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Zhang Shifei woke up. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ**

He really woke up, but, just like Chen Jian and Liu Ling said before, he still didn't say a word, maybe waking up was the beginning of another nightmare for him, and he was really scared.

Liu Ling is indeed very efficient, since yesterday from this jade stream poured wine gourd water, then rushed back to his cellar, overnight brewed a unique wine, according to his words, this is estimated to be the second most precious wine in the world, so far a bottle, if this thing appeared in their time, it is estimated that there will be a bloody storm, but even if this bottle of wine is so precious, but that Liu Ling did not drink, not even smelled, I really don't know why.

Of course, this is not what Li Lanying cares about, he hasn't slept all night, since the bamboo in the bamboo forest emits green light, he has been sitting next to Zhang Shifei, Chen Qian seems to be full of sleep, so he didn't sleep, he sat on the stone bench and repeatedly played with two pieces of Tai Sui skin, one of these two Tai Sui skins is what he once wore, because of saving Zhang right and wrong and left in the painting, at this time he lost and recovered, I don't know what kind of mood he will be, but looking at his eyes, it doesn't seem to be very happy.

Li Lanying had already fed Zhang Shifei some spring water from Yuxi before, so now he was not worried about his hunger, and Li Lanying didn't say a word for a night, waiting bitterly.

Until the sky gradually brightened up, the green light of the bamboo forest disappeared, Li Lanying suddenly looked up, and saw that Liu Ling came over with a bottle of things, Li Lanying hurriedly greeted him, Liu Ling nodded at him, and then handed the thing in his hand to Chen Jun.

Chen Tuo poured out some yellow powder from the bottle, shining like golden sand, this is the result of Liu Ling's one night, through the water of Yuxi to make wine leftover lees, Chen Tuo was very satisfied, so he asked Li Lanying to help Zhang Shifei, Li Lanying did so, that Chen Tuo did not speak, just stretched out his right hand, and drew a circle out of thin air on the palm of his left hand, and the golden powder in the palm of his hand seemed to have vitality and floated up, only to see that Chen Tuo hooked his hand against Zhang Shifei again, Zhang Shifei's body also floated up like those powders, and at the same time, his shirt untied itself, revealing his thin chest, only to see Chen Tuan's hands closed, Li Lanying felt that this posture was like the shape of those monks chanting Amitabha, and with a snap, I saw that the golden powder floating in the air got into Zhang Shifei's chest, and then disappeared.

Zhang Shifei's body was shocked, and then he fell, Li Lanying hugged him in his arms before he turned his head, but when he turned his head again, he found that Na Chenjun and Liu Ling were already sitting at the table, not looking at each other, each turned his head to the side, and didn't say a word.

Li Lanying wondered in his heart, and then he asked Chen Jian a little tentatively: "Dad...... This, that's it? ”

Chen Tuan nodded, and then said to Li Lanying, "Then what do you want." ”

I don't want to do anything, what can I do, Li Lanying thought to herself, it's just that he has been busy in the world for nearly a month before, and Mr. Cui has made countless attempts, and even used any spiritualist rituals, which one is not extremely cumbersome? I really didn't expect that this Chen Tuo's method was so simple, so that he didn't react for a while, but he thought in his heart, yes, no matter the gold and silver moves, what can work is a good move, and Chen Tuo can't fool him if he wants to, so this time Zhang Zhengfei may really be good.

How did he know that this seemingly simple action of Chen Qian Fang actually hides countless mysteries, if you want to say right and wrong? If you want to recover, where is it so easy, you must use the most aura wine in the world to brew this little wine lees to attract it back together, as for why this is so, it is because if you use pure wine to lead, after all, the flesh is mortal, I am afraid that it will not be able to support it, and then get its qi heart drunk, it will be really difficult to do, and the material of this sake lees is also something that cannot be found. ####

Let's not talk about how rare the female ghost tears are, just say that the water of this jade spring is also very rare, the only one in the Three Realms, plus Liu Ling, a master of winemaking, Liu Ling has not been so attentive to brewing wine for a long time, so the aura contained in the sake lees this time is very strong, and there is Chen Jun, don't look at the few times he just understated, just these few hands, he has lost at least hundreds of years of Taoism, and the sake lees have been beaten into fine powder, and then together with the Taoism, they have entered Zhang Shifei's body, of course, these things, Li Lanying didn't know it at that time.

At that time, he only had Zhang Shifei in his eyes, and that powder was really useful, Li Lanying watched Zhang Shifei's already cold body slowly warm up, and at the same time, his body began to soften, not as stiff as before, and a flush appeared on his face, and his eyes began to flicker.

Great, he's finally waking up! Li Lanying thought very excitedly.

It hurts, it hurts, didn't I die? When Zhang Shifei regained consciousness, he was woken up by pain, and he realized that it was pitch black around him.

Where am I? Who am I? Zhang Shifei wanted to move, but his body seemed to be fixed, the pain in his heart never stopped, and his memories came up little by little.

Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, yes, I am Zhang Shifei, or a peacock, I seem to be asleep, why, why don't you let me sleep all the time, why, why do you want me to suffer? Why, why are you still alive?

At this moment, Zhang Shifei only felt that there was a light in front of him, this light was really annoying, Zhang Shifei, who had not seen the light for a long time, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and when he came back to his senses, he only saw Li Lanying's excited face that was about to be distorted.

Li Lanying saw that he had moved, and at the same time his eyes were rejuvenated, and he suddenly burst into tears of joy, he grabbed Zhang Shifei's shoulders and shouted loudly: "Old Zhang!" Lao Zhang, are you awake!! ”

Hearing him shout, Liu Ling and Chen Jian on the side glanced at each other, and then they all smiled bitterly involuntarily, maybe only they knew the meaning of this smile.

Li Lanying saw Zhang Shifei wake up, and excitedly hugged him in his arms, his strength was very great, Zhang Shifei felt that his skeleton was strangled by him for a while, but this pain, compared with the pain in his heart, was simply insignificant.

Although he woke up, he didn't have any reaction, Li Lanying hugged him for a while, then let go of him, and then scolded him: "You, do you know how much we worry about you?" You're good, you've slept until you really stop, hey, what's wrong, why are you looking at me like this, talking, you're dumb? ”

Li Lanying suddenly found that even though Zhang Shifei's body seemed to be able to move, but he still didn't say a word, he just looked at Li Lanying very indifferently, and then looked at Chen Jian and Liu Ling, after that, there was no movement, although Li Lanying had heard it before, maybe Zhang Shifei was cured, but there would be a lot of trouble, although he had been prepared for a long time, but now that he saw Zhang Shifei like this, he was still a little surprised, he reached out and grabbed Zhang Shifei's shoulder, and then shook desperately, while shaking, While shouting: "Lao Zhang!! What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you making you so upset!? You speak, you speak!! ”

Zhang Shifei shook like a small sapling in the wind under his big hands, but even so, he was still motionless, like this, Li Lanying yelled at him for more than half an hour, until some of the swear words of Ma Daddy scolding his mother came out of his mouth, and he knew that his throat was hoarse, but Zhang Zhengfei was still indifferent. ####

In the end, Li Lanying had no choice but to give up, he lowered his head, loosened Zhang Shifei's collar, and then walked in front of Chen Tuan, and asked in frustration: "Dad, what's going on?" ”

Chen Jian shook his head, and then said to him: "Didn't I say it, although his qi has been repaired, but the crack still exists, and none of us can help him, so he can only help himself." ”

"Look at his virtue!!" For some reason, a nameless fire suddenly appeared in Li Lanying's heart, only to see him pointing at Zhang Shifei angrily, and then scolded: "Is he really not a man, like a puddle of mud, what is the difference from just now?" I...... I ............"

Li Lanying said several 'I' words in a row, but she didn't say any more, indeed, thinking about the month in the world, they seemed to have said nothing about Zhang Zhengfei, but he didn't listen to a word when he thought about Zhang Zhengfei, and until now, Li Lanying didn't know what he should say again.

Seeing that Li Lanying was so depressed, Chen Jian sighed, then he stood up, patted Li Lanying on the shoulder, and said at the same time: "Forget it, there are times in life that must be there, and there is no time in life to force it, let it be natural, let's let him be quiet first." ”

After that, Chen Yan pulled Li Lanying and left, and when Liu Ling saw the two of them leaving, he hurriedly got up and asked, "Where are you two going?" ”

Chen shook his head and said without replying: "Where else can you go if you want to drink, your house." ”

"Oh, you shameless old bastard............ " Liu Ling scolded behind her, but she also followed with a wine gourd, and after a while, the three of them disappeared into the bamboo forest.

After the three of them left, in front of the cabin in the forest, silence resumed again, what silence it was, as if time had stopped, even the wind was gone, the bamboo leaves had stopped swinging, Zhang Shifei sat on the soft ground in a daze, with his head down, and could only hear his own breathing and a slight heartbeat.

He had already woken up, and he had listened to Li Lanying's words just now, and he also understood why, thinking that he had finally returned to the Yingzhou Wonderland that he had been thinking about for a long time, but there was no trace of joy in his heart, and there was still the endless pain.

Because, there was one less person by his side, as soon as he thought of Liang Yun'er, Zhang Shifei's breathing seemed to start to be rapid again, he really didn't dare to think about that person, because, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, as if thousands of ants were biting.

How much he once wanted to return to Yingzhou with Liang Yun'er, and never cared about the rights and wrongs of the world's grievances and grievances, but the wish at that time was now so unattainable, life is constantly searching, he has been looking for an answer, but he doesn't want to wait for his answer to be so cruel.

He always wanted to fulfill his promise, and he would never change, but it was not until the end that he realized that his promise was like a joke.

A big joke.

Xu Ying, this woman who has been deeply imprinted in his heart, the only woman he feels indebted, may not be Liang Yun'er, and Liang Yun'er died because of him, in the face of this inexplicable love debt, what should Zhang Shifei do?

Perhaps, escape is the easiest, maybe, there is no more maybe.

In the endless silence, Zhang Shifei stretched out his hands and buried his head in them, and there was a warm feeling in the sky, which was the temperature of the palm.

Confused, unprecedentedly confused, even if Zhang Shifei woke up, he couldn't find a reason to stand up, a reason to go on.

At that moment, he felt that he was completely a superfluous character in this world, an insignificant poor worm, that day, he thought a lot, for a long time, although he didn't want to recall, but the memories couldn't stop appearing in his mind, from childhood, to the arrogant youth, to the rotten growth, and then to Yingzhou, the top of the snow-capped mountains, and then returned to Harbin everything he encountered.

Suddenly he felt that this was really a joke, thinking about the poor people he met, the woman named Song Lijun, Zhang Shifei felt that he was very pitiful at that time, but now that he thinks about it, how pitiful she is, at least, she still knows who the person she likes is, and the loyal old dog, and the blind little girl, and those egg demons, and Ran Xi, no matter what their ending is, but they all know what they want.

They all know it, and what about me?

What exactly do I want? What the hell am I doing? What the hell am I ...... What the hell am I in this world!!

The more Zhang Shifei thought about it, the more heartache he felt, he suddenly felt that his life was simply living in a lie, nothing was true, even he lived so fakely, he always thought that he could change his fate, but in the end he was still played by fate between applause, and the pain was like a shadow, but Zhang Shifei was already numb, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry, he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, he could only sit quietly like this.

After a long time, he slowly raised his head and looked at the hazy sky over Yingzhou, it was so quiet here, and suddenly, Zhang Shifei seemed to have hallucinations, this kind of sky, it seems that he had seen it before, where is it, it seems to be ............ Zhang Shifei looked at the sky stupidly, trying to overlap what he saw now with his previous memories.

It was the years on the nameless peak, at that time, he was still a peacock who could not become a human, in late autumn, the leaves of the mountain were withered and yellow, and the autumn brought enough food, that period of time, it was the most idle time for the peacock and Xu Ying.

How many days in the afternoon, Xu Ying sat in front of the small shack, holding the peacock, and told it what she had encountered before, what a beautiful woman she was, the peacock curled up in the woman's arms, he liked that feeling, it was very real, although there was no sunshine, but it was also very warm, the woman's eyes were very bright, but the peacock could find an inexplicable sadness in those eyes, maybe the woman was also helpless and frightened, at that time he secretly made up his mind in his heart, and vowed to stay by this woman's side forever, Don't let her suffer a little more grievances and hardships, although the woman doesn't know, but this is indeed Zhang Shifei's first serious promise in his life.

It turned out that it was so difficult to keep his promise, in the winter, the woman was still frozen to death, and the peacock became a human, and he vowed to find the reincarnation of the woman, and then fulfill his unfulfilled promise, but ...... Zhang Shifei closed his eyes, and there was darkness in front of him, Liang Yun'er's face resurfaced in his heart, he always thought that Liang Yun'er was Xu Ying's reincarnation, but the reality was so cruel.

He thought that his memory at this time could stay in that comfortable time on the mountain, but whenever he thought of Xu Ying, he always unconsciously thought of Liang Yun'er.

Why is it so painful, why is it so painful? Zhang Shifei was confused, and his memories spread again, returning to those days in Liang Yun'er's school.

Liang Yun'er looked very quiet when she read a book, Zhang Shifei clearly remembered that he was sleeping on the table with his eyes closed at that time, whenever he opened his eyes, he could always see Liang Yun'er's face, she was wearing glasses, so engrossed, occasionally their eyes collided, and they would look at each other and smile.

I remember one day, Liang Yuner had dinner with him, and walked outside the school, in that quiet, dim street lamp stretched their shadows very long, Liang Yuner sometimes seemed to be like a child, to play hide and seek with Zhang Shifei, Zhang Shifei had no choice but to agree, and then Liang Yuner asked him to close his eyes, silently count a hundred, and then go to her, but when Zhang Shifei opened his eyes, he couldn't find Liang Yun'er.

At that time, he was really anxious, and it may be that he was really afraid that Liang Yun'er would suffer an accident, so he didn't care about any face, and shouted loudly on the street, passers-by passed by, and looked at him like he was looking at a fool.

In the end, Liang Yun'er got out of the woods on the side, and then she said to Zhang Shifei: "You, really, what are you shouting?" ”

At that time, Zhang Shifei wiped his sweat, and then said to Liang Yun'er: "I, I'm afraid I won't find you." ”

"It's stupid." Liang Yun'er smiled and wiped Zhang Shifei's sweat with a tissue and said, "Why can't you find me, where can I go?" ”

Zhang Shifei licked his dry lips, and seemed to have some palpitations, so he said to Liang Yun'er: "I'm afraid that in case...... What if I can't find you? ”

At that time, Liang Yun'er couldn't help but laugh when she saw him so serious, and after thinking about it, she said to him as if she was joking: "Okay, I promise you, if I disappear in the future, you can close your eyes, count a hundred, and then I will appear next to you with a snap." ”

"One, two, three, four.................."

Although Liang Yun'er at that time may have been just a joke, Zhang Shifei really closed his eyes at this time, counted a hundred counts, and after counting, he opened his eyes, but he didn't see Liang Yun'er, in front of his eyes, there was still a hazy sky.

She won't appear, never again, Zhang Shifei suddenly found that he was alone now, and in the end, the promise became fake, and only the pain was real.

Thinking about it, Zhang Shifei only felt all kinds of emotions in his chest gushing out together, a tingling pain in front of his eyes, and a drop of liquid like ink slipped from the corner of his right eye, after this drop of liquid fell, everything in front of Zhang Shifei seemed to lose color and turned gray.

(To be continued)