Chapter 59: The "I" in Mu Yuchen's Heart

The stimulation of pain weakened Mu Yuchen's will slightly, and then hallucination, the most commonly used and most useful means in the heart demon tribulation! replaced the kind of ** pain, and the changes in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes changed. The people who had the greatest impact on Mu Yuchen's body in the past kept appearing, including parents, sisters, brothers, relatives, friends、......, naturally lovers.

There are all kinds of true and false fantasies, like floating clouds, and the only purpose is to create a slight gap in Mu Yuchen's heart. The past of the youthful righteousness, the interweaving of many years of friendship, the fetters of the blood of relatives, and the entangle......ment of love and hate, Mu Yuchen felt as if at the same moment, sitting in countless dream-like ...... superimposed on each other.

But does this work? The answer, of course, is completely no. For Mu Yuchen, family and friends don't have to worry about it at all. Even if you don't mention the mysterious power of infinite space, it can allow Mu Yuchen to return with his own moment after the mission is over.

Just talking about the security environment of the Harmonious Celestial Empire, as well as the sufficient money left by Mu Yuchen, plus the healthy body he has conditioned by using the True Yuan Ripple for his own people, is enough to ensure that in the case of no natural disasters**, relatives and friends can obtain happiness with a high index on the Blue Star.

As for the so-called relatives, except for the weddings and funerals during the New Year's holidays, Mu Yuchen has an impression of them at most, of course, there are more unimpressed, needless to say. The current Yanhuang Heavenly Empire is not comparable, a few decades ago in that innocent era, the great changes in spiritual civilization have changed people's spiritual world a lot.

The only one who can slightly affect Mu Yuchen is the beautiful woman with the glory of girlhood, like seeing her again that day. Seeing this clear and natural innocent girl Mu Yuchen again, who had no traces of society, showed a little reminiscing smile, and then was silent and calm again.

Countless figures and stories continued, constantly playing out in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes, with various funny plays with unique plots, and someone on the sidelines also began to be heartless, satirizing the bloody and unprofessional arrangers of the story. It seemed that Mu Yuchen, who understood these little tricks, was completely useless for Mu Yuchen, who was proficient in the realm of illusions, and the endless darkness began to wrap his feelings again, and those vague black faces also surfaced again.

However, the demons seem to have miscalculated again, although for ordinary reincarnators, this pure darkness may really loosen their defenses. But as a Sith warrior with a sense of glory, Mu Yuchen has long been accustomed to finding his own glory and peace in the dark and lonely.

Contrary to the fear and anxiety that ordinary people experience in the dark, which originates from biological instincts, whenever he falls asleep, he will fall into the dark side of the Force, and Mu Yuchen, who is constantly wandering in that world, finds an alternative serenity in the darkness, which is an eerie tranquility that is almost forever asleep.

Under the continuous impact of the demonic nature in his heart, Mu Yuchen, who gradually felt a little tired, gradually recovered in such a dark environment. This stems from the struggle of the spiritual level, as long as Mu Yuchen's will never back down, he will never fail.

Those illusory human head phantoms began to bite Mu Yu Chenlai again. Although the feeling of being constantly gnawed on, it made Mu Yuchen a little nauseous and nauseous. However, considering the coarse nature of human nerves, it is eventually used to gnawing and gnawing. Mu Yuchen didn't have the slightest worry about this, anyway, even if he was really eaten, he would be able to heal himself with Wolverine's recovery power.

"I almost fell into the trap carefully set by the obsession of the flask villain and the demons in my heart at the last moment, this hodgepodge thing is really *** cunning!" Mu Yuchen, who had almost understood the cause and effect, secretly sweated for himself in the bottom of his heart.

"Overconfidence turns into pride! This has also become a kind of mental magic! It's almost made of the human body! Thinking that he had almost become a stepping stone to the resurrection of a dead remnant, Mu Yuchen couldn't help but sigh to himself, the cultivation in the realm was really insufficient.

Human body refining can indeed be in direct contact with the will of the planet, but Mu Yuchen has forgotten the more important rules in human body refining under the constant influence of inner demons and deliberate indulgence. That is the true function of the human body, not used to make simple contact with the will of the planet, but its ultimate purpose is to make a transaction with the truth.

Assuming that Mu Yuchen really launched this human body refining, then what was waiting for it on the other side of the door was definitely the remnant obsession of the flask villain. You must know that the spiritual fantasy world of Lu Dao was completed by the flask villain, and all the terms and conditions could not be clearer.

There was an irreversible nature in the activation of the human body's refining, and Mu Yuchen, who fell into that situation, had no chance. In the process of the second reorganization of Mu Yuchen's consciousness by the rules of truth trading, the vial villain who was the rule manipulator was completely able to directly devour Mu Yuchen very easily, and returned to this world with his human body.

It seems that because he figured out this crucial point, the obstacle in Mu Yuchen's heart also disappeared. Mu Yuchen, who was pure and clear in his heart, quickly found a way out of here under the continuous decline of the demons in his heart. While Mu Yuchen was distracted and used to silently chant the Ice Heart Recipe in his heart, he changed the Heavenly Attack ** Inner Meditation Idea Gate and began to devour the remaining demonic nature.

Maybe it was just an instant, or in a hundred years, Mu Yuchen, who opened his eyes again, returned to the city towering in the sky again. This complete fantasy world supported by a certain part of Mu Yuchen's spirit still existed in his soul 258374169349 completely.

The pitch-black thorns that originally created this world realm, gathered the demonic thoughts in Mu Yuchen's heart, and the obsession of the flask villain, had already been extinguished in the fire of its soul. The flower bud that was originally parasitized by thorns was floating in front of Mu Yuchen's eyes dimly, and this existence, which represented part of his soul consciousness, had regained his freedom after losing his restraints.

"You're also badly injured! But it's not all for nothing! Holding the lotus bud in his hand, Mu Yuchen sighed and said to it: "At least those hidden dangers have been swept away!" Moreover, this Spiritual Illusion World Realm can be regarded as one of our trophies. ”,

"Now! Let's go talk to that guy! With Mu Yuchen standing as the center, a huge five-pointed star was refining into an array, encircling him entirely. As Mu Yuchen completed the basic steps of alchemy, a dark and deep void that seemed to be infinitely large opened up in the range where the pentagram was located, absorbing Mu Yuchen and this spiritual fantasy world like a whale swallowing all of them.

Mu Yuchen, who was sucked into the chaotic tunnel, was sent to a space shrouded in white clouds and mist along a silver-white river. There, a transparent humanoid phantom was facing Mu Yuchen with its ethereal face, and it should be the most black hand.

Looking at the unknown existence in front of him, Mu Yuchen, who felt that he had a deep connection with it, suddenly didn't know how to speak. The most important thing is that the environment here is exactly the same as the truth in the Steeling World, and the humanoid phantom in front of him seems to be simulating the appearance of the truth.

"It feels weird! What do I think is like this?? The transparent humanoid phantom said with a playful expression, and it seemed to be able to read Mu Yuchen's thoughts. Damn it! Mu Yuchen obviously couldn't see it, but the facial features on the person's face existed, but he clearly felt the emotional tone when it spoke. "Weird, isn't it? That's because I'm you! ”

Mu Yuchen didn't know what expression to use now to be able to express the words of complaint in his heart, this was the second time that something had said such a thing to himself. Mu Yuchen could feel the sincerity and frankness in the other party's language, and he could also confirm that what the other party said was true, but he still couldn't show a completely understanding and relieved expression of this embarrassing situation.

"Always talking to yourself, such a state is nothing more than the legendary split personality state!" The intuition in his heart made Mu Yuchen a little depressed, and Mu Yuchen laughed at himself in his heart.

"'Self' is self, no matter when, it's all this awkward look!" The humanoid phantom was very understanding, shrugged his shoulders at Mu Yuchen and said, "First of all, introduce yourself, you can call me 'self'." I am the most primitive structure of personality consciousness that has existed in your soul since the day you were born, and to put it simply, I am your past. ”

"Wait! Wait a minute! Let me think and digest first! It's all mush in my head now! Mu Yuchen, who felt that his head was suddenly stuffed into a large pile and couldn't understand the information at all, rubbed it with a headache, and the temples on both sides of his head took advantage of this time for him to start thinking.

"You 'egos' are the problem! It's better for us to be 'ourselves'!" Mu Yuchen's friction made the human figure phantom, and it became somewhat impatient, and it said very casually: "Since you can't figure it out!" So let me use what you know to explain the complex relationship between us. ”

Gemund. Sigmund Freud was a Jew, Austrian psychiatrist and psychoanalyst. Founder of the psychoanalytic school. Freud believed that the vast majority of repressed ** belonged to sexuality, and sexual disturbance was the root cause of psychosis. In his theory of the composition of human personality, Freud divided personality into three parts: id, ego and superego.

The "id" is the most primitive part of the personality structure and has existed since birth. In short, what the "id" represents is the collection of your own primordial**, impulses and life force, and the basic physiological needs of human beings belong to this category.

The "id" is the source of all mental energy and the pure part of the soul. The "id" acts according to the principle of happiness, it ignores social morality, external norms of behavior, its only requirement is to obtain happiness and avoid pain, the goal of the id is to seek individual comfort, survival and reproduction, it is unconscious, not perceived by the individual.

The only meaning of the existence of the "self" is to satisfy one's own needs. In a sense, the "self" is the absolute "selfishness", and Mu Yuchen believes that it represents the part of the self-consciousness that belongs to the subconscious.

The "self" is the individual's differentiation and development in the real environment after birth, and the various needs that come from the "id" cannot be immediately satisfied in reality, so he must accommodate the limitations of reality and learn how to obtain the satisfaction of needs in reality.

"Self" in the original German meaning is both "self", it is the part of oneself that can be conscious of the execution of thinking, feeling, judgment or memory, the function of "self" is to seek the "id" impulse and ** to be satisfied, while protecting the whole organism from harm, it follows the "principle of reality", in the service of the id.

In essence, the "self" is the level of behavioral consciousness that is finally formed after adapting and adjusting to the conflict between instinct and reality, and in a sense, "self" is a kind of consciousness with compromise and compatibility. Mu Yuchen attributes "self" to self-consciousness, the main consciousness that governs human nature and practical actions, that is, the main personality in the popular sense.

The "superego" is the highest part of the personality structure that occupies a controlling position, and it is also the existence of the personality that represents its own ideals. The "superego" is due to the fact that in the process of growing up, the individual completes the ultimate independence of self-values through information such as social morality and cultural environment.

The role of the "superego" is to supervise, criticize, and discipline one's own behavior, just like the word "superego", the fundamental characteristic of its existence is to pursue perfection and eventually evolve itself into a perfect being, which is what alchemy calls "perfect existence".

But it is precisely this pursuit of perfection that the "superego" is as unrealistic as the "id", and it is precisely because of this that the "superego", the perfect form of human consciousness, is really overburdened for ordinary people. Therefore, in the normal world, the "superego" of most people also exists in the human spiritual level without ideology.

In the description of the superego by human beings, the superego is used to demand the "self" to satisfy the "id" in a socially acceptable way, and the basic rules it follows at the moment are the moral norms of human society. (Octave.)