In the years of wandering, I have dreamed back to the place thousands of times, and I have chanted the name thousands of times in my heart, so even if I am completely unconscious, I can still know where this is?

The faint bamboo fragrance rustling the sound of the wind blowing the bamboo leaves, it should be a fine afternoon, the warm faint sunlight slanted in from the bamboo window, hitting my face, everything is so quiet and beautiful.

My mind has not fully recovered, and the whole person's consciousness is still very light, but the sweet taste in my mouth keeps reminding me that someone was feeding me just now, and this taste is the taste of grapes, and the taste of grapes is so beautiful in my memory.

Time goes back again and again, I feel like I have returned to the old house when I was a child, the second sister sat on the edge of the bed, carefully peeled the grape skins one by one, and fed me the second sister the grapes! Most of my thoughts recovered in an instant, and I obviously heard my second sister's voice just now!

Why is my second sister here? This is the bamboo forest building, why did I go back to the bamboo forest building?

I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, it's like being in a happy dream, and being too happy is numb, I just subconsciously want to sit up, I want to see if the footsteps that ran out just now are my second sister, but as soon as I sat up, there was a sharp pain in my chest.

At that time, I gasped and couldn't help but groan and collapsed on the bed.

Then, I heard a 'clang', the sound of a porcelain bowl falling to the ground, and then I saw a person looking at me with tears in his eyes and trembling lips, I don't know why, he was a little timid, like a child who had done something wrong, he didn't dare to face it, he could only mout the word "Mom" from his throat, which was still thirsty and stinging

Yes, standing at the door is my mother, all these years, I patronize to find the master, always feel that my parents have sisters to take care of, plus the reason of my own life, I always dare not get too close to my parents, and they are too close to think about the memories of getting along with them over the years, almost blank, even the phone calls are rarely called.

Now, when I appeared in front of them again, it turned out to be this seriously injured appearance that was dying, and the feeling of drowsiness coming from my head, I knew that I had not been in a coma for a short time.

I have always been worried about my parents, how unfilial I am? That's why I didn't dare to face it

After calling out this mom, my thoughts were complicated and thought so much, the most important thing was the sad feeling, but my mom had already rushed over in three steps and two steps, and held me in her arms regardless of it.

I'm also in my 30s, so I was suddenly held in my mother's arms, a little embarrassed, but the familiar smell from my mother's body inexplicably reassured me, I am very happy that there are several people in this world who love me selflessly, and my parents are naturally two of them.

Actually, my mother was a little excited, and she didn't notice that such an action involved my wound and made me feel a little painful, but in order not to worry her, I held back.

In this way, my mother hugged me quietly for a few seconds, and the tears rolling down her face dripped down my neck socket, warming my heart sour, but I couldn't help but squeeze out a smile to comfort her, a smile should be the greatest comfort for her, right?

But my mom pushed me away again, put her hands on my shoulders, and began to look me up and down.

In my eyes, her hair has turned gray, and the wrinkles on her face have deepened these days, or because of worry, she looks haggard, and her eyes are red, I feel distressed, and I can't help but want to reach out and put it on her face.

But I didn't want such a simple gesture of raising my hand, but it touched the wound, and the severe pain made me can't help but 'snort' again, and the person can't sit still all of a sudden, and falls softly at the head of the bed.

"Xiuyun, what are you doing? Did you get three babies? With the chaotic footsteps, a loud voice wearing excitement and irrepressibility came from the door, and I looked up and saw that a large group of people seemed to be coming, and the first to bear the brunt was my dad.

I looked at him quietly, compared to my mother, he was even older, his hair was almost white, his original dark face, the wrinkles were as deep as if they were cut by a knife, he had deep bags under his eyes, and his eyes were also red.

Presumably on the days when I was in a coma, he didn't have to worry less than my mother.

Unlike women, men's hearts are more serious, unlike women, who can still use crying to relieve their suppressed emotions, so my dad looks even older.

I looked at my father, the tears that I had just endured finally couldn't help blurring my eyes, and I gritted my teeth and held back, I always firmly believed that at this time, a smile could alleviate their worries In the blur of forced tears, I couldn't see clearly who was standing behind my dad.

I'd love to explain to my dad, but I'm a little weak and slow to speak.

At this moment, my mother couldn't help but feel around me anxiously, afraid of touching my wounds, and her hands fell very carefully, and asked in a stack: "Sanwa'er, did your mother touch you somewhere?" Where do you hurt, tell your mother? You don't know, what kind of life has my mother been living in the past half month? You said that if you have three longs and two shorts, how can you tell me and your father to live? ”

Saying that, my mother couldn't help but start covering her face and crying softly, and my father seemed to be very frizzy, with a strong face, and walked over with his hands behind his back, but his mouth was scolding: "You said you, the older you get, the more useless you are, you must have got the wound of the third baby, so he called it!" What do you say you're crying about? What are you crying about? The third baby just woke up, what do you say you are talking about in front of him? What are you crying about? ”

My mom and my dad have been talking like this for almost their whole lives, and my mom's personality has always been strong, my dad scolded her, she was never convinced to talk back, but this time she rarely didn't talk back, and quickly wiped away her tears.

My dad kept talking, but his eyes always fell on me, revealing a strong worry and concern, I felt that he seemed to want to cry, but he was embarrassed, kept looking at me for a while, turned his face out of the window, and took a few deep breaths.

I looked at my parents, I couldn't tell the sadness in my heart, endured the pain and grabbed my mother's hand, then took a breath of cool air, and said to my father: "Dad, I pulled the wound myself." ”

After saying that, I began to gasp for a few breaths, because when all my thoughts and feelings were restored, it was so painful, I couldn't help it, should this pain be fatal? I don't know.

"Look at you, what scolding? Aren't you just worrying about the three babies? My mother finally couldn't help it at this time, shook my hand hard, scolded my dad, and then put her hand on my face and said to me: "Don't worry, your dad and I are like this, what do you explain to him?" ”

"Okay, Mom and Dad, let the three babies rest first, and you don't have to be angry." A furious voice interjected, first helping my dad to sit down, and then walking in front of me.

It's the eldest sister

Then, a gentle voice also interjected, saying, "That's it, the eldest sister is right, parents, don't be so excited." At this time, I saw that the second sister also walked next to me.

In my memory, the appearance of my eldest sister and second sister will always remain in the era when they wore braids, no matter how the years have changed, how mature and elegant they have become, and the memory of that time is also indelible.

I couldn't say anything more, but when I saw my two sisters with red eyes and haggard faces, I suddenly felt that the time I gave to my relatives was too little, and I had a thousand words, but I didn't know where to start, and I didn't have the strength to say those thousand words.

"Forget it, let's disperse first. Seichi needs to rest so that their family can also get together. Another familiar voice came from the door, it was Qin Huai, he was also here?

"Yes, yes. Let's go out first, and wait for the third baby to get together with his family. He is a dog, often a year and a half away, and his mother (parents) are all left to me to take care of, and he is called to admit his mistake to his uncle and aunt. "Oh, crispy meat!

I was full of excitement and kindness, but unfortunately I couldn't say anything to them now, the eldest sister, the second sister, and my mother sat around my bed, and my father sat not far away, blocking my view, and I couldn't see what they were like now, and who was standing at the door.

And what about Master? After my thoughts recovered, my last memory was the boat flying in the sky, and I suddenly began to feel uneasy, why didn't I hear Master's voice, where did Master go?

Or is it that the previous goodbye gave me too much psychological damage, I am really insecure, and I am afraid that the master will be gone again.

My brows furrowed slightly, but I didn't dare to ask, for fear that the family members sitting here would worry that my mother's hand was still on my face, probably thinking that I was still in pain, so I made this expression, and she still whispered: "The liquid food I boiled for you just now was also spilled, Sanwa'er, are you hungry?" Mom also boiled fish soup, which is good for repairing wounds. After all, what Master Jiang gave you to drink is medicinal soup, and you must be bitter in your mouth. ”

Master Jiang? Give me a medicinal soup? Then, Master, he didn't leave for sure! My heart sank at once.

Again, I held my mother's hand tightly, once, I dreamed of such a day, my master, my lover, my relatives, my friends, we were in a beautiful place, simple but contented and happy to live, and now, all this is like a dream, all about to come true.

My heart hurts a little because I think of Ruxue.

But my heart did not dare to be unreligiously satisfied, and if this was the end of my life, I would have closed my eyes with a smile.