"Don't hate them?" Zhou Chu on the dark side, a little disbelieving.

"Well, I don't hate them." Zhou Chu said calmly, "Aren't you the dark side of my heart?" I think you should be able to perceive my emotions and thoughts as well, so I really don't hate them. ”

"Oh?" Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, also calmed down at the moment, and asked rhetorically, "What is it for?" ”

"Because maybe what you said is right, if those things didn't happen, my life might be completely different, or maybe it would really be smooth sailing, and the light is incomparably ......bright," Zhou Chu said, speaking slowly, because every word he said was like a narrative, like a self-talk and confirmation, confirming that every thought he had was correct, from himself and instinct.

"I used to think, or in a sense, that I was envious and looking forward to that kind of life...... But ......"

"But what?" Zhou Chu on the dark side asked.

"But...... There are no ifs in this world......"

Zhou Chu laughed: "What if...... If...... Too many ifs will make things very bad in all kinds of assumptions, because our ifs are all things that we will regret and miss, and we will make ourselves regret or be depressed, disappointed, and so on because of these assumptions, we will forget that there are no ifs in this world. ”

Zhou Chu said, put away his smile, and calmly looked at himself on the dark side.

"You know this, and you know this, and I know this. So you didn't ask, do you regret it? Instead, ask me, do I hate them? Because you know the Dao, I won't regret it, except that I know that there is no if in this world, but also because ......"

He said word by word: "And because if I hadn't gone all the way like this, I wouldn't have met her and wouldn't have met the person who let me see her for the first time, and I wanted to guard her for the rest of my life, so there is no if." Even if there is an if. Even if I exchange it for the entire world, I won't agree. So that's what you ask me to hate them? Instead of asking me the reason for regret it. ”

"So, they're ruining my life, but. If not for them. I wouldn't go through it that much. I wouldn't be where I am now, and I wouldn't have met her to see her, so ...... I don't regret it. I don't hate anyone, everyone has the right to choose how to treat others, and don't forget, I went to my cousin myself, so, in a sense, this path was chosen by myself. ”

"So, even if I forcibly turn my own life around, I won't regret it, and I won't hate anyone."

Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, changed his face, but he didn't say anything, but smiled.

"Ahh Okay, let's go, actually, I like this kind of twist as well, you know, without this turn, maybe I wouldn't be standing here, so, maybe you're right. ”

After saying that, he turned around and walked into the distance, and the surrounding scenery shook, first changing into the original appearance of Silent Hill High School, but soon changing into the original appearance of Zhou Chu's town, and passing quickly in a fast-forward way.

Zhou Chuzhi said, at least this time, he won.

However, if it is only to this extent, then he can definitely keep his heart when he asks himself, so he has a vague and bad premonition.

It seemed that he also noticed the bad premonition in Zhou Chu's heart, and Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, showed a bad smile with bad intentions.

The heavier your dependence and need, the greater the fear you can't lose.

This is a walk like looking back on life, the dark side of the self, walking in front, and everything around it, like a fast-forward movie world, is constantly changing.

He saw that he was the first to skip class, and with some hesitation and timidity, he got up from the class, and left the classroom in full view of everyone, and walked outside to greet and wait for his brother, and the roar of his former good students and friends, as well as the teacher in the class, pierced his body, dazzling and harsh.

He also saw that under the dim street lamp, two groups of people were facing each other from a distance, and I don't know who shouted, and then the two groups of people, at opposite ends of the street, armed with knives and sticks, began to hedge against each other. In the crowd on the left, there was a somewhat thin but agile figure, holding a chain, and some sturdy figures quickly rushed to the front, and then pulled away a gangster on the opposite side with a chain, and then kicked over another person with a sudden kick.

The scuffle ended in victory, and the young self, holding a chain in his hand, stood calmly in the middle of the staggering crowd, one arm stained with blood, and his cousin, with a complicated expression, patted him on the shoulder.

"Well done." Said cousin.

But what his cousin didn't notice was that his hands and feet were trembling slightly under the dim street lamp.

He also saw the eyes of his former classmates and friends, who were increasingly disgusted and frightened, he also heard the disappointed eyes of the teachers who had high hopes, and he saw the sad eyes of his mother and the belt raised by his father after his grades plummeted and he became the leader of the delinquent teenagers in the school.

Countless eyes, discussions, and all kinds of emotions are focused on him at a young age, and he has become a negative example of the town that has changed from good to bad and rapidly degenerated.

But he was silent, he didn't explain, he was more rebellious, he was out of line, he learned to smoke, he learned how to make people fear himself more, he learned how to protect himself, he learned to skip school, he learned to skip school, he learned how to survive among the delinquent teenagers, and then he made himself their leader.

Later, his cousin had an accident, and he said goodbye in the third year of junior high school, and he was entrusted by his father and mother to his uncle in Nancheng, and he embarked on a journey to Nancheng.

Then there was Xia Xiao, that night.

"I won't ask you, and I won't regret it later." Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, stopped in the scene where he and Xia Xiao met, and said with a smile, "I should ask Xia Xiao more about this, in fact, what I want to ask are the other two questions." ”

He said, and then the scene instantly switched to Xia Xiao's birthday, that night of partying in a riverside bar, everyone was very happy, so happy that everyone was drunk, drunk enough that anything ridiculous and irreparable happened, or someone was not drunk, maybe Xia Xiao was not drunk, maybe it was him.

Zhou Chu was silent, watching him send Xia Xiao to the hotel when he was still young, and when he was about to leave, he was stopped by Xia Xiao, who was also young.

"Have you ever kissed?" Xia Xiao when she was a girl, her eyes were a little too young, with a hint of confusion and charm.

"Nonsense." At that time, I said angrily.

"I don't believe it."

"Don't believe it." He shook off Xia Xiao and pulled the corners of his clothes, and was about to turn around and leave, but he was pulled by Xia Xiao again, and the young self turned around a little angrily, but before he could speak, he was sealed by Xia Xiao's moist lips.

After a long and suffocating kiss, the girl's Xia Xiao looked at Zhou Chu with a smile.

"Do you dare?"

Then Zhou Chu was dragged into the room by her.

Zhou Chu was silent, turned his head, everything that followed, he knew it all the next, it couldn't be clearer, it was on such a night that he and Xia Xiao both handed over their first time to each other. It was precisely because of this absurd and confusing night that the two began to gradually become more and more distant, and finally ended with Xia Xiao's going abroad and his return to normal student life.

"What do you want to say?" Zhou Chu looked at himself on the dark side.

"Ah~" The dark side of himself looked at him in surprise, "I didn't want to say anything, but since you asked, then I'll reluctantly say a word." ”

"Are you worthy of Xia Xiao?"

Then Zhou Chuda, who was on the dark side, laughed, and then continued to walk forward, he just waved his hand, and the scene disappeared.

But that sentence kept echoing in his ears.

He didn't have an answer.

But he must have an answer, or he will fall.

So he took a deep breath and said to his dark self, "Yes, I'm sorry for her, it was a mistake from the beginning, so I'm sorry for her, but I'd rather be sorry for her." ”

Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, didn't say anything, just showed an evil smile again, but his footsteps didn't stop.

After that night, it seemed that in order to escape, and it seemed that in order not to think about the events of that night anymore, whether it was him, or Xia Xiao, they became more crazy and wanton, under the almost fatal madness of the two, the princelings led by Xia Xiao, the power of the juvenile gangsters expanded rapidly, almost completely controlling and infiltrating the most prosperous Dongcheng district in the southern city, and Xia Xiao, who still seemed to be not crazy enough, extended its tentacles to other urban districts, the areas involved in the princelings and the juvenile gangsters, It is becoming more and more complex, and the members are becoming more and more diverse.

Even, Xia Xiao let her hand reach out to the field of smuggling, and with her family background and background, she even let her princeling gang connect and contact with the real underworld and officials and businessmen, forming a terrifying behemoth.

And so came calamity.

After Xia Xiao's princelings began to form a behemoth that even she began to be unable to control and control, some people began to plan and plot other things, and some people began to be jealous and wanted to take over, and even plundered Xia Xiao's base, which is a coveted power and relationship.

No matter how crazy she is, no matter how demonic and genius she is, even if she has a huge and terrifying background behind her, the young girl is still not enough to resist it. Person. The more insidious and cunning schemes in the world world could not guard against the adults with countless masks, so the behemoth-like force quietly bypassed Xia Xiao and stretched out its tentacles into a forbidden realm.

Poison. Product. (To be continued.) )