Chapter 169: The Meaning of Being a Good Man

In the summer by the Songhua River, it is very cool, and when you look at it, you can also see the neon on the sun island opposite, and the light of the stars is dotted with a touch of natural splendor.

But everyone's hearts were half cold, that Xiao Jiu's words, word by word pierced Zhang Shifei's heart, he finally understood, what the game in the mouth of this egg demon meant, in fact, it didn't intend for everyone to have a head-on duel with it, the meaning of this game, in fact, is only determined by itself, that is, it is to play the game, and all that everyone can play is just the role in the game.

The hallucination just now almost made Zhang Shifei worthy of Huangquan, but this is not the most terrifying, death is not terrifying, the most terrifying thing is the kind of torment from the bottom of the heart, and the negative emotions are extremely real in that environment, so that Zhang Shifei's heart collapsed instantly, and that kind of taste is not something that ordinary people can understand.

Zhang Shifei looked at Xiao Jiu who was standing on the surface of the river, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that this was the most disgusting egg demon he had ever met, and it was even more hateful than the fifteen who made Zhang Shifei hate the roots of his teeth.

At least the fifteen killings are crisp and neat, not as cruel as this Xiao Jiu, it is simply unbearable cruelty, Zhang Shifei has not recovered until now, his legs are still trembling, he has no strength in his body, and his head is still in pain, he saw that Xiao Jiu was so arrogant, he couldn't help but say fiercely: "You really make me disgusting, kill me if you want to kill, why are you disgusting me so much!?" ”

That Xiao Jiu laughed, then put the twenty yuan in his pocket again, and then said to Zhang Shifei with a smile: "Don't be kidding, haha, if you don't do this, where is the fun?" I remember saying before, please don't judge my actions by your human concepts, this is my game, since you have chosen to play, you must follow my rules, understand? ”

Zhang really understood, this grandson was originally an extremely perverted and psychologically distorted thing, and he scolded angrily: "You ............"

Mr. Cui waved his hand at Zhang Shifei, signaling him not to speak, Zhang Shifei saw that Mr. Cui had moved, so he also stopped, he understood that with this kind of monster with an abnormal brain, it was in vain to say anything, I saw that Mr. Cui asked in a cold voice to that Xiao Jiu: "This time, what game are you playing?" ”

That Xiao Jiu smiled and said, "This time, of course, it's a survival game, betting on whether he can survive the illusion again." ”

Mr. Cui said expressionlessly: "That means, we won this game, right?" ”

After he finished speaking, the little nine showed its perverted smile again, only to see it laugh and say, "How do you know that he can survive?" ”

At the same time as he said this, he saw that Xiao Jiu's eyes suddenly appeared with a murderous look, and in an instant, a demonic aura attacked everyone along the river waves, but when the demonic aura was not about three or four meters away from everyone, it actually stopped, because a huge black snake-like qi appeared on the riverside.

This is the power of Mr. Cui's black snake fairy bones, I saw him light the cigarette in his mouth, and his entire arm was entangled with black gas, and the black gas spread to the riverside, forcibly intercepting the demonic energy emitted from Xiao Jiu's body.

I saw that Mr. Cui sneered, and then said, "Why don't I know? ”

Xiao Jiu was silent for a while, it seemed that it also understood that if it was really about strength, it was not the opponent of this person with the demonic spirit of the black snake, and it would be too unfavorable for it to use force here, so it changed its smile again, and then said: "Forget it, then let you win, anyway, there is still one game, I also want to play a little more." ”

To be honest, looking at Xiao Jiu's appearance of a thief, Li Lanying really couldn't help it, only to see him pointing at Xiao Jiu on the river and scolding: "You can pull it down!" Just let us win, do you have the ability to let us win? Tell me about you, a bear child, who looks like a hybrid rice, with small legs and a big head, and a smell of bud rice when he speaks? You cow b, come here, I'll accompany you to practice? ”

"Say it again." Although Xiao Jiu didn't understand all the trash words in Li Lanying's mouth, he also understood that this was not a good thing, so he sneered, and then said lightly.

Li Lanying doesn't care about that, you must know that if they came a little later just now, Zhang Shifei is estimated to be cold now, as the saying goes, whoever offends my brother will be killed, in the face of this Xiao Jiu, Li Lanying's heart really can't tolerate anything except anger, seeing that this Xiao Jiu seems to be a little angry, Li Lanying suddenly scolded: "You ...... him"

As soon as the words in his mouth popped out, he was already covered by Yi Xinxing on the side, and just as he was about to struggle, Mr. Cui walked up to him, turned his back to him, and then said without looking back: "Calm down, it's not a shameful thing, you have to learn to be patient." ”

Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying looked at Mr. Cui, only to see that he clenched his right fist, trembling slightly, and drops of blood actually flowed out of the cracks between his clenched fingers, only to hear Mr. Cui say softly: "I'm also patient." ”

Obviously, this Mr. Cui wanted to kill that Xiao Jiu more than the two of them at this time, but after all, Dong Shanshan was still in its hands, and now he could only endure it, this was the only way out.

When Xiao Jiu saw this scene, he smiled, the murderous aura in his eyes disappeared, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Okay, I don't have anything to do, now one win and one loss are drawn, wait for the next game, let's see you again, believe me, the show has just begun." ”

Mr. Cui sneered, and when he saw that this Xiao Jiu was about to run away, he said to him calmly: "I have a few words to say to you." ”

That Xiao Jiu turned his head, and then asked with some curiosity, "What's the matter?" Do you want to stop playing now? Yes, if you don't care about the woman's last name, the game can be terminated at any time. ”

Mr. Cui shook his head, and then said, "I didn't mean to say this. ”

"And what do you want to say?" Xiao Jiu asked.

I saw that Mr. Cui took a puff of cigarette, and then with a shake of his right hand, he withdrew the black gas of the immortal bone, and then he said to Xiao Jiu: "What I want to say is that there can only be one Heavenly Dao in this world, and only one spectator is allowed. ”

"I'm sorry for your good words." That Xiao Jiu obviously didn't take Mr. Cui's words seriously, only to see that it also smiled coldly, and then turned around and slowly sank into the river, and after a while, the river surface returned to calm.

"Drown you bastard." Li Lanying scolded the idle street indignantly.

Yi Xinxing, who had not spoken, patted him on the shoulder, and then said to him: "Bastard can't drown, okay, come and help." ”

"How can you help?" Li Lanying didn't understand what Yi Xinxing meant, so Yi Xinxing pointed to Fu Xuehan, who was still lying not far away.

Zhang Shifei's mood eased a little at this time, he saw that Xiao Jiu had disappeared, and Mr. Cui was looking at the river, as if he was still thinking about something, so he stepped forward and whispered to him: "Divide up, thank you." ”

Mr. Cui turned his head to look at him, shrugged his shoulders and said to him, "Come on, you don't come with me like this." ”

"No, thank you really." Zhang Shifei said very sincerely at this time: "If it weren't for you, I would definitely die this time......

Speaking of this, he was suddenly a little helpless, and then said: "Just now, I really wanted to commit suicide......

"Alright, you don't have to say it." Mr. Na Cui changed back to his usual expression, then put his left index finger into his nostril, and said while digging: "Actually, you are doing the right thing, you have good thoughts, but you are afraid of the boundless, this is something that everyone who does good deeds has experienced." ”

Zhang Shifei's heart was sour, he remembered the ugly faces of the onlookers, although those were all hallucinations, but they were so real, for a while, there was a little pantothenic acid in his eyes, and he understood that some things did exist.

When Mr. Cui saw him like this, he also patted Zhang Xinxing's shoulder like Yi Xinxing, and then said to him seriously: "Young man, don't be discouraged, do you know that this is the society?" ”

Zhang Shifei shook his head, he sighed: "I just don't understand, why can people's surnames be so ugly, are these people the ones we have been protecting?" ”

After hearing him say this, Mr. Cui actually smiled, and then he looked at Yi Xinxing not far away, Yi Xinxing also smiled, Zhang Shifei asked again: "Why are you laughing, don't you know this answer?" ”

Mr. Cui looked at the man in front of him who was struggling back from the brink of collapse just now, and said to him aloud: "There are some questions that have no answers. ”

"Then why do we bother with this kind of nosy? What does the life or death of these people have to do with us? Zhang Shifei finally said what was in his heart.

Mr. Cui put away his smile, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Have you ever wondered why this society has become the way it is now?" ”

Zhang Shifei was speechless, and for a while it seemed that even the air became quiet, only to see Mr. Cui say: "It's because, everyone has this kind of idea about you, yes, it has nothing to do with me, just like what you saw in your hallucination, someone is in distress, but no one cares, just imagine, if you didn't care at that time, then what is the difference between you and those people you laugh at and hate?" ”

Zhang Shifei was stunned again, only to see Mr. Cui continue: "Life is like this in the world, you can't change others, you can only change yourself, you can't make this world sober, but don't learn from their numbness, understand?" ”

"But ......" Zhang Shifei said very confusedly, "But is it really meaningful for us to do these things and do good deeds?" ”

Zhang Shifei was indeed shaken, the hallucination just now made him lose his direction, and once again he had doubts about doing good deeds, Mr. Cui smiled, and then said to him: "Of course there is, didn't I say it just now?" The reason why this world is not too beautiful is that there are many ugly things, you can't change those ugly people, but you can choose not to be ugly people, even if you don't achieve anything, but what you do is meaningful. ”

When Mr. Cui said this, he paused, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Your meaning, the value of your existence, is to make this ugly world a little more beautiful, and it is because of your persistence that this world is a little bit more beautiful." ”

If everyone can persevere, then the world will really become more beautiful, even if we can't change anything, but we must keep our hearts, don't make this society worse, and be full of persistent cry with our hearts, even if it is just to wake up a few people.

This should be what Mr. Cui meant, after Zhang Shifei listened to these words, his mood suddenly calmed down a lot, yes, this is right, although he still has some knots that have not been untied, but it seems to be insignificant, these are related to experience, have nothing to do with thoughts, things that can't be figured out now, sooner or later, there will be an explanation.

When Mr. Cui said this, he saw that Zhang Shifei's legs were still trembling, so he put his arm on Zhang Shifei's shoulder, and then helped him to walk with Lao Yi and the fat man, Zhang Shifei came back to his senses at this time, and said to him: "Thank you, divide up, I understand, it's really like you said, the fat man and I are still too immature, and we can't help and add to the chaos." ”

Mr. Cui smiled for a moment, and then said to him: "Grow this thing, there is a twin brother, the name is setback, only the accompaniment of setbacks can grow, this is not ashamed, you must know, the path of cultivation is also the cultivation of the mind, when you blindly pursue power, don't forget this sentence, sometimes, often the heart is more important than strength, because there is absolute power in the void, but there is no strong heart, it is destined to not survive." ”

This sentence is right, think about those things that have been handed down from ancient times, none of them are just simple powers, including Buddhism and Taoism, although they all have some secret methods and Taoism, but more, it is still a kind of spirit, just like the Zen martial arts that Buddhism talks about, and what Taoism says is natural.

Thought is the most powerful weapon in the world, without the power of thought, it will always be just some empty shelves, and the path of cultivation is also to cultivate the mind, this is really good, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, it seems that his usual cranky thinking is also useful.

The two walked to the side of Lao Yi and the fat man, only to see that the fat man had already carried Fu Xuehan on his back, Zhang Shifei frowned, he looked at Fu Xuehan's pale little face, and couldn't help feeling a little guilty in his heart, it was because of himself that he had also affected this Fu Xuehan, alas.

So, he asked Mr. Cui, "She...... What shall we do? ”

Mr. Cui said: "It's okay, seeing her like this is fainting, I shouldn't remember what happened, let's send her to the hospital, hang two bottles of saline or something, she should have the phone number of her friends and classmates in her mobile phone, and she will call later and say that she has heat stroke." ”

Yi Xinxing said with a smile: "You are really an old routine, it hasn't changed for many years." ”

He is usually used to arguing with this Mr. Cui, and when Mr. Cui heard Lao Yi sarcastically mocking him, he said without thinking: "You know a fart, this is called Master Kong, this is the taste, it is delicious, you don't need to change it, let's go." ”

So, everyone didn't say anything, walked for a while, and arrived at the street along the river, now at this time, the car is very good, but Mr. Cui is not in the car, no way, can only continue to walk, fortunately, everyone is from Harbin, the route here is also very familiar, know that the nearest hospital even if it is not long.

Half an hour later, Fu Xuehan woke up from a hospital bed, and her first words were, where is this, my head hurts.

Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, and according to the pre-designed script, he made up a seemingly inexplicable but reasonable heatstroke incident of a Harbin girl by the river who listened carefully to Fu Xuehan.

Fu Xuehan, this girl seems to be very easy to deceive, after Zhang Shifei finished speaking, she apologized and thanked repeatedly, saying that she had caused trouble to Zhang Shifei, which made Zhang Shifei feel weak for a while.

Eldest sister, it's me who should say I'm sorry, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly.

After a while, Fu Xuehan's roommate from University came, two or three little girls, all of them were suspenders, small shirts, tight hot pants, and Li Lanying, the fat man, almost had sex again.

Fortunately, he also understands that now the overall situation, children's private affairs are not allowed to exist, so he first said goodbye to the beauties he didn't know in his heart, and there was nothing to say, Zhang Shifei said a few polite words to those sisters, and then walked out of the ward with Mr. Cui, and as soon as his feet stepped out of the door, Fu Xuehan, who was lying on the bed, said to him a little shyly: "Thank you, Brother Zhang." ”

Zhang Shifei squeezed out a somewhat embarrassed smile, and then turned around and said, "It's nothing, you can rest well." ”

In the laughter of the few little girls who came to visit the patient in the room, Fu Xuehan's face turned red again, and she nodded, and seemed to squeeze out a lot of courage and said, "That...... I'll call you again in two days, will you still volunteer? ”

Zhang Shifei's heart chuckled, thinking that he didn't mention volunteers, he hadn't done it today, and he had suffered enough, but even so, Zhang Shifei had an answer in his heart, just like Mr. Cui said, keeping his heart is the most important thing, so he smiled bitterly, and then said to the little girl: "Cheng, you take care of your body first, and then call me, let's go together." ”

They walked out of the ward, behind them were the chirping laughter of those little girls, which made Zhang Shifei a little unnatural, he sighed in his heart, it seems that he and these people are really like living in two worlds, sometimes he is also very envious of these children, and finally lives in happiness, and can't see the cruelty behind happiness.

Ignorance is the greatest happiness, he smiled bitterly again, the more truth you know, the heavier the burden on your body, it depends on how you choose, this world is fair, and now it seems that this is indeed the case.

The four of them walked out of the hospital, and it was almost midnight now, Li Lanying gave her brother a few cigarettes at the gate of the hospital, and then stretched her waist and asked, "Divide up, we don't have to have a holiday this time, right?" ”

Mr. Cui glanced at him, and then scolded with a smile: "When did you love your job so much, since you love to work so much, then you will die for me at eight o'clock tomorrow, and the land of Fuze Hall has not been delayed for several days." ”

Li Lanying complained repeatedly, thinking about why he was so unlucky, but his face showed a smile, obviously, unconsciously, this fat man also fell in love with the son who worked in Fuze Hall, at least every day was very fulfilling, so he grinned and said with a smile: "Then what should we do now?" ”

Mr. Cui looked at Zhang Shifei, and then said, "Xiao Zhang, do you still have any money in your pocket?" ”

Zhang Shifei nodded, he didn't understand why Mr. Cui asked him this, so he took out another wad of RMB from his pocket and said to Mr. Cui: "Yes, what are you going to do?" ”

Mr. Cui took out a piece of RMB from Zhang Shifei's hand, put it on his nose and sniffed it, and then said with a sneer: "We can't always be passive, it's time for us to take the initiative to fight back." ”

(To be continued)