Lu Shan is smart, and the experience of losing his parents since he was a child makes him a little sensitive, how can Bai Ma behave like this, how can Lu Shan not be puzzled?

But Bai Ma was very calm, as if he had guessed Lu Shan's thoughts, and just said: "My practice is not limited to Lagang Monastery, maybe I have to go to a far, far away place where you and I have been with for 5 years, and the person I feel most able to trust in my life is you." Tao Bai is young, although he will be well taken care of when he stays in Lagang Monastery, and he always wants you to watch a little. In fact, the biggest problem is that when his feelings are sustenance, because in his life, except for me, that is, you are the most dear to him. ”

"Baima won't deceive people, but that doesn't mean she won't tell everything lightly that she thought was made into a living machine, and it was another practice for her, and I thought she wouldn't deceive people, but I easily believed that she couldn't stop all this. At that time, I just sighed, in the end, it is not a person of the world, she is going to travel far away and promise me to meet this night, it is already the greatest blessing in my life, at least I know that she has a friendship with me, as long as there is this friendship, even if the end of the world is lovesick, why not? After all, we cultivators can see through a little bit and know that two people love and know each other, and they don't necessarily have to stay together for a long time, not to mention, she asked me to take care of Tao Bai. Lu Shan's mood at this time was also a little calmer.

Indeed, from Lu Shan's point of view, if Bai Ma had the intention to hide it, how could he possibly know this cruel truth?

And that night, he finally hugged Bai Ma, and even kissed her gently at Bai Ma's request, which is the only moment of love in their lives to bloom, like fireworks, although it dissipates quickly, but the splendor of that moment is forever in my heart.

It was also on this night that Baima told Lushan about her life experience, in fact, she and Tao Bai were not pure Tibetan children, their father was Han and was not an ordinary Han person.

"I don't know much about my father, my mother told me and my younger brother, in fact, my younger brother and I are average, especially my younger brother, who has amazing secrets, but my father wants me and my younger brother to live an ordinary life, so he resolutely chose to leave here and returned to the department where he works, and there is no news until now." Bai Ma said to Lu Shan.

"What about your mother?" Lu Shan couldn't help but ask, in fact, although he was an orphan, he still had relatives, but he had never seen any relatives of Baima and Taobai.

"My mother passed away when I was very young, and she passed away very bizarrely, and she said that she was going to find a magical place, she handed us over to a kind neighbor grandmother, but she didn't go far for long, and when she came back, her condition was already very bad, she couldn't even speak, it felt as if she was supported by a will in front of our sister and brother At that time, my brother was only two months old, she seemed to want to say something to us, and she couldn't say it, so she passed away." Bai Ma said to Lu Shan with sad memories.

"And then?"

"Later, on the second day of my mother's death, the monks of Lagang Monastery appeared and took me and my brother After all, this is a sacred temple, although the temple has been closed for a long time, but its light of mercy still remains in people's hearts, and the grandmother who took care of me and my brother also let us go here with peace of mind The monks who thought that my brother and I were outstanding cultivators with outstanding talents, so I became a holy woman, and my brother became a holy son, and then later, I met you." Baima leaned on Lu Shan's shoulder.

"It turns out that Baima and I are both the same miserable people, and my parents seem to have a striking resemblance to her mother, both of them are looking for some mysterious existence, the difference is that her mother has returned, and my parents have never returned. Once, I wondered if it was because of this reason that God had made our hard-working children meet and warm each other, and I also knew that the reason why Tao Bai did not use Tibetan names was because of their parents' agreement, one followed his mother with a Tibetan name, and the other followed his father with a Han name. Lu Shan said to me.

In short, that night, it was their most intimate night, almost nothing to talk about until the moon gradually set, the east was white, Bai Ma was reluctant to leave, and before leaving, he still gave Lu Shan a hug, without any parting language, but, when going down the mountain, Bai Ma seemed to feel something, suddenly looked back at Lu Shan, with tears, smiled at Lu Shan and then really left.

And that glance is the last look between Baima and Lu Shan.

What happened after that? How did you become the road mountain of the department? Still with a Tawber? I couldn't help but start asking.

"That's a memory I don't want to recall, I knew the truth seven days later, at that time the holy weapon has been completed, and it was taken out to all the people to concentrate on blessing and enlightenment, and I, as an important disciple in the temple, Manrenba inadvertently revealed this secret to me, he saw that I was curious about the holy weapon that suddenly appeared, and couldn't help but proudly tell me that it was the key to heaven before it was completely stimulated, it had supreme mana, and after it was completely refined and stimulated, combined with something, I was very strange at that time, how did such a powerful holy weapon suddenly appear, but Manrenba told me indifferently that it was not a sudden appearance, but a holy weapon that had been cultivated in the temple for many years before it was refined. When Lu Shan said this, his emotions became excited again, and his hands began to tremble again

"Don't say it, I can guess the answer" Actually, I don't need to go into detail in the conversation after that, I can probably guess that this kind of wound really doesn't need to be torn open, because it's really too cruel.

"Well, I just wanted to tell you, Seiichi, my hands that were hidden in my sleeves at the time were covered with blood, because it was too painful, my fists were clenched too tightly, and I almost used all my strength to cut my palms, do you know the pain? It was almost instantaneous that people collapsed It was this kind of restraint that kept me from having a seizure on the spot At that time, I actually vaguely knew that the monks of Lagang Monastery misbehaved, not as holy and full of compassion as the senior monks of Tibetan Buddhism in other temples, and even their practice was not entirely within the scope of Tibetan Buddhism, there was a faint evil aura, but I was brainwashed very much, and because Baima was such a perfect goddess as a saint in this temple, I didn't want to believe anything, or I felt that I paid too much attention to the form to that time, I just think that Baima was deceived, because Manrenba's tone was so relaxed, Baima, a silly girl, was deceived. Speaking of this, Lu Shan's voice trembled so much that even his Adam's apple was constantly shaking.

He said, don't shed tears for Baima At this time, it is definitely a very painful forbearance, in exchange for a strong man, the beloved woman is so cruelly killed, made into a living weapon, or deceived, the fire of anger in his heart can be burned to the sky, and it is good that Lu Shan can restrain it to this point.

I quickly took out the pot of wine from him, handed it to Lu Shan, and comforted: "Don't say it yet, come, take a few sips." ”

In fact, my heart was also very painful, before handing it to Lu Shan, I also took a few sips and Lu Shan took the wine jug, almost drank all the wine in one gulp, a strange flush appeared on his face, and the tears that were almost out of his eyes were forced back by him.

"Chengyi, I made a decision at that time, I want to find out the truth of the facts, I want to take Baima and Tao Bai away You don't know, at that moment, what kind of courage did I have to face that holy weapon, and what kind of courage did I have so that I didn't collapse Chengyi, but I feel like living in purgatory every day, you know? For these purposes, I began to practice harder and harder, showing my talent more and more, and then, I, Lu Shan, in front of you, for this purpose, also deliberately colluded with those monks I can only ensure that I do not have the lives of an innocent person, my hands have not been stained with their blood, but too many things have happened, and even to understand or applaud, I can't tell you one by one if I don't save these things when I see death, I just want you to understand how much I have endured In fact, I am a sinner, I changed my name to Lushan after calling Zeren, and I can't wash away the sins on my body. Those who were made into living vessels, those who were stained in the name of cultivation and various things, and even lost their lives, there were many girls, so many "The spirit of alcohol surged, and Lu Shan's mood began to collapse a little.

And my heart is also very painful, the same man, if I am Lu Shan, what am I going to do? In that case, what can I do but forbearance? In fact, there is no choice

But I still forcibly helped Lu Shan up, looked into his eyes, and said to him seriously: "No, Lu Shan, I don't deny that you have sins, that is, those sins that you forcibly turn a blind eye to, but I don't admit that you are a sinner, because everything in the world is a cycle of cause and effect, and you can plant evil causes, and you can also plant good causes, and there are evil retributions, and there are good retributions in the cycle of cause and effect, they can cancel each other out, but you have to do it with a pure good heart!" Instead of setting up cause and effect in order to escape the evil consequences, what is tempered is only the human heart, the important thing is what kind of human heart you have! Didn't you Buddhists also say that you put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground? This is the power of a heart, and there are so many statements you make, no matter what it is, you can use the time of your life to do good, to wash away sins, such a person is not a sinner, knowing mistakes can improve greatly, this sentence is the meaning, because the most irreparable thing is just a human heart from ancient times to the present. ”

"Chengyi, good brother!" Lu Shan slapped his hand on my shoulder, then looked at the sky and said, "I thought you would look down on me, but you know better than me In short, without those years of forbearance, how could I escape from Lagang Temple with Tao Bai and holy weapons?" It was a long story, a careful layout, and a desperate success in the end, but after escaping, I found that the world was so big that there was nowhere to go! The people of Lagang Monastery naturally want to hunt me down, and you ask me why I became a member of the department, that is, I took Tao Bai to find his father and hoped to get the protection of the department, do you understand? ”

"I see, that's it?" At this moment, all the clues are finally connected