I wanted to stay overnight, but I gritted my teeth and left.

It's not that I don't want to spend more time with my parents, but because I'm afraid that the longer I stay, the more vulnerable I become, and I will accidentally let my parents notice something, and my performance before made them a little uneasy, and it took me a lot of effort to come back Although it was so cruel to walk out of that door, but even more cruel was to let them notice something.

"There are still two days left, and I can spend time with them again." I comforted myself in this way, but instead of walking towards the place where I was temporarily staying, I walked towards the gate of the snow-capped mountain.

Actually, what I don't want to admit is my own vulnerability, the sadness of life and death, and I'm afraid that I will be alone to answer the silence of that quiet space, so I choose to walk around.

The place where the snow-capped mountains are located is very beautiful, just like a pure land on this mysterious plateau, although it is already night, this bright starry sky is very beautiful that cannot be seen elsewhere, and it reminds me of the hometown of the Taoist boy

I walked slowly on this grassland with my hands behind my back, just like walking on a thick blanket, from time to time there were animals that were not afraid of people passing by me, bringing a breeze mixed with the fragrance of grass and wild flowers, such as in a dream in the distance, the lake under the starlight reflected the starry sky, for a while, the heaven and the earth were inseparable.

In fact, in the torrent of time, in the mountains and rivers, how small I am and why do I fall into life and death to be sad? Because I am still tempering the reincarnation in this long river, and I have never stopped with the flow of the long river

The night breeze blew, blowing the white linen robe I was wearing, and it was also very cool on the summer night on this plateau, but I still did not feel a trace of sleep, although I had just come out of the underground cave, and my body was already very tired.

I want to go to the lake over there and see the starry sky in the lake

The nearest lake, not very far from the mountain gate of the snow-capped mountains, a 20-minute walk is almost there, although the night here is bright, but after all, the distance within the reach of the night eye is limited, until I almost reached the lake, I found that on the big rock on the side of the lake, there seems to be a figure standing on it.

Who is it? It's also in such a night, and I generally don't feel sleepy, come here to see the lake and mountains my heart is slightly curious, if the same is full of people, maybe they can chat a few words, comfort each other.

This is also a fate, will it be the last fate in my life? I smiled self-deprecatingly and walked over there.

The night on the plateau is so clear, there is no rain, but the wind is very strong, I am under the big rock, the placket flutters, and the people on the boulder are also fluttering

The starlight flowing in the sky is beautiful to the extreme, but my heart seems to stop beating at this moment, time is at the moment when each other's eyes collide, it has been still, the starlight has dimmed at this moment, I only have the figure on the rock, the eyes that I can't see through.

Where is this the last fate in my life, and the person I have to meet This person is the person I must meet at the beginning of my life, because of the fate and debt of the previous life, I was destined to have an entanglement with her from the beginning of my birth.

I didn't expect that, by an unintentional walk, I would actually meet her by the lake - like snow.

At this moment, the sleeping will of the Dao boy was somewhat loosened, as if it would appear suddenly in the next moment, but after all, it was silent, but the diffuse heartache mixed with my heartache had filled my heart.

I didn't know how to speak, I just watched her quietly, I hoped she could read the thousand words in my eyes at this moment, and at the same time, I also began to laugh at myself, obviously there were so many things to say, obviously I was thinking about what I would do after a thousand reunions, but at this moment, it became absolutely quiet.

"You're here too?" I didn't expect that it was Ruxue who spoke first, her voice was as clear and light as ever, as if we had never been separated, she was just saying hello to me.

"Well, here we are." She said so, at this moment, even if I had a stomach full of words that exploded in my throat, I was about to blurt out, but I was suffocated by Ruxue's light breeze, and turned into a sentence, well, here.

It's as if we were supposed to have a conversation like this.

After this sentence, we were silent for a short time, as if a certain emotion had reached a certain level, and people were speechless, so they could only immerse themselves in their emotions and could not express them.

The long hair like snow blown by the wind is no longer the way she was dressed in Miao Village back then, and now she is wearing a white linen robe unique to the snow mountain, and her black hair is casually draped without any decoration, looking more like a fairy out of the dust.

The wind also fluttered on my short hair, but it seemed to blow up the fragments of memories of the year, all of which flew in front of me when I first saw the coldness, the struggle and torture when I was tempted, the burden of my life in the underground secret passage, the confusion when I combed my long hair behind the window of the sunset, and the gentle streamer flying in my ears in the snowy jungle where I watched a movie once a year and winter, the slightest intimacy lingered when we finally parted, the lonely but tenacious back

I'm a little stupid, countless times she and the current her overlap, she is still the most important in my life, the most unforgettable, and the woman who has been entangled with me for two lifetimes - Ruxue.

"Are you going to come up? It's even better to see the scenery here. In the midst of this silence, Ruxue spoke again.

"Hmm." I also came back to my senses from the fragments of my memories and jumped up, jumped on the boulder, and walked towards Ruxue step by step with seeming calm, standing side by side with her.

At this moment, it was so calm, in fact, only I knew how violent my heartbeat was at every step I was afraid that this was a dream of mine, and when I walked in, the snow disappeared in front of my eyes again.

Half a year lingering, a lifetime of lovesickness at that time I thought I could bear such a consequence, in fact, until now, I don't know, there is no consequence, and I don't have to bear it, from the moment I began to fall in love, I was destined to fate, and fate is every day's life, I just walked like this.

And in the end, all I need to do is say that I have no regrets.

Ruxue didn't disappear, this time, she was real when I approached step by step, I really wanted me to be able to get closer and hug her step by step, how good would it be? But I just ended up standing shoulder to shoulder with her.

I don't want to be pretentious and say that I'm satisfied, but when her smell is still so familiar on my nose, I think really, it's satisfying.

"Isn't it beautiful?" Ruxue suddenly asked.

"Yes." Standing on top of the rocks, you can see the entire lake and the starry sky beyond.

"It's been years, and I've found that you're a lot more silent than you were in those years." Ruxue spoke again.

"People change, and it can be said that they will grow, but some things will not change." I whispered, and I thought Ruxue understood what I was talking about.

But Ruxue didn't answer my words, but looked at the starry sky in the distance and said: "Yes, people can change, I didn't expect that when I saw you again, you were already the owner of this magical and mysterious place." Chengyi, what should be celebrated is that you are more able to shoulder your responsibilities than back then. ”

"Whether it is passive or active, I always have to take responsibility, I am a disciple of Lao Li, this is our fate. If I'm willful, you and I shouldn't be like this right now, right? "I suddenly said a what if.

The implication of this is that others don't understand, Ruxue must be able to understand that in fact, whether it is me or her, if there is a trace of willfulness, maybe I am already her husband, and she is also my wife, no matter what we are doing at this moment, we will definitely not face a life-and-death battle like now.

I don't understand why Ruxue is here, it may be through the broken space but the reason for the appearance, I think it must also be related to this big battle If it's because of her, she shouldn't. There is only one reason - she is not willful enough.

I'm not the same, and what's more bitter is that I'm not willful enough, and I'm not chic enough, if I'm chic enough, I should also let go, just like my ancestor, isn't it?

This topic of mine has become a little sharp between us, like snow was silent for a while, and the night wind became stronger, just like back then, her long hair often swept over my cheeks, but the reason why it was back then meant that she could never go back.

I don't want to be so awkwardly silent I'm a person who only has three days to live, and I still want to stay with Ruxue for a while, so I said softly: "Didn't you just say that I should celebrate that I can carry more?" ”

"Huh?" Ruxue obviously didn't understand what the meaning behind my sudden change of topic was.

"As an old man, then you can celebrate me, okay?" I suddenly turned my head to look at the snow as if the passing years had not left many marks on her face, and my heart began to ache inexplicably when I looked at this face that I was haunted by.

Ruxue looked at me silently, waiting for my next step, the emotions in her eyes were hidden deeply, so deep that I couldn't see anything.

"Streamer Flying" I said seemingly calmly, but the memories were brought back to the lake full of maple leaves, that last afternoon.