"Hey, I miss it, right?" The young man Zhou Chu said, and then squeezed his eyes at Zhou Chu, "The show is about to begin." ”

Zhou Chu didn't speak, but looked at the Qingxiu boy who was still ignorant of all this, and he was walking towards this side.

And then stood in front of him.

Of course, he couldn't see Zhou Chu, and Zhou Chu couldn't see him, this was just a reproduction of memory.

Zhou Chu, who was in the second year of junior high school, was biting a bun and drinking milk, while wondering why his friend was so late today.

Then the group of delinquent teenagers came over, and the leader of the junior high school led by him walked directly in front of Zhou Chu.

"Is there any money?"

Xiao Zhou Chu was stunned for a moment, raised his head, thinking about what the other party would find him, and then subconsciously shook his head.

"I didn't."

Syllable!

A slap in the face.

Even if it was just a reproduction of memories, even if it had been many years, Zhou Chu felt the blood surging up when that slap was instigated, and even the hot pain on his face seemed to remain.

The bun and milk were knocked over, the white milk seeped into the gray-black ground, and on Xiao Zhouchu's face, a clearly visible handprint.

"Is there any?" The leader of the delinquent boy in the third year of junior high school asked again, with a fierce look, and the others also surrounded Xiao Zhou Chu to prevent him from escaping.

"It's hard to imagine~" The young Zhou Chu, that is, the dark side of Zhou Chu, walked towards Zhou Chu and stood beside him.

"You don't have to speak, you know. I also know what we thought, we all know what we thought at the time, surprise, astonishment, disbelief, incomprehension, fear, fear, and more powerlessness and trembling, perhaps...... And a little bit of unwillingness to be humiliated? ”

Zhou Chu didn't speak, because what he said was right.

He just looked at himself quietly, trying to explain that he really didn't have any money, but he was slapped again.

He just watched, and he knew the dark side of the Dao, and he would inevitably ask that question.

So he just watched in silence. Looking at myself in the second year of junior high school. Knocked to the ground, beaten, then threatened, and finally the other person dropped a word. Then he walked away triumphantly.

He knew that the sentence was to ask him to bring them money next time. And he also knows the way. Brought it myself.

There are two of them, and there must be three, so blackmail one after another, a weak and trembling young man. He didn't have the courage and self-confidence to resist, he just gave all his money to the company again and again, and when he didn't, what was waiting for him was a beating.

Countless flashes of memories around me, pictures of trembling hands handing over money, pictures of being beaten without money, pictures of being frightened in class, pictures of delinquent teenagers laughing at them, pictures of peers being far away and disgusted with themselves, pictures of grades finally being affected, and pictures of being blamed by parents......

Zhou Chu, a young man on the dark side, was still just smiling, watching it with Zhou Chu, and during this period, he didn't say any more nonsense.

Then the surrounding scene suddenly turned, and the picture changed, Zhou Chu saw something talking with two bad teenagers in the corner, and there was such a conversation.

"Why don't you say Zhou Chu's stupid X didn't go to his cousin for help? I heard that he mixed up very well outside. ”

"It's not just amazing, that area is his good or not, but Zhou Chu doesn't dare to go, he still thinks that he is a good student, and he can't and is not suitable to associate and be friends with scum like us."

"I'm okay, it's a good student, do you think he can still read good books like this? Do you think you're some kind of bullshit good student? In addition to reading books well, it is useful for fart, and it is not beaten back and forth by us, just like a dog. ”

Zhou Chu was still silent, turning his head to look at the aisle on the other side of the corner, in the shade of the aisle, there was a thin figure, secretly clenched his fists, released it, and clenched it again, until the two bad boys who were chatting left, he was still standing there.

He knew that he was struggling at that time, but he also knew that he was struggling, and he soon stopped struggling.

So the picture is quickly switched and jumped, to a dark street, a young man with a dragon with teeth and claws tattooed on his arm, is playing mahjong with a group of the same companions. Then not far away, a little brother came over with a thin figure.

"Boss, he said he was your cousin."

"My cousin?" The young man was stunned for a moment, looked at the figure behind the little brother, and then thought about it, showing a happy smile.

"Zhou Chu?"

"Hmm."

The young man didn't care about playing mahjong at the moment, stood up, walked in front of Zhou Chu, and grabbed him affectionately.

"Hey, this is my cousin, a key class in the county middle school, and he will definitely be a college student in a key university in the future!"

At that time, Zhou Chu didn't understand why he would be happy for Lu, but he could feel that he was happy, and he understood it many years later, but he didn't understand it at that time, so he just clenched his fists, raised his head, and said to the young man who was extremely afraid and even a little disgusted, covered in tattoos and naked.

"Cousin, I want to talk to you."

He still remembered the stunned look on his cousin's face at that moment.

Time and the picture, at this moment, seemed to freeze frame, there was a brief pause for a second, and then the scene and the picture switched frantically, although they were all flashing, fast pictures, but Zhou Chu was still able to distinguish them, because it was something buried in his memory.

That was all the process of his transformation from a good student with excellent character and academic performance to a delinquent teenager with average grades, and began to call others brothers, smoke and drink, and walk sideways in and out of school, and in all the pictures, the thing that appeared the most and did the most was fighting.

At this time, Zhou Chu, a young man on the dark side, turned around, changed from a side-by-side posture to a face-to-face posture, and asked in a strange and pleasant tone.

"Hate?"

"Hate what?" He asked.

"Hate them." Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, grinned at him.

"Let's stop pretending to be stupid, we didn't understand it at the time, but we all understood later, the gangster student in the class didn't like us, so after knowing that you would have breakfast there every morning, he threatened your friends that he deliberately didn't get it on any day, leaving you alone, and then said to the gangster students in the third year of junior high school, you are a good bully, you are also very rich, and more importantly, as a good student, you scolded them."

Zhou Chu still didn't speak.

"So that's how it happened, do you really think you want your money? No, no, everything is an excuse, an excuse, an excuse, they can keep beating you, threatening you, intimidating you, looking at your frightened and scared expressions, watching their unreachable good students only beg for mercy in front of them, they are very satisfied, they feel very happy, until you hear those words and go to your cousin. ”

"So what?"

"They've ruined everything for you." Zhou Chu on the dark side smiled and looked at Zhou Chu with an expression of disbelief and surprise, "If you don't have the gangster student who doesn't like you, if your friend can have a little courage to tell you what he was threatened and remind you to be careful, instead of disappearing like this, if they don't continue to beat you and humiliate you, your grades won't drop, your self-esteem won't be trampled on, and you won't resolutely go to your cousin and turn your life on another path." ”

"What would you be if you didn't have any of that?" After Zhou Chu on the dark side said this, he waved his hand, and the scene began to change again.

This is not a scene that exists in memory, Zhou Chu said, this is the scene in the hypothesis, what Zhou Chu said on the dark side, there are no scenes after that.

Zhou Chu in the scene, without those ifs, is still a well-behaved, excellent good student, and has always been excellent, admitted to high school with excellent grades, and then admitted to a key university, and is still excellent, and has become a handsome and talented young man.

Then the university also graduated smoothly, Zhou Chu, whose grades have always been very good, was selected by a large company, and then started from an ordinary staff, with excellent performance and outstanding learning ability, all the way up, until he achieved the position of general manager, and also had a gentle and beautiful girlfriend, acquaintance, to love, and then marriage.

The picture is finally frozen in a warm night, Zhou Chu is having dinner with his young and beautiful wife, and the two are leaning on each other and watching TV.

"And then?" Zhou Chu calmly looked at himself on the dark side, and he knew what he wanted to do.

"And then?" The dark side of himself looked at him with disbelief in his eyes, "If it weren't for those things, your future life would be like this, look, how beautiful, how suitable, and how smooth sailing, so shouldn't you hate them?" It was they, it was they who made your life go from a smooth sailing bright road to a rugged path that was spurned by people and was spurned by others, and made you change from a good student to a gangster and delinquent teenager who was hated and hated, and everything changed for you, you could have been better, didn't you? ”

"Yes." Zhou Chu nodded, "According to what you said, if those things hadn't happened, if all this hadn't happened, my life would probably be the opposite and different from what it is now." ”

"So......" Zhou Chu looked at himself on the dark side very seriously, "in a sense, I may hate them." ”

Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, laughed hehe, but his laughter soon stopped abruptly.

Because Zhou Chu was silent for a while, he said again.

"But......" he said, looking up at himself on the dark side, still very seriously, "I don't hate them. (To be continued.) )

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