Chapter 805: Sorrow and Crying (3)
"Then there is the final war, as long as this final war is over, it will take ten years, a hundred years...... As long as I live, I will live and work hard. Seeking death or apologizing for one's sin with death is the weakest way to do it. You can only change if you are alive. Only by living can we find hope...... I must live no matter what! Be sure to survive the final battle! ”
-- Stay alive.
Such an oath, or such a determination...... It is the most common determination and oath in the hearts of everyone in the Zhongzhou team, perhaps it is Zheng Zhe's determination to live from the beginning, and he slowly inspired the rest of the team in countless battles. Everyone has their own past, and everyone has their own future. They all have their own regrets, only living can change all this, and death is the stupidest and most stupid move.
Whether it's for your unfulfilled wishes, or you want to get stronger and go back to the real world to laugh proudly, or you just want to live, under the pressure of dying at any time in this reincarnation world, no matter what kind of emotions will be infinitely magnified...... And the most important thing is to survive.
At least in the Middle-earth team, there is absolutely no one who wants to die.
However, when the time came to have to die.
In the final battle of the dream world, Adam's plan to make up for it was carried out on the battlefield, so that everyone else still had a chance to stop and escape, Chu Xuan ruthlessly used the super virus to start a killing competition with Adam, so that most of the nutrients that Adam had originally gathered became useless waste, and for this "god" who was still malnourished as a half-finished product, Zero hit it hard with the instant black hole sniper launched by the Founder Demon Eye outside the horizon. As a result, Adam, who was beaten to a half-crippled point in the end, was swallowed by the fisherman's Roganda, and then used as another ritual prop to complete the plan by the "Felicia" behind the yellow finch......
All in all, it was a great deal of luck to be able to defeat Adam that time. Chu Xuan couldn't explain why his virus and instantaneous black hole plan would just restrain Adam, as if someone had told him about it by a prophetic prescience.
But this time, the foresight did exist, but it brought only pure despair.
Adam, who completed the human completion plan before the final war and devoured an entire plane of life and became the ultimate lifeform, is unlikely to be stopped or eliminated by ordinary methods, even if it is a magic cannon that can shake the continental shelf and cause a cataclysm. Because even a magic cannon could not destroy a planet that was even just an ordinary ordinary plane, it would have no meaning to the ultimate lifeform that surpassed the fifth order and was infinitely close to the sixth order.
And for those who can only look up to the brilliance of God, including the Zhongzhou team. This is a mortal situation where there is absolutely no suspense.
No matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you fight, the result is inevitable death that cannot be changed.
-- Truth, that's how cruel it is.
But even a team can't survive. As long as there are people, even if only one person can live. Then the whole team will have a chance to be resurrected, right?
That's right.
That's it.
So, I made up my mind.
"Ate me, and ...... Let's go on the expedition together. ”
"Everything I have as a scout, and my will to never give up - Zheng Zhe, will be handed over to you!"
"If there is a next life, let's say goodbye...... Zheng Zhe, all my knowledge and talents are entrusted to you! ”
"Take with me the wisdom of the top of mortals...... Zheng Zha. But you have to win! ”
"Zheng Zha, even my share. You must live! ”
"Zheng Zha ......"
The expectation of living, the dreams that each person has, the knowledge that everyone has, the skills that everyone has uniquely, and the heart that will never leave.
One by one, entrusting everything to Zheng Zhe, who was the only possible and must survive in the final battle, the people of the Zhongzhou team resolutely integrated their lives, souls, and wills into the flowing river of death with a smile that they had never regretted deciding.
Zhan Lan, Wang Xia, Saito Ichi, Xiao Honglu, Zhang Heng, Cheng Xiao, Zero Point, Bawang......
Even Liu Yu and Lin Juntian, two rookies, they desperately mustered up their courage in the end.
"Brother Zheng, I don't have any outstanding talents, I don't have a very strong will, and I can't even find a goal to strive for as the meaning of existence, but now I know...... I want to live!
I don't know exactly why I'm alive yet, but there must be a goal that I have to fight for, even if I gamble with my life.
So I have to live, I have to let the Zhongzhou team live, and then I can have hope!
That's the only belief I have, Captain, don't lose! Both of us died for the first time, and we hadn't used that resurrection opportunity yet, so don't let me even have a chance to experience this absolutely important life experience!! ”
As if he had used all his courage, Lin Juntian finished this sentence with a trembling voice.
But after saying that, he realized that he was finally able to raise his head proudly.
――I'm a member of Team Middle-earth!
Finally, I can say this proudly, from the real heart rather than the fox and the fake tiger without a real feeling.
Perhaps, this is the so-called glory.
Die for glory.
I had heard the stories of knights in the Middle Ages, and I laughed at them as fools who couldn't turn their heads...... But now, he may have finally understood that feeling.
Really.
…… This kind of thing is definitely not a shame!!
Then, I woke up from my dream.
Dreams are the continuation of reality, and reality is the end of dreams.
The friends have had dreams that will never wake up, but those who are alive need to face the nightmarish reality.
When Liu Yu and Lin Juntian also smiled and sank into the river of death, there were only three people left who were still standing on the main god square.
Zheng Zha.
Chu Xuan.
And...... Zhao Yingkong.
“…… Finally, is it my turn? ”
The assassin girl stood silently under the "main god", she stood there a little dazed, her eyes were blank, this was not to open the genetic lock, but the real godless silence of the whole person, she seemed to feel a little overwhelmed.
Yes, it's overwhelming.
Chu Xuan's psychological counseling, Zhan Lan's heroic dedication, and the successive rush of his partners.
She saw everything, but in the face of all this, she felt a little dazed and overwhelmed...... The same is true for her heart.
The more she looked at everyone like this, the more she felt unreal.
Zhao Yingkong.
She is different, very different.
Her memories are illusory...... It's an illusion simulated by his own personality, and the reality of his memory has the same ending, but it's a completely opposite character...... Should I hate him? Or is she still an enemy with him? She didn't know......
Seeing that the time for the final battle was approaching, this feeling became more and more obvious, and she was very at a loss for what to do.
"I'm the master...... Am I just a stand-in for you to create? In order to avoid that memory, or as Chu Xuan said, in order to hide in the shadows and increase his strength, did he create me? ”
But before she could solve the problem, new and more serious problems followed.
Records overlap.
It belongs to Zhao Yingkong, but it exists in another world, and the girl's experience, memory, and knowledge all poured into her consciousness with a tingling pain.
So she realized at that time that she had not yet seen the future, and the past that she knew but did not know.
Strangely, the "she" in the dream didn't seem to feel it, but when the two records overlapped, there was a severe, almost distorted sense of disobedience.
It seems that there is a very important and crucial person who disappeared out of thin air, obviously did not exist, whether it is memory, image, sound or other records, it has never existed in the past, present, or future, but it clearly leaves an abnormal blank that something has disappeared out of thin air.
And what is that vanished """?
What is "she"?
――Zhao Yingkong, with this name, what kind of thing is it? (To be continued......)