Chapter 226: Cherish Every Second (Part II)
Moved, that is a must, the two of them looked at their child, this child who had caused countless troubles for them, and their eyes showed a touched look, thinking that they had really grown up now.
Although this bowl of noodles was made by Zhang Shifei in a strange shape, but the two of them really ate it to the bottom, Zhang Shifei ate the noodles he made, and was surprised to find that it was the same as the taste in his memory.
He finally understood that it was not that the taste of noodles was different, but that the people who ate noodles were different, and this feeling of happiness was very warm and fruitful.
Life is not a straight line, but a circle, and we have been busy for many years before we realize that we are back to the beginning.
Reincarnation, this is not a concept, but a law of real existence, Zhang Shifei has now somewhat understood this sentence, yes, what he has encountered, which one is not related to reincarnation?
He looked at his parents who were full of happiness and no longer quarrelling, and while enjoying this warm moment, he suddenly realized that this was actually a reincarnation, once in the small house, his parents cooked for him, he was still young at that time, but now he has grown up, people have not changed, but time has changed, the change of time has brought growth, he has grown up, his parents are old, and now, it is his turn to cook for his parents.
Although time has changed, but happiness has not changed, a family of three chatting and laughing at the dinner table, there is no estrangement at all, there is no work, at this moment, Zhang Shifei has a feeling of going back in time, as if he is back in the small room before.
This kind of feeling, in fact, he has had it before, but it was in a dream, it was still a nightmare, but Zhang Shifei understood that now, it is not a dream, this is the real reality.
Happiness in reality is much more down-to-earth than in dreams, it turns out that happiness is to strive for yourself, it turns out that as long as you have a heart, reality can also become a dream-like existence.
Cherish every second, I'm glad that Zhang Shifei thought of it.
I don't know when we started, we are always complaining about all kinds of things, it seems that this is our natural surname, although some things are indeed worth complaining about, but some things are not solved by complaining, we are all groping forward in the dark, if you can't change others, try to change yourself, maybe you will find that you yourself are the source of your complaints.
Zhang Shifei found out this time, he no longer complained, his mother couldn't make noodles for them to eat, but he could make noodles for his mother to eat, the characters changed, but the happiness was still the same as before.
Zhang Shifei hasn't shown this kind of heartfelt smile for a long time, when was the last time, he doesn't remember it himself, he knows very well that happiness is condensing little by little, but he may not see it.
Thinking of this, he showed a slightly bitter smile, and then thought in his heart, damn it, why are you cranky again, you can't be so negative, you have to think about the good.
Sometimes this kind of Ah Q-style psychological comfort is really useful, after eating the bowl of noodles in front of me, the confidence returned to Zhang Shifei's heart, yes, it's not a big deal, isn't it just a few monsters who have no afterlife? His uncle, why don't you just put them all down when the time comes?
Only the weak will always be pessimistic, Zhang Shifei doesn't want to be a weak, thinking of this, he made up his mind, taking advantage of the current atmosphere is just right, so he mustered up the courage to say to his father: "Dad, tell you something." ”
As soon as his father heard Zhang Shifei say this, his face suddenly changed, and then he sighed at Zhang Shifei's mother and said, "Look at it, I'll just say that this child can't afford to be early, and he is really waiting for me here." ”
After finishing speaking, his father lit a cigarette, and then said to Zhang Shifei helplessly: "Say, what trouble is it this time, I'll see how much this bowl of noodles is worth, hey, you kid won't make someone's belly bigger, right?" No, even if you make someone's belly bigger, you won't be so grand...... Old son, if you tell me the truth, did you stab someone? ”
Dizzy, what image do I have in your hearts! Why are you pulling all these murders on me?
Birth and death are both a type of homicide.
Zhang Shifei couldn't cry or laugh again, he shook his head, and then smiled bitterly at his father: "No, no one died......... No, I mean I didn't do anything, no, oh, Daddy, I don't know what to say about it. ”
"What's that going on?" Hearing Zhang Shifei's vagueness, his mother was also a little scared, so she said to Zhang Shifei: "Son, hurry up, don't scare the two of us, is someone bullying you...... No, are you bullying someone? ”
You are the same as my father, Zhang Shifei was speechless again, it seems that happiness really can't be done in one step, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, knowing that if you don't say it, this misunderstanding will get bigger and bigger, so he said to his parents: "No, nothing happened, I just want to tell you, divide ...... Brother Cui told me, said that he would take me and the fat man to go around the field, and travel by the way, and it might take about a month to walk, and I couldn't go home, so I told you two, the fat man left first, and he didn't seem to tell Uncle Li and Aunt Li, you two help tell me. ”
"That's it?" Obviously, his parents still couldn't accept it for a while.
Zhang Shifei nodded solemnly: "Of course, otherwise what do you think." ”
"Hey~~ I'm scared to death, is this so grand about you." His father was very serious when he saw Zhang Shifei, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, and his mother was the same, only to see her say to Zhang Shifei: "This kid actually scared the two of us, you can leave if you want to go, what are you cooking for the two of us, I was scared to death just now, I thought you killed someone, didn't you always disappear before, it's okay, as long as you have time to make a phone call." ”
Zhang Shifei suddenly had no words, it seems that his image in the hearts of his parents has been deeply rooted, and he can't change it, think about it, he used to go out with fat people for ten days and half a month, but when he told his parents, their parents have made corresponding countermeasures to this, and they are called men for a hundred days.
Later, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying communicated privately and came to a conclusion, it is estimated that this is the relationship between his parents who are usually too bored at work, and play is a relationship that men are obsessed with a hundred layers of play.
Not long ago, when he and Li Lanying talked about this matter, they looked at each other shamelessly and smiled, but they didn't expect that there would be evil retribution today, Zhang Shifei sighed, that's fine, at least there is no need to explain more.
However, in the past, he was fooling around with the fat man to find the little girls, but this time it was different, Zhang Shifei's mood was naturally different at this time, there were many words, he wanted to say but couldn't say, after seeing his mother say this, he said to his mother: "No, this is not grand, it's just that I suddenly remembered your craftsmanship, Mom, when I come back from traveling, I will cook for you every day." ”
Going out to travel is fake, but this sentence is really from the bottom of the heart, Zhang Shifei's parents heard this, their eyes turned a little red, but adults are still adults after all, they naturally understand Zhang's intentions now, so they glanced at each other, the old couple for many years, at this time, there was a little blush, but the smile on the face was indeed so real.
The child has grown up, this is the sentence they say the most on the table, and it is also the sentence that Zhang Shifei hears the most today, including in the dream, but every time he listens to it, he feels very happy every time.
The dream is fake, the reality is true, this supper ended in a very pleasant environment, at the dinner table, Zhang Shifei even discussed with them that when the spring is next year, he wants to grow vegetables in his own yard, but he didn't expect to hit it off with his parents, and his father and mother began to discuss whether it is better to grow lettuce or tomatoes, in this regard, Zhang Shifei naturally does not express his opinion, if a month later, he can still live, he is willing to plant anything.
After the meal, Zhang Shifei took the initiative to wash the dishes, his parents were very relieved to return to their bedroom, today they talked a lot, but they still quarreled, but they were not angry, just a reasonable debate, Zhang Shifei eavesdropped, they were arguing about who the child is so obedient.
Zhang Shifei smiled, thinking to himself, sometimes quarrels are also the spice of life, couples for many years obviously understand what is the way of harmony, just like the way of doing things, big mistakes are not made, small mistakes are constant, although there are ups and downs, but they can still be happy.
After washing the dishes, Zhang Shifei returned to the house with a few bottles of beer, looked at the table below, it was already more than eleven o'clock, closed the door, his face showed exhaustion, in front of his parents, he had to pretend that nothing had happened, and now he was alone, even if he was fragile, no one would blame him.
He lay on the bed, although he had dreamed all day before, but at this time he was still tired, it is also said that the consumption in that dream is more hateful than a day's long-distance running, thinking of this, he smiled bitterly, turned off the light, and sat on the floor, the dark environment can make people panic, but it can also make people's hearts become quiet.
Zhang Shifei at this time, I don't know what it feels like, it's going to be tomorrow, from tomorrow, I'm going to enter the practice, Zhang Shifei bit the beer with his teeth, he finally understood that he was holding on now, buddy is now in danger for a month, but he can't do anything, thinking of this, Zhang Shifei poured beer with a bang.
The foam of the beer swelled in his stomach, Zhang Shifei burped, drinking would indeed be better, at least it would not make him think about some pessimistic things, I don't know when it started, he slowly became pessimistic, although he also knew that it was not good.
Five bottles of beer, about half an hour, all poured into the stomach, still not enjoyable, Zhang Shifei shook his head helplessly, thinking, this mortal wine is really the same as horse urine, think about the wine brewed by the bare man in Yingzhou, I don't know where it is higher than this wine, at that time he was talking and laughing with the fat man and the bare Liu Ling.
Ah, at that time, it seemed to be a very distant thing, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, thinking that now the obscene man asked for a material has been obtained, if one day he can return to Yingzhou, this old miscellaneous hair is estimated to be able to even have a big snot bubble, Zhang Shifei shook his head, got up and fell on the bed.
I don't know why, today he is drunk very quickly, maybe he drank too hard, maybe he wanted to get drunk too much, a feeling of dizziness came, Zhang Shifei picked up the mobile phone, and only when he was drunk, he would have the courage to send a text message to Liang Yun'er.
He pressed out a few words with drunken eyes: "I'm sorry, I didn't bring my phone to work today, I'll look for you again tomorrow, good dreams." ”
After the text message was sent, Zhang Shifei quickly turned off the phone, to be honest, he was really afraid that Liang Yuner would call him at this time, he knew best in his heart, at this time, if he heard Liang Yuner's voice, it would be easy to cry, he cried enough, he was very disgusting, he felt very powerless, very weak.
Now he doesn't allow weakness.
With these words, he fell asleep in a daze, he didn't have any dreams this night, maybe he was physically and mentally exhausted from the last nightmare, he slept like a dead man, a dead man with tears in the corners of his eyes.
Often he dies with tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, we all call it death, but Zhang Shifei is still alive, and when he opens his eyes again, it is already the morning of the next day.
This sleep, sleep is indeed very solid, there has been no such high-quality sleep for a long time, he got up, found that his parents had come this morning, his mother packed his luggage for him, changed his clothes, and his father left him a trip fee, obviously, he didn't want his son to travel outside to pay back the IOU, Zhang Shifei looked at the envelope, it was not money, it was a card, it was indeed enough to live for a month, he thought in his heart.
Of course, there is also a breakfast made by his mother, this is his biggest gain, after breakfast, he did not rush out of the house, but first cleaned the house, now it is okay to do a little bit of what he can, cherish every second, he did not forget this sentence.
After cleaning the house, he walked into the study, in the dream Mr. Cui said that he did not forget, not to mention, taking a nameless Tang knife really helped him a lot, so, he turned the box out according to the position in the dream, sure enough, there is still a certain difference between reality and dreams, the touch of this knife in the hand in reality is very real, the knife body is cold, very heavy, he found a tablecloth, wrapped the knife, after all, this is not in a dream, nor in ancient times, in reality, If Zhang Shifei had carried a knife on the street now, it would have been very likely that he would have been exterminated by the public security officers before he arrived at Fuze Hall.
After everything is done, Zhang Shifei took a look at home with infinite nostalgia, home is indeed too precious for him, it is nonsense to say that he is not nostalgic, but it is precisely because of this nostalgia that he will be more obligatory, you must know that if the conspiracy of Ranxi succeeds, maybe his home will be like many people's homes, after going out, he looked back, and suddenly, he felt a sense of mission.
For the sake of family, for friendship, for love, for home, Zhang Shifei silently said in his heart, I must become stronger, family, love, friendship and home, I want to protect it with my own hands!
This morning, it is still a sunny day, the weather still seems to be very hot, although the sky in Harbin is a little gray, but it still can't hide the original blue, but Zhang Shifei seems to feel that there is something missing, by the way, he remembered, when he went out before, he could often see a magpie, it seems that the magpie is not there today.
Carrying his bags, Zhang Shifei took a taxi to Fuze Hall, he just got off the car and thought in his heart, today the people of Fuze Hall should be very complete, looking at the door hanging the sign of 'closed for decoration', the blood in Zhang Shifei's heart burned again, after all, it is the son of closed practice, Mr. Cui Yi Xinxing and Liu Yudi, these three people with different skills should have been waiting for a long time, thinking of this, Zhang Shifei made up his mind, he wants to become stronger! At the moment when Zhang Shifei pushed the door in, he suddenly felt that the feeling that this Fuzetang gave him was almost the same as returning home, so he hid the little loss of leaving home in his heart, but changed into the ruffian appearance he was used to, and said to Mr. Cui: "Divide up, I'm here, let's start!" ”
But where did he think that the scene in front of him was very different from the serious and solemn practice scene in his mind, or he didn't feel any atmosphere of cultivation at all, in Fuze Hall, there was still only Mr. Cui, who had messy hair and was shirtless, wearing shorts, while scratching his sparse leg hair while sitting in front of the computer and playing the landlord who didn't seem to get tired of playing.
When he saw Zhang Shifei enter the door, he yawned, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Come on, go buy two buns for me." ”
I'll buy you uncle! Zhang Shifei was defeated when he boarded, he thought to himself, don't take you to play like this, and let me cherish every second, you evil beast actually wasted all your good time on fighting the landlord!
But thinking about it, he burst out laughing, and at the same time thought helplessly in his heart, indeed, this is the separation, such a blessing hall, it is like a home.
Thinking of this, he had nothing to be depressed about, bought back breakfast, he sat at the table with Mr. Cui, while eating wheat pie while discussing how to practice in the past few days, just like discussing which vegetable stall to buy vegetables at night when the family was eating, Mr. Cui learned that Zhang Shifei brought the nameless Tang knife with him, so he chewed the pie while stretching out his greasy hand to him: "Brought it, come and let me see." ”
Zhang Shifei nodded, wiped his hands, and then removed the tablecloth wrapped outside the Tang knife, and handed it to Mr. Cui, Mr. Cui also wiped his hands, and then took the Tang knife, swallowed the pie in his mouth, and said to Zhang Shifei: "Good knives in ancient times generally have names, look at what your good knife is called." ”
After speaking, he looked at the position of the handle of the knife, before due to the relationship between the memory of Zhang in the dream, the name of the knife was vague, and now it was finally clear, Mr. Cui looked at it with anticipation, but after taking a look, his face suddenly changed, and it became very strange, only to see him shouting to himself: "I!!" ”
(To be continued)