yes, why shouldn't he do that, he's angry! However, he has always said that he loves me, so should these little things be taken care of by me?

Seeing that I was silent, Jin Yan said again: "The emperor loves his sister, but he is just an ordinary man, a man has the face of a man, not to mention that he is the emperor." ”

"What does my sister mean, is Rui'er wrong?" I was suddenly unconvinced.

"In the matter of love, where is there any right or wrong, but now it is so deadlocked, isn't it my sister herself who is uncomfortable?"

"Hmph, why is it only me who is uncomfortable, but he ...... with others all day long" As soon as I thought of this, my anger rushed up again.

"Why doesn't my sister feel uncomfortable knowing the emperor?" Jinyan's gaze seems to be able to see through people.

"I, I ......"

The emperor also found a step for his sister, not to mention that he didn't know that his sister was angry because of what he said to Shen Chongrong. Now that his sister doesn't go down the stairs with him, he should be puzzled! ”

"But......" I still wanted to be reluctant, but in my heart I had already accepted Jinyan's words, and when I thought about it, I did have something wrong.

"Okay, okay, let my sister help you be a peacemaker again!" Jinyan got up and said with a smile: "The Empress Dowager sent someone to pass me to taste tea, and I want to come to the emperor too, why don't my sister go with me!" ”

"But ......"

"Don't do anything, let's go, do you want to be sad for a few more days?" Jin Yan couldn't help but say, and pulled me to Penglai Pavilion.

When I arrived in the pavilion, I saw the Queen Mother and Bao Yuan sitting together, Jingyi was accompanying each other, and when she saw me entering, Jingyi got up and said with a smile: "I don't know where my sister went, and I also ordered the palace people to look around, it turns out that you are with Sister Jinyan!" ”

After Jinyan and I saluted the Queen Mother and Bao Yuan and sat down, we saw Zhang Xianru and Shen Yuefu also coming.

While everyone was greeting, I peeked at Bao Yuan, but I didn't want his eyes to be looking at me, and the moment the eyes met, my heart seemed to be pulled hard.

He clearly still cares about me, but the words he said and the things he did really hurt my heart!

I lowered my eyelids to avoid his.

"Jinyan, what are you doing with Concubine Xu?" The Queen Mother asked with a smile.

"Back to the Queen Mother, Sister Rui'er and I were chatting in the Feiluan Pavilion." Jin Yan replied respectfully.

"Oh." The Queen Mother nodded and smiled: "It's rare that you are so good, Yan'er's temperament has always been quiet, I didn't expect you and Concubine Xu to be in the same place." ”

"Sister Jinyan is erudite, and Rui'er has benefited a lot from her fellowship." I looked at Jinyan and said sincerely to the Queen Mother.

"Well, Yan'er has been in the pile of Buddhist scriptures all day long, and she even has to ask her if the mourning family has any ambiguity in the scriptures." The Queen Mother nodded.

"Queen Mother, if you say this, you will torture the concubine." Jin Yan was sincerely frightened, and stood up to apologize.

"Oh, you kid, you're always so cautious." The Queen Mother waved her hand, asked Jinyan to sit down, and said to everyone: "In fact, for women, the most important thing is to have a soft temperament, and poetry and articles are a man's business, just know a little." ”

Everyone said yes, and when I echoed it, I was even more disapproving, and because of this, I looked at Baoyuan again.

He stared at me with a smile on his lips, what kind of expression was that? Does he think so too? Then he often praised me for his poems and books in the past, but he couldn't do it?

There are too many things in my heart that I don't understand, and my mind is a mess.

At this moment, a slender palace maid with two attendants walked into the pavilion carrying a tea set.

Bao Yuan said to the Queen Mother: "Queen Mother, the tea that your sons invited you to taste today is extraordinary. ”

"Oh, where is the emperor looking for strange products?"

"Queen Mother, you will know after tasting it." Bao Yuan said, and said to the leading palace maid: "Seocho, you will make the tea that you fried with me the day before yesterday and taste it with the Queen Mother again." ”

The palace maid took the order, prepared the tea set, and calmly operated in front of us.

Scalding pot, tea, warm cup, high flush, low bubble, and then divide the tea and serve the tea in one go, but seeing this woman's elegant movements and demure demeanor, even if she doesn't drink, just watching her make tea like this is a kind of enjoyment.

The moment I lifted the lid, a quiet and unique fragrance rushed to my chest, and I couldn't help but praise: "It smells so good!" ”

Jin Yan took a sip on the side, and was full of praise.

The Queen Mother also said that it was good, and asked Bao Yuan where to find such a woman who could make tea.

Bao Yuan said with a smile that this woman was accidentally met by him in the Qingcheng courtyard a few days ago, because this woman has superb tea skills and can make tea, so she brought it back to the palace and accompanied the attendant.

Qingcheng Annex. When did Bao Yuan go there?

As soon as I thought of this, I heard Bao Yuan say to me: "Rui'er, come and take a look, what is this?" ”

Helpless in front of people, I got up and walked over, only to see Bao Yuan handing an earthy red clay pot in front of me.

When I opened the pottery, there were some finely broken tea leaves, but this tea was different from the tea I usually eat, and there seemed to be some flowers in it.

"Smell it." A smile tugged at the corner of Bao Yuan's lips.

I sniffed it carefully, and there was a strong aroma of flowers and fruits...... This is, flower and fruit tea!

Thoughts flew by, it was when I was healing in the Qingcheng Courtyard, I was thinking about making tea to play. Because of the flavor-absorbing properties of tea, I brought countless flowers and fruits from the courtyard and put them in a closed jar with some green tea, and I also called it "flower and fruity" tea.

As a result, it was mishandled, and all those teas were soaked in juice and flower juice overnight, and Bao Yuan laughed at it for a long time, only saying that I was whimsical.

Now, this is the ...... I raised my eyes to look at Bao Yuan, why did he want me to see this today.

"Rui'er, do you know what kind of tea this is?" Bao Yuan asked with a smile.

"Concubines are ignorant."

"Can't really see it?"

"The concubines don't know, please ask the emperor to teach you."

"Oh, this is a newly made tea from Seocho, I haven't given it a name yet, I thought that Mrs. Hua Rui could have a good opinion, it seems that I have a bad idea." The smile on Bao Yuan's face disappeared, and he waved his hand to let people take the tea can in my hand.

The atmosphere became extremely awkward in an instant.

Bao Yuan got up and said to the Queen Mother: "Queen Mother, the sons and daughters still haven't finished reading the songs, so they will leave first." With that, he stopped looking at me and turned away.

I slowly returned to my seat, Jinyan and Jingyi looked at me uneasily, and I lowered my eyelids.

I don't know when I had a knot with him.

I knew I shouldn't have done what I had just done, but I really had no way to do anything, I just felt that my heart was very bitter and tired.

On the way back to Changchun Palace, Jingyi didn't worry about coming to ask once, and I went perfunctorily.

Jinyan came over after dinner and brought the can of "flower and fruit" tea with her. She put the tea in front of me and stared at me for a long time without saying a word, and I also looked at the tea can in a daze.

Finally, she sighed softly and got up to leave!

I don't know what Jinyan did after leaving, or what he said to Bao Yuan, I only know that the next day, Bao Yuan ordered the Changchun Hall to be lit.

When I stood in the hall to welcome him, there was no trace of joy in my heart, looking at him, I suddenly felt a strange feeling in my heart, and even fear.

That night, none of us mentioned those unhappy things, as if everything had passed, Bao Yuan was in a good mood and said a lot of thoughtful words.

I replied with a smile on my face, as if nothing had changed, that he was still the man who loved me, and that I was his favorite concubine.

It's just that in the dead of night, my heart clearly knows that everything about me and him is different!

Later, the palace maid called Seocho was very favored by Bao Yuan and often accompanied him.

When I waved my pen and wrote, "White vine flowers are limited to silver flowers, and the pavilion door is oblique when the dormitory." I was recently known by the palace, and every time I came to make sencha with the car. I knew I was losing something I was most afraid of losing.

The heart is those who are tired and powerless.