Xing Rui was like an antelope with long horns at this time, although its sharp and hard horns were quite long and big, but it didn't have any eggs.

Seeing that Xing Rui's body trembled even more, I didn't continue to speak.

I know that although I hit Xing Rui uselessly, the balance of my feelings is once again tilted towards Xing Rui.

Men can be bad, they can be yin, but they must not be evil.

If I hadn't made up my mind to marry Xing Rui, I wouldn't have said anything about Xing Rui's character flaws and killing me.

After all, that is at the cost of hurting the dignity of a woman.

Xing Rui is now past that impulsive age, Xing Rui is not like Ji Qiuxuan, who has young capital and can shake for a few more years. She is now 28 years old, an age that is very scary for our small city.

If Xing Rui dares to say a word to me at this time, unless he's going to see it.

She didn't have any chips anymore and was flipped my hole cards.

So after I keenly grasped Xing Rui's weakness, I showed no mercy, and even stabbed her last fig leaf with a knife.

After five years together, we got to know each other.

But in this realistic and secular society, depending on the concept of favoring men, it is fully reflected in the inequality between men and women, Xing Rui can't afford to bet, and she doesn't dare to bet.

The reason why Li Jun has chased Xing Rui for so many years is that he doesn't dare to gamble.

All Xing Rui made the same fatal mistake as Li Jun, that is, when he gave his true feelings, he was afraid of losing.

The game between men and women, just like the ever-changing situation on the battlefield, without extraordinary courage and keen vision, will be led by the nose.

I'm not afraid that I'm willing to bet, it's not that I'm a cow. It's that I see it more thoroughly than Xing Rui! I've already lost to Chen Nina, Wan Xinyi, what else can I reluctant?

So this is also the most direct reason for Xing Rui's defeat.

Sometimes you have to believe in fate, my mother is a full three years older than my father, and Xing Rui is three years older than me.

Sometimes I wonder if it's meant to be.

My mother was three years older than my father. All my life, in front of my father, he was submissive, and he worked hard to take care of our grandfather, and he worked hard.

Now it's my turn and Xing Rui's turn.

Xing Rui has always hugged me, I will not let go of my willfulness, she has not cried less in the past five years with me, and today is no exception.

It was the hardest she cried.

Especially, when I called to verify the identity of that fat man at Diamond Life. Xing Rui, who I have already seen, has won this relationship, and she doesn't even want face, she will let her subordinates and colleagues help her play a play.

With my understanding of Xing Rui, if she wasn't completely sure, she wouldn't have made such a rash move.

Then the next thing is a bloody body interest. Or a few years ago, I would have sent this woman to the door. Take it all as it is.

But it was clear that once I crossed this bar, I would face more complicated feelings.

At this time, the wound in my heart that had just healed, how could I easily let it tear at once.

All I have to continue to forbear, and the reason for forbearance is that. I want to train Xing Rui to be my ideal wife.

When I put the necklace of love on Xing Rui's neck, she was stunned.

At that moment, she looked at me with tears of joy, and then she cried even louder. The voice seemed more like a vent, a tearful release of the pain of the past five years. 、

But now the pain is worth it to her.

To tell the truth, this necklace that is in love with Jin Qiu, I originally planned to give Ji Qiuxuan that 90 with a literary atmosphere.

But Ji Qiuxuan's emotional confession made me suddenly realize that this girl who is not very mature in mind, and some of her ideas are full of all the characteristics of a literary young woman.

As she said, she has never been in love, and she said that the moment of love is eternal, even if it is a moth to a fire.

I don't dare to think about what this sentence portends, I have seen too many tragedies trapped by love in the past few years in the funeral home.

It is really sad that those young people who were originally full of vitality ended their lives with an extreme in the most fancy years of their lives.

Once, I met a little girl who had just been admitted to a key high school.

That girl's study is a bit outrageous, in current words, it should belong to the top students, if nothing else, three years later, Tsinghua University, Peking University should be no problem.

But the girl's family is obviously in trouble, and her mother works in a quiet unit in Yangbei City, from 8 to 5 in the morning. The husband is in business.

The man was only in his forties, had a mansion and a luxury car, and his family was not short of money to spend.

But the girl's mother, depending on the urgency of being at home, became obsessed with marijuana.

And because of his successful career, the husband has been socializing outside for a long time, and he can't get back before almost eleven o'clock every night, and he is drunk when he gets home.

The girl was also angry, and almost never let her parents ask from elementary school to high school.

But as she gets older, she looks like all the girls in high school, and she admires the men, who are tall, thin, and can play basketball.

The girl was no exception, falling in love with the big sunny boy in her class.

After all, the key high schools in Yangbei City do not allow students to fall in love, after all, the class teacher's reward is linked to the college entrance examination attainment rate three years later.

But in today's society, the grandson has a higher status in the family than the grandfather.

In Yangbei No. 1 Middle School, it is the key point of five districts and four counties in Yangbei City, and it can be admitted to Yangbei No. 1 Middle School, which can be regarded as an elite.

But the children of some leaders in Yangbei City, as well as the children of those local tyrants, although they study poorly, but they have money and power, sometimes you don't admire the sleek school leaders, so they opened a class for those children with backgrounds, called transfer students.

Let them and those students who are admitted by their ability, not go to class together, so as not to spoil a pot of soup with a mouse droppings, they are all students of Yangbei No. 1 Middle School, but they are treated differently.

This is a change of soup and not a change of medicine, and your face is not thin, but as for whether your child can become a talent, it all depends on her own creation, and the girl just likes the boy who is transferred to the class, and she will be doomed to her own tragedy.

The boy, although he is not good at studying, has an advantage, that is, he is very good at playing basketball, and the basketball throwing, like a long eye, is from the Yangbei No. 1 Middle School team.

Not only is he handsome, tall and thin, with an angular face, but his family is quite powerful in Yangbei. Every day, there are always some girls standing on the basketball court cheering for her.

The boy was obsessed with the girl. But it doesn't mean anything to the girl at all, and it can even be said to be extremely indifferent.

The girl's parents apparently lacked education on her, believing that good school meant that everything was good.

But when the self-esteem that the girl had gained in the exam suddenly couldn't find a sense of balance in the boy, her cheerful personality gradually became taciturn.

But her parents didn't notice the change.

There is a famous saying that if you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence, and finally the girl became the laughing stock of the whole school after a year of painful torture and continuous rejection by the boy.

On a drizzly night, just after evening self-study, the girl jumped down from the 6th floor, her brain burst, and the blood plasma turned red like a red tide.

Every time in the middle of the night, in the back area of the funeral home, I would always see it crouching in the corner crying, it had paid irreparably for its indiscretion, but no one could help it. How can this not be shocking.

There are lessons from the past, so when I heard Ji Qiuxuan say that she had never been in love, I immediately dispelled the idea of marrying her.

Because I'm not a good thing, but I don't have evil in my bones.

Ji Qiuxuan is only in her early twenties, she can spend all her monthly salary on our bar, I can see that Ji Qiuxuan is a reckless girl, if Ji Qiuxuan knew. I chose her just because, to let my grandfather go with peace of mind and give the whole family an explanation, I don't love her at all.

God knows if she'll go to extremes.

So in the final choice, the balance of my emotions once again tilted to Xing Rui.

Looking at Xing Rui, a woman, she is full of controversy and contradictions for me, on the one hand, because I have never been able to let go of Wan Xinyi in my heart.

Especially when I know that even if Wan Xinyi comes back, what awaits her is nothing more than a deep prison, maybe in my heart, it doesn't matter who I marry anymore.

It's important that I can't let my family worry about me anymore.

My thought at this moment was that as long as the other party was a woman, my mother could see it, and I didn't care, that's all.

In the five years that Xing Rui and I have been together, the collision of personalities and each other's living habits, it can be said to be exact, not a person on the track.

I, Han Bing, am a person with low self-esteem, which may have something to do with my family environment, I have lived in a gloomy environment for a long time, and my crying is shocking.

And as I said in the first chapter, my parents are the kind of introverted and boring people, perhaps related to their profession, in order to reflect the humanization of the funeral home, our funeral home staff, every day must be affectionate and dignified to receive every family member who comes to the funeral, maybe numb to life and death, but this indifference, the damage caused to my young heart is unprecedented.

When I was in elementary school, I had an extremely low self-esteem, especially when others talked about us behind our backs and ate the food of the dead, that kind of inferiority complex was like a knife poking in my heart.

So at a very young age, I tried to prove that I was better than others, not by studying, but by fists, and I almost beat all my peers who had bullied the children in our compound, although I was often beaten by others and ran all over the ground, and was beaten as if I were eating, but I was not convinced.

That is those experiences when I was a child, and I experienced the character of becoming more and more courageous the more I fight.

That's what I learned at that time, as long as you are more ruthless than others, others will not dare to bully you. (To be continued.) )