The courtyard is quiet, and the breeze passes through the window, and you can hear the sound of the wind rubbing against the window lattice. There are many houses in this courtyard, many but not chaotic, according to their own cultivation, the practitioners here are arranged in different rooms, the most majestic and important is the retreat master's room, the retreat master's house is simply not a bedroom, but a palace. The room is not big, but when you enter the room, you always give people a sense of palace magnificence, and the people who come to the room do not dare to be contemptuous, they are pious, and they are dedicated to Hong, and there are no distractions in their hearts.

But there are also people who don't know how to lift, the retreat master gives Huang Gen respect, but Huang Gen doesn't appreciate it, he laughs at the retreat master, saying that the retreat master, it's okay to be a day old. Indeed, the master of retreat, who retreats every day, on the surface, seems to be doing nothing, either sitting, standing, or lying down, and it seems that nothing is good. In fact, the mind of the retreat master is active every day, thinking about all kinds of things and thinking about all kinds of problems, and he carries out high-intensity mental work.

People like Huang Gen don't know much about mental work, and they don't look down on mental work, which is of course a stupid attitude, he ignores mental work, thinking that only physical work is enough, and mental work is not important. There are many people like Huang Gen who look down on mental work. Although in the crowd, many people began to respect mental workers, but most of the mental workers are ignored, because mental work, it is not easy to see, looking at him is not doing things, in fact, he is thinking about very important issues.

The retreat master told Huang Gen about important issues such as Hongyuan, Hongjiao, and Hongfa, Huang Gen seemed to understand whether he understood or not, he didn't know how to pretend to understand, which was not a big shortcoming. Many people will not know how to pretend to understand, obviously they don't understand, but they have to pretend to understand very well, everyone will be like this, this is not a big shortcoming, it is easy to correct.

Huang Gen's worst thing is that he has an unforgivable shortcoming, he is addicted to killing, not only loves to kill lives, but also encourages Yang Dong to do things to kill, sometimes Yang Dong doesn't want to kill others, but Huang Gen will give Yang Dong ghost ideas. This Huang Gen is a bad guy, not only the antler is afraid of him, but many people are afraid of him.

Huang Gen has a very hard personality, he is almost not gentle, every day to the antler, either punching or kicking, he beats the antler velvet like beating his wife, Huang Gen is used to beating his wife at home, he takes out the strength to beat his wife to beat the antler velvet, the whole antler velvet is the same as his wife.

Even though Huang Gen went straight and straight, like a dazzling fire, he was still surrendered by the retreat master, the retreat master's wonderful speech, Huang Gen saw the softest part of his heart, he no longer thought that the tough character was good, he wanted to say goodbye to recklessness, recklessness, rudeness, roughness, violence, etc., he wanted to be gentle, this gentleness, not to pursue the mother, not to be a sissy, but to discover the soft ingredients in life, there are always things that can make their hearts soft, no longer treat the world with a hard attitude.

Huang Gen has seen a lot of disgusting people, those people, he doesn't like them, they lack love in their hearts, in life, in order to obtain their own maximum interests, do all kinds of disgusting things, owe others money, don't pay back, owe other people's wages, don't give, hug other people's wives, don't say, help others, don't do, fly camp dog things, constantly, Huang Gen has seen a lot of bad people, so he thinks that the people in the world are generally like this, and gradually he no longer shows people gently, and Huang Gen seen by others is often a cold face, his face is like a knife.

The retreat master persuaded Huang Gen and asked him not to do evil, Huang Gen did not tell the retreat master that the three of them were fugitives, but only said that he had done evil things.

Deer Antler stood next to Huang Gen, what the retreat master said, the deer antler all listened to the ears, what the retreat master said, the deer antler felt that it was right, in the eyes of the deer antler, the retreat master is a god, that is, an immortal, and the words that came out of the retreat master's mouth were the truth.

Huang Gen is tougher than deer antler, and it is easy to refute other people's words, Huang Gen is a person, what do you tell him, he is not convinced, you say it all out of the blue, he thinks it is all stinky ****, worthless. Huang Gen always has a spirit in his heart to work against others, which is not available to ordinary people. Deer antler velvet doesn't.

Deer antler and Huang Gen stand together, Huang Gen is a tough character, Deer Antler is a slightly less tough character, and even has some weakness, so it is always the antler velvet who is kicked every day, and if there is something wrong with the antler velvet, Huang Gen will kick him, like kicking a ball.

No matter what the personality is, whether it is tough or not, it will encounter problems, and when people encounter problems in their lives, they will be depressed, and it is normal for people to be depressed, and it is normal for people to be in a bad mood, and it is not good to be intimidated by these problems.

The retreat master compares the various problems encountered by people to a fierce dog, he said, many problems of people are fierce, all like a fierce dog, treat this fierce dog, sometimes need to scare it, sometimes need to obey it, to use various methods, to tame this fierce dog, when this fierce dog is tamed, many problems in life are not so prominent, life becomes smooth.

The master of retreat said that everything was very empty, this kind of emptiness gave people endless ethereal, too abstract, there were so many words, deer antler velvet couldn't understand it, Huang Gen couldn't understand it, Yang Dong next to him seemed to understand, and seemed to be pretending to understand.

In the Hongyuan, Yang Dong faced his heart, Huang Gen also faced his heart little by little, deer antler needless to say, he also faced his heart, the three of them all found their own problems in their hearts, and found all kinds of problems in themselves, especially those evil things they had done, they remembered very clearly, the people Yang Dong had killed, the people that Deer Antler had killed, the people that Huang Gen had killed, they would not forget, they faced themselves, and they faced the past.

In the Hongyuan, they found all kinds of problems in life, which, according to the retreat master, gathered together, were a fierce dog, and they tried to tame this fierce dog.

After worshipping the retreat master, the retreat master sent someone to arrange their accommodation, Yang Dong led Huang Gen and Lu Antler, the three of them, to cultivate in the Hongyuan for a period of time, they need to reposition themselves, clean themselves, and face the world with a new attitude.

Deer antler walked around the room alone, he walked around the room, and the room he was in, there was a carpet on the floor, it was a red, soft carpet, a very gentle color. Deer antler doesn't like this carpet and wants to walk more on the carpet, he has something in his heart. He is more conscious than everyone else, he always wants to give up evil thoughts and not do evil things, he has never broken away from Yang Dong's evil organization, because he got on this thief ship, it was difficult to get down.

The state of deer antler is that it is difficult to ride a tiger, he has thought many times about breaking away from the organization and leaving Yang Dong, but he has not succeeded, not only did he not succeed, but he also followed Yang Dong and continued to commit several major crimes, all of which were murders.

There was a bed next to it, but Deer Antler did not lie on the bed, but on the red carpet, he recalled the past, reviewed himself, he put himself in the position of review, that is, to reflect well, recognize his mistakes, only correct his mistakes, can continue to move forward.

But he must not admit his mistakes, if he admits his mistakes, he will be arrested, he will go to prison, although he has killed someone, but prison is really not interesting, he doesn't want to be controlled, or the outside world is more exciting.

It's not to admit mistakes, it's not to continue to do evil, what is the best thing to do? Deer antler can't wait to ask the carpet, and I can't wait to get the answer from the carpet.

What should I do if I toss and turn on the carpet? There is no way, but I have to find a way.

He lay down for more than an hour, rolled over the carpet, and then got up, and he was going to pour himself a cup of tea, and drink tea, and maybe it would be okay to drink tea.

Deer Antler was only in his twenties, he didn't want to be shot, he didn't want to end his life prematurely, he wasn't married yet, he wanted to continue living. He wanted to save himself, no matter what, his life was safe, and he was safe in the courtyard for now, and in case someone came to arrest him, he decided to continue to escape.

Deer antler has already changed from a good student to a bad person, he is not taught by the school, of course the school teaches people to be people, not to teach people to do evil, the current state of deer antler velvet is completely caused by himself, and his evil path is his own way out.

Deer antler is a person, it is not that he has no love for good things in his heart, but he is on the thief ship, it is inevitable to follow others to do bad things, he has changed from a cute person to a hateful person, he also began to hate himself, but his current situation, he can't control it.

There are a lot of murders on him, he created those tragedies, his heart is terrified, he can't forgive himself, but what can he do, what happened, he took the lives of others, these facts, are irreversible.

Let's sleep. Anyway, no one came to arrest him, he had not yet encountered any danger, and before the danger came, any fear was to scare himself. Sleep, sleep, and be calm, and when you sleep, there is nothing.

But after falling asleep, you always have to wake up, unless you die, you don't have to wake up, when you wake up, you still have to face the problems in reality, since this is the case, it is better not to sleep, sleep is to avoid reality, escape from reality. The entanglement of the antler velvet made it impossible for him to hide in the room, and the uneasiness in his heart made it impossible for him to sleep.

Reality, like a basin of cold water, poured on the head of the deer antler, so cold, so cold, he can hardly bear the blow of this reality. He wanted to leave Yang Dong and jump out of the thief ship. No matter how bad the reality and the past are, they are all history. What deer antler velvet needs is to face up to himself, correct it little by little, and go down the road steadily. He is a conscious person, and if he can understand what is right and seek a right thing in everything, he will be able to avoid going astray. (To be continued.) )