Chapter 806: Sorrow and Crying (4)

-- There are two mes in the world.

One in the past, one in the future, and only the present is shared.

The surface and the inside are different beings, but each observes the same information from different angles.

Observing my past self in a dream.

Watching your future self in reality.

Either side is guilty of the same sin.

Am I a shadow of "her", or is "she" a remnant of me?

…… Seriously, I don't know anymore.

That's who I am.

Zhao Yingkong.

The contradiction was born from a nightmare that could not be revived and then intensified after waking up in another, longer dream.

And that's since then.

It's hard to tell what is a dream and what is reality......

She is the main personality, and she is the sub-personality.

They have only communicated once in this world, but in the overlapping records, the two sides met early on, and developed two completely different powers...... However, the record that should belong to the sub-personality "she" is only pure "memory".

It's not my own memory, but it's from the perspective of the main personality "she", or that is simply the memory from the perspective of the body itself.

There was not even a shred of Dark Templar skill left, nor a trace of dimensional power, and all that was gained was the last meeting for no reason.

-- That is, farewell.

The split of the two "shes", the "she" of the sub-personality disappeared, and has never been seen since.

Why is that?

She couldn't understand it, and she didn't know either. How much does the "she" of the main personality get in this record?

The power named "Black Devouring", has "she" inherited it perfectly?

These kinds of problems are entangled, connecting dreams and reality. The surface and the inside, the illusory and the real, the existence and the nothing, all of them collided violently, rubbed, upset her, made her miserable. It was impossible for her to find herself.

Then, I saw my companions dying one after another, merging their will, soul, and life with Zheng Zhe.

If it is according to the records in the dream. It seems that "she" gave her crippled spiritual light to help Zheng Zhe temporarily break through from the fourth order of the gene lock to the fourth order of the gene lock?

But is that "her", or "she"?

The "she" of the sub-personality seems to be in love with Zheng Zhe in reality. In the dream, there is not the slightest sign of it. And in the end, it disappeared incomprehensibly, leaving nothing but the memories of others.

The "she" of the main personality has only appeared a few times in reality, and in the dream, she is single-mindedly in order to solve the nightmare that she has never forgotten, and finally chose to die with her brother Zhao Fukong, and in the end, entrusted the light of her soul to Zheng Zha, because she recognized his dream and the value of the Zhongzhou team.

These four memories are intertwined and entangled. In the end, they will never be separated from each other again.

Reality is like a dream, and dreams are like reality.

The result is everything you see in front of you. They all lost their sense of reality because of this.

So—

"I don't want to die."

From her mouth, words did not resemble hers.

"Uh-huh......!"

The two people in the square, except for her, couldn't help but be taken aback.

She...... Don't want to die?

This can allow Zheng Zhe to break through from the fourth order of the gene lock to the fourth order high, and realize the most critical existence of the real leap between strength and realm, and he didn't want to die after the other partners of the Zhongzhou team sank into the river of death?

- What a joke!

Chu Xuan frowned directly, and he didn't know what he thought of at this moment, and Zheng Zha ...... He was stunned for a moment before smirking.

What are you looking forward to......

Anyway, they have eaten so many people, it doesn't matter if you eat one more, right?

- What a joke!

He didn't eat his partners to make himself stronger, but for the sake of their shared dreams.

Although the result is the same, if he does not voluntarily accept it and forcibly take possession by violent means, will he not abandon the justice that he insists on even if he eats his partner?

But without the most critical Zhao Yingkong, he would not be able to break through to the most critical realm......

Without breaking through that most critical realm, he will not be able to realize the dreams of his partners......

Contradictions, born.

Is it necessary to sacrifice the few for the benefit of the many?

"-Let's do it."

There was a sinful voice tempting.

As long as you eat her, you will be able to break through that realm, you will be able to win the final battle, and you will be able to resurrect everyone, including her.

They can be resurrected anyway, so what about carrying this sin?

This kind of thing......

- What a joke!

If this is permissible, is it permissible to rob a bank and pay it back after its collapse?

However, this question.

The dreams of the partners, the dreams that must be realized......

"Tell me your reasoning."

A cold voice came out, Chu Xuan looked squarely at the assassin girl with a bewitching face, and he said without any emotion, "Your words should be the personality of the master who has been sleeping all along, right?" It's not that I'm going to force you to die, but your peculiarities can't be ignored...... I, I still want to know your reasons. ”

"Is that so? I'm so sorry, I was worried that you would let us die with "reason and emotion......"

"Zhao Yingkong" After listening to Chu Xuan's words, she suddenly smiled and pointed her lips with her fingers, which matched her slightly neutral beautiful girl's delicate face, which looked so sexy, and then the little girl said with a smile, "That's it, if you want a reason, then I'll give it to you." Like everyone else who has just died, I also have a wish that I must fulfill even if I die, or that is the meaning of my existence, but Zheng Zhe can't help me fulfill this wish...... That's the first point. ”

"It's a grudge between you and Zhao Fukong, right?"

Chu Xuan directly said the answer, and then he frowned unconsciously and muttered, "The matter of feelings is really unreasonable...... That's it, that's aside, you're talking about the first point, but what about the second point? ”

"The second point is that you miscalculated me." The girl didn't mind the colonel's opening, but she also changed to the same cold voice.

"I must live", that is not my wish, but only the wish of someone you know...... I'm not even a fully alive person, just an undead living in the past.

Do you know the concept of Earthbinding?

If a person has a great wish or a great hatred before death, then the soul will not dissipate or be liberated after death, but will form such a special life form, unless the wish is fulfilled, it will always remain in the world.

What you see of me may be just a dead spirit who is bound by this body and unwilling to be freed because his wish has not been fulfilled......"

There was silence.

As a science and technology worker, Chu Xuan would never pay attention to this kind of strange and supernatural, let alone this unique Japanese story.

But Zheng Zha, he has a deep understanding.

"So your real wish is actually liberation, right?"

In a bitter voice, he murmured softly, "As long as this wish is granted, you will be liberated and disappear, but if you join the river of death, you will be bound by the river of death forever, and you will never be able to be freed again......"

With such an absolute contradiction, it is no wonder that it is impossible to agree.

But-

As if remembering something, he suddenly frowned, "But how are you going to fulfill your wish?" The battlefield of the last battle, you ......"

"That's why I said your assessment was wrong!" Interrupting him simply, the charming girl showed a bloodthirsty smile, "You're not the only one who has gained in that dream!" You've got another kind of anger for you - and I'm got that power! ”

In an instant, the black light was liberated.

In Zhao Yingkong's outstretched hand, the actual darkness turned into a scattered gossamer that spread like a spider web, spreading a dense network around her body, and the end of the gossamer swept lightly across the ground, but it was easy to cut everything it came into contact neatly in half.

"I may not be able to be considered a fourth-order intermediate in the gene lock, and my spiritual light is also incomplete, but it is because it is broken, so it is easy to overflow...... Also, there are no more drawbacks to turning into monsters.

-- This is a power that has long been beyond the boundaries of human beings, and I can control it perfectly! (To be continued......)

PS: Thanks for the reward: Sword Master Fengyun × 2~