Chapter 60: A Conversation with "Me".
Seeing Mu Yuchen who was about to roll his eyes, the "self" that seemed to make people look like a phantom had found a very strange sense of satisfaction, and that feeling seemed to be called self-destruction. After gaining enough satisfaction, the "superego" didn't continue to speak, allowing Mu Yuchen to get a little bit of independent thinking time, and he didn't continue to speak until his eyes gradually returned to clarity.
"By now, you should almost understand our relationship!" An unusually bright smile suddenly appeared on the face of the humanoid phantom, and what attracted Mu Yuchen's attention the most was its unusually neat white teeth. "Now speak your doubts! Such an opportunity for face-to-face conversation, in the future timeline, should not be allowed by the rules. ”
"The rules ......." Mu Yuchen, who was shaken by the other party's good teeth and was a little blind, said as if he was ignorant.
"Hey, hey! Just pretend! You may not understand that past, present, and future cannot exist at the same time in the same soul structure. Stop talking nonsense! We're really running out of time! After despising Mu Yuchen with an expression, the "self" urged very unceremoniously.
"Why do you want to help that, the guy who is parasitic on our 'superego'! Without your support, the Spiritual Fantasy World Realm would have been impossible to build, right!? Looking at the primitive personality in front of him, which represented his instincts and the past, and was closest to his true nature, Mu Yuchen, who put away his stupid and tentative expression, said in an unusually unhappy tone: "It's okay to be rectified by that guy, you actually help outsiders to fix me together?" ”
"First of all! It's you or not, the final decision is up to you! "The humanoid phantom casually, Mu Yuchen accused with two rounds of negation, as if these things had nothing to do with it at all." I am your past, and you are the past it wants to inherit, so you should understand it! ”
"You mean! The reason why it is able to operate in my spiritual realm is because I acknowledge its existence in a sense! Mu Yuchen, who felt that the "self" seemed to be turning around and scolding, suddenly realized it and said, "That's not right!" Since you are the most primitive personality! Then whether it is the 'ego' or the 'superego', it is ultimately built on your foundation! ”
"You're in love with the benefactor! The poor monk means ....... "The originally ethereal humanoid phantom suddenly covered itself with a robe composed of inky black light and shadow. The "self" holding the same color Zen staff in the void in his hand is making a sanctimonious monk's appearance, wanting to prepare Pudu Mu Yuchen, a poor being.
"You can't talk well! You know that Lu Dao is very irritable like this! There is no need to hide anything in front of him at all, Mu Yuchen covered his head with exaggerated pain on his face. Ever since he sat in the dream of being chased by a certain monk ancestor, Mu Yuchen was a little worried about this type of creature, and he said to the humanoid phantom half-flatteringly and half-jokingly: "It's born from the same root, why be in a hurry to fry each other!" Fellow Daoists! ”
“ok! So let's talk about it briefly! My duty is to pursue pure pleasure! This is also known as instinctive demand! And the purpose of your existence is to reconcile the fundamental contradictions that exist between my instinct and those that exist in this world, which are left over from various existences, or that have been formulated to be made terms and conditions! In this sense, we are natural collaborators and potential antagonists! ”
"It feels like I've seen this thing somewhere! By the way, the principle of 'unity of contradictions' has been explained in junior high school politics! Then there doesn't seem to be any inevitable connection between this and you helping that guy! Could it be that there is still a so-called causal cycle between the two of us, and in this way, human beings are too high-tech! ”
"If you assume the six realms of reincarnation or the underworld! This kind of mechanism exists to perform reincarnation of the soul will and complete the conservation of spiritual power and energy! This conjecture is also true in a sense, assuming that I was your past life, then from the perspective of the law of cause and effect, you will have to pay the price for the problems left over from the period of my existence! ”
The expression of "self" made Mu Yuchen very unhappy, this faceless guy has exceeded the limit of shameless description in human vocabulary. Mu Yuchen's current feeling can only be described in two words, that is, depression! If you use three words, it is very depressing! In four words. That's ......
This is like playing Tai Chi and meeting Wudang Zhang Sanfeng, encountering the legend of deception in a car accident, studying the theory of relativity and encountering Einstein-like ......, in addition to the feeling of being powerless and confused, you can only try your best to find what you can understand in the other party's superhuman thinking.
"Fortunately, this demon-looking guy is myself!" After the worst, Mu Yuchen could only comfort himself shamelessly. This kind of reverse thinking really made him much better, humans are such powerful creatures!
"Hahaha! We're running out of time! This world is about to collapse completely! After experiencing a little episode, we will return to the positions where we should have been, and continue the trajectory of our existence in this world! The birth of demons in the heart is irregular, and they are basically the primitive instincts of human beings. Some animal instincts allow them to evolve, and from the perspective of modern biology, humans are also animals, so what can our instincts be an obstacle to spiritual practice? ”
"Aren't you the one who has mastered primitive instincts! Wait a minute! Give me a few seconds! Mu Yuchen, who felt that his IQ seemed to be a little unable to keep up, was running the idea of losing the blessing of the Yuan Fetus, constantly chasing the location of that little bit of spiritual light, and after being silent for a while, Mu Yuchen said with some astringency: "My existence is to reconcile reality and instinct, so there must be times when it is contrary to you in the decision!" Animals don't think as complex as humans, they are completely true to their **, and humans ......"
Mu Yuchen, who was a little overjoyed as if he was scratching his ears and cheeks, suddenly noticed the humanoid phantom face, which radiated from his consciousness, as if "Congratulations!" I have learned to answer the expression! ”。 After being embarrassed for a few seconds, Mu Yuchen understood what this guy was doing.
"You're not! Have fun and find your head! You're too ...... that. ”,
"Cut! You're embarrassed to say it! Childhood! Do whatever you want! I can thank you for the satisfaction of many times! The more you grow, the more I can't feel the simple happiness I used to have! It's really that hard for you to just put on a show and laugh and do what you think!? ”
Feeling the helplessness and distress coming from the other party, Mu Yuchen suddenly felt that this instinct, which had been sleeping in a corner of his soul, seemed to be a person who was helpless and suppressed. Yes! Mu Yuchen felt that his subconscious was more like a living human being, and he was .......
"The demons of the heart arise from the conflict between reality and ideals, or instinct! Every conflict will be carved into your soul. Perhaps, for ordinary people, these invisible imprints are just garbage forgotten in the corner. But for cultivators or transcendent beings like you, they are one of the dangers that you will have to deal with once you embark on this path. ”
"Therefore, there is a so-called so-called martial arts doctrine, and the idea of attaining martial arts is refined; Some paranoid people in the Immortal Dao simply came to be too forgetful and separated part of their instincts from their bodies; The high monks of Buddhism choose to study the spirit of sustenance in the afterlife; And the more extreme Demon Dao cultivators simply used their instincts to speed up their cultivation, playing with their heartbeats ....... ”
Mu Yuchen didn't wait for the other party's answer, and it seemed that talking about it was already the limit of the two of them. The humanoid phantom on the opposite side was opening and closing his mouth, talking to Mu Yuchen endlessly, but the invisible force had already completely isolated the two of them.
With the complete collapse and shattering of the entire planetary system in the Fantasy World, the virtual senses of sight, smell, touch, taste, and hearing were once again withdrawn from Mu Yuchen's spirit. The chaotic spatial feeling made Mu Yuchen a little uncomfortable, after the mental illusion that was completed by the heart demon and the flask villain completely collapsed, he seemed to have fallen into a mysterious realm where everything was empty.
Everything here seems to be stagnant, and the reason why Mu Yuchen can still feel the existence of time is entirely due to his awakened seventh sense. The feeling of pure nothingness was quiet, wrapped around Mu Yuchen's side. This silent world realm is absolutely silent, even the spiritual world realm on the dark side of the Force is completely incomparable to this place.
The untouched seventh sense was telling that the moment of eternity contained in the silence here was echoed by the infinite emptiness, and the expression on Mu Yuchen's face gradually returned to the silent nature. There is no joy, no sorrow, no evil, no hatred, this empty silence is bringing Mu Yuchen quietly into a certain realm.
The origin of the world realm originated from some unknown chaos, where there was no concept of time or space. In such a void world where there is no reference in the world, Mu Yuchen seems to be experiencing a rare experience called, "Chaos Doesn't Remember Years". The still time was like stagnant water, and Mu Yuchen, who couldn't make any action, could only stir up his consciousness to look through his memories. Mu Yuchen, who was in silence, struggled hard, and used his memories to confront this inexplicable void world. v
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