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Chapter 250 I don't know what to do, and I go deep (middle)

Until you leave, you still take care of that little marshmallow......

So, this day with you is gone, no matter how gorgeous the future is, but this day of the year will never come back. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Whoever heard it say: What is lost, never to be returned.

It seems a little sad to say, but fortunately, there is another sentence: as long as it has happened, it is eternal, it will not disappear, but it will not come back, so it can be vividly remembered in my heart.

What is quietly melting in the heart, what is like a spring breeze sprinkled over the body and mind......

The memories are full of your laughter, and I am also smiling slightly, and the sunshine has turned into a circle of ripples in my heart.

(5) Affection is always blown away by the rain and wind

"Do you want to investigate Xiao Nanshan and the Hundred Battles Society?" Jiang Chouyu looked at me in disbelief, "Why?" ”

I was a little surprised by his reaction, just collecting money to do things, and not asking the reason, it has always been a plot gang. Now Jiang Chouyu did not negotiate the price with me, but asked the reason......

Jiang Chouyu also seemed to be aware of his abnormality, and approached me and whispered: "His Royal Highness the Third Prince, Chen Ran, is also inquiring about the news of the Hundred Battles Meeting, and you are rashly interfering at this time, I am afraid that it will attract the attention of the Third Prince!" ”

The Three Princes? Chen Ran!

Suddenly, my body and mind froze, and I understood everything.

You're still in love with that person, and even though you're forced to stay away from him because of the disparity in your status, you're still bent on doing something for him.

You investigated the Hundred Battles Society and Xiao Nanshan, just for Chen Ran!

It turns out that I have never entered your heart, and to you, I am just a stranger, an outsider.

I told Jiang Chouyu, keep checking! Jiang Chouyu thinks I'm crazy!

Jiang Chouyu's reaction this time was also much faster than usual, and he sent an astonishing news.

Xiao Nanshan is actually Lu Xiao.

"Who is Lu Xiao?" I asked, a little unthinkable.

Lu Xiao is the former commander of the pioneer battalion of the Tiger Wing Army, good at spears, skilled in bows and horses, and strong in martial arts. With the Xiangping Hou West Expedition, according to the Ministry of War, the whole army was killed, but in the desert yellow sand, quite a lot of people were covered by the yellow sand, and there was no trace. Lu Xiao is also one of them.

Therefore, although Lu Xiao's body has not been found, no one thinks much about it.

It wasn't until Xiao Nanshan shot a gun against the master of the Western Regions that it attracted the attention of many well-intentioned people. Some people said that this person's behavior was quite similar to Lu Xiao, the former commander of the Tiger Wing Army.

Jiang Chouyu also started from this point, investigated in many ways, and came to his own conclusion, as for how credible this conclusion is, it is worth discussing separately.

This news makes me feel a little sad, if the news is true, then my father may have worked under Xiao Nanshan.

Anyway, I'm going to Chang'an and pass the news to you, so I can make a decision.

Although it is winter, the streets of Chang'an are still bustling and crowded. This is only the second time I have come to Chang'an, but I feel that I have lived here for a long time.

Legend has it that Humayi is in the north wind, and the bird's nest is in the south, and I fell in love with a city just because, there, there are traces of your life!

Walking on the cold streets in winter, my whole chest is full of thoughts of you. I look forward to seeing you again and spending the rest of my life with you.

When I saw you, you were dressed beautifully, with a brocade ribbon and tassels, and you snuggled up in someone else's arms with a smile on your face.

You said that you like gorgeous clothes and brocade ribbons with tassels. You are dressed in gorgeous clothes, with picturesque eyebrows, looking forward to smoking, and you have a beauty that I have never seen before.

However, that beauty does not belong to me! Women are pleasing to themselves, and your gorgeous clothes and makeup are just for the sake of Chen Yet.

At that moment, loneliness surged like a tide, drowning me in the cold air.

I finally saw the legendary Chen Ran, although there was occasionally a looming killing aura between the lines, but it was as beautiful as jade, and it was perfect with the amazing you, so that the rough me suddenly felt like death.

Seeing me, your god was a little unnatural, but he still introduced Chen Ran for me: "This is His Royal Highness the Third Prince, salute quickly!" ”

I just look at you and don't move.

"Kneel down for His Royal Highness!" You're a little anxious, and you're desperately trying to make a face at me. There was a nervousness in your tone, and there was a bit of panic in your voice.

I laughed miserably, are you so worried that I have offended your Royal Highness? I didn't insist anymore, but I didn't kneel either. Just clench your fists according to the etiquette of the rivers and lakes.

Chen Ran glanced at me with a sneer, and finally faded away.

I didn't understand what he was looking at, and I didn't want to. I told you the news that Xiao Nanshan was Lu Xiao, and then turned around and walked away.

I walked without a trace of nostalgia, without a trace of concern!

There is no need to stay anymore, there is nothing more to say!

The moment I turned around, I saw your mouth open, but I never heard your voice coming from behind me.

It's such a sad memory, why are you full of laughter, and why am I sad?

Because your thoughts have nothing to do with me. And what do I want?

Walking alone in a strange city, in an unfamiliar street, in the cold winter street, surrounded by a surging flow of people, but no one knew me. It gives me peace of mind.

Walking in the strange, in the cold wind, wrapped in tight clothes, remembering your face.

So, I smiled lonely.

What is quietly broken in the heart, what barren grows in the bottom of the heart?

After all, I was apathetic and entertained myself in a world of myself.

(6) It's time to bloom the flowers

One night many years ago, when I was a child, I saw a scene that I remember in the warm and bright sunshine, in front of the courtyard gate in spring, a girl held an hourglass of time flowing slowly, and her mother sat next to her......

How many years have passed, and the sand in the hourglass should have been emptied, and that girl may have become another girl's mother.

And I'm not the same person I used to be.

People on the rivers and lakes call me a ghost pusher-Su Yu! It's a notorious codename!

Time always goes too fast to be saved. Every time I look back, I always see the desolate desert, and those lost memories can never be recovered.

On the night I left Chang'an, I dreamed of the sun, the stars, the hourglass in the palm of my hand, and when I woke up, I cried on my back and couldn't sleep at night.

I thought that was the end of it between me and you, and that was everything.

However, it doesn't end there.

I met an assassination! The other party's name is Lin Bully, and he uses a strange shadow transformation skill. Later, I learned that this person was the right protector of the Heavenly Fire God Sect, and he also had some dealings with His Royal Highness the Third Prince.

Lin Bully's first blow was not fatal, he attacked my left arm!

I'm practicing left-handed swordsmanship!

Lin thought that if he injured my left arm, he could nullify my attack and kill me easily.

It's just that he was wrong, he died, died under my secret weapon, which was quenched with a bloody poison that I couldn't save myself!

I destroyed Lin Bully's corpse, and then quietly came to the Schemer Gang. While recuperating from his injuries, he was thinking about his assassination.

I guess I'm ignoring something!

Jiang Chouyu said that Lin Ranming and the third prince Chen Ran had a secret relationship, and when I contacted Chen Ran's glance at me, I understood something.

I said to myself, I'm not going to just leave this matter at that!

But there is another thing that makes my heart palpitate and I dare not think about it?

After I entered the rivers and lakes, I never showed my true kung fu in front of people, and the only people who knew that I was good at using the left-handed knife technique were the people in the Moon Valley and the people who had died!

How did Lin Bullying know this secret?

Is it really you who told me the secret of my left-handed knife technique?

The sun is shining at the moment, but how can my heart be so cold?

I had fantasized about going back in time and doing it all over again, and I thought that way, maybe you would stay with me.

Now, I know that none of us can go back......

So, I practiced harder, day and night, and never left the knife that really danced for me!

The night of the sky is as cool as water, and the passing year is another spring.

It's another year when the spring flowers are blooming, and unexpectedly, you came to my side.

You look at the scar on my left arm, and your eyes are full of distress, and your expression does not seem to be fake. I guess you really didn't know about my assassination.

Perhaps, the secret of the left-handed knife was told by you, but you didn't expect Chen Ran to assassinate me.

However, your unintentional actions have put me in a game of life and death, and I can't just forget about it. The vicissitudes of time have changed me beyond recognition, and I am no longer the weak teenager I was at the beginning!

You came to the Schemer Gang to do something, not to come to see me. However, you stayed with me and said that you would accompany me through this last spring.

I didn't think about the taste of your words, and even though I knew that you didn't belong to me after all, I couldn't refuse your request to stay.

Love, it turned out to be drinking poisonous wine with a smile.

You look at me and smile, I just nod my head and don't care for your smile as gently as before. Time has taught me to harden my heart and face anyone.

I said to myself in my heart that I am no longer the ignorant teenager at your mercy.

You planted a shelf of Tumi in the small courtyard, and you said that it was a matter of blooming flowers, and the dust and smoke have passed, how much do you know!

I watched you do all this coldly, I went outside to practice the knife alone, I have learned not to let anyone know my secrets.

Most of the time, you will always be like a quiet bird in my little courtyard, and I guess you stayed there and waited for me to come back from practice.

It's like when you waited for me on the bluestone slab path in Shiyue Valley......

Because whenever I look at you, you are looking at me quietly, and that gaze flows from your beautiful and quiet eyes, without any expectation.

After the blossoms, I always see you in a daze under the trellis of the Tumi flowers, you quietly focus on the small leaves on the vines, I can't see what you are thinking, and I don't know your joy and joy.

When you see me, you come running in a gust of wind, as if you are going to be tired of being around me forever, and I love that feeling.

Once again, I can't live without you. I'm ready to talk to you for once, and I still want you to be my bride for the rest of my life, if you want.

But as soon as you opened your mouth, I was condemned to a place from which I will never return.

"I want to marry Chen Ran!" Your voice seems to come from the far reaches of the sky.

Yes, you said you would like me, for the rest of your life! But you have to marry Chen Ran!

I'm in utter despair, you've always pricked my heart with such wild words. But I still don't give up, I ask you to stay, I say I will spend my whole life to give you happiness!

You smile and shake your head, you said that the food and clothing you want is something I can never give.

I laughed miserably, so what else is there to say!

I pushed you away and strode away.

When I returned, you were still standing where you were, as you had stood when I left.

When you see me coming back, you want to move closer to me, but my indifference makes your steps freeze in mid-air. I see you dodging and peeking at my face, I see your face full of melancholy!

The gaze you look at me makes my heart ache like a knife, and I want to desperately take you into my arms and just freeze time.

I know you're waiting, waiting for me to take your hand and tell you about the light that was once real, but now gone!

My heart suddenly became irritable, I hate you!

I turned a cold face away from you and walked straight into the house. When I passed by those beautiful flower shelves, an inexplicable emotion controlled me, and I split the flower stands and the branches and leaves on them with a knife!

You froze suddenly, your eyes dimmed for a moment, and you just stared blankly at the stumps on the ground!

At this moment, you suddenly showed a vulnerability in front of me that you had never been able to do before. Your eyes are still black and white, but they are no longer what they used to be, they are just two dots scribbled by a brush on a paper ball, and the flat surface is dull and has no sense of depth.

I suddenly felt unspeakable remorse in my heart, I knew how you liked these plants called Tumihua. I thought, maybe I'm doing something wrong.

Your eyes slowly closed, like a bird closing its wings, and just when I thought you were going to cry, you suddenly opened your eyes and smiled: "Su Xiaozuo, you remember, it was you who pushed me into hell with your own hands!" ”

Your voice is calm without a ripple, your smile is like ice and snow that has not melted for a thousand years, I suddenly hate that you are always so quiet, I hate that you never know how shallow you smile.

I watched you turn and run away indifferently, not noticing your stumbling steps, nor seeing tears rain down after you turned around......

I looked at the broken leaves all over the floor, and like crazy, I found tools to rebuild the trellis.

Those flowers are still growing tenaciously, just like the strong love for you in my heart, which has never retreated.

The spring in my memory flies by, and when the spring ends, the flowers are full of flowers, and you are not there.

A tutu is full of courtyard incense, and when it comes to the tulip flowers, only loneliness remains, quietly accompany me, and watch the ups and downs of this season's emotions.

Who knows, Tu is just a smiling and ordinary flower, with a touch of sadness, with the loneliness of being prosperous.

The night is sparse, and it only adds to the desolation.

The flowers bloom in the dream, your smile is still the same, the fragments of memory are scattered, and after many years, you will miss it after all.

Then, smiling is not the beginning, and turning around is not the end.

It's just that the days are like splashed ink paintings, and they are getting blurred, and I don't remember anything other than the sadness of sweet mi.

Those lost memories can never be recovered.

Only the golden ringtone, still, still......

(7) There are tears in the pearl of the sea and the moon

I began to wander among the rivers and lakes, and Su Yu's fame became more and more famous.

It's just that I've always been alone. A world of one, very quiet! When it is cold, pour strong liquor; When you are hungry, fill your mouth with dry noodles; Crying, tears, laughing, heartless.

My world is inseparable from wine - spirits!

I think, I've always been alone, you have never been here, and I have never stayed in your world. But why, do I still miss those days with you so much?

Will there come a day when you suddenly appear at the place where we first met? If, one day, I will smile at you, not say it used to be.

I finally can't just forget about you......

I started to swim in the places where you and I had been, and I walked every day on the same roads that you and I had walked. The scenery is still there, but there are many, many, many people and things that cannot be seen.

Plain clothes, wind and rain, it will see you again, when there is a big drunk, it is for the wish!

If, you can't forget each other in the rivers and lakes; So, let's go and cherish it.

Cherish those memories of the past, and when you can no longer have them, the only thing you can do is not to let yourself not forget!

One day, a man in black suddenly found me, and the man in black looked at me with an indescribably strange face.

The man in black said something inexplicable: "I thought it was the most useless chess piece, but I didn't expect it to become the most critical one!" ”

I didn't understand what he meant, I waited for his explanation, and the knife in my hand was waiting for his explanation. Everyone in the rivers and lakes knows that Su Yu's left-handed knife is the best in the world, and he never misses a killing!

The man in black said he would pay a high price for me to assassinate someone!

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince Chen Lie!" The voice of the man in black was like a symphony of gold and iron, and it was indescribably ugly.

The man in black let me make a price, he said that he is from Zhong Mingding's restaurant, and he can give me endless glory and wealth!

I refused, he shouldn't have been in front of me! The man in black glanced at me, sneered, and walked away.

Rumors suddenly arose on the rivers and lakes that the ghost pushed Su Yu to assassinate His Royal Highness the Prince.

I don't know where the rumors started, and the more they spread, the more they spread, pushing me to the forefront alone.

The people in the Prince's Mansion even started to target me!

I'm furious, I'm going to find out the culprit, I'm going to get revenge.

To my surprise, you suddenly appeared in front of me. You're still beautiful, but there's a touch of desolation on your face.

This beautiful face breaks my heart every time I see it.

You looked at me with a faint smile and asked me to assassinate the crown prince Chen Lie!

"For the sake of the third prince Chen Ran?" I sneered, refusing categorically without leaving a trace of leeway!

Suddenly your face turned pale, you said I was too self-righteous, you said I was destroying myself, you said I was harming others and harming myself.

"Su Xiaozuo, just because you are for me, is it okay?"

Seeing that I was unmoved, you begged softly again, there was sorrow in your eyes, there was pleading in your tone, you almost knelt down for me! You beg me to kill the crown prince Chen Lie! [email protected]/*