deep breath, then squeezed out a smile, handed the flowers to Fu Xuehan, and then said to her: "Sister, I am happy, I came in a hurry, and I didn't prepare anything, you have to forgive me." ”
Zhang Shifei's move made those girls who seemed to be ducks even more coaxing, in their coaxing, Fu Xuehan's face was flushed and seemed to be dripping, but she was still very happy, at least, no matter how red her face was, but her eyes inadvertently revealed a hint of happiness.
Zhang Shifei smiled on his face, but he couldn't stop smiling bitterly in his heart, he thought to himself, damn it, how long are they going to make trouble here? Liang Yun'er came out after a while, if she saw this scene, I guess I wouldn't be able to tell if I jumped into the Yellow River.
Suddenly, Zhang Shifei felt that the situation was very serious now, but there was no way, he couldn't say anything, he could only smile bitterly in his heart, only to see that Fu Xuehan took the flowers, and then whispered to Zhang Shifei with a blushing face: "Thank you, Brother Zhang...... I can't believe that you only read my volunteer card once and remember my life............"
I also didn't expect that I finally came to Liang Yun'er's school once, and met a big acquaintance, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, he is now full of hope that Fu Xuehan and them will leave soon, but the more he thinks about it, the more things go according to his expectations, I saw those little girls smile and say to Zhang Shifei: "Handsome guy, since you are here, invite us to dinner." ”
I'll eat you uncle! Zhang Shifei thought aggrievedly in his heart, at this time, he didn't know how long it would take for Liang Yun'er to get out of class.
(To be continued)