Chapter 171: People's hearts change
There is often a biting cold under the sun, but there is also a heart-warming light in the darkness, which shows that in this world, nothing is absolute, interpreted by Tai Chi graphics, all things touch each other, there is no flawless good, there is no extreme evil, not in opposition, only in harmony, this is the way of heaven, can not be changed.
Zhang Shifei sat on the ground, holding a cigarette in his mouth, the light in Fuze Hall was very dim, it belonged to the old-fashioned old light bulb, sixty watts, not old and bright, emitting that orange light, giving people the feeling of the whole 170s.
In fact, Zhang Shifei also told the head before, can you change the light bulb, this light bulb looks older than him, round and winter, so that Li Lanying has the urge to open her mouth to swallow it when she sees it, and this light hits people with this melancholy, is it because of professional problems, when Mr. Yin Yang has to create a sense of mystery?
Mr. Cui smiled at the time, and then said to him, this light bulb is indeed old, or the original owner of this Fukuzawa Hall changed it before his death, and now that the old man is gone, it is a thought, not to mention, it is unlucky to change the light bulb, so let's wait for it to break.
Zhang Shifei was holding a cigarette in his mouth, the room was so quiet that it was terrifying, as if a needle on the ground could be heard, Liu Yudi had fallen asleep in the back room at this time, Zhang Shifei still felt a little guilty in his heart, he blamed him for being too weak, and everyone was worried about it, Zhang Shifei thought of this, and couldn't help but feel a little angry in his heart, he took a puff of cigarette, and the place where the cigarette butt burned made a sizzling sound.
It's too quiet, Zhang Shifei looked to the side, Li Lanying is really a pig, she has already dozed off against the corner of the wall at this time, Dong Sizhe on the sofa is still as quiet as an ornament, her eyes are hooked, but the female ghost in yellow seems to be bored.
I'm afraid it's because it's different, it doesn't look like a ghost at all, it's not an exaggeration to say, now that I look at it, it's not as melancholy as Zhang Shifei, a living person, it doesn't look like a female ghost in those ghost stories at all, I saw it sitting on the sofa at this time, with a Erlang leg crossed, and its head banged left and right, full of the boring look of a junior high school student looking forward to school.
Seeing Zhang Shifei looking at it, the female ghost in yellow suddenly smiled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Don't want to kill me, little brother, come and talk to me?" β
Eldest sister, are you a bit of a ghost? Talk to me about it, if this is a normal person, you can't be scared to death? Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, only to see him extinguish the cigarette butt in the ashtray, then shook his head and said to the female ghost in yellow: "I'm not in the mood." β
The yellow-clothed female ghost smirked, and then asked, "Yoh?" You're not in the mood yet, tell your sister, why aren't you in the mood? β
Zhang Shifei took out another cigarette case, connected one, and said while lighting the fire: "I'm worried." β
Now Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing have been walking for a long time, looking at the wall clock on the wall is about to point to two o'clock, Mr. Cui asked Zhang Shifei to wait for the call, but the call did not come for a long time, which more or less made Zhang Shifei feel a little worried, but this is not the main thing, what makes him more confused is what happened during this time.
There are too many things that confuse him, there are too many things waiting for him to solve, emotionally in life, the good brother fat man was planted with a demon seed, but he has bred the root of love, the words of rounding off and two catastrophes seem to be like an iron chain firmly tied to him, can love but dare not love, this seems to be the biggest torture for people, he thought of Liang Yun'er, the sister will come back in a few days, what to say about the showdown with her when the time comes? Alas.
There is also this demon egg thing, his uncle's, recently super strong egg demons have appeared one after another, Zhang Shifei can't intervene at all, I really can't imagine how he, the so-called 'chosen person', can fight those perverts.
All of this was like a heavy stone, pressing Zhang Shifei out of breath, and he suddenly felt that in fact, of course, his uncle's was nothing good, and it was better to be happy when he was a stupid b blue bird in Yingzhou!
However, this is just a complaint, Zhang Shifei understands in his heart that escape is not a way, because escape can bring nothing but tragedy.
When the yellow-clothed female ghost saw Zhang Shifei like this, she actually giggled, only to see it say: "Don't worry, I don't know about Xiao Yi, but I know Xiao Qin's ability too well, it must be fine, besides, look at your little appearance, I'm afraid that there are other things on your mind, come out and see if my sister can help you?" β
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly: "How do you know that I have something on my mind?" β
The female ghost in yellow said with some disdain: "Your sister and I have seen more people than you have soaked in girls, looking at your little face, I know that it is too stressed, and I always have nightmares, right?" β
Oops I'm going? So accurate? Zhang Shifei suddenly became interested, but after thinking about it, this eldest sister's words have a language problem, it is not blind, how tragic are the people who watch it are not as many as the girls I soaked? But these words really amused him, so he said helplessly: "Yes...... The pressure is quite high, and I feel like I've been unlucky, as if nothing has ever gone well. β
The female ghost in yellow floated off the sofa, then came to Zhang Shifei and sat down, smiled at him and said, "What are the things that don't go well with you, can you tell me about it?" β
Anyway, there is nothing to do now except wait, there can be someone, well, even if there is a ghost who can listen to your complaints, it may not be a way to decompress, so Zhang Shifei thought about it, and then told the woman in yellow what happened to her, the woman in yellow smiled lightly after listening, and then said to him: "Are these the reasons for your worries?" β
"Isn't that enough?" Zhang Shifei said.
The female ghost in yellow looked at Zhang Shifei, her eyes were like looking at an ignorant child, and she said very calmly: "Generally speaking, you just feel that your experience is very miserable and unhappy." β
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly: "It should be said that I have never been happy." β
After hearing that, the female ghost in yellow opened her mouth and asked, "Then in your heart, what is the definition of happiness?" β
What is the definition of happiness? Zhang Shifei was stunned, he really hadn't thought much about this problem, in his mind, happiness was just a general concept, so he sighed, and then said: "It should be with the person I like." β
The female ghost in yellow shook her head, and then asked him again: "Then your current definition of happiness is what you want to pursue?" β
Zhang Shifei nodded, and the female ghost in yellow asked again: "Then what you are pursuing now is still what you pursued before?" β
Zhang Shifei This time, I was really a little confused, before, yes, what was the definition of happiness in my heart before? He began to fall into contemplation, thinking that when he first arrived in Yingzhou, his pursuit was just to become Chengren and then return to Harbin, at that time, he was afraid that this was happiness, but as time went by, the thoughts in his heart were also changing, including the happiness he was pursuing, when he was in the painting, he thought that moment was eternal, and he didn't want Xu Ying to be seriously ill and die, and when he returned to Harbin, he was inexplicably introduced into a series of events, met Xu Ying's reincarnation, but couldn't escape the curse of rounding up, It seems that he can only control his happiness by constantly becoming stronger, but now he finds that no matter how hard he tries, happiness is still so far away.
So he shook his head and said, "Probably not." β
"Why not?" The female ghost in yellow said, "Haven't you returned to Harbin now?" Isn't that what you've been looking for? Why should you be sad when you are already happy? β
Indeed, to a certain extent, Zhang Shifei has indeed reached the previous most wanted, he has turned back into a person, although not so perfect, he has returned to Harbin, although the impression of this place has changed a little, he met the reincarnation of Xu Ying, although, he can't be with her.
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, and he muttered: "It turns out that happiness is not far away, but our thoughts have been changing. β
The woman in yellow smiled and said, "You just found out, you, you're lucky enough, why do you have to be sad all the time?" β
"Am I lucky?" Zhang Shifei said, since Yingzhou came back to the present, it seems that no one has really told him this, Yi Xinxing seems to have said it, but he has almost forgotten it, that Lao Yi's mouth is not old and neat, and he is still clichΓ©, I really don't know if he has been with Lao Cui for a long time, and he has become extremely verbose, and he has to say ten minutes to explain things that can be explained in three or two sentences, and I don't know who can give him the manuscript fee or what.
The yellow-clothed female ghost nodded, and then said to him angrily and funny, "Isn't it? You don't know how lucky you are compared to me. β
"Why?" Zhang Shifei frowned.
And the woman in yellow replied lightly: "At least, you are still alive, you still have the right to choose, and if you have a choice, there will be a turnaround, unlike me, there is no choice." β
Indeed, what it said is right, Zhang Shifei sighed, people, they are not satisfied animals, there will be complaints at any time, this is a common disease, and it has nothing to do with the encounter.
Zhang Shifei secretly said in his heart, am I depressed because of too many things, so I think everything is so bad, maybe, it's not as I think, I still have a chance, at least, there is still a lot of time waiting for me to reverse everything.
Seeing Zhang Shifei thinking there, the female ghost in yellow stretched out her thin little hand and patted him on the shoulder, the cold breath made his whole body tremble, and there were goosebumps, only to see the female ghost in yellow said: "Okay, don't be depressed and don't think about it." β
"But happiness, what is it?" Zhang Shifei asked.
The female ghost in yellow thought for a while, then looked back at the dead ghost Dong Sizhe on the sofa, then turned her head to Zhang Shifei and smiled and said: "Happiness is the process you have been pursuing, when your efforts are to be rewarded, look back at the road you have walked, the name of this section of the road is happiness, understand?" β
Zhang Shifei's heart suddenly brightened, it turned out that this was the case, he scratched the back of his head, and then laughed at himself with some embarrassment: "It turns out that I have been living in happiness." β
"That's right, listen to me, it's absolutely true, I was like you in my life, living in anxiety and melancholy, but I didn't know at the time, this is actually meaningless, think I was so stupid back then, I chose to commit suicide, thinking that death could be a hundred, but I only found out after I died, it turned out to be a big mistake, for a long time, I was repenting for my sins of suicide, but when I found out, it was too late. Isn't it ironic that the death I chose did not bring me relief, but instead deprived me of the right to choose? β
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, and between the wry smiles, it seemed that a warm current slowly appeared in his heart, the words of the female ghost in yellow made him seem to be no longer confused, yes, why should he be depressed, at least he is alive, isn't it?
So, he smiled and said, "Thank you, eldest sister." β
The female ghost in yellow waved her hand: "No thanks, this is what you deserve, the reward for serving me for the past two days, haha." β
He smiled bitterly, and then said to the yellow-clothed female ghost: "By the way, eldest sister, then you should have found your happiness." β
The female ghost in yellow nodded, and then sighed: "Yes, I have really found it, in the last days of my life, now, is my happiness." β
It's really fun to chat with this eldest sister in yellow, Zhang Shifei thought about it, at least he has a long experience, he found that in addition to him and the fat man, anyone who does this business can be regarded as a psychiatrist, I'm afraid they have had this kind of confusion before, it seems that there is really no free lunch in this world, he suddenly opened up in his heart, it turned out that Mr. Cui asked them to serve the eldest sister, that's the case, Zhang Shifei thought about it, but he immediately vetoed this idea again, no, it is impossible for the split head to think so thoughtfully, his uncle.
At the same time, the surrounding area of Harbin.
On the national highway under the night, Yi Xinxing rode his bicycle and pulled Mr. Cui to pedal at a gallop, there were no buildings around, there were only those tall or low trees on both sides of the road, and the seemingly endless grassland, the summer insects couldn't bear the lonely squeak, Yi Xinxing understood that those insects were calling, not singing about the motherland, but they were in estrus, the wind was blowing the leaves, making a sound of the rope, and those leaves and the entire section of the road were reflected in the dim yellow of the street lights.
"Ha Chin, !!" Mr. Cui, who was in the back seat of the car, sneezed suddenly, only to see him rub his nose, and then muttered: "Who is this uncle's scolding me?" β
"I look like Li Lanying." Lao Yi, who was pedaling, said.
Mr. Cui thought for a moment, then replied, "I think it looks like it." β
They have been chasing for several hours, but the paper toad in front of them is still so happy, jumping along this road like a marathon, Yi Xinxing's head on a bicycle nodded straight with the toad, just now when he was in the city, several passers-by thought that this kid was greeting them, Mr. Cui was speechless, thinking that Lao Yi, a fool, how good it was to fold a paper crane or something, it had to be a toad, now it's okay, he is like a beautiful sunset elderly dance troupe, and his neck is almost crooked.
It didn't stop, and it turned onto the national highway along the street, when will I find that little crumb? Just when Mr. Cui was a little anxious, he saw the old Yi who was pedaling in front of him panting and said, "Old Cui, do you say that our bicycle can go on the high speed?" β
"I don't think so." Mr. Cui smiled bitterly and said that if the bicycle could go on the high speed, it would not be many to die eight round-trips.
Yi Xinxing waited for the two rattling ** flying pigeons, he nodded his head up and down and looked at the paper toad in front of him like chicken blood, and said: "But our direction is to go at high speed." β
"Wherever you go, if you can't do it............"
Before Mr. Cui finished speaking, he saw that Yi Xinxing suddenly shouted: "! Toll booths! Lao Cui, what should we do? β
Mr. Cui was depressed in his heart, he thought to himself why there are so many toll stations, if he remembers correctly, after this toll station, he should be on the highway, yes, in the middle of the night, the two old men rode a broken 28 on the highway, which is enough for the ages.
Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth, and then said to Lao Yi: "No, let's throw away the bicycle, you can run with me on your back!" Just don't let some of the greyhounds in the toll booth find out! β
"No, no, no!" Yi Xinxing suddenly said: "Go down, that toad is on the right side of the road!" β
That's great! Mr. Cui was overjoyed, this is really a blind sparrow who is hungry and hungry, thinking of this, he shouted to Lao Yi: "Get off!" Park the car next to it and chase! β
After that, he jumped off the car, Lao Yi also stopped, only to see him shake his hands and pinch the hand brake, giving people the feeling of marshmallow shift + space, a small fluttering turned a big corner, and then stood stiffly, Yi Xinxing got out of the car, and locked the car very carefully, Mr. Cui despised him in his heart, thinking that this is almost high-speed, who can steal your bicycle.
The two came to the side of the road, after looking at each other, they jumped down together, the road is quite high from both sides, about two meters or so, Peng's sound, the feet of the two stepped on the grass, only to see that Mr. Cui has taken out a talisman, and then quickly chased towards the toad who was going to run away, he ran out of two steps and frowned, the talisman quickly ignited, Mr. Cui did not look back and threw the talisman back, at this time, Yi Xinxing behind him had already taken out his little blue lamp, only to see his hand raised, The burning spell fell right into the lamp, and it was lit with a blue glow.
Both of them are professional players, and they have experienced countless events, so they naturally have a very tacit understanding, and while chasing the toad, they each made preparations for battle.
Dong Shanshan, wait for me. Mr. Cui suddenly felt that this seemed to be like a reincarnation, once upon a time, he had also run like this to save her, but the state of mind at that time could no longer be found at this time.
The word love is mixed with kindness, maybe the kindness is greater, Mr. Cui smiled bitterly, now he is no longer the stunned young man who ran and roared in front of the Yuan building in front of the Yuan family, in contrast, he has less impulse, but more than a trace of responsibility.
As Mr. Yin and Yang, he must protect people from being hurt by evil and foreign objects, this is his justice!
After running for about ten minutes, I saw that the toad 'Peng' was burning, and the two of them stood up, knowing that this was the time, and the egg demon was nearby.
So the two of them lit and extinguished the flames and began to look around, and it didn't take long for Yi Xinxing to suddenly whisper: "Found it." β
After Mr. Cui heard it, he quickly looked in the direction of his finger, and in the distance it was a big stone, granite formed over thousands of years, and I don't know why it was scattered here, how tall a person was, Mr. Cui looked at Lao Yi, and he already knew in his heart, it should be behind there, right?
(To be continued)