After listening to what happened to Dong Zhuo in the past few days, Diao Chen drove silently, I couldn't see any emotion, and I didn't know what to say, I already felt that I was embarrassed in this matter, whether it was sincere or not, it was inevitable that it would be misunderstood as ulterior motives and cowardice. But Diao Chen's attitude made me feel very uncertain, so I asked somehow: "Is it a pity?" ”

"A little."

"At that time, I felt more and more uncomfortable when I saw the posthumous image, what a good girl, it was just gone." Aqiao's face flashed in front of his eyes, and instantly turned black and white.

Diao Chen didn't seem to be listening to me at all, and seemed a little impatient, I closed my mouth in amusement, and it took a long time before he said, "I'm not talking about her, it's you." ”

"What?"

"I mean, you're more sorry, Acho died a well-deserved death, what's the point of you being caught in the middle?" After he finished speaking lightly, he didn't care what I thought, and nailed me there in one sentence, I have to say that his thinking is really weird, but it really pointed out my embarrassment.

"But as long as I treat him sincerely, he will know sooner or later."

He turned his head to look at me, and couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly: "Not necessarily, some people just react slowly, plus lack of tendons, even if you do more, it will be in vain." ”

This was too extreme, and he hurriedly retorted to him: "Dong Zhuo is not that kind of person. He just chuckled and said thoughtfully, "I'm not talking about him." ”

It's strange, we are obviously discussing Dong Zhuo, if we don't say it, can he still say Aqiao? She's gone. I really didn't understand his path, so I directly ignored his words and stated my opinion: "Look, I think so, anyway, now Aqiao is also like that, I can just see the stitches and care about him from all aspects, I don't believe that he won't fall in love for a long time." "I've been planning this road for a long time, it's all played like this in TV dramas, and I haven't seen a few people miss it, I think, since this method can be used unremittingly by various screenwriters, there must be a reason for it, otherwise I will not pay the TV fee next year!

In this regard, he expressed his disdain, decisively changed gears, snorted from his nose, and said with some dissatisfaction: "If you really do this, you are stupid, be your own caring person?" ”

"No, it's a strong man!" I made a firm statement, "I know this road is very difficult, but the path I have chosen will be completed even if I am on my knees." "It is quite the legacy of the five heroes of Langya Mountain, and even I am moved.

Speaking of this, I thought that Diao Chen had no reason to obstruct it, but it turned out that I overestimated myself and underestimated him, he said indifferently: "Have you thought about it, you are so good to him, what is the difference between you and Aqiao, you are not afraid that he will treat you as Aqiao's stand-in, and then ......"

"And then what?" He gasped for air again in the nick of time, causing my heart to rise to my throat. I urged a few more times before he said slowly: "Then, you will go from a strong man to a martyr in one second." ”

I vaguely heard the sound of something collapsing, and my throat twitched, and the result of the original painstaking planning may also be sad in the end, but in fact, it is not necessarily a good thing to take precautions, and it is often even more unbearable after it backfires.

When I was in school, I had two months of pebbles and bricks in my school bag, and I always thought that I might be able to use them when I could use them, such as a vicious dog chasing after me, or a sword that robbed money, in short, it would definitely be useful. But one day, after putting it on my back, I found that it was much lighter, and it turned out that it was thrown away by my mother, so I was reluctant for a long time. But in the end, it turned out that it was really useless for me to carry it on my back, because there are not so many ill-intentioned people in this world, and there are not so many dogs with full eyes, and even if there is, I don't look like Grandpa Mao and Meat Buns! Not enough to turn sentient beings upside down.

Therefore, I also understand one thing, the trajectory of life is not designed by me at all, and sometimes the so-called 'preparedness' that I carry on my shoulders is actually just 'pure nonsense' and burden.

"But I'm strong, I'm not afraid to become a martyr."

Diao Chen only felt funny: "You're not a pig, why are you so strong?" The strength of the pig is the miracle of life, what do you want to prove? ”

After thinking about it for a long time in my seat, seeing that Diao Chen had already driven the car downstairs to my house, the inspiration was belated, I showed great cultural cultivation, and said deeply: "What I confirm is that love is put to death and then reborn." ”

He seemed to be shocked by my bold words, almost stopped the car, but fortunately stopped at the edge of the flower bed, he turned off the fire and pulled up the handbrake, even the lights dimmed, the surroundings were quiet, and then the moonlight could barely see his face, and he also looked at me in a daze. After a pause of about half a minute, he suddenly leaned on the steering wheel and laughed on his stomach, which made me laugh so much that my heart was furious, inexplicably, this sentence didn't laugh at all. When he finished laughing, he cleared his throat and said, "Sometimes the place of death and the place of life may not be far apart, but you don't care." This sentence is particularly serious, and there is even tenderness in the eyes, and the atmosphere is so good that even a rough person like me thinks that it is perfect with flowers, candlelight, and piano music. But he shook his head and chuckled twice: "Since you are so persistent, I have to wait to see you become a martyr in a second." ”

What is this called! Touching my head, he opened the car door angrily and went down, and after a few steps, he lowered the window and called me, and I asked angrily: "What are you doing!" But he said with a serious face: "Remember, don't die too badly, and it is better to breathe so that you can be resurrected in a full state elsewhere." ”

Even if there is a day, it is best not to let him see it, he has witnessed many things in my life, and it stands to reason that it is not bad to witness one or two more things, but I am always reluctant in my heart, I don't want to be seen by him, and I don't want to face the various reactions that he may have afterwards, even if I rack my brains, it is still difficult to guess.

In the final analysis, my obsessive and unrepentant personality is too cheating, if I could put a steering wheel in my character, maybe I would have turned around and gone elsewhere, and I wouldn't have been ridiculed by Diao Chen like this. When I can't sleep at night, I always wonder if if I hadn't been obsessed with Dong Zhuo at the beginning, would it be different now? On a dark night when I couldn't see my fingers, I realized that Mr. Chen Guanxi would probably have sighed that if he hadn't been hooked on photography at the beginning, would it be different now? In fact, the reason is very simple, when I hesitated, I let go of the most beautiful years, and after the years passed, I felt that I couldn't regret it, so I did what I thought was right early, and finally found that it was better not to do it at the beginning.

Thinking of this, I was deeply shocked when I began to doubt and waver at some point. But I couldn't help but reverie, where else did Diao Chen say?