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Chapter 339: The Journey of Reality

From that day on, Zhang Shifei forgot a lot of things, and everyone didn't mention it to him again. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Early the next morning, the hangover Li Lanying and Liu Ling went to Yuxi, only to see Zhang Shifei sitting there leaning on a bamboo, looking up at the sky, as if he was thinking about something.

Fortunately, after he found out that the two of them were coming, he turned his head and smiled at the two of them, and in his eyes, the mi-blank had disappeared, replaced by a touch of calm, just like the water of the Yu stream in front of him, without wind and without bolan.

Seeing that Zhang Shifei seemed to be recovering, Li Lanying ran over quickly, and then looked Zhang Shifei up and down, and found that he was now the same as before except for his weak body, slightly pale qi, and the eye-catching black mark on his face.

This is really amazing, Li Lanying turned around and knocked on Liu Ling, Liu Ling saw the xiǎo wine bottle next to Zhang Shifei at a glance, the cork had been pulled off, it was obvious that Zhang Shifei had drunk the contents of the bottle, so he nodded at Li Lanying.

After knowing that Zhang Shifei had drunk the 'wine of forgetting', Li Lanying's heart was mixed, happy that he was no longer in pain when he looked like this, but worried that he was really afraid that Zhang Shifei would even forget him.

Therefore, Li Lanying pointed to herself with some trembling, and then asked the right and wrong: "Do you remember who I am?" ”

Zhang Shifei nodded very calmly, and then said, "Of course." ”

Li Lanying pointed at Liu Ling again, and then asked, "Then do you remember who he is?" ”

"Drunkard Liu." Zhang Shifei glanced at Liu Ling, and then replied.

Li Lanying was relieved to see that Zhang Shifei still remembered them, he thought about it, and then asked Zhang Shifei: "That...... Do you remember how you got here? ”

"I'm not impressed." Zhang Shifei replied softly.

Obviously, Zhang Shifei's current state is what Li Lanying hopes for the most, it seems that the bottle of 'Wine of Forgetting' is really effective, he has forgotten the most painful thing, but has he really forgotten?

So, Li Lanying gritted her teeth, and then asked, "Then what do you remember?" ”

"I remember......" Zhang Shifei smiled weakly, and then said to Li Lanying: "I don't know, I seem to have had a long, long dream." ”

Zhang Shifei really forgot, he said to Li Lanying, his memory for some reason, it has become very vague, what seems to have happened before, has also been confused with the dream hun, except for him, Fu Zetang, and the two old guys, all the memories have become illusory and real, for some reason, he has no strength to distinguish the authenticity of these vague memories, he vaguely remembers, as if there is an NV person waiting for him in the distance, other than that, he doesn't remember anything.

After Li Lanying heard him say these contradictory words, she couldn't help but be overjoyed, although she was still a little sentimental, Zhang Shifei had forgotten all the things about Xu Ying and Liang Yun'er, was this fortunate or unfortunate for him?

Perhaps for a person who gives up his feelings in an illusory body, forgetting his feelings is not a bad thing.

Of course, Li Lanying at that time had no time to think about that problem, as long as Zhang Shifei was no longer in pain, the rest of the things were irrelevant to him, so he put his mind at ease and hugged Zhang Shifei, his good friend was already fine, and everything disappeared with that bottle of wine.

Li Lanying pulled Zhang Shifei to stand up, and then walked back, such a big good news, should also let Chen Jian know, and Liu Ling was not in a hurry to go, and after Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying walked away, he came to the bamboo, bent down and picked up the xiǎo wine bottle, suddenly, Liu Ling looked at the wine bottle in his hand with a thoughtful look, and sighed for a long time.

Chen Jian saw that Zhang Shifei had recovered, and he didn't say anything, and after he got better, Liu Ling didn't continue to stay in the forest Xiǎo house, but returned to his residence and continued to live a life of drinking all day long, Zhang Shifei has now forgotten all his emotions, but he is not in a hurry to return to the world, he said to Li Lanying that he wants to stay here for some more time.

Li Lanying originally wanted to go back quickly, after all, Mr. Cui was still looking forward to their return, but since they decided to give Zhang Shifei a drink and forget it, Li Lanying always felt that he owed him a little in his heart, although it was a last resort, but he always couldn't let go of it in his heart, plus he thought that the time in Yingzhou was much faster than that world, even if he stayed here for a year and a half, the world was only a day or two, so he agreed to Zhang Shifei, and the two stayed.

Zhang Shifei has indeed changed, since that day, he has been quiet, not as flamboyant as before, although he still laughs with Li Lanying, but Li Lanying still found his changes, he slept very late, got up very early, and the most he did in a day was to be in a daze with the sky, as if he was thinking about something.

Li Lanying asked a few times, but he just said softly and perfunctorily, it's nothing, he just thinks it's a good day.

What is there to see in the sky, Li Lanying was very puzzled, he also raised his head and looked at the sky, but he found that this was not interesting at all, there was no blue, not even a sun.

Could this be a side effect of the bottle of 'Wine of Forgetting', could it be that Yào was too strong and made him stupid?

Li Lanying couldn't let go of it in her heart, so she secretly went to find Liu Ling, but Liu Ling, the old guy, didn't know if it was because he was happy or what, he kept drinking, and then said some irrelevant nonsense, looking at him crazy, as if he was drunk, Li Lanying had no choice but to ask Chen Jun, Chen Tuan looked at Zhang Shifei who was looking at the sky in a daze outside the room, and after thinking for a while, he said to Li Lanying: "He should still be in the dark, let's wait and see what happens." ”

Half a month has passed.

Slowly, Li Lanying became accustomed to Zhang Shifei's appearance, because now except for liking to be in a daze, the rest are the same as before, but the number of jokes with Li Lanying has become less.

After a long time, Li Lanying felt a little bored, so he let Zhang Shifei go in a daze by himself, and he was in this Yingzhou land all day long, Yingzhou land, said that it was not big to talk about laughter and xiǎo, the scenery naturally needless to say, travel all day long, in his spare time, he soaked in Liu Ling to drink with him, dry drinking was boring, so he used the bark to sell a pair of poker, taught Liu Ling to fight, and in the end, it also attracted that Chen Jian to come together, one person and two immortals, and began to fight the landlord of the whole people, It's not interesting to fight, you have to bet on something, Li Lanying said to bet on honey, Chen Jian said to bet on sleeping, and Liu Ling said that if you bet on taking off your clothes, you will lose one and take off one, and double and take off two.

Where is it, Li Lanying looked at these two old and cunning guys, he felt that if these two old things were more than monkeys, they would be more than monkeys if they were more than Liu Ling, who could be as shameless as him? So the matter had to be stopped, the two old things are very bad, plus they are not very right, sometimes for a card can be fried red faces, several times the situation almost from the whole people to fight the ground starring into a rush to Russia, but such a fuss, to pass some boring time.

After a long time, Zhang Shifei was ignored.

And he is still like that, he goes to sleep every night, wakes up early before the day is bright, and after getting up, he will go to the bank of the yu stream, eat some bamboo shoots when he is hungry, and drink the water of the yu spring when he is thirsty, fortunately, although there is no taste in this immortal thing, but the magic is also infinite, don't worry about malnutrition and can strengthen the body, half a month later, Zhang Shifei's body has completely recovered, but the trace on his face, no matter how he washes it, can't be washed off, as if it is a brand, But he didn't seem to care much, and if no one disturbed him, he would sit by the stream for a day.

But what he thought, he never told anyone until that day.

That day, as usual, he was sitting on the edge of the Yu Creek, looking up at the sky, the clouds changed strangely, with the wind, never stayed, Zhang Shifei was quiet like a clay statue, until there was a slight footstep behind him, Zhang Shifei came back to his senses, and then subconsciously whispered: "Daddy............"

In the bamboo forest, Chen Tuan was slightly stunned in his heart, secretly praised in his heart, and then walked out, yawning, and scolding at Zhang Shifei with a smile: "Okay, Xiǎozi, you have a long ability, how did you guess that it would be me?" “

Zhang Shifei smiled slightly, and then didn't look back, just continued to look at the sky and said: "I don't know, since I beat my romance and can't tell the difference, my heart has also calmed down a little, just now when I heard the footsteps, I thought it was you, but I didn't expect to be really hit by me." ”

Chen Rub his lips, and then walked to his side, without any scruples, his hands pillowed behind his head and lay on the ground, he crossed Erlang Tui, he naturally understood in his heart, this is definitely not as simple as guessing, it seems that after this catastrophe, it is not without waiting, at least his current Taoism is much stronger than before, but although he thought so, he didn't say it, only to see him smile and say: "You xiǎozi, guess is really accurate." ”

Zhang Shifei smiled lightly, and then asked casually at Chen Tuan, "Dad, why didn't you play cards with them today." ”

"Don't mention it." Chen Jian seemed to be very unhappy and replied: "Since I met that landlord, I even have less time to sleep, and I lost very badly yesterday, how did I say the words of the fat man, ah yes, I was depressed, so I came out for a stroll, and by the way, I found a secluded place to make up for sleep, by the way, why don't you go to play?" ”

Zhang Shifei sighed, and then said calmly: "I don't want to play, I just want to see this day." ”

"Oh?" Chen Tuan was lying on the ground, also looking at the clouds in the sky, and then he said to the right and wrong: "Then tell me, what does the sky look like in your eyes?" ”

For Chen Tuan, Zhang Shifei's heart was full of respect, he knew that although this old guy was usually very out of tune, he was a person with great wisdom, so after thinking about it, he said softly: "The clouds are beautiful, but they don't stay, I don't know what their true shape is." ”

Chen Shu smiled, and he said to Zhang Shifei: "So you keep watching them? ”

Zhang Shifei nodded, and then said: "Yes, I tried to find their true appearance, but these days I have found that they change all the time, and their shapes have never been repeated, making it impossible to catch them." ”

Chen Tui warped, he seemed to understand something, but he still said to Zhang Shifei casually: "Of course you can't catch mo, clouds are impermanent, if you catch mo, then they are not clouds, but, then you want to blindly find their true appearance, is it necessary?" ”

Is it necessary?

Zhang Shifei pondered for a while, then lowered his head, and then said, "Dad, I've thought about it for a long time, but there is still one thing I can't think clearly. ”

Chen rubbed his eyes, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "What is the matter, tell it and listen to it." ”

Zhang Shifei sighed, and then said to Chen Shu: "In my memory, there seems to be a monster that has spent its whole life in order to find the reincarnation of its beloved, but in the end it still didn't end well, why is this?" “

Chen Tuan smiled, then turned over, turned his back to Zhang Shifei and said, "Shou Sui huā open, the season is different, don't you know this question?" ”

Shou Sui huā open, the season is different, this sentence Zhang Shifei has heard before, he remembered, 'Shou Sui' is those purple sè grasses on the periphery of Yingzhou, they only have one year to live, it is a sign of Yingzhou's calculation of years, this kind of grass will not open huā when it is alive, for them, open huā means death.

And the next day, they will dry up, so that a new batch of 'Shou Sui' will begin to grow, continue round by round of the same fate, think that at the beginning, Zhang Shifei saw that the fresh huā opened extraordinarily beautiful, and felt a little pity, but fortunately, they will continue to open again at the same time tomorrow.

However, Chen Tuan told them that even if there is another huā sea here next year, next year's huā will no longer be this year's huā.

Next year's huā, not this year's huā.

Zhang Shifei thought of this, and suddenly remembered something, the story of Ranxi, the guy in black, also changed the changes of the four seasons in front of it, the grass from glory to withering is a reincarnation, but the new grass will still be the same one it used to be?

Zhang Shifei was stunned, and his mouth kept muttering: "It's over, won't you come back?" ”

"yes?" I saw that Chen Tuan seemed to be in an uncomfortable posture, so he turned back again, pillowed his palms, looked at the sky and muttered: "It's over, it's never coming back, you see huā thanks, that's your fate is over, even if you will see the same huāer next year, it's not the feeling of last year, isn't it?" ”

Epiphany.

Zhang Shifei finally understood, why Ran Xi's voice was so miserable, that is, because it was too persistent, so that Mi lost its direction, in fact, the yellow hat had already told it its future ending, but at that time, its eyes could not accommodate other things, so it was destined for the future.

huā open huā xie, people die and reincarnate, in fact, they are all the same, huā has a reopening day, but it is not the huāer that I saw back then, and when people have reincarnation, they are not the people at that time.

It turns out that there really is such a power in the underworld, this kind of power is called fate, the fate of Ran Xi and Feng Tianyang is exhausted, even if it finds the reincarnation of Feng Tianyang, it can't find the feeling at that time, because Feng Tianyang after reincarnation is no longer Feng Tianyang, no matter Xing's personality, appearance, age, it is another person.

It turned out that at the moment of Feng Tianyang's death, Ran Xi had completely lost, lost his lover, lost this short fate, in fact, sometimes, emotions are indeed a very headache thing, the more ephemeral things are, the more we want to have them again, so attachment arises, so, the sea of suffering is endless.

Zhang Shifei pondered for a long time, only to see that Chen Jian yawned and said: "Huā in the mirror, the moon in the water, you can't come back after the past, instead of touching the mirror to catch the moon, it is better to keep this scene in mind, do you say?" ”

Zhang Shifei was silent, Chen Shu's words made him suddenly enlightened, people are often a very contradictory creature, the happiness experienced will soon be forgotten, but the pain suffered can be remembered for a lifetime, the past is over, why do you want to blindly pursue it?

Zhang Shifei finally figured it out, although these truths had all appeared in his thoughts, but he didn't know why at that time, but today, he figured it out, it turned out to be like this.

Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, then turned his head, looked at Chen Shu, and then said softly: "Dad, I still don't know what a person's life is, and why should a person's persistence exist to be meaningful?" ”

Seeing Zhang Shifei ask him, Chen Jian sighed, stretched his waist and sat up, and then yawned and said to Zhang Shifei: "Everyone has a different understanding of the question you ask, so I can't lose my understanding to you, so let's understand it yourself." ”

"What should I do?" Zhang Shifei asked blankly.

Chen Shu smiled, and then said to him: "Reality map, didn't you finish it before, and now, it's time for you to get what you should get." ”

As the name suggests, the reality is real, it is said that this picture contains the truth between heaven and earth, but they don't know what Zhang is right or wrong at the beginning, and the reality picture is just the last test before going home.

Now that time has passed, Zhang Shifei, who drank the wine of forgetting, couldn't help but feel a little nervous when he heard Chen Tuan want him to break into the reality map again, because he vaguely felt that this picture brought him maybe a complete change, think about when he was in Harbin, in the dream of the magpie, Zhang Shifei had also seen a scene similar to the reality map, he didn't know why this was at the beginning, now think about it, maybe all the mysteries are about to be solved.