After a few months, I returned to the South.

Before leaving, I had secretly visited Huang Fei, after she was discharged from the hospital, she rested for a long time and never went to work, but I saw a man in a suit who could be called a young talent pick her up and take her to dinner. I didn't show up, just watched silently, and then turned around. People need trust between people, especially a beauty of Huang Fei's level, even more - even so, I am still a little sad, what will we look like in a year?

On that day, I happened to participate in the county's earthquake relief donation, and I happened to receive a call from my third uncle, and on that day, I also found a very painful thing: my uncle's daughter and my cousin Xiaojing were in early love, and the object was actually the troublemaker who was kicked by me last time.

Men are not bad, women are not loved. I can't do it, I can only inform my uncle—and that's the only way.

I didn't go directly to Hongshan, but went to Dongguan first, after all, I still had some things to deal with there. The house in Nancheng has been rented out through an agent, and the rent is paid to my account regularly every month to offset the mortgage. But there is one thing that makes people strange, that is, the residents of the house in the suburbs have not paid their rent for two months. The last time I went to Dongguan, I was in a hurry, and no one listened to the phone at first, and then it stopped directly.

Although I expressed my blessings to the union of the two tenants, Shang Yulin and Song Lina, and I am also friends with them, in the end, we are still the relationship between landlord and tenant.

In terms of contradiction, this is the main contradiction.

As Huang Laoya's brother-in-law said, no one's money is blown by the wind, and I have almost no income now, so I count on this rent to pay off the mortgage, and it makes me very embarrassed when they disappear like this.

So, I need to talk to them.

If there are practical difficulties, you can tell me that late submission or delay are negotiable; But if you have money and don't want to give it, and want to live in vain, then this house, love to live in, and keep pulling it down, there will naturally be a lot of people who want to rent it - I am not an indiscriminate person, for a little hypocrisy, or a poignant love story of so-and-so, I softened my heart and was moved to tears. Am I really a sentimental little girl?

I'm such a person, don't try to fool me.

When I arrived at Dongguan, this was Agen's land, so I naturally wanted to find him as soon as possible. It is said that women are men's schools, and after Wang Shanqing's incident, he has matured a lot, and his words and deeds are not as "bookish" as before, and he is also much more open-minded. However, what worries me is that after talking a few words, I can always find that he has a knot in his heart and can't let go.

I asked him if it was because he thought my friend had become awesome.

He laughed and said yes, a little uncomfortable. In the past, although the style of action was neat and resolute, but I always felt that I was a friend and brother of equal status, but since I saw my methods, I feel that I am no longer the same type of person as him, I am a master, just like ...... Characters like his cousin Gu Xianxiong have different realms!

I smiled and patted Agen on the shoulder to let him relax. As I recall, Agen seems to have always idolized his cousin.

When we said this, we were drinking in the bar we used to go to, and Agen drank a little too much, nagging about some of the hardships of entrepreneurship back then, and mentioning Xiaomei as he talked. He said that it was Xiaomei he interviewed at that time, a well-behaved and shrewd girl, beautiful and beautiful, and her mouth could speak, alas...... I said I went to see Xiaomei in March and put a bouquet of lilies on her grave.

Agen looked at me with a misty look in his eyes, and said Standing in front of Xiaomei's tombstone, do you regret it?

I lowered my head and kept my eyes in the dark, hiding my mood under the indiscriminate stage lights. I took a sip of the wine, and the heat rose up in my throat. I shook my head and told him that Xiaomei is a girl, and to be honest, I have always regarded it as my own sister. You can scold me for this, or you can say that I got cheap and behaved, but that's the way it is. But to be honest, I regret it, I regret that I made a promise to her, but I didn't keep my mind on her, and let her give her life for nothing, for this, I feel guilty.

Agen shook his head and sighed, saying that you are a peach blossom life, always provoking women.

When he had finished speaking, he stopped talking, drank one sip at a time, and after a while, asked for another drink. When he got to the fourth drink, I stopped him and asked him what was going on, in such a bad mood? Agen was a little drunk and said no? How's that! He is in a good mood, his career is thriving, and he is recently preparing to find a store on Guantai Road and open another store, what is the bad mood?

I saw that he was in a worse state than before I left last time, and reached out to put my hand on his left wrist, and then asked him if I had the talisman paper I gave him with me. He said yes, and he kept it in his wallet every day. I looked at his face for a while, and there was no black air lingering, just a yellow face, a little weak and malnourished.

I breathed a sigh of relief, I didn't just curse me.

I may be too sensitive, is this an occupational disease?

Agen sighed and said that it would be nice to be able to go back to the old days. I looked at him and asked how his relationship was now? has a successful career, and the boss is not small, no matter what, you should find a good woman and live a small life in peace. He didn't speak, just shook his head. Looking at the loneliness and loneliness revealed by Agen in the blurry night, I suddenly thought, if Wang Shanqing didn't get the mutated love Gu that sucked life, if she just raised an ordinary love Gu that hooked a man's mind, then let them be together all the time, would Ah Gen get the happiness he wanted at this moment?

In the urban forest of steel and concrete, each of us wraps ourselves tightly and strongly.

But is that really the case?

It's a human being, after all, it's going to be lonely, after all, it's looking forward to going home, and there's a warm light waiting for you.

A sense of belonging, this may be the persistence of many people's lifelong struggle, right?

Love is like a drug addiction, physical pain can easily disappear, and psychological dependence can not be forgotten for a long time. Although the love Gu has been resolved, Ah Gen is still nostalgic for Wang Shanqing after all, or rather, he is nostalgic for the happy time with Wang Shanqing. I cautiously asked him, do you know where Wang Shanqing is now? He shook his head and said that he didn't know what to say, maybe he was back home, maybe he was lying in some dark hair salon, quietly waiting for his patronage......

I didn't say anything, the person who can raise this thing like a love Gu, where could it be just a simple woman who lost her foot in the sea?

Of course, I just thought about it and didn't say it.

Listening to Agen's tone, there seemed to be more resentment than nostalgia, and I was finally relieved, so I pointed to the graceful girl who was swaying her youthful body wildly on the dance floor, and said to Agen to relax, OneNightStand, maybe this thing can solve your pain. Even if you can't, at least you can solve the sorrow of your five girls.

Ah Gen smiled bitterly, raised his wine glass, raised his head, and drank it all again, this sadness.

That night, Agen was drunk, I was sober, the golden silkworm Gu in my stomach was churning, I went to the bathroom to rinse my mouth a few times, I felt that the smell of alcohol was not so big, and then drove Agen's car to send him home. I was going to go to the house on the outskirts of the city, but it was too late, and Agen was very drunk, so he didn't go again, and stayed at Agen's house that night. He kept throwing up while holding the toilet, and then kept shouting little love, little love...... I was helpless, smelling the filth in the bathroom was too strong, only by asking the Golden Silkworm Gu to loosen Agen's bones, it would be better.

The next morning Agen went to the store while I walked down the street.

In the middle of 08, the global financial crisis caused by the subordinated debt of the United States had begun to spread, and the foreign trade enterprises on the southeast coast, especially small and medium-sized enterprises, were closing down every day, one by one. There are many migrant workers on the streets, carrying bags and bottles of water, looking for work everywhere, which is in stark contrast to the labor shortage two or three years later. Of course, this is something I didn't know at the time, and what I could see was a large number of factory girls, who began to become glamorous and glamorous in the light and dark side of the city, adding a pink deformed charm to the city.

I drove the car, admiring the morning warblers, and occasionally a few faces were pitiful to the heart, as I headed towards the suburbs.

It is said that it is a suburb, but in fact, it is next to several relatively large industrial parks, because of the concentration of a large number of young workers and employees in related service industries, in terms of prosperity, it is not inferior to ordinary small cities, and people come and go.

When I arrived, it was noon, and I was not busy looking for people, but found a more famous snack bar nearby and ordered a bowl of casserole noodles for both breakfast and lunch. The reason why I bought a house here at the beginning, in addition to the cheap housing price of Tugang Development, is because there is a relative here, who often comes to play, and thinks that the place is good, and it is one of the few beautiful places in Dongguan. Now, that relative is long gone, but I don't have to hang out often, and I like it.

After eating the casserole noodles, I entered the community, took the elevator upstairs, came to the door, took out the key, and opened the door.

As soon as I entered the house, there was a smell of dust, not big, but I could smell it, jerky.

I walked to the living room, where the couch pillows were scattered, an open bag of Cobik potato chips was on the glass coffee table, a trench coat and a fluffy bubble skirt were still hanging from the coat rack, and the slippers were still on the side. I touched the furniture and the tabletop, a layer of dust. My heart fluttered, and I took out the half-eaten potato chips, which were already soft. What the hell is going on, the house seems to have not been inhabited in months? But looking at this, it seems that the two are not ready to leave.

I had the keys back up to the doors of both of them, and when I took them out of my bag, I opened them in turn, pushed the door open, and there was no one. However, the luggage and clothes are all there, what happened? Isn't that weird?

I leaned against the door, confused.