When I was a child, my mother used to complain to her neighbors.

I did something bad in my last life, and God wanted to punish me and let me give birth to Han Bing, a bastard. Growing up, I tortured my mother a lot, and she was beaten almost every day.

If I hadn't been beaten one day, I'd be grateful for the itch.

I often knelt on her washboard for laundry, and for hours at a time.

But I never bowed my head in front of her and confessed my mistakes. Every time she hit me, my father always protected me.

Over time, she was driven crazy by me, and she could only compromise, as long as people didn't form a group to complain at my house, and didn't beat other people's children out of trouble.

She's also numb, she can't keep me in place, but someone will always take care of me when I grow up.

So when I was 18 years old, I suffered my first loss in my life, which changed my life.

After I was released from prison, I seemed to be a little unrepentant, relying on the two years of learning by Wan Ye's side, although my temperament was more restrained than before, but my temper was still the same, and the stones in the thatched jar were smelly and hard. It wasn't until Wu Hai and Chen Nina's tragic death that I seemed to wake up?

That's when I started thinking about life, and that human life is short and fragile.

That's because I understood that I wasn't bullshit, but a kind of blind, arrogant, ignorant, fearless stupidity.

After experiencing pain and endless frustration, I suddenly couldn't find the meaning of life.

The morality that I understand in my head is a kind of ignorance in the real society.

Or those so-called morals fit in prison, not in today's society.

During the two years I was in prison, I was disconnected from the outside world, and I couldn't keep up with the changes of the times.

Depending on a lot of my thoughts, it was confined to the prison, the condensed small society.

That's that time. I shamelessly shed all the tears in my life.

Some people say that men shed blood without tears, and that it is a sign of cowardice for men to shed tears.

Suffice it to say that it's because men don't get to the point of sadness.

From that point on, I pointed all the pain at the rain dragon brainlessly.

I think revenge will bring endless pleasure. But it turned out that I was wrong, the last night before the Yulong trial, looking at the man who had been afraid, frightened, and tired.

It dawned on me that he wasn't as holy as I thought he was.

He was nothing more than to survive, and that night, I finally figured it out. The true meaning of inclusiveness.

People always grow and sublimate themselves in constant setbacks, and they will understand many things, whether you believe it or not, the more you are hurt, the more afraid you are of being hurt again.

Because the pain is unbearable.

So after experiencing Wan Xinyi's departure, I gradually began to close my emotions.

For Xing Rui at the beginning, I chose to escape.

But secular notions. The pressures of my family didn't give me the energy to wait any longer.

Xing Rui is one of the women who has influenced me the most. But Xing Rui is not the best marriage partner, she does not have Chen Nina's bird, and she does not have Wan Xinyi's understanding. But she is indeed the woman who gave me a taste of sour first love for the first time in my life.

Although the process was painful, I have always hidden that memory in my heart.

Xing Rui is not a smart woman, but this woman is very good at pretending.

Although this woman gives people a shrewd appearance on the surface. Maybe in the eyes of ordinary people, the police are very smart, otherwise how can we bring those cunning bad guys to justice?

But after getting along with Xing Rui for a long time, I found that Xing Rui's personality is problematic.

She is a typical straight person. Speak openly, if you have something to do, she looks dissatisfied, she said mercilessly, no matter what the occasion, I can't get off the stage.

Sometimes she can make others angry half to death with a word, and she doesn't realize it.

There are many such women in the world, kind-hearted, but just bad mouth, just take the last time I sat at the bus stop at the entrance of the communication market, although I knew in my heart that Xing Rui was for my good, but her kind of straight person, she would not care about what you think in your heart, her brain is hot, how happy, what she says, she will not understand whether you can accept it at all.

She's comfortable, and my T, M, and D lungs are all blown up.

When she saw that you were angry, she went to coax you again.

You haven't vented yet, and she feels very wronged.

She's always teaching you about the cases she's seen in the police force, and you can't argue with that.

Once you refute it, she will stubbornly raise her point of view to a higher level, saying that you have a problem with your brain. I sometimes wonder if Xing Rui was educated stupidly in the police academy, you said that you are a woman, you never come to wear makeup, and your clothes are all gray or black, although you are not married, you give people a feeling, like a widow with a dead husband.

Sometimes we have a meal in a restaurant with a decorated atmosphere, and she always sits on Zhou Wu Zheng Wang, with a waist pole that is straighter than chopsticks, and there is no such mood of love as a young couple.

Go to the cinema to watch a movie, the lights are dim, you haven't wanted to touch her hand yet, hug her, she will glare at you viciously and say what? Pay attention to the image.

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but scold my mother.

On the Putian Dam, in order to save Xing Rui, I took off her clothes, which was the shyness and reserve of a woman I saw on Xing Rui's face for the first time.

If it weren't for that accident, I wouldn't dare to think that Xing Rui is still a woman.

Xing Rui is such a person. has always gone her own way, let others say it, and don't care about other people's evaluation of her, especially reflected in Li Jun's jumping off the building, she was sad for more than a month, and after that time, what should I do, what should I do?

Since talking to Xing Rui, she seems to have changed, sometimes you have to admire, the magic of love is really endless, it can really change a person.

Later, I specially invited Xing Rui's colleague to dinner, after all, they beat me an elbow for Xing Rui, and when I invited him to dinner, I also called Li Jun, if it wasn't for him, Xing Rui might not dare to do this.

Since I reconciled with Xing Rui, I don't have time to look for a new marriage partner, because she will look at you to death.

This makes me have to admire Xing Rui's experience in criminal investigation.

Since the relationship with Xing Rui was confirmed, I gradually understood that the police are sometimes not as powerful as I imagined.

Speaking of Xing Rui's work, it really wasn't done by people, a city investigation team, including her, there are five people, she is the captain, the deputy captain is the eldest brother who disguised himself as a security guard, and the other three are the three subordinates who I have seen in Diamond Life disguised as ruffians.

is such a small department, responsible for all the criminal case video investigations in Yangbei City, including the masses asking for help from some sesame mung beans, what wallets, mobile phones forgot in the taxi, need to be transferred to the street surveillance, find the taxi.

What dog is lost, you need to see the monitoring.

And Xing Rui's team is hard, they are hard, sometimes they will sit on the monitoring terminal 24 hours a day and watch, and they will not wait to skip any frames.

After all, street thieves steal, reaching out to pick up things is only a matter of a moment, even if you watch it carefully for 23 hours, 59 minutes and 59 minutes, you don't pay attention at the last second, all your efforts are in vain.

In the past, I always thought that the police were high up and could check anyone's ID card, and the ruffians and hooligans trembled when they saw the police, and their legs were trembling, better than sheep.

If you don't really know about it, you won't know that there is a side to them that no one else knows. You don't believe they're going to be tired of cows.

Especially nowadays, people's living conditions have gone up and they have begun to pay attention to the spiritual world.

They are always accustomed to being self-centered, and perhaps in their eyes, any policeman should serve the people unconditionally, and this is not true at all.

But the premise is that you must do things according to the rules, and there are no rules.

Sometimes I don't understand why we Chinese always like to use privilege to do things.

Once, a middle-aged woman went to Xing Rui's brigade to adjust the surveillance, and the city bureau clearly stipulated that the local police station must be filed and the police record can be viewed.

When Xing Rui explained, the woman was obviously an unreasonable shrew, saying that Xing Rui was taking taxpayers' money and deliberately making things difficult for her, or that she was the eldest sister of Yangbei Zhongtian Real Estate Co., Ltd., chairman Ma Chaoming.

Xing Rui explained for a long time, but the old woman still didn't give up.

I know Xing Rui's temper, she immediately quarreled with her daughter, the old woman has also seen the world with scruples, Xing Rui is not her opponent at all, the old woman actually secretly recorded Xing Rui's scene at that time.

The video is edited, processed, and sent directly to the Internet using WeChat.

And in order to attract people's attention, the title turned out to be, this is a good public servant of the people, a good policeman who works for the masses.

I watched the video, it was obviously taken out of context, smearing Xing Rui, the video was only 17 seconds, but only Xing Rui spoke loudly.

And Xing Rui's siren was taken clearly.

That video went crazy in the circle of friends in Yangbei City, and public opinion pointed the finger at Xing Rui one-sidedly. After I saw the video, I rushed to the Yangbei City Public Security Bureau as soon as possible.

I didn't see her in Xing Rui's office, and her colleague knew that Xing Rui had gone to the inspection detachment.

I sat for more than an hour before she came back.

After Xing Rui came back, he didn't say a word, just lay on his own work and cried.

I know in my heart that this girl must have been scolded, who made you have a bad temper?

But the development of things is obviously not so simple.

Two days later, Xing Rui was punished with a major demerit.

Anyone who works as a police officer knows that once a major demerit is recorded, it means that Xing Rui's future will be ruined.

I didn't expect that the eldest sister of a real estate developer in Yangbei City would have so much energy, just a simple quarrel.

The Yangbei City Bureau will deal with Xing Rui like this.

And he didn't ask about the cause of the incident or Xing Rui's explanation at all.

This big demerit is obviously just the beginning, there is a bigger thunderbolt waiting for Xing Rui, and finally the supervision detachment will report the results to the Yangbei Municipal Commission for Discipline Inspection. (To be continued.) )