Chapter 338: Possession and Forgetting

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In front of him is a gray and white, gray pond water, gray bamboo forest, gray heaven and earth, such a world, for Zhang Shifei, it is also pure. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

When Liu Ling came, there was no trace of turmoil in his heart, it seemed that this was a natural thing, or rather, no matter what happened now, his heart would be undisturbed, and his heart seemed to be dead, what kind of sadness was there.

He was just thinking, thinking about a question that he had thought about a hundred times before but always couldn't think through, Zhang Shifei didn't raise his head, and continued to look at his reflection in the water, Ran Xi was the same, Liu Ling seemed to understand the situation of the two at this time, seeing that they didn't pay attention to him, he didn't pay attention to it, just smiled a little sadly, and then went straight to Zhang Shifei's side and patted Zhang Shifei's shoulder.

Zhang Shifei subconsciously raised his head, only to see this cleaned up Liu Ling, at this time his mood recovered slightly according to yesterday, since the black tears flowed out, although he can still see, but in front of him has lost all color, he only saw that Liu Ling dragged two swarthy bottles in his hands, so he asked softly: "What is this?" ”

Liu Ling replied: "This is the reason why I stay here, remember, forget and have." ”

Zhang Shifei looked at the wine in Liu Ling's hand, he was silent, and after a while, he saw him raise his hand and grab one of the bottles, and said at the same time: "Bring it to me to drink." ”

Liu Ling shook her head at him, then patted his hand lightly, and said: "This bottle does not belong to you, what you don't have, there will be in the future, because you still have time, and what you need is this bottle to forget." ”

After that, Liu Ling handed him the bottle of forgetfulness, Zhang Shifei hesitated, or took the bottle of 'Forgotten Wine' in his hand, the bottle in his hand was tepid, not cold, and it didn't seem to have a single weight, but at this time Zhang Shifei felt that he seemed to hold the weight of a thousand catties, so that he didn't open it immediately and drank it, but froze there.

What exactly is he afraid of?

When Liu Ling saw him like this, he sighed, and didn't say anything, just turned his head like Ran Xi walked away, and when he came to Ran Xi's side, he was not as casual as Zhang Shifei, but changed his appearance, and he said to Ran Xi, who was still taking pity on himself: "Spider." ”

Ran Xi raised his head, stunned looked at Liu Ling, although Liu Ling is the body of an immortal, but after all, he used to be a person, he knows the truth that time is like a knife, time is poisonous, these rules of heaven and the way of heaven used to be a big hate in his life, he saw that Ran Xi's skin was aging at this time, and his god was withered, thinking about his life, Liu Ling couldn't help but pity this demon in his heart, although he drank all day long, but his heart was clear, he understood the bitterness of all beings, infatuated men and women, and couldn't let go of the taste, which was the second hate in his life.

So, his tone relaxed slightly, and he asked Na Ranxi: "As soon as your Shouyuan arrives, your soul will return to the sky in a while, I can ask you, do you still have anything on your mind?" ”

Na Ranxi trembled and said, "Yes." ”

After finishing speaking, I saw it leaning down again, very desolate to fish out its own shadow reflected in the water, although it understood that these were all futile, but it did not give up, only to see it fishing, while very panicked said: "I haven't gotten it, I haven't gotten it, I want to get it, even if it's only a minute and a second, as long as he sees it, as long as he ............ again"

The more it talked, the more excited it became, the more desolate it became, and its tears were in vain to catch its own shadow.

Zhang Shifei saw all this, he knew very well that in the long years of Ranxi, what supported it to survive, but until the last moment before death, it did not fulfill that wish, how many people have tried this taste?

Seeing Ran Xi like this, Liu Ling nodded, and then spoke into it: "Okay, I'll give you a chance now to fulfill your wish, are you willing?" ”

"Really?" Ran Xi was stunned, and then quickly pulled out the two dry hands from the Yuxi, with a splash of gas, it looked at Liu Ling, knowing that this was an immortal, and would not lie to him, its heart that was about to be broken, there was hope again, only to see it kneeling on the ground, grabbing the hem of Liu Ling's robe, and then kept saying: "What you said is serious, can it be true?" ”

Liu Ling nodded, then sighed, handed a bottle of 'Possession Wine' in his hand to Ranxi, and then said to it: "Naturally, take it seriously, drink it, you will get what you want, and what you want to have, you will not leave again." ”

Thinking of heaven and hell, Ran Xi was already completely desperate, hearing Liu Ling's words, it was really extremely happy, only to see it loosen Liu Ling's clothes, and then kept buttoning its head to it, to this point, it really didn't know how to be grateful to it, and Liu Ling didn't say anything, just put the bottle on the ground, Ran Xi saw this, and immediately stretched out his hands, as if holding the most precious treasure to hold the small vial firmly.

It is not as hesitant as Zhang Shifei, just as it does not have a lot of time like Zhang Shifei, I saw it hurriedly pull the cork of the bottle of wine, and in an instant, a faint fragrance spread, this fragrance is very special, smelling in the nose, and suddenly a pleasure drilled into the lungs along the trachea, as if many feathers caressed his heart, at the same time, Ran Xi only felt all kinds of emotions emerging in his heart, and this faint wine smell seems to be constantly changing, the smell can indeed represent feelings, with the smell of wine, All kinds of emotions that are about to be forgotten or forgotten in Ran Xi's heart gushed out, happiness, joy, anger, sadness, fear, sweetness, comfort, all kinds of tastes surfaced in his heart, and Ran Xi shivered unconsciously.

It looked at Liu Ling hopefully, Liu Ling nodded at it, signaling it to take care of itself, Ran Xi was excited, tremblingly picked up the bottle of wine, and drank it down.

As soon as the bottle of wine was swallowed, suddenly Ran Xi seemed to be frozen and stopped, Zhang Shifei saw all this in his eyes on the other side of Yuxi, he was the same as Liu Ling, and there was no reaction.

After about five or six minutes, I saw that Ranxi's body trembled violently, but it could be seen that this was not a painful tremor, because a smile appeared on its face like tree bark, and at the same time, I saw that its eyes suddenly widened, and there was a look in its eyes that should not belong to it, which was joy.

Its body trembled more and more, but its smile grew bigger and bigger, until finally, it jumped up, laughed wildly, danced with its hands, and its eyes no longer looked like it was old and facing death, but like a newborn baby, joy in this world, joy in this unknown but infinite temptation.

Seeing that it had become so happy, Chen Jian also relieved his heart, he knew very well that this should be the effect of the 'wine of possession', so he asked Na Ranxi in a loud voice: "Have you got it now?" ”

"Got it" Ran Xi couldn't stop smiling, like a drunk person, it said to Chen Jun: "I got it, I finally got it, youth, love, ah, who is that, but my Feng Lang?" Feng Lang Feng Lang, do you know how hard it is for me to wait for you? DID YOU KNOW...... I'm so happy."

I saw that Ran Xi turned around as if he was crazy, opened his hands to the air, kept laughing, kept murmuring, and in the end, kept crying, it told the non-existent Feng Tianyang about the pain of his life, although it was crying, but in the words, it was full of joy.

It gets it, and that's what it really means to have wine.

The Buddha said that all actions are impermanent, and all beings have no appearance.

And there is no phase and suffering, the cycle of heaven, the sadness is unavoidable, the way of heaven is not complete, the same is true of humanity, there is no shortage of heaven, there is a lack of moon and full moon, even if the mountains are all razed to the ground one day, the vicissitudes of life, worry-free perfection, humanity follows the way of heaven, so it is also the case, perfect and does not exist in the real world, people's life, there will always be many regrets, many irreparable times, this is a pain, follow a lifetime.

And the wine of possession is not something that can make people really have, it can only make people have an illusion, a real illusion, like a dream, but it is extremely real, everything from birth to death, is just a process, in this process, we are constantly getting, constantly losing, a hundred years later, everything is returned to dust, and everything that has been obtained has all turned into a cloud of smoke.

Probably, real possession can only appear in dreams.

This dream is extremely real.

Ran Xi kept telling his grievances to the fictional 'Feng Tianyang', with deep affection, even Zhang Shifei, a dead-hearted person, was moved, seeing it talk for a while, cry for a while, and laugh for a while, it was really extremely desolate.

However, it did get, true and false, false and true, for a spider who is about to die, it no longer matters, its heart knot has been opened, and it has been entangled for hundreds of years of long-cherished wishes, at this moment, it is happy, since happiness has been had, then why can't it be happy all the time?

Zhang Shifei was at a loss, and for a while his heart seemed to have touched something, so he held the wine bottle in his hand silently, looking at the 'forgotten wine' in his hand thoughtfully.

It was already dusk in front of him, and seeing the sky without the sun gradually darkening, Liu Ling understood that when the bamboo forest was slightly bright and the sky was darkening, it was also the time when the spider died.

Seeing that this Ran Xi had fulfilled his long-cherished wish, Liu Ling knew that he had done a good thing, so he said to Ran Xi, who was immersed in great joy: "Let's go, it's time to go on the road." ”

Speaking of this, I saw Liu Ling wave his big hand, a soft wind swept through the water of the jade stream, the figure of Ran Xi gradually became smaller, and finally became a half-palm-sized spider, Liu Ling beckoned to the spider again, and the spider flew into his hand, in the palm of his hand, the spider was still very happy, kept trembling, and seemed to be still telling his lover about the pain of missing, where is it still like a dying thing?

Liu Ling looked at the spider in his hand, couldn't help but sigh, and then read softly: "All living beings love and suffer from the seaside, how many people will be resentful?" The years make people unknowing, and the ups and downs have been a hundred years. Wait until the sun sets, looking forward to a dream of joy...... Idiots, they're all idiots."

After that, he turned his head to look at Zhang Shifei, who was still on the other side of Yuxi, he didn't say anything, just sighed, and then turned around and left.

Only Zhang Shifei was left alone, alone in a daze with the bottle in his hand.

Liu Ling carried the spider and returned to the forest hut, before the hut, Li Lanying and Chen Jian were already waiting there, what they had to do was to discuss the matter this morning.

That is to send Ranxi back, because after Chen Jian learned about Ranxi, he couldn't help but feel pity for this hard-working spider, so he wanted to give him a better ending, Liu Ling thought the same, so he gave it the precious bottle of 'possession wine', in their words, that is the hard-working people in this world, and the less the better, if there are more and more hard-working people, the world will not become a pot of coptis porridge? Although the alias in the world is called the bitter sea, but the bitter sea also has an end, whether you reach the other side, or sink into it, in the bitter sea and sink for a lifetime, in the end you still have to get a trace of sweetness, the way of heaven is not ruthless, the two of them know, all this has its own certainty.

However, Li Lanying was a little puzzled after hearing their ideas, didn't they all say that the four were empty, did the gods also have feelings?

It wasn't until afterwards that he asked that Chen Tuan, and that Chen Tuan scolded him with a smile, in addition to fate, all living beings have emotions, why don't immortals have feelings, if the immortals are really empty, then why do you need mortals to worship? Immortals have no feelings? No kidding, even the Jade Emperor still has a wife and children, understand? However, this is all for later, and it will not be omitted here.

Moreover, Chen Jian also felt that what happened to Ran Xi had something to do with him, if he hadn't thrown out the Tai Sui skin in a hurry that day, I am afraid that Ran Xi's fate would not have changed, for the immortals, all things are equal, and he wanted to do something for this spider who was about to die.

Because it does not belong to the mortal world, nor does it belong to the fairyland, its appearance is just a joke of fate, it has been persisting for a lifetime, and eventually it has to return to the painting, which can be regarded as dust to dust to dust.

Li Lanying still has nothing to say about this Ranxi, he doesn't hate or like it, he now gradually understands that everything has cause and effect, he has long known this sentence, it was Cai Handong who said it, when he thought of Cai Handong, Li Lanying sighed a little, the guy who understood cause and effect best, but was still blinded by cause and effect.

So, he went, and when he saw Liu Ling coming, Li Lanying really didn't know that this old exhibitionist was so serious, he really saw it for the first time, only to see that Liu Ling came over, without saying a word, he handed over the spider in his hand to Chen Wei, and after Chen Lu turned the result, he turned around and walked towards the hut.

Liu Ling also followed, and Li Lanying was worried about Zhang Shifei's situation, so she followed and wanted to ask, but before he could speak, Liu Ling seemed to understand what he meant, only to see him wave his hand at Li Lanying, and then said: "Don't be busy yet, I'll talk about it later." ”

These guys all have this kind of temper, Li Lanying shook her head helplessly, knowing that even if she asked again, she wouldn't be able to ask anything, he was now mature and no longer had the same childish temper as before, so he closed his mouth and followed Liu Ling into the house.

In the wooden side room of the hut, everything has not changed, and the 'reality map' on the wall still hangs quietly.

The three of them came to the painting, Chen Jun looked at the spider in his hand, and saw that the spider was still very excited, and his limbs couldn't stop shaking, it seemed that it really had it, and the things it had would pass away with its life, and would never slip away again.

Chen Tuan looked out the window, the sky was about to darken, and the jade bamboo in the bamboo forest was also faintly glowing, so Chen Tuan sighed and said to the spider: "Everything you have in the world is just a big dream, go, go where you should go, there will be no more pain." ”

After that, as soon as he raised his hand, the drawing called 'Reality' flashed with golden light, and Chen Tong threw it lightly, and the spider in his hand flew into the painting with a whoosh.

Everything in the painting seems to have not changed, the wasteland is withered, the silence is desolate, the spider slowly falls into the grass, as soon as it lands, it continues to dance joyfully in the grass, as if it has the sky, the earth, everything, until after a while, it finds a hole in the big tree next to it, so it burrows into it.

Finally, in the tree hole, it is tired, smelling the familiar breath around, this is the feeling of hometown, in the small tree hole, it lies down, its life, is spent in the continuous gain and loss, in the end, it still has, it lies in the tree hole, feeling that it has got the warm wool blanket again, the blanket wraps it, just like the warmth of the mother's womb before birth, the spider is so happy, there is no regret, it just realized, It has come a long, long way, and it has been a long, long time, and although its heart is full of joy at the moment, it should indeed be happy, because before it died, it had everything, but after all, it was too tired.

So, with this happiness, it fell asleep very peacefully.

The spider in the painting fell asleep, but everyone outside the painting was still awake, and now Ran Xi was finally sent back to the painting, and the egg demon matter finally came to an end, Li Lanying was worried about Zhang right and wrong, so he couldn't wait to ask Liu Ling: "Old Zhang, ...... How is he doing now? Did he drink it? Did he forget? ”

He naturally knew that Liu Ling's last wine had been brewed, so he asked Liu Ling, and Liu Ling sighed, and after glancing at Chen Jun, he grabbed the wine gourd from behind, and after taking a sip, he shook his head at Li Lanying, and then said: "I have already given it to him, as for how he chooses, it depends on his own creation." ”

As soon as he spoke, the crowd fell silent again.

is also silent, and Zhang Shifei on the bank of the Jade Creek, Zhang Shifei sat for a long time, he felt tired, but he didn't sleep, but for him, sleeping is just waiting for the process of waking up, Zhang Shifei sat there, he seemed to know very well what he should do, there was no sunset sky in the distance, but it was also a piece of gold, this golden light slowly darkened, and the distant west turned into a dark red, like the color of blood exhaustion.

Zhang Shifei thought about it for a long time, until the darkness was about to swallow everything, and there was only a trace of the red horizon left in the distant sky, what a beautiful sunset, although his eyes were only gray, but he had the memory of the sunset before in his heart, and that memory would never dissipate in his heart.

At the last moment before the remnant sun disappeared, Zhang Shifei unscrewed the wine bottle in his hand and drank it all.