Chapter 225: Cherish Every Second (I)
This is indeed the worst Qixi Festival, not only did he not soak in Niu'er, but his good brother was abducted by others, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, picked up his mobile phone, and found that there were a total of five missed calls and eight text messages when he was sleeping.
It was all called by one person, and that person was the woman Zhang Shifei loved, Liang Yun'er.
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, remembering what he told Liang Yun when he left her yesterday, Zhang Shifei promised her that he would send her a text message when he went home, but he didn't expect that there would be so much chaos after he went to Fuze Hall, and he completely left this little girl behind.
Right and Wrong smiled bitterly, and then flipped through the text messages:
"Cockroach Cockroach ~~"
"Cockroach cockroach, why don't you ignore me?"
"Cockroaches, I'm sleeping, good night."
"^_^ Good morning, I got up and had a nightmare that I dreamed that you were being chased by a monster, did I have a nervous breakdown recently?"
"It's out of class, I'm in the cafeteria, do you have time in the evening, go shopping with me."
"Okay, ignore me......"
"Really ignore me, why?"
Because I was about to hang up, Zhang Shifei looked at this text message, his heart was full of helplessness, and he looked at the time of the text message, it was that afternoon, Zhang Shifei roughly calculated, in the real afternoon, it should be the time when he just opened up with that big long face in his dream.
I don't know what's going on, Zhang Shifei has a trace of guilt in his heart at this time, in addition to helplessness, he suddenly feels that Liang Yuner is really wronged by him now, to say that it sounds good, he is in love with the spirit of platonic self-preservation, to put it mildly, he is completely occupying the pit and not shiting!!
Although he said that he was doing serious things, although he said that a manly husband should carry a three-foot sword to make immortal achievements, and his children's private affairs are all floating clouds, just like the Chinese hero Dayu, who has been controlling the water for thirteen years, and has passed the door three times without entering, and even his wife gave birth to a child He didn't enter the door, what kind of courage is this? Does a man in the world have to be like Dayu to be a real man?
Of course not, Zhang Shifei scolded in his heart, why do you pass the door three times and don't enter, it's just a calf, if that's the case, then there will be trouble, he hasn't been home for eight years, where did the child in his wife's womb come from?
If that's the case, then wouldn't it be a brief surname to prove what color the hat was on the top of Dayu's head, although the style is not clear whether it is LV Zhang, but this hat has been praised by future generations, it is a bit too much.
Suddenly, Zhang Shifei felt that if he continued like this, then he might not be far from becoming Dayu, which was really thirteen.
No, what was I thinking! It's not a matter of lv or not now! Zhang Shifei knocked on his head, why did he start thinking nonsense again, and he thought that these boundless things, Liang Yun'er is not the kind of vulgar and vulgar gold worshipper at all, okay!
But thinking of this, Zhang Shifei sighed helplessly, although she is not, although she can wait, but what about me? He thought in his heart that now that the Armageddon was approaching, although Mr. Cui said it more easily, striving to train Zhang Shifei to become a warrior who could compete with the demon eggs within a month, but Zhang Shifei was not a fool, he naturally understood the seriousness of this.
Because he has already learned the strength of those high-level egg demons, as well as the fifth year of junior high school, the demon power is simply terrifying, he is not an opponent at all, I am afraid that only Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing can compete with it, not to mention, there is a creator of the egg demon behind them, the monster called Ranxi, Ranxi Ranxi, mother, it's not good to listen to this name, and I don't know who gave it, it must not be a fuel-efficient lamp, when the time comes, how to deal with these situations?
Now Zhang Shifei's situation is like the exam of Nobita, who knows that he is about to take duck eggs, but he still has to write the test paper with his head.
Zhang Shifei is no longer the prodigal he used to be, I have to say that experience is the best experience, and now that he encounters something, he will take into account a lot of things, because he can't afford to lose.
As long as he fails, he will die, in the past few months, Zhang Shifei seems to have grown up by more than ten years, and he now feels that he is not the first brother, if he dies, what will happen to the others.
What should Liang Yuner do? I can't even give her the minimum now, what face does I have to say that I love her very much? But is it all his fault? Zhang Shifei felt a sour feeling in his heart again, and he said that freedom is in charge of the dark, but who dominates me! I can't help but slaughter me directly! Zhang Shifei couldn't stop complaining in his heart.
Indeed, he can't be blamed, because there have been too many things recently, one after another, and there is no effort to make him take a breath, his lover can't confess, his body can't last forever, and even his brother has been taken away, how can this make him not feel depressed?
Suddenly, he was so scared, he was afraid of the repetition of history, once, on the snowy mountain, Xu Ying was seriously ill, Zhang had to go back to Yingzhou to get medicine, Xu Ying promised him, he would always wait for him, the facts confirmed everything, Xu Ying has really been waiting, this has been waiting for a long time, and now, Liang Yuner also promised him that he would always wait for her, fortunately, Liang Yuner was not sick, but Zhang Shifei was really afraid that it would be himself who missed the appointment this time.
If he accidentally hangs up this time, will Liang Yuner continue to wait for him? A year, a decade, a hundred years, or even more? Zhang Shifei didn't even dare to think about it anymore, he picked up the phone, and then opened the last one, only to see that it said: "You won't be bored with me, in fact, I don't know why I'm like this, I've never had it before, I miss you so much, I want to know what you're doing, hehe, cockroach, am I sick?" ”
You are not sick, it is a cockroach that is sick, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, I have a disease full of all kinds of chains, I remember that in the past, on the mountain in the painting, Zhang Shifei, who was still a peacock, often accompanied Xu Ying to look for wild vegetables and wild fruits on the mountain, Zhang Shifei clearly remembered that he was flying in the air, so Xu Ying raised his head and looked up at him, and then said to himself: "It's good to be able to fly, it's so free." ”
You can fly, but you don't have to be free.
This is one of the realizations of Zhang Shifei, a birdman who has experienced many events, he knows that not all birds fly, there are many, many worldly chains that firmly control his wings, and he can't escape, it's like living in a country's network, there is no freedom at all, all kinds of restrictions are strong, but if you want to be free in the network, you can learn to climb over the wall, but in reality, how can you climb over this invisible but real wall?
Life is like a great sea of suffering, Zhang Shifei really understands, he is just a struggling person in the sea of suffering, just like thousands of people who struggle together.
But the bitter sea is also the sea, Zhang Shifei smiled, this smile is as bitter as this sea, swim desperately, no matter what will pass, Zhang Shifei thought of this, and his heart was balanced, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to send a text message back to Liang Yun'er, but he hesitated for about five minutes, but he didn't know what to write.
Forget it, I'll write it later.
Write later, Zhang Shifei has the lazy surname that most people use, although he understands that this is evading, but he still can't defeat it, wait a minute, wait a minute, he said to himself in his heart, at the same time, put the phone aside, he now, there are more important things waiting for him to do.
There are many invisible chains on his body, Liang Yun'er, but one of them is tighter, and there are many others, among them, the only thing he can take care of at this time is his parents.
In fact, the word "parents" has been faded in his mind for many years, and the once rebellious teenager felt that his parents were just his ATM, but now, he no longer thinks so.
It is said in the world that Zhang Shifei in Yingzhou has spent half a year, in this half year, he always thinks of his parents, and the same is true after returning to the world, especially after experiencing the dream not long ago, Zhang Shifei feels that the time he spends with his parents is too little and too little.
Cherish every second, this is what Mr. Cui said to him before leaving, Zhang Shifei now understands this meaning, from now on, every second is precious to him.
Uncle Benshan has a famous saying: In the past, the sky was over, but now it has to be judged by the second, Zhang Shifei thought of this, got up, put on pajamas, and then walked downstairs gently, it was already more than nine o'clock and almost ten o'clock, the huge house became very quiet, Zhang Shifei tiptoed to his parents' room, but heard the sound of his parents arguing.
"Do you know how much I've paid for this family? Why do you still doubt me?! Zhang Shifei's father said angrily in the house.
"I doubt you!? Tell me what this thing is!! Zhang Shifei looked in the crack of the door and saw his mother yelling at his father with a card-like thing.
"How many times have I said it, this is what I drank with the customer and drank too much, and a waiter was stunned to me! Also, can you be quieter and let the child hear how embarrassing?! ”
"Shame?" When Zhang Shifei's mother heard this, she yelled again: "You also know that it is embarrassing, why didn't you think of it when you were looking for a woman?" With that, his mother sat on the bed, covered her face with her hands and choked, and Zhang Shifei's father ignored her, just sat aside and smoked, the atmosphere was very tense.
Zhang Shifei didn't push the door in to persuade, he saw this scene, but smiled, I don't know where to start, his parents are like this, it seems that it was not long after he moved into this big house, he can't remember clearly, his parents always quarrel, a small quarrel in three days, a big quarrel in five days, but the quarrel is noisy, but there has never been a more serious conflict.
Zhang Shifei understood in his heart that in fact, his father was really clean and self-conscious, Zhang Shifei didn't know that there was nothing wrong before, why did he quarrel, but Zhang Shifei now understands that everyone has pressure, and the pressure on them may be really too great.
People, having money is like asking for more money, it seems that this is the magic of money, Zhang Shifei looked at his father's hair and a lot of gray hair, and his mother had a few crow's feet on her face, so he sighed, and then left their door and walked straight to the kitchen.
His own way, in fact, he had long wanted to cook a meal for his parents, but he had never had time, or the lack of time was just an excuse for him to prevaricate, he laughed at himself, and then closed the kitchen door, rolled up his sleeves, and began to get busy.
He knows how to cook, only he knows this, even Li Lanying doesn't know, as early as when he was in college, he would do it, at that time, he fished every day, sometimes he took it to the canteen, and the aunt in the canteen would also do it, but in the end, the university canteen is actually no different from the canteen of labor prisoners, it is the same flavor over and over again, the smell of fish-flavored shredded meat, fish-flavored shredded meat, fish-flavored shredded meat, just like carrots don't cost money, everything you do is put in it.
Therefore, for a while, Zhang Shifei stopped working in the canteen, and he couldn't believe the restaurant outside, who knows if they scum would put a drop of fragrant Sudan dye or something inside? In fact, Zhang Shifei at some times, although he is not clean, he is still quite clean in his stomach, and he only believes in himself.
There is no one in the house, and the nanny sometimes cooks, but in Zhang Shifei's heart, the food cooked by the nanny is not much different from the school cafeteria, so he learns to do it himself and has enough food and clothing.
Zhang Shifei is not a stupid person, on the contrary, in a certain field, he is also quite smart, including shooting, fishing, drinking with girls, and one is cooking, cooking is very easy to learn, it seems that this is a person's natural surname, a lot of recipes are searched on the Internet, Zhang Shifei began to grope for himself, don't say, he seems to be born a chef, those recipes will look at it, but only failed once, and even for a while, he was obsessed with cooking and eating by himself for a while, however, his surname is more separate, and the freshness is over, It's starting to get troublesome.
At that time, Zhang Shifei also fantasized about cooking a meal for his parents, but at that time he felt a little ashamed, so he never got it, which can be regarded as a small wish of his own, unexpectedly, after many years, it was realized on the night after the end of a nightmare.
In the dream, the noodle soup made by his mother for him was very warm in his stomach, and he couldn't forget the fragrance even after waking up from the dream, perhaps, that was the taste of memory, Zhang Shifei thought while talking to the dough, in the past, the warm taste could be crowded in that small home, but now that the house is bigger, the happiness is gone.
He wanted to recondense happiness and roll noodles, he had done it before, it was the only failure, once he wanted to make the taste in his heart, but this thing was too difficult for him, maybe there was no perseverance at that time, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, now it is different.
A bowl of noodles, although it can't change anything, just like himself, his power is too small to change the things around him, but he believes that as long as he has perseverance, even if the house is big, he can re-solidify happiness.
As long as there are seedlings, we won't have to worry about growing up.
This lyric is really hard, Zhang Shifei wiped the sweat with the back of his hand, although the noodles on the noodle table are of different lengths and thicknesses, but he has done his best, as long as he has a heart, everyone is a god of food, isn't it?
According to his memory, Zhang Shifei put those ingredients into the pot, and a fragrance spread, and then, pouring water, boiling water, below, after some were done, drizzled with egg flowers.
Whew, it turned out to be as simple as that, Zhang Shifei took off his apron and looked at the three bowls of noodles on the table, and there was a sense of accomplishment in his heart.
Walked to the front of his parents' room again, the parents in the bedroom were still arguing, although they also knew that it was just some unnutritious problem, although the other party had not done anything wrong at all, but, still attacking each other, Zhang Shifei smiled, and then opened the door, his parents in the house saw Zhang Shifei appear at the door with a smile on his face, and he was stunned for a moment, quieted down, his mother quickly turned around and wiped her tears, and his father was at an unhappy juncture in his heart at this time, so he said to him: "It's so late, What is the hippie smiling face doing, healed? ”
In his heart, Zhang Shifei is really sick today, otherwise Mr. Cui can come? Zhang Shifei knew that his father cared about him, so he smiled, and then said to them very sincerely: "Mom and Dad, you're hungry, I made some noodles, come and eat." ”
If Zhang Shifei suddenly appeared just now, the two were stunned for a moment, it was because the child hadn't spoken to them for a long time, but now that Zhang Shifei actually cooked for them, they were not only stunned, but stunned, they were still arguing before, but at this time, the anger on their faces had disappeared without a trace.
Zhang Shifei still smiled, the expression of his parents seemed to be exactly what he was expecting, after a while, my mother would praise me, he thought in his heart, but he was wrong, after his parents' expressions froze for about two or three seconds, his mother turned to his father and said with some concern: "It's over, it seems that our son is really sick." ”
I'm dizzy! Zhang Shifei looked at his parents speechlessly, thinking in his heart, as for me, isn't it just me making a supper, why do you seem to me crazy in your eyes?
What's even more infuriating is that after his father heard his mother say this, he actually stood up with a worried face, walked to Zhang Shifei's side, put his hand on Zhang Shifei's head and said to himself: "Yes, is it a mess, why did you talk nonsense?" ”
Crying and laughing, this is a right and wrong expression, he thought in his heart, okay, okay, anyway, I am a loser in your hearts, it seems that you can't accept me like this for the time being.
However, under Zhang's easy talk, he still fooled his parents into the kitchen, his parents looked at the noodles in the three delicate bowls on the table, they were really shocked, and quickly asked Zhang Zhengfei what was going on, Zhang Shifei smiled, and then said softly to the two of them: "Let's not eat together for a long time, I've been very busy lately, I have been trying to cook a meal for you, I listened to you just now, you seem to be hungry, I made a few bowls of noodles, don't stand, Mom and Dad, come, try your children's craftsmanship." ”
(To be continued)