Chapter 1174: Fierce Dog (2)
Reality always makes people grow, warm reality encourages people to grow, cold reality is actually inspiring people to grow, no matter what kind of reality, it is not difficult.
Is the reality that Huang Gen is facing difficult? Not difficult. As long as he is strong, he can get through any problem. He is a fugitive prisoner, there are many murders on him, he is guilty, the sinner is his identity, he is ashamed of it, what else can he do, he lives a life of escape, hiding every day, I don't know how long I want to hide.
There are people all over the world looking for him, they want to arrest him, many arrests want to arrest him, bring him to justice, Huang Gen has pressure in his heart, and on weekdays, he releases all these pressures on the antler velvet. Deer antler was bullied and felt sad, so he wrote poems and wrote poems like Yang Dong. He is different from Yang Dong, the poems written by Yang Dong express the beautiful feelings in his heart, while the poems written by Deer Antler Express his inner grievances. In fact, grievances and happy beans are easy to inspire people to write poems, and any emotion, as long as it is high-pitched to a certain point, can inspire people to write poems, rather than just complaining about poets, and complaining about poets is one-sided and therefore wrong.
Huang Gen has married three wives, which seems to have been said, he has actually been divorced three times, married the first wife, divorced, married the second wife, divorced again, and then married the third wife, or divorced. He always married his wife and divorced, this shows that the problem is not with his wife, but with Huang Gen, he is always divorced, the reason is basically in him, is he a person who is not suitable for marrying a wife? It cannot be said that, but the facts are laid out in front of people, and Huang Gen is not easy to argue, he does have problems in his character, and they are not shortcomings, but very serious problems.
These are small things, at least in Huang Gen's opinion. He thought that his wife, like shoes, bought a pair of shoes, and when they wore out, he threw them away and bought new shoes to wear.
Someone has accused Huang Gen, saying that Huang Gen is irresponsible to women, Huang Gen doesn't see it that way, Huang Gen thinks that in the process of getting along with women, be good to her, and try to give her whatever she wants, this is to live up to women, and live up to the good times. When you don't like a woman, just like you don't like a pair of shoes, you can just throw them away and buy a new one. When wearing shoes, I naturally like these shoes, but today I don't like them, so I wear new shoes.
Huang Gen is a prisoner, a fugitive, he has a lot of wrong ideas, someone has tried to correct Huang Gen's ideas, Huang Gen refused, Huang Gen thinks that no matter how wrong he is, he is right, and no matter how right others are, they are also wrong. This is really his divine logic.
But in the Hongyuan, Huang Gen has a deep reflection on his sinful life, he sits alone on the edge of the bed, like a sculpture, this is a metaphor, he is different from sculpture, sculpture can't think, he thinks.
What Huang Gen was thinking about was his personal future, what will he do in the future, where will he go in the future, how will he develop in the future, and will his life be in danger in the future? This series of questions fell on him like hailstones, and he was soaked in problems all over his body.
People's inner peace is a good state, but not calm, is to make people troubled, all the inner, spiritual and other people's problems, are fierce dogs, how to deal with those problems, how to deal with their own fierce dogs, the retreat master has a set.
Every year, the retreat master will hold a retreat conference to discuss human nature, discuss all kinds of human problems, summarize a large number of problems, and the retreat master will organize people to start solving these problems, some problems are easy to solve, through everyone's efforts, they will be easily solved. Of course, there are some problems that are not easy to solve, so the problems are shelved, and if they are shelved for a long time, there will be many problems piled up, so a problem library is generated.
Huang Gen communicated with Deer Antler, the two of them, there is a little bit of a desire to stop doing evil, they want to do good, but they have done a lot of evil things, they are hunted down, they don't want to die, they still want to live, and they want to live well.
This kind of life choice is very important. How to say, for example, Huang Gen killed a man, and according to the law, he should be put to death. After a while, Huang Gen regretted it, and wanted to be a kind person, and he had already conceived a life for his kind self in the future, so at this time, what should he do? He definitely didn't want to be executed, but if he disobeyed the law, he would not be a kind person, and he would have all kinds of contradictions in his heart, which would lead to entanglement, and his heart would be entangled fiercely. In fact, the current situation of Huang Gen is even more serious than this entanglement.
Whether the retreat master can help him, Huang Gen is not sure, depending on the meaning of the retreat master, many problems need to be solved by Huang Gen himself. It seems that the retreat master can only retreat, and the rest, can't help. Others, including retreat masters, can only cheer on the side, what retreat people are engaged in, after all, has its virtual and unreal side.
Huang Gen was very scared in the face of the fierce dog in his heart. This fierce dog almost ate Huang Gen, the fierce dog was too fierce, Huang Gen was scared like a little girl meeting a big bad wolf.
Huang Gen wants to be forgiven by everyone, forgive the sins he committed, he wants to be favored by everyone, but in fact, it is impossible for anyone to be favored by everyone, and some people, the whole is not good, it is better not to be favored by him. People can't be liked by everyone, there are always people who don't like you. Huang Gen can't see this, he is always pursuing the likes of others, thinking that as long as he works hard, he can be loved by everyone in the world. This is actually a very naïve idea.
Huang Gen confessed in the room, he was really repenting, after the enlightenment of the retreat master, he drilled into the room, thinking about what the retreat master said, his heart was about to break. Huang Gen realized his mistake for the first time, this was the first time in his life that he realized his own shortcomings, he always felt that he was perfect, a perfect person, of course, this was a wrong understanding of himself, it was he who overestimated himself, and he looked at himself wrongly. He kills, always feeling that he is right and that everyone else deserves to be killed.
Huang Gen finally repented, but can he forgive him if he repents? Can he not punish his mistakes if he repents? Huang Gen is also thinking about this question, he may not be forgiven by others, the sins he has committed are history, they are true history, and he must accept punishment.
Punishment, these two words are serious, they are severe, what are contained in these two words, Huang Gen is clear, with the mistakes he has made, he should be shot a hundred times, he himself knows this, he wants to be a kind person, but the things he did before he decided to do good deeds are impossible to eliminate history. There are always entanglements in life, and Huang Gen is entangled here, unable to extricate himself.
The fierce dog in Huang Gen's heart has appeared, and he must face up to his fierce dog, this fierce dog is the various problems he has encountered, such a fierce dog.
Huang Gen has reached a consensus with Deer Antler, at the beginning, Yang Dong wanted to be a kind person, Huang Gen still didn't agree, and now he finally agreed with Yang Dong's thoughts. Yang Dong, Huang Gen, and Deer Antler, the three of them had the same idea, and they all listened to the words of the retreat master and decided to be a kind person.
This change of theirs is good, for others, they may no longer be hurt by them, their own hearts will no longer be condemned by anything in the future, and their hearts will become more and more peaceful.
Now it's okay, the biggest villain in the world has finally decided to do good, to be a kind person, Yang Dong is real this time, not just talking, not just talking about goodness, he has to take action.
The retreat master is also very pleased, he can see these three ungood people developing towards the good, he is happy, he can change the state of others, he feels a sense of accomplishment, he is doing something meaningful, the retreat master is benefiting mankind.
Speaking of this fierce dog, the retreat master also has a fierce dog in his heart, who is the immortal? Isn't the immortal troubled? It is impossible for everyone's heart to be completely calm, and when encountering good things and bad things, it is impossible to be without waves, any waves, even the slightest bit of bad emotions, are fierce dogs, and the retreat master has a fierce dog in his heart. To treat fierce dogs, you need to pay attention to methods, and the retreat master taught Yang Dong, Huang Gen, and Deer Antler how to treat fierce dogs.
Yang Dong has visited good teachers, and now he has visited retreat masters, these good teachers and masters can only give them some useful guidance, as for their own path, they still need to go by themselves, and others can't replace them. Yang Dong's road, Yang Dong wants to go, Huanggen's road, Huanggen's road, Huanggen's go, Deer Antler's road, Deer Antler's Road, Deer Antler to go.
Yang Dongken corrects his mistakes, and it's not too late. The retreat master told them good news, saying that in a few days, the queen's birthday banquet was held in the Qianfang Palace, which was very grand, and he wanted to take them to enjoy it. Yang Dong was happy to go, not to mention Huang Gen and deer antlers, of course, they were also willing to go to that birthday party and see the queen's grand birthday party.
Deer antler lost his girl, his girl was possessed by Yang Dong, and he was unhappy, the retreat master said that there was a banquet for the queen in Qianfang Palace, and now the antler velvet could go to drink, drink and eat delicious food, so that he could dispel the sorrow in his heart. People will always have sorrow, and sorrow is like air surrounding people, how can people break through the encirclement of sorrow?
Deer antler velvet is worried, in fact, Yang Dong and Huang Gen are also worried, it just so happens that they are all sorrowful, and after a few days, they will go to the queen's banquet and follow the retreat master to Qianfang Palace.
Qianfang Palace, a place that deer antler velvet has heard of a long time ago, some bullish places, people always hear that few people can really go to that place, this Qianfang Palace, on the earth, there are still some numbers, but the people who can go to Qianfang Palace are not ordinary people. If it weren't for the retreat master leading them, they would not be qualified to go to Qianfang Palace.
Qianfang Palace, in the hearts of Deer Antler, Yang Dong, and Huang Gen, is a sacred and gorgeous place, and they look forward to going to Qianfang Palace in a few days. (To be continued.) )