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Chapter 249 I don't know what to do, and I go deep (I)

The place where the story takes place is in the Valley of the Moon!

Shiyue Valley is not only not a famous sect of the gods and lakes, but it is not even a strict sect of the rivers and lakes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoThe frontier of the empire has been at war for hundreds of years, and it is often a matter of uncertain riverside in the dream of spring. I don't know when, there is a woman who gathered the widow of the soldier and left her orphan in the Moon Valley to start a sect, but the rivers and lakes are treacherous, and its danger is not much more than the battle, it is to the Moon Valley is gradually closed, and the friends do not know its name, and do not know where it is. In addition to teaching male and female disciples martial arts, Guzhong also taught Wenmo female workers, but after the disciples of Guzhong left the valley, whether they entered the court as an official, married someone else or walked the rivers and lakes, and mentioned their origins, they were not allowed to say anything about picking up the Moon Valley.

The story told by Su Yu is called Mirror Edge - Cutting the Sky!

There is a proverb: the game is square and quiet, and the chess is round and moving. From ancient times to the present, there is no one who plays the same game. Those who are good at fighting are not defeated, and those who are good at losing are not chaotic. The husband chess begins with the right coincidence, and ends with a strange victory.

"(1) If life is only as first seen, I am young, and I am disappointed.

I didn't know it a long time ago, but you loved me as much as I loved you!

The Buddha said: All the Dharmas are all due to the harmony of causes and conditions, and when they arise, they are all gone, and nothing else!

Jiang Chouyu said, you are going to be a bride!

I was dizzy, and the glass in my hand fell with a bang and shattered.

Jiang Chouyu jumped up with his feet, dodging the broken porcelain all over the ground. His eyes followed me nervously, as if he feared that I would die suddenly and that he would not be paid the full amount......

You in Jiang Chouyu's mouth refer to Tang Xiaozhi!

And I, the rivers and lakes call me Su Yu, and Tang Xiaozhi calls me Su Xiaozuo.

I love Tang Xiaozhi, Tang Xiaozhi loves Chen Ran, Chen Ran is the third prince, that's all.

If the person you love deeply is deeply in love with someone else, what can you do?

Only forget!

That night, I was so drunk that I hoped that there was something in the wine called Forget Worries that would make me forget you!

That night, I vaguely saw your face in a drunken dream, and I was very happy in my heart with a smile, but you gradually disappeared, and your figure disappeared into the landscape......

When I woke up, I looked out the window in a daze at the dark night, and suddenly burst into tears!

I still can't forget it!

I am the orphan of the fallen soldiers, and I am a stranger who walked out of the Valley of the Moon.

Twenty years ago, the Marquis of Xiangping went out to the Western Regions, and none of the generals survived, and Yan Jun was also one of them. When the news came, my mother's green silk suddenly snowed all night!

Life is a long road, and there are indescribable pains and bitterness everywhere. Fortunately, ten years after my father's death, the Lord of the Moon Valley appeared in front of me and entered the Moon Valley with my mother and son!

Along with the Lord of the Moon Valley, there is also a seven-year-old you! In a trance, I remember that you are dressed in white, inlaid with pale gold sè flowers; On your wrist, a string of pearls, sè Ze light green light blue sè!

The poor boy has never seen the world. That year, I was only a ten-year-old wild child, dressed in a fragmented winter coat, and I had to bow my head when I saw the living.

You are already a pearl and jade, and your brilliance is scorching.

The difference between people is innate!

Later, you took me by the hand, led me into the Valley of the Moon, and taught me all kinds of things, as if you were a senior sister......

The years in the Valley of the Moon are not as difficult as outside, and the valley lord has added new clothes for me and taught me all kinds of civil and martial arts.

I learned knives with my master Shen Jiangge, and I had to pass through a bluestone slab path every day.

And you, when the morning sun is cold, have been waiting for me on the bluestone pavement......

The spring shirt of the young man in the rivers and lakes is thin, that spring, you and I have walked all the way, walking together, I have asked myself again and again, how did I like you. At that time, when you look at me, your face will be full of smiles......

I sometimes look at the pearl on your wrist and say buy a bunch later. I don't really know that when I say that, I just want to match you.

You occasionally raise your head and laugh at me for being stupid, you say that only princes and nobles have such pearls.

You said, you like gorgeous clothes and beautiful clothes, brocade ribbons and tassels, and Zhong Mingding eats gold and jade hanging all over the hall. You say, one day, you will go in and out of the rich and noble.

Your words are not disguised in the slightest.

I was stunned, I am not a prince and nobleman, I am just an ordinary boy in the countryside!

It suddenly dawned on me that I didn't know anything about you other than your name. But slowly, what did you use to engrave you in my heart?

Later, I picked up round stones by the lake where we walked together, made a circle of thread, and wore them on the same wrist in the same way as you.

At that time, I didn't realize that I was actually unwilling to do that, and I wanted to match you. It's just that I'm young, how can I know that rubble and pearl are not naturally compatible!

When I stood in front of you again, my heart beat so hard that in your smile, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at you!

I don't know if you're laughing at my stone beads, but everyone else is. So, I laughed too. That night, however, I took off the beads and threw them all into the water.

We still walk together, we still talk and laugh, but I already know that I am not worthy of you.

I had to work harder to learn the knife!

I learned the Liuhou knife, and it was Shen Jiangge who taught me the knife technique. Every time she saw me practice knives, she sighed, because my talent was just ordinary, and ten times the effort was only twice as much as the harvest of others.

There was no deep pain, and there was no love and hatred of Ji Lie, and the days of the Moon Valley passed like water; Fallen leaves float on the surface of the water, gently spinning in circles with the water, in circles......

In those days, I hurriedly threw away one spring after another for you, my eyes bloomed with your laughter, and your face bloomed in my dreams......

You often say that you are going outside, and there are desert winds and sands, ice and snow for thousands of miles, rivers rushing, and waves surging......

And in the valley of the moon with all four seasons like spring, only the remnants of autumn are like jade, and they are as warm as winter.

The disciples of Shiyue Valley can only be allowed to walk the rivers and lakes if they have lived for fifteen years! You've been in the Moon Valley since you were two years old, and you're approaching your deadline!

One night, you smiled and gave a bronze mirror to your mother. In the twilight, your green silk dances. You said that you hope that everything is not empty, and you say that you hope that this chess piece will have a day of battle and killing......

At that time, I really didn't understand your good intentions...... And you really don't want anyone to understand!

When the mother received the bronze mirror, the wrinkles on her face smiled like a flower. After that, she polished a mahogany comb for you!

Ten years after I entered the valley, at the age of seventeen, you left the Valley of the Moon and entered the legendary rivers and lakes. And I still have five years to get out of the valley.

For five years, I only practiced knives!

I learned left-handed knife technique!

I like to practice my knife by the lake where you and I used to walk together, where the water of the lake taps on the shore, day and night, and it also reverberates in the depths of my soul.

In the ancient and simple time, there has always been an unfinished sentence, like the flowing water in the day and night, the moonlight on the mountains and seas, coming and going repeatedly, so that my weak heart is always looking forward to, always, I can't find a place to live!

So, I only had to practice knives!

My sword is as bright as the moon, and the sword light is like water, Shen Jiangge saw it from afar, so he sighed and went out of the valley to play.

Five years later, the plough flowers in front of the door bloomed, and the mother sat under the pear tree, and the spinning wheel was whining. I told her I was leaving, I was leaving the Valley of the Moon and going to the place where the sun was rising. In the twilight, the petals fluttered, and the mother leaned against the fence, waving her hand into a sculpture.

I didn't tell her, I was looking for you!

I didn't tell her that as soon as I got out of the Moon Valley, I was going to kill someone!

And a dog!

(2) At that time, it was common to only say

My name is Su Yu, and people who are familiar with me call me Xiao Zuo. This name came from my mother's mother, because my mother's mother used to use her left hand, so she called me Xiaozuo!

I came to Jianghu to find a person, a woman named Tang Xiaozhi.

"Tang Xiaozhi?" Jiang Chouyu patted Xiong's chest and said, "Mr. Shenji, who planned to help, is here, and he will definitely live up to Ye Shaoxia's trust......"

Jiang Chouyu swore when he spoke, and he didn't see any exaggeration, but he was always not very reassuring when he started to do things.

Fortunately, this time, he didn't lie to me.

"Tang Xiaozhi, twenty-two years old, handsome and picturesque, spitting like pearls, with a string of priceless pearls on his right wrist ......"

Yes, this is you, Jiang Chouyu really didn't lie to me.

I can't sit still anymore when I hear from you, I'm going to see you and see how you've changed over the years.

I galloped across the mountain pass and came to Chang'an, a prosperous city in the red dust, to see you.

In the apricot blossom smoke and rain, I saw you. Five years have passed, you have changed a lot, the only thing that has not changed is the light smile.

You took me on a walk and taught me to drink. The liquor is spicy, and it burns like a knife in the throat. You are so calm in one cup after another, but I am often choked on it.

I was a small glass every time and never drunk. Before coming out, Master Shen Jiangge told him that it was most taboo to get drunk when walking outside.

You can get drunk, I can't, I want to protect you and be your flower bell!

The story of the flower bell is what you told me to hear. You said that in order to prevent birds and birds from startling flowers, you put a golden bell on the flower branch, and when the bird comes, it is driven away by the sound of golden bells!

During those days, you and I traveled around, occasionally passing by a Qingshan Temple, and you pulled me in and asked for a lot.

You say: "Su Xiaozuo, if I can have a good sign, I will marry you for the rest of my life!" ”

That's a sign!

You look at the stick, smile lonely, take my hand and leave.

I've read the words before, but I didn't take them to heart, I thought the ghosts and gods were just nonsense, and I only cared about you!

At that time, we walked side by side, rejoicing all the way. The scattered words of the two people, one match and one match. About our youth, about the joys and sorrows of life. I'm talking to you about small things, staring at the little happiness at the tips of my fingers

You say you're a human being, and that makes me happy. I'm a human being, and I always am.

I thought that this was the happiness of each other, two people walking side by side in the cool breeze of the night, wrapped in tight clothes and smiling at each other......

Summer is gone, autumn is coming, the yellowing leaves have accumulated a layer under the feet, and stepping on it makes a creaking sound, I suddenly have an impulse, I look at you and say I like you!

I want to be your flower protection bell, and learn the 100,000 golden bells to protect the flowers!

Long silence......

You say you're sorry, you laugh and say you love me all your life, but you can't marry me!

Smiling and watching you go away, my heart is about to suffocate.

I still remember that year, passing by Qingshan Temple, presiding over the extension into it, wishing the divination from afar, the hexagram said: Blooming to the Tulip flower, the dust and smoke, how much do you know, the first encounter with Shaohua is very prosperous, and it is finally a mirror flower and water moon.

The vicissitudes of the world, unexpectedly, a word into a word. When the love is thick, the love becomes thinner, the heart turns into ashes, and I wish to end the next life

However, forgetting is not as simple as talking, nor is it something that can be said.

After a long time, you suddenly came to me to fight for wine, and I was defeated by you, and I could only watch you drink cup after glass.

In the end, I'm still sober, and you're drunk.

That night, you looked at me and suddenly burst into tears.

You say how good it would be if I were Chen Ran!

You said that in your most beautiful years, the person you love the most is not by your side......

You say, "You think that one day, you will completely forget the past, forget that person, but one day, you hear an old song, and your tears come down, because you have heard this song together."

Your account opens up a picture of desperate sadness and tears.

Three feet of wetland, stretching for a lifetime!

Those sorrows are not for me, and those tragic words are not for me.

At this moment, I finally know that the person who stays in your heart is a very delicate name

A name for a very peaceful ...... Chen Ran!

Chen Ran is His Royal Highness the Third Prince, such a peaceful name, but he has such a prominent background.

What am I?

I laughed silently, and suddenly realized that my powerlessness was that feeling of utter helplessness. The sadness, the helplessness, is like I can't throw the fallen leaves on the ground back to the branches.

At that moment, I suddenly understood that those days with you were really in the past, and there could never be any more ...... When I think of the past, it's not a long time, how can it be like a world away.

I really didn't know at the beginning, all this has finally become a thing of the past, the joy of the old life has long since disappeared, only the cold feelings are left in my heart, and the lost things will never return......

However, that heart, fluttering dàngdàng, but always, can't let you go!

I often hear the bell ringing of the flowers, and I often see the joy there, like the sound of the tide, ringing in my heart with the passage of the years.

The red dust is self-dyed, and he only hates the word fate!

The next day, you left and went to find the man named Chen Ran.

You said that you would go in and out of the homes of rich and wealthy families!

(3) The north wind swept the ground and folded the white grass

I found Jiang Chouyu, and I said that I wanted to know the past of Tang Xiaozhi and Chen Ran.

Jiang Chouyu said that it would cost a lot of silver, but he couldn't see that I was worth it. I said it didn't matter, I could do the coolies for the planners.

Jiang Chouyu's eyes widened, and he said I was crazy.

This time, Jiang Chouyu did not refuse, Jiang Chouyu knew that my sword skills were good, even if they were not first-class, they were enough to be used to protect the Fa for the Schemer Gang.

According to Jiang Chouyu's own words, there is no shortage of think tanks in the planning help, but there is a lack of masters, and my arrival just makes up for this gap. Naturally, there is no reason to refuse a good thing delivered to the door.

Soon, Jiang Chouyu sent the news. Chen Rangui is His Royal Highness the Third Prince, but he has always been a martial artist, and he has patrolled the north many times.

Five years ago, Tang Xiaozhi left Shiyue Valley and went to the north to see the scenery outside the desert sand.

It's a pity that Tang Xiaozhi met a master of the Western Regions and was traumatized and lost her memory, but it was Chen Ran who saved her and helped her recover her memory. After that, Tang Xiaozhi lived outside the Saiwai until Chen Ran was ordered to enter Beijing.

At this time, I realized why you have such a soft spot for that spicy liquor, because it is the wine that Chen Ran drank with you.

You don't drink wine, it's your love for him.

That night, I found Northland spirits and got drunk!

The wine is still spicy, but it's not intolerable!

The next day, I left Chang'an and headed for the Northland Frontier. Because, that's where you used to be.

From then on, I wandered in the frontiers, walked with shepherds, slept under the stars in the wilderness, and woke up covered in water.

I got to know a lot of men from outside the gates, and together I set up a campfire to barbecue meat, and poured wine into my mouth with a wine bag, and occasionally choked, so I heard a sound of good-natured laughter......

Seemingly, I have forgotten about you.

It's just that sometimes, I tend to suddenly look up at the sky, looking around blankly, there is no space between the heavens and the earth, a heart, and it is also empty.

It was originally a gentle feeling, but it slowly turned into sadness.

Those who are lost can never be recovered.

The four seasons flow, at this time, it is the summer solstice of another year, I left Saibei, dazed and walked, looking at each other without acquaintance, long song Huai Caiwei.

You say that the loneliest thing is not to be alone, but to be surrounded by people, but you don't have a word you want to say, so you will miss those past past, those people, those things,

It was a very long summer, and it was a long time before the autumn rain began to fall.

In that autumn I learned to smile lightly and let a shallow sadness fill the air, and I naively thought that even the sorrow of one place could not make me hesitate......

The spring and autumn of the twenty-ninth year passed, and the wind and frost of the years were deeply engraved in my life.

After that, I went all the way south, and I began to drink spirits regularly, and gradually I became accustomed to it, and even cherished it.

It turns out that no matter what, when you get used to it, you fall in love.

I've always hated winter, and I'm even used to cursing the cold of winter with hatred.

But in the days when I was with you, you always had a glass of wine and said that you liked to watch the beauty of snowflakes falling.

So, I fell in love with the beauty of winter.

Later, I always recall those years, with you, the two of us simply talking and drinking. There was no other mind to work on, it was a simple and happy little life

So later, I often poured myself a drink, and the wine was - lonely as snow!

It was a very cold winter, and I used to get up in the middle of the night to boil water and make a glass of spirits. Not for warm-up, just for the spicy taste.

Suddenly, one night, the snow was blowing, and under the reflection of the shimmering light, it shimmered with crystalline light

I walked quietly beside the cedars, listening to the rustling of the branches.

In the snow, a person stood quietly on the empty street, and the thoughts in his heart were surging, so he took out the wine bag from his arms and poured himself a sip!

Still spicy!

It turns out that as long as you get used to it, a person will also fall in love with the bitter taste.

There was snow today, but no one said to me again: "Smelling the rain and snow in the north, the little woman brings her own thin wine, and asks Zuo Jun, do you dare to drink a glass?" ”

100,000 golden bells often protect flowers!

Suddenly, there was an inexplicable heartache. That's all there is to it, in the distance, someone is singing; In the distance, my soul is lonely because of loss.

(4) Who will break the string in the end, regardless of the end of the song, people will gather and disperse

I met you after many years,

Everything is still the same inadvertent, the loneliness in the heart, like the tide beating on the shore, day and night; The thoughts of you are also beating on my heart, night and night.

It was a complete accident to see you again.

That year, I passed through Shanhaiguan, the Bohai Sea and the Yellow Sea, and went to the Qiantang River.

I remember you said that you have to see the magnificence of the waves and the sky in the river.

I stood in front of the tide of the Qiantang River, and the sea breeze in my face carried a strong fishy smell, which was not a taste I liked, but I didn't care.

Winter is here again as scheduled, but the location has changed to Gangnam.

The snow still hasn't fallen, the cold wind is still cold, but there is no shadow of white sè. Suddenly I miss the scene of snowflakes falling one by one, the distance that was once so far away, and suddenly look back at the quiet but gloomy days are simple and complicated

I actually began to miss the cold and snowy days of the Saibei Desert......

I think of many happy days, and I think of many people who have been happy with me, but I am melancholy that will never return. Remember or forget, only time will prove that we have been here.

And time has made me accustomed to loneliness.

When loneliness has become a habit, so used to it that I don't think about what to do, I will be in a daze, then smile slightly, and finally close my eyes tightly.

Those lost memories can never be recovered. However, as long as it happens, it is eternal, it does not disappear, it just does not return.

So, no need to be sad, close your eyes, breathe deeply, even if there is a gap in your heart, you smile slightly in your memory, and watch the clouds roll in the gathering and dispersion.

If the memories can be drunk, the past can be a hangover, and the golden bells ring, I finally can't forget it.

Just then, I heard my name called......

"Su Xiaozuo, is that you?"

Su Xiaozuo? Who else would call me that but you?

I slowly opened my eyes and turned around slowly, looking at you who suddenly appeared in front of me.

Your voice is silky, and your face is thin, like a little girl in your memory.

The slightest voice said, long time no see.

In fact, I can't remember your face that day, and what shook in front of me was just the smile on your face that I saw for the first time.

The corners of your mouth are slightly raised, with that drunken red hair, a little charming, and your heart is pounding.

You say: "Su Xiaozuo, Chen Ran doesn't want me anymore!" ”

"I want you!" The impulse blurted out again, I will never learn to be rational in front of you.

You nod and smile!

I rejoice, rejoice!

Everything is like yesterday, it's like a first acquaintance, but everything, can you really go back?

The yellow leaves of winter fly on the branches, telling the past time. In the depths of my memory, there is the bright sunshine, the laughter of the wind, and your whisper......

You smile slightly, and don't say anything to me. And I feel like I've been waiting a long time for this......

That day, walk down the street with you. I saw that there were marshmallows for sale, a very ordinary kind, three copper plates and one piece. So you stood still and looked at me for advice.

Snow-white marshmallow, this is the first gift I gave you, when you took this very ordinary marshmallow, you smiled, only pursed your lips, but your eyes were full of smiles.

And then you keep holding it in your hand and refusing to eat, you hold it in the palm of your hand, and you look like you are holding a whole world in the palm of your hand! Looking at the way you take care of it, it seems that it is not a marshmallow that you bought to eat, but a beautiful jade that you use to make offerings.

You snuggle up to me, and the marshmallow floats around in your hands like a pure white cotton.

I looked at you, and suddenly I felt inexplicably distressed. I said to myself, I want a lot of money, and whatever you like, I can give it to you.

Because you're the woman I love, you deserve the best in the world!

But before I had a lot of money, you left.

You take the marshmallow, bow your head and ask me, "Can you do something for me?" ”

I said yes without asking you what you were going to do.

Your affairs are not complicated, you know that I have a relationship with Jiang Chouyu, who is planning to help. So, you want me to help you investigate the origin of the Hundred Battles Society and Xiao Nanshan.

It's not complicated, but it's tricky.

Xiao Nanshan is the leader of the Hundred Battles. Some people in the army said that this person behaved quite similarly to Lu Xiao, the former commander of the Tiger Wing Army, but his face was different. It is reported that Lu Xiao was killed in battle with the left general Xiangping Hou Longfu on the expedition. The people of the rivers and lakes only know that a hundred battles will come and go like the wind, and the orders are strict, and the help is unmatched. Some people speculate that the hundred battles will be related to the destruction of several underworld factions overnight. But no one knows exactly where they came from and what they were going to do.

Twenty years ago, the left general Xiangping Hou Longfu led the Tiger Wing Army to meet the armies of the Western Regions, and died in the ambush, and all the generals and schools in the department were gone. Xie Yunhao, the leader of the martial arts alliance, led a group of martial arts heroes to help, and the soldiers were defeated and could not be saved, but they were ambushed by many martial arts masters in the Western Regions. Five years ago, the Western Regions mission entered the Beijing Division to negotiate, and the seven Western Regions masters brought it to defeat a number of Beijing masters one after another, threatening to challenge the Central Plains Martial Arts, when Xie Yunhao had passed away, and the dragons had no leader.

Unexpectedly, the next day, Xiao Nanshan, who claimed to be the master of the Hundred Battles Association, came to the door and picked seven people in a row with a gun, and the recruitment was where the flaws in the martial arts of the Western Regions were located. As a result, the Hundred Battles Society was known to the world, and no one seemed to know about it before. And a few people of insight faintly saw that there were quite a lot of battles and killings in his marksmanship, which was not like ordinary routines.

At that time, Xie Yunhao, the leader of the martial arts alliance, had passed away, and Xiao Nanshan picked seven masters of the Western Regions with one shot, not to mention the high level of martial arts, and the Hundred Battles Club was also an elite group. It is not a simple matter to investigate the origin of such a behemoth.

However, I agreed.

You said that you want me to go to Chang'an to find you after I have news. Then you wave goodbye, [email protected]/*