Actually, I decided to sing, and I thought about it for a long time before I decided on it.

At that time, I had nothing to do all day, and although this was the life I wanted, I didn't know why, but I always felt a little unfulfilled in my heart.

How to say it, maybe it's because of my youth and frivolity, seeing that college life is about to pass, and after graduation, it is very likely that I will leave the city where I have stayed for nearly three years, so I am somewhat reluctant, I can't believe that I have wasted so much time, and I see that everyone around me is pursuing their dreams one by one (except for a few brutes in the dormitory), but I can't do anything.

With the passage of time, slowly, my view of life has also changed, maybe a little reluctant, reluctant I still have nothing to achieve after returning to my hometown, even if I really rely on my parents to become a moth-eater music teacher in the future, but if at that time, chatting with students, talking about college life, I don't want this memory to be just an Internet café cafeteria and a dormitory to brag.

So, whether it's successful or not, I also want to try, at least to be able to leave a trace of memories, for this ancient city, but also for my university life, and Su Yidan, I think in the end, I can also leave her something, I asked her before, what are her plans after graduation, she said to me, go back to Shenyang.

If she goes back to Shenyang, what about me? This is indeed a headache, I want to confess to her in the last day, but the confession always has to show some sincerity, so I need money, I remember a time when I went to the street before, I once saw those so-called wandering singers, holding a guitar, wearing a guitar bag in front of them, playing and singing by themselves, regardless of whether the singing is good or bad, but there is always some money in the bag.

Later, I discussed this with Bamboo, and Bamboo said to me, it is estimated that these guys have a net income of more than 100 a day, and I think that my singing voice is not lost to them, and I am also very proficient in playing the guitar, basically can play pop songs or something, and there is, I can sing in everyone's field of vision, which is more or less close to my original dream.

So I decided that during the internship, I would go to sing.

When they told them what I thought, Bamboo and Ryoko were surprised, they didn't believe that I had the courage to be a frustrated man, of course, I didn't believe it at first, but it wasn't until I saw the ring that I really made up my mind.

The price of that ring is 2,735 yuan, I saw it in a shopping mall when I accompanied Su Yidan shopping, although Su Yidan usually likes to put on a stinky face, loves meat and small breasts, but she is indeed still a woman, when passing by there, I found that she looked at the ring several times intentionally or unintentionally, women seem to like this kind of shiny stone, she is no exception.

At that time, I subconsciously dug into my pocket, and I didn't dare to speak, but I firmly remembered the price of that thing in my heart.

I'm going to give it to her, and I've got two or three months, which should be enough.

That night I made an accurate settlement, one day is counted as one hundred, a week is seven hundred, two weeks is one thousand four, a month has four weeks, well, almost! After coming to this conclusion, I was a little excited and couldn't sleep, my head was full of her reaction after I gave that thing to Su Yidan, damn, I think I was so romantic, so much so that I was happy in the bedroom full of smelly feet at that time.

But how could I have understood that things were not as simple as they had imagined?

After a week, I stopped going to class, but found a place with my broken acoustic guitar on my back and started my life as a singer.

It's easier said than done, it's really true, I'll never forget the things that happened on the first day, it turns out that you see others doing this thing simply, but you really do it yourself, only to know that it's so embarrassing, indeed, in that dark and cold environment, people come and go, the damp is very heavy, the walls are very dirty, the ground is also very dirty, people come and go, there are all kinds of people, there are young, some old, there are middle-aged women who carry burdens on the road, and there are young girls who step on red high heels and their faces are as if they are shaved white. Crying children, beggars, students, spitters, pretending to sell the elderly, all sorts of things.

Singing in front of these people, it turned out to be such an embarrassing thing, although I thought very simply, but on the first day, I was at the mouth of the passage, stupidly stood all day, stunned and embarrassed to speak, until the sun went down, I was depressed with a guitar on my back and squeezed the bus back to school, the twilight of Harbin spilled from the interval between the buildings, I stood at the back, holding the handle in my hand, and the car radio came from the FM958 channel cold medicine advertisement, After the commercial, a song was played, which was Xu Wei's "Once You".

I looked at the city with endless traffic outside the window, listening to Xu Wei's song in my ears, listening to it, I actually lowered my head and cried, it turned out that in such a big city, it is so difficult to find a small value of my own.

The song ended, the advertisement continued, but my tears did not stop, I got off the bus halfway, and came to the shopping mall, there were still a lot of people, in the crowd, I was carrying a guitar, looking at the small ring in the glass case, for a long time, finally wiped away my tears, and walked back to school.

That night, I smoked a whole box of cigarettes, and when I went out the next day, I carried a small bottle of Red Star in my pocket, the second pot head was spicy, from the throat to the stomach, after drinking, I threw away the bottle, set the bag, leaned against the dirty wall, tuned, plucked two harmonies, cleared my throat, and sang quietly, the first song I sang was "Once You".

Maybe it was from that song that my youth officially ended, the timid and shy me.

Now when I recall those years, I suddenly don't want to be hypocritical in my heart, so I skim over those ugly things, because I think that is my most valuable experience, and my attitude towards life, a stunned young boy from the countryside, from anyone else will blush when he speaks, and finally sing in the underground passage to beg for a living, being a beggar, being pointed at, being insulted, being scolded, and receiving fake money, the most disgusting thing is that someone vomited on the ground when you sang, At first, I thought it was disgusting and vomiting by my song, but judging from the smell of the air, Ya should drink and vomit, in short, there are a lot of such things, and I also couldn't bear the crying of grievances in the bed at the beginning, and finally slowly got used to it, and felt that this is actually life.

Really, maybe this is life, because this world does not exist for me, I am just a small part of the world, as the song says: let us dry this glass of wine, a good man has a heart like the sea, has experienced the warmth and coldness of the world in life, and this smile is warm and innocent.

This smile is warm and innocent, yes, after a period of time, I don't think it's really bad, after all, I have what I want, watching the money in my pocket increase day by day, my smile is warm and innocent, and a little philistine.

It's fast.,Soon you can buy that thing.,This is the first time I've affirmed my value.,Although I know after doing this business.,This singing is not more than a hundred every day.,But at least it's not without income.,Occasionally someone stops to listen to me sing.,Even if it's standing next to me and playing with my phone.,I'll work harder.。

So, it's going well, excluding the daily lunch money, there is at least thirty or fifty left every day, seeing that the weather is getting hotter, there are more people loathing, and my income is slowly increasing, and there is still more than a month before the end of this semester, I should be able to save enough money.

Lunch is generally just to deal with it, fortunately I'm not a delicate person, the two-dollar lunch box can last until the burp, and the aunt who sells the lunch box is familiar with it, and the braised eggs in the lunch box she gave me are all big.

Although this kind of life is very hard, but it is also very fulfilling, after all, boring people are also a minority, relatively speaking, there are still a lot of polite people, occasionally some foreigners applaud me after listening to my songs, those Russian girls have the same hot and enthusiastic surnames as their figures, and some also ask me to take pictures together, encountered this situation, I am very shy to the camera with scissor hands.

In this way, the words passed slowly, and I was used to this kind of words, and I thought that my life would be like this after that, without any big waves, until the dead old man appeared in my sight.

As I said before, the place where I sing is an underground passage, and it is not without reason to choose the underground passage, because of the environment, singing here will have a natural mixing effect, and I am familiar here, except for a few aunts who sell cherries in a basket next to me and the old man who occasionally passes by, there are no other 'business' people.

But one day I found out that there was a thief who 'grabbed business' on my territory.

That day, I got out of the car with a set of pancakes and fruits as usual, said hello to the uncle who sold sweet potatoes and walked to the passage, but before the people could wait to come down, I heard a squeaky erhu sound from the passage, I was stunned, thinking about what was going on?

So he hurriedly walked down the steps with his guitar on his back, turned a corner, and saw a man wearing a set of blue overalls that had faded badly, and a small hat with a flying edge on his head was sitting cross-legged, this man looked about forty years old, dark and thin, with sunglasses, slip-ons, no socks, and a broken erhu in his hand.

Oh, where did this old grandson jump out of, how did he rob my land?

Damn, I'm angry when I talk about it, you said that there are so many underground passages in Harbin, why do you want to come here to stir up this troubled water with me?

At that time, I was stunned, looking at this old guy shaking his head and pulling the erhu, it was still "Oroqen Folk", Ziwo Ziwa's voice sounded so disturbing, but the sound was really upright, it seemed to be an old turtle in the old rivers and lakes, but then again, what old turtle do you don't want to log in on my shoal? It's easy for me to make money!

But there was no way, it looked like this man was blind, and I couldn't move roughly, so I had to walk forward with a pleasant face, and then said to him: "Uncle, hey, uncle!?" ”

The old blind man put down the erhu, and then raised his head to look at me, his voice was a Jianjiao, but it was also an ordinary Northeast dialect with a straight tone, and he said to me: "What's the matter, ask for directions?" ”

I asked your uncle, I thought to myself, why are you so unconscious, an old comrade, so I shook my head, and then said to him: "No, uncle, you get up and occupy my place." ”

"Who's dripping?" The old bastard was so confused with me that I had to say to him, "I'm dripping." ”

The old bastard smiled, and then said to me unashamedly: "Your uncle, I walk this road every day, can I go wrong?" Besides, how can you prove that this is your land? ”

Oops, I'll go! At that time, a fire suddenly broke out in my heart, I thought to myself, you are a blind man A Bing's younger brother is a blind man, and you walk this road all day long, why don't you go to the crematorium to you!? But after all, he was disabled, so I had to point to his ass and say, "It's really my place, I've been singing here for more than a month, and the pile of newspapers under your ass is still what I read yesterday." ”

I originally wanted to let this old man get up with a pleasant face, but he thought that this old miscellaneous hair was a hob of meat, only to see him smile, showing a mouthful of big yellow teeth, he copied the erhu again, and then said to me: "The young people nowadays are really becoming more and more dishonest, forget it, young man, your uncle is not as knowledgeable as you, you go to other places to fool people, jacket." ”

I'm fooling your grandmother with an elbow! Seeing that this old man didn't get up, I was so angry that I couldn't do it, and I just wanted to speak to him again, but the old guy actually opened his throat and shouted: "Bully the disabled!" Alas, mom, I'm distressed, no, alas, mom~ Oh, I'm not alive!! ”

I was suddenly frightened by his voice, thinking that this person can't be sick, why am I bullying you? However, when he shouted like this, the people in the underground passage all looked to the side, which was really indefensible, and I had to hurriedly wave my hand and say: "What, no, really not, I really didn't bully him, the real thing is ......"

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