After Qian Zha's words were asked, the room was quiet again, and Qian Zhaji and I both looked at Dao'an quietly, hoping that he could give us a satisfactory result.

Dao An smiled bitterly, and then whispered to us: "It's true that Xiao Qian said, Xiao Yuan, we don't have too deep friendship, but I hope you can believe me, because this time I am for my junior sister, you have put so much effort into saving her, and I don't want to see her die." Since we have come this far, I choose to help you, and I also atone for myself. ”

It turned out that the reason why he came to report the news was precisely for Su Yidan.

Sometimes I think people are really contradictory animals, because our thoughts will change with the change of the surrounding environment and the alternation of time, in this river of life, many people do not know how to persevere, after all, the wind and waves are too big, so they can only choose to go with the flow.

Just like Dao'an, he actually wanted Su Yidan's good in his heart, but at the beginning of the year, he had already given up in his heart, and he persuaded me to give up with him.

I didn't choose to do this, I chose to persevere, and finally, after paying a considerable price, I finally survived, I didn't mean that Dao'an was wrong, because I said before that everyone has their own way of living, and there is nothing wrong with him doing this, but it is also for Su Yidan's good, his thoughts are too negative, and in real life, there are many people around us who have this kind of values, and they stopped when they met the south wall, and said that they were the embodiment of maturity, But if that's maturity, I'd rather never grow up.

How many times can a person go crazy in his life? I chose to persevere, because if I lose my goal, I will grow up.

It's a bit far, after all, this story has been told here, it has taken a long time, and I have followed the memories from beginning to end to re-go through that somewhat unfamiliar experience again, because of the relationship of time, so the current state of mind is naturally a little different from that time, in fact, I don't know whether my thoughts at the time were right or wrong, and maybe there is nothing wrong and right in this world itself, all we have to do is to go on step by step according to our own choice.

Back to the book, after Dao An told us his reasons at that time, I had no reason not to accept it, after all, he knew Su Yidan much earlier than me, and since the day I met Su Yidan, I learned from Su Yidan that he had such a chattering senior brother.

It can be said that the relationship between their brother and sister is undoubted, and it is reasonable for Dao An to help me out of thinking about Su Yidan's purpose, and ...... Maybe it's really because of my soft-heartedness, as soon as I heard him mention Su Yidan, my heart also softened, so I sighed to him: "Thank you for still thinking about her, we will be careful, but it's a pity that we can't set off yet, I really don't know when it will take." ”

After Dao An heard what I said, he lowered his head and thought for a while, as if he had made some decision, only to see him say to me: "Xiaoyuan, have you thought about it, what if we ignore them and go to the fox fairy's hometown by ourselves?" ”

Well?! Dao'an's words really surprised us, and I thought to myself, what's wrong with him? You must know that he has taken a big risk by coming to report to us now, if he continues, it will be tantamount to digging his own grave, everything he has spent so much effort on before will be in vain, and even cause death.

What is he doing this for? Just when Qian Zha Paper and I were still surprised, I saw that Dao An lowered his head and said to me and Qian Zha Paper in a very light but very firm tone: "I know you can't believe me now, but I really don't mean anything else this time, and I'm really ashamed to say it, although I have gotten what I once wanted in the past six months, but I found that those things are not as beautiful as I imagined, but I can't sleep well every day, this kind of self-blame makes me unable to raise my head, so I want to atone for my sins and want to get back to my former self." ”

I remember that there was once such a philosopher who once said that a person's life is a process of constantly searching for himself, and everyone has different values for anything, it seems that Dao An does have a conscience, and the weight of his conscience is equal or even greater than money, but he didn't know it before.

As he said, he got money, but he lost his happiness, and he could only live in self-blame, and although this emotion was invisible, it was amazingly heavy, and I was also very touched when I saw his attitude at that time, after all, I had met all kinds of people, and they didn't understand what they wanted until they died, Huang Shan is the best example.

In half a year, Dao An finally understood what he wanted, whether it was true or not, but after hearing him say this, my heart was really relieved, after all, I hope my friends are doing well, after all, I still treat him as a friend.

However, the question arises again, that is, should I trust him or not?

It is undeniable that now we have reached a stalemate in Jiagedaqi, if we continue to stay, it will be a complete waste of time, and Dao'an's proposal is really beneficial to me, after all, I cooperated with Shao Yu only because I couldn't find the fox fairy's hometown, and now things seem to have become clear, that is, Shao Yu can't actually find it, only Dao'an, who holds the Muluo Sutra, has a chance to find it.

Since this is the case, then Shao Yu and his party are completely useless, at best they can be used as wallet calls, but can I say that I am short of those two money? Moreover, this 'wallet' is also quite dangerous, and we may not be able to recover it anytime and anywhere.

So, if Dao An can really help us, it is undoubtedly the best result I can think of, but then again, if Dao An still shows up as a spy this time, then what should I do? Although it is often said that once you have been bitten by a snake for ten years, you are afraid of the well rope, but as the saying goes, it is difficult to draw the skin of a tiger and draw bones, and you don't know your face but not your heart!

Although I regard him as a friend, can a friend really be fully trusted?

This is a cruel topic, because he is very realistic, I believe that everyone has been deceived or betrayed by friends, not to mention, Dao An once deceived me once, and almost put me to death.

If that's the case, how do I choose?

Just as I was thinking about this, Qian Zha paper on the bed spoke, only to see him take a puff of cigarette, and then asked Dao'an: "Brother Dao, you help us so much, what about your property?" ”

Dao An smiled bitterly, and then said to Qian Zha paper: "It doesn't matter, I have already made some money in the past six months, and I think it will be enough for my father's medical expenses, so I want to do something for my junior sister now." ”

Qian Zhashi nodded, and then asked Dao'an, "That...... Aren't you afraid of what will happen to you when you help us? ”

Dao An smiled helplessly, then looked at me, and then said softly: "To be honest, I haven't thought about it, because I have been thinking about what I want every day for half a year, but I have never been able to think of a reason, but I know that the current life is not what I want, maybe I really live to a dog at this age, the older I get, the younger I get." ”

"It's also thanks to Xiaoyuan." Dao An said to me: "You woke me up, woke up the numb me, so I can't think too much now, just like you, I just want to help you help my sister at the same time, but also to get back to my former self." ”

The former self, this is a little sad, yes, are we still the same as we used to be?

I looked at Dao'an, and the scene I just met him came to mind, although he was poor at that time, but he did look much happier than now, free and happy every day, and occasionally suffered losses and was called a second goods but didn't take it to heart, but now? Although he was neatly dressed and rich, he looked very haggard, as if he had aged several years in half a year, and even sporadic gray hair appeared on the back of his head.

The most important thing is that he has lost his happiness, the most ordinary and precious happiness.

Thinking of this, I sighed, and seeing that we didn't speak, Dao'an's eyes seemed to gradually dim, only to see him smile self-deprecatingly, and then stood up and whispered to us with a smile: "You guys...... I'm right not to believe me, after all, this is my own sin, but you must be careful these days, if you have the opportunity, I will help you again. ”

After saying that, he stood up a little frustrated, and then walked in the direction of the door without saying a word, and he had just taken two steps before I spoke, and I whispered to him, "Where are you going, go back and pack your luggage?" ”

Dao An looked back at me in some surprise, and I turned my head to look at Qian Zha Paper, Qian Zha Paper shrugged his shoulders, and then continued to dig out his ears with his little finger, only to see him say to Dao An: "Brother Dao, let's leave tonight?" ”

At that moment, I obviously saw Dao An for a moment, and then a layer of mist sprouted in his eyes, he looked at us in a daze, and I smiled at him and nodded, yes, although friends will betray, but until the end, I will still choose to believe in friends, although it will seem stupid to do this in the eyes of others, but no way, everyone's values are different. Like a moth, it knew it might burn it, but it still chose to embrace the warmth.

Sometimes, friends may be like that.

In fact, there was no need for us to deliberately say anything at that time, Dao An already knew that Qian Zhazhi and I had chosen to believe him, and at that moment, a complicated expression appeared on his face, there was sadness and guilt in that expression, but the most was moved.

I saw him nod, then wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, nodded at us and smiled, "Well, let's leave tomorrow night." ”

Since the decision has been made, then there is no hesitation, because we were not prepared to take a taxi in the middle of the night, so we had to delay for another day, and wait for tomorrow to buy a ticket and prepare to leave this Jiagedaqi before dawn after tomorrow, I heard that Shao Yu said that this fox fairy's hometown is at the border between Jiagedaqi and Songling District, and I have also checked it in the past two days, it is not far from here to there, how can the scene of half a day arrive, that is, every afternoon after the latest, We will be able to step into the Great Khing'an Mountains to find the mysterious twin mountains.

It was 2:30 in the morning, after we made a decision, Dao An did not stay, but returned to his room, and after Dao An left, I closed the door, and Qian Zha paper got out of bed conveniently, and when he came out of the bathroom, he asked me in a low voice: "Yao Zi, do you think this thing is reliable?" ”

I sighed, and then lay down on the bed, looking at the gray ceiling, and found that there was a small spider web in the corner of the wall, and a small spider was lying motionless on it, I looked at the spider, and thought about it, so I said to Qian Zha paper: "I really can't wait now, and since I believe in him, I must believe to the end, give him a chance, and also give ourselves a chance." ”

"Give ourselves a chance?" Qian Zhashi obviously didn't understand what I was saying, so he turned to me and asked, "What do you mean by that?" What kind of opportunity do you give yourself? ”

"A chance to get back to who you used to be." I said.

Dao'an's words just now actually gave me a lot of feelings, I think a person will be more careful to protect themselves after being hurt, that kind of protection may be instinctive, just like if our body is injured, it will repair itself, but after the injury is healed, it will still leave scars, which is the trace of overprotection.

Everyone actually has injuries on their bodies, I just don't want to leave a scar in my heart, although everyone grows, but in the process of growing up, I don't want to make myself too strange.

Qian Zha Paper may still not understand what I mean, and I had already turned off the lights at the time, and I didn't say anything all night.

Early in the morning, the rain stopped. And Ma Tianshun's 'illness' is not cured yet, but I think these things don't matter anymore, whether he is a real illness or a fake illness has nothing to do with us, so I entrusted Qian Tie paper to buy tickets, after all, he is the best candidate, because he has too many sudden surnames, so people will not pay attention to him.

On this day, Shao Yu came to my room as usual, and discussed some unnutritious topics with me, I looked at him, as if smiling, thinking to myself, maybe I don't know what is in his head, but he also doesn't know what is in my head now.

To be honest, it is a very ironic thing to be able to talk so peacefully with him on the surface, after all, our positions and origins are different, although we are all from the shamanic lineage, but Shao Yu is the orthodox descendant of the Shao family, and I am the descendant of Shao Yongxing, it is a coincidence, Shao Yongxing does not have the blood of the Shao family, and I have no blood relationship with Shao Yongxing, but I can beat the Kaiyuan drum like Shao Yongxing, in a trance, Shao Yonglin and Shao Yongxing's position at that time appeared again between me and Shao Yu, This made me even more convinced that there might really be fate.

The grievances of the previous generation, Shao Yongxing and Shao Yonglin actually didn't distinguish the winner or loser, and decades later, who will have the last laugh between me and this Shao Yu?

To say that this Shao Yu is indeed a terrible opponent, because he has almost no weaknesses, but I also understand that 'almost' does not mean 'non-existent', maybe his only weakness is his indifferent and unscrupulous surname, because this surname is a double-edged sword, which can help him or harm him, after all, everyone will judge others with their own surname, and it may be precisely because of this that Shao Yu did not mention that Dao'an.

After all, in his heart, he must think that we hate Dao'an, just imagine, a person who has betrayed you, will you still believe it?

It is said that Shao Yu usually doesn't even believe people who haven't betrayed him, so naturally he is also relieved of the relationship between Dao'an and us.

But he may have really miscalculated, and he will never know that the worthless friendship in his heart is more important to me than anything else.

When Shao Yu went out, he happened to face each other with Qian Zha Paper, Shao Yu looked at Qian Zha Paper, and asked happily: "Little Qian, where did you go?" ”

Qian Zhazhi didn't know if he was weak or what, but he smiled awkwardly at Shao Yu, and then said to him like a child who had done something: "You know everything?" ”

I was chuckling in my heart, thinking that it was broken, should I show my stuffing? And after Shao Yu heard Qian Zhazhi say this, he said with interest: "Then I don't need to say, what do I don't know?" ”

"Really." I saw Qian Zhashi blushing and said to Shao Yu: "Then there is no way, don't tell others, it's a big deal, I'll give you one." ”

After that, I saw him take out a crumpled thing from his satchel and stuff it into Shao Yu's hand, Shao Yu was stunned for a moment, and then looked up, only to see that the thing was silky, triangular, red, and a pair of underwear.

At this moment, even Shao Yu couldn't figure out the situation, and saw Qian Zha paper smile, and then whispered to Shao Yu: "I was born this year, and I brought a pair of red pants when I went out, but you also know that this is not enough to wear, so I went to buy a dozen just now, hey Boss Shao, do you want it, I buy a lot, ultra-thin and breathable, I believe that wearing it will definitely make you feel heaven." ”

Obviously, Shao Yu can't figure out this crazy money paper, but it's a coincidence, at this time, the hotel waiter who was cleaning in the next room walked out, and just saw this Shao Yu holding a trace of women's red pants in his hand, I am sure that if this matter is put on me, then my old face must be redder than this pants.

But Shao Yu is Shao Yu, the old man is cunning and has a sense of self-cultivation on the surface, so that he was not angry when he was brushed by Qian Zha paper, I saw him smile, and then handed the underwear back to Qian Zha Paper and said jokingly: "Thank you, little brother, but I really don't plan to pretend to be Superman." ”

"Lack of heart!!" I saw Qian Zhashi suddenly laugh and said, "Superman's underwear is blue one-piece, hahahaha!! ”

Qian Zha paper's voice was very loud, and the laughing waiter in the hotel couldn't stop glancing at this side, and I hurriedly pretended to read a book and didn't know what was going on, and at this moment, Shao Yu finally couldn't hang up, he understood that he couldn't be like a madman, so he had to smile awkwardly, and then walked towards his room.

When he closed the door, I clearly saw Qian Zha paper stretched out two fingers to me and made a V-shape, then grabbed the underwear and closed the door, and at the same time turned his head to the group and smiled: "Phew, it's still shaman, I don't even have this common sense." ”

I smiled helplessly, thinking to myself, it seems that no matter who it is, it really can't fight a madman, especially this kind of crazy master.

But thanks to Qian Zha Paper, this immediately changed, Shao Yu didn't notice his abnormality, maybe it was because he was full of strange relationships, Qian Zha Paper had already bought a ticket, the short-distance ticket in the middle of the night, I held the three tickets in my hand and thought that God really helped me, and now I will wait for it to get dark.

Thinking of this, I turned my head and looked out the window again, although the rain had stopped, but the sky was still hazy, there was no sunshine, I don't know what the weather will be tomorrow?

(To be continued)