Chapter 159: Life and Death Dream Back
In this way, our ship was pushed into the air with the help of the power of water under the magical water control technique of Xuan Zhuanzi.
And the wild waves wave after wave, pushing our boat in the sky as if it were flying, is this the play is a heartbeat?
But my heart was about to stop beating, and although it was beating very fast at the moment, I could feel that it was very weak from the usual powerful rhythm.
Even though we were in the air at a great speed, the danger could not irritate me, and my eyelids were so heavy that I could no longer open them.
I heard Master calling my name and telling me not to fall asleep, but the sweet smell of sleep and the deep darkness were like the greatest temptation that I couldn't resist.
Master's hand was clasped around my somewhat cold hand, and he kept transmitting warmth to me, and I just grabbed the warmth that would not be extinguished, and finally closed my eyes.
At that moment, I felt the boat fall heavily into the water again, causing an uncontrollable jolt in my body, my chest or my heart, right? The pain was so intense that it was like tearing me apart.
I could hear myself moaning, and I could even feel the violent current under the boat pushing the boat forward quickly, it should have used the power of the water waves to jump directly over Yang Sheng and them, and then flew out of a distance, and then used the power of the flowing water to send us away quickly.
'The art of controlling water, out of the gods', although I don't know what state I am, I can't help but think of Master's evaluation in my heart.
Although I seemed to be conscious, my eyes really couldn't open, and I felt like my whole being was stuck in a deep dark quagmire, and I couldn't get out, and when I was submerged, my consciousness would also be extinguished.
The unquenchable warmth from my left hand was my only reliance, and I couldn't help but clench a little harder, and then the darkness overwhelmed me.
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It was a dream that didn't know the time, or it wasn't a dream at all.
In the dream, I didn't have any specific thoughts, let alone see any specific scenes, but I felt that there was a road under my feet, and all around me was a heavy black, and that kind of blackness was like substance, and it became an impenetrable barrier, and I could only walk along the road under my feet, and I didn't know when it would go.
In this non-stop walking, I was unusually numb, not tired, and not lonely, I felt that this kind of walking was just instinct, and as for where the destination was, I didn't think about it at all.
I don't know how long I walked, and finally I saw a glimmer of light far away, and the moment I saw that glimmer of light, my eyes were attracted, and my mind was partially revived at that moment.
Because it is not just a glimmer of light, but there is a colorful world behind the light, and if I travel to the light, I will be able to get rid of the darkness and boundless loneliness that has not changed for thousands of years.
I suddenly ran like crazy, and I didn't feel tired here, but the distance of the light was a little far away, and I ran for a long time before I felt close to it, but its existence was like my hope, and I couldn't let go of my obsession, except to pursue it, I had nothing else to think about
Finally, the glimmer of light grew closer, closer and closer, and when I was still a few meters away from it, I couldn't help but reach out and touch that glimmer of light.
Oh, unlike the cold and gloomy darkness, that glimmer of light is so warm and gentle, I can't wait to plunge into it, and after it, there will be a colorful world of happiness, I don't know why, I firmly believe in that.
But at this moment, my body became stiff, and I saw a membrane emerge in the stretch of my soul, calm like a lake, a drop of water falling on it, rippling and overflowing with inexplicable power.
I felt that the force was stopping me, and I felt the indescribable anger in my heart, and I strongly wanted to break free, but at this moment, a thunderous cry suddenly sounded in my heart: "Crossing this door, cutting off all kinds of red dust, if you want to pass, then pass." Anyway, you are me, and I am you. β
What is this and what? What you are me, I am yours In this darkness, my mind is completely restricted, I can't think of anything at all, and the voice in my mind makes me feel strange.
"Hey, everything is fate, I forced it to decide what you want." The voice was emotionless before, and even if it was a literal harsh reminder, the tone was calm.
But at this time, this sigh seemed to be full of heavy emotions, and my ears were buzzing with the words "everything is due to happen".
As soon as the words fell, the thought disappeared like a tide, and the membrane that had been rippling instantly became calm, disappearing into the depths of my soul, and at the same time, the force that bound me also disappeared like a tide, and my body could move again.
Can I finally get close to the light? I was sincerely happy, and subconsciously moved a step forward, but my heart inexplicably remembered what that thought said, and remembered that sentence that broke the red dust, and I inexplicably began to feel heartache.
But this heartache couldn't stop my longing for the light, because I didn't know why my heart hurt, and I couldn't remember who and what was going on, so I took another step forward.
But I don't want to, when I just stood still, that little heartache suddenly exploded, and I couldn't move forward in a moment's pain, and suddenly squatted on the ground with my chest covered, accompanied by that kind of heartache, it was a strong reluctance, there was no unwillingness, it was a strong reluctance that could not be dissolved.
What am I reluctant to give up? I couldn't think of anything at all, but in the deepest part of my heart, there were so many voices that kept intermingling.
"Sanwa'er, you got up for Lao Tzu to exercise in the morning."
"Sanwa'er, can you stop being so naughty? The next time your dad beats you, mom won't intercede for you. β
"Quietly watching the streamer flying, the red leaves in the wind are Chengyi, is it good?"
"Chengyi" "Chengyi"
Countless voices intertwined, and the heartache continued to explode, but I couldn't think of anything, I finally couldn't stand it anymore, and yelled: "If I don't step over, what am I going to do?" What should I do? Who am I? β
In the lonely black space, only my voice echoed, but I could no longer step over that glimmer of light, and I began to move back a little, and the farther away from that glimmer of light, the lighter my heartache became.
At last I stood up, and began to walk the way I had come, and before my eyes was the darkness of boundlessness, so odious compared to the glimmer of hopeful light, but so insignificant compared to the pain of my heart.
I walked first, and then I started to run wildly, even if I was forever plunged into this boundless darkness, I didn't want to feel that heartache again.
In the bottom of my heart, I remembered a sigh: "Idiot, idiot, stupid, I am so like this." Which one is me? β
I couldn't even think about what this voice meant by this sentence at this time, I just wanted to escape from that kind of heartache like cutting off the flesh, no, it should be the heartache of cutting off the soul!
Again, I don't know how long I ran, and for the first time in a world of tirelessness and no loneliness, I felt a hint of sweetness emanating from my mouth, and then, more and more, as if my face was being rubbed, my smell smelled the sweetness of grapes, and my heart ached for a while.
But it was not a heartache, but a sting that came purely from the flesh!
'Boom', at that moment, my mind was opened, and memories rushed into my mind like a flood, and the last picture was frozen in Ghost Fighting Bay, the moment our boat flew!
I remembered everything at once, I, I'm Chen Chengyi! I was almost pierced through my heart by that god before, am I dead or alive?
The sensation in my body recovered, accompanied by a piercing pain, but I also felt the heaviness of my eyelids, and slowly I heard the sound of sobbing in my ears, and something was stuffed into my mouth, soft and sweet, and I swallowed it subconsciously.
"Huh?" The sobs in my ears suddenly turned into a slightly shocked 'ah' sound.
The voice was so familiar, my throat was moving, and I was almost exerting all my strength, and finally spit out a word from my throat: "Sister"
That's right, the word 'ah' is the voice of the second sister! Why is my second sister here?
My eyes hadn't opened yet, but I heard the sound of crying in my ears, followed by the sound of hurriedly putting down something in my hand, and the sound of hurried footsteps, accompanied by the sound of excited shouting: "Chengyi, he spoke, Chengyi, he called me!" β
My eyes opened suddenly at this time, and I unconsciously looked at the environment I was in, but I subconsciously muttered in my heart: "Bamboo Forest Xiaozhu." β